mylittlechangingtruths
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Joined 03-03-06, id: 515451
Author has written 34 stories for Young Adult, Life, General, Nature, Humor, and Romance.

"I'm nobody! Who are you?

Are you nobody, too?

Then there's a pair of us - don't tell!

They'd banish us, you know.

How dreary to be somebody!

How public, like a frog

To tell your name the livelong day

To an admiring bog!

~ Emily Dickinson.

"Such
ugly hypocrisy: before, I thought that most people didn't really think, REALLY
feel. Why did I decide this? Because no one speaks of real things, or writes
them overtly. Yeah, brilliant. absulutely brilliant. have i ever talked, REALLY
talked with anyone about life? yes. But never with "friends", and
never completely honestly, without any facades. I'm no more capable of
expressing the deepest thoughts that THEM. Or, i am. But only with mamachka.
they, too, might be "fullfilling" themselves with someone, just not
with me. perhaps the undrelying, ugly reason was that I wanted to be
"special." to be able to think of myself as different. There's
nothing wrong with a person being different than/ALIKE others of their society,
as long as they're really being true to themselves. It hurts because i'm human,
so terribly human. oh, this is so darkly sad. yeah, we figured out how to
communicate, but we so rarely actually use this amazing skill to communicate
about REAL things. Yeah, unlike animals, we love. have friends. best friends.
but these friends don't know us, not that little kernel packed deep inside
which is truly us. The soul of a person, in all its glory. shining with light,
bleeding around the edges." ~ me! just thought that might give you some (weird) insight into your truly.

HEEY!

heh... um, hello. The name's Abby; call me Abigail, and you'll wish your parents were hit REALLY hard in the nether regions the day before they met. Um.. i'm not really sure why I had to be just sooo detailed: basically, you die. yesh. hey, not so bad, I've already written 2 whole sentences just about my name! or rather, about my un-name.

Weeell. let's see. I like to think. That might sound kinda weird, and a tad pretentious, but i mean that i like to think about life, people, the world.. STUFF!!I'd really really really want to meet anyone who also cared and thought about life. I guess my friends, or some of them, think about stuff, but not all that much. Its rather hard to talk deeply with people, even if they DO think. yeah. philosophy really interests me, as do people. um, no, i'm not a stalker.. i just like to learn about people's way of thinking, of being. i'd like to be either a shrink or a teacher when i grow up (IF i grow up), though a very very good teacher/shrink has to also be the other. yeah. i keep saying yeah...

this didn't really come out right, but.. perhaps you'll understand after you read some of mes crappe. IF you even care!! : )

oh, I'm 15 years old, and live in Massachusetts... piano, singing, reading, reading, writing, reading, talking, talking a lot, singing, cuddling with a cat or two, tickle-fight with brother, reading, its aaaaalll maaahverlous. yup.

ooh, about BOOKS. Be My Knife by David Grossman. Either you won't understand it at all, and you'll die of boredom (GOOD RIDDANCE!! jk..) or you will. And then you will cry. Its a.. a.. a BEAUTIFUL book. Also by David Grossman, Someone to Run With. Its a great book which will help you be YOU, as you read? Comprendo? probably not. 'ats arright, I don't really either. Catcher in the Rye by Salinger is awesome possum... I'm in love with the book. completely. it cuts me to pieces, and lets me understand the pieces.. how do you spell pieces/peices... psh.

oh yeah, here's the superficial bits about your master (that would be me): dark brown hair, some color eyes.. er.. lemme check.. brownish/greeninsh/somethingish, gargantuan feet, 5'5ish.. average height, thin, with SHARP elbows.. thats about it. i wear some pretty darn amazing stuff: HUGE glasses, plaid... why? so as to make sure i don't start caring too much about what i look like. it isn't working all that well.. surprise surprise.. i'm of the female spieces, believe it or not. people who call me cute suffer the same fate as those who call me Abigail. (see above).

well, wasn't that awkward... now lets go on to better things... I'm in 9th grade (big, scary high-school. yesh.) which is a BAGILLION times better than middle school.. though, then again, isn't everything? i try mucho hard to be myslf, but i find myself behind a facade sometimes at school. its a very nice facade. with all sorts of nice turrets and stuff.. erm.. righto. well, thats about it. i'd really really really like to talk to people, for REAL, if you know what i mean. if you have no idea, that basically proves my point. *cough*.. so e-mail me, IM me, or R & R me *she throws in nonchalently*.. OR ALL THREE!! HURRAH! ah.. yeah.. so, thats me. or, as much of me as i'm acquainted with.. if you're not too creeped out, i'm quite grateful. . toodles!

p.s: I'M RUSSIAN!! HUZZAH! Привет! (Hi/Bye) fellow russians, speeeak tooo meee!! Пожалуйста!

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Not for Me by tickledblue reviews
FINISHED! I'm the loner with no backbone. He's the school's favourite god. He's at the top of the pyramid, while I'm not even part of the pyramid. Somebody tell me how this is going to work out.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,276 - Reviews: 4847 - Favs: 2,970 - Follows: 402 - Updated: 5/23/2017 - Published: 6/22/2004 - Complete
Samantha by Mystified reviews
Samantha is a normal college student, until her apartment falls victim to a bomb, and she's kidnapped by a very mysterious, very handsome stranger, whose intentions aren't all that clear.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 40 - Words: 97,227 - Reviews: 3252 - Favs: 1,973 - Follows: 859 - Updated: 5/3/2011 - Published: 12/21/2002 - Complete
Melody and Carter by lindserly reviews
She's there to snag a rich husband. He's there to study and get a good career. Neither planned on falling in love.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 20 - Words: 68,421 - Reviews: 137 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 55 - Updated: 1/12/2009 - Published: 12/13/2005
A Marriage of Inconvenience by Random Acts of Authorship reviews
Kate needs a Green Card, Owen needs a wife. For these platonic friends a marriage of convenience seems to be the perfect solution. Instead getting engaged is just the beginning of their problems. Complete.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 22 - Words: 78,589 - Reviews: 255 - Favs: 237 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 10/5/2008 - Published: 2/19/2003 - Complete
Boarding School by Teen-Authoress reviews
Chealsea is uprooted from her perfect life and sent to boarding school in northern B.C...there, she begins to make friends with the sort of people she would have made fun of back home, and slowly comes to understand herself and what friendship really is.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 31,423 - Reviews: 55 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 11/7/2006 - Published: 5/23/2006
Only Him & Me by Lavender L. C reviews
[CHAPTER 1 EDITED!]Being 8 months pregnant and married to a police officer has its downsides. Not only that but she's struggling to please her nosy motherinlaw. In the end Lily will realize her strength and the importance of family when one could be lost.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 27 - Words: 47,064 - Reviews: 117 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 6/6/2006 - Published: 3/5/2006
Sometimes I Am by i.wont.stop.dying reviews
Here's a poem. It's about how I feel like the only time my family notices me is when I'm annoying them. And they don't see the good that I try to do for them.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/1/2006
Death Giver by shards of me reviews
Trinity died one day, so suddendly that she couldn't even say goodbye. In heaven, she meets Dominic, who is so much more than he seems. With a smile, he reveals a secret and she has three chances to change her past, present and future. [complete]
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 7 - Words: 12,615 - Reviews: 102 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 5/30/2006 - Published: 3/6/2005 - Complete
When Casey was Fourteen by LQ Aredhel reviews
When Casey was fourteen, she met a new kid. After his arrival, and after his constant repetition of the word “why,” Casey’s true and steady lifestyle began to twist without informing her
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,360 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/17/2006
Shattered Dreams by whenthecloudsaregray reviews
(finished) Alex- her father rapes her, abandoned by her mother. David- his mother looks for love in sex, none of the fathers stuck. They love each other. Kate- someone trying to let both of them go. Lester- childhood friend of Kate that has come back
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 22 - Words: 34,497 - Reviews: 137 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 4/29/2006 - Published: 10/29/2005
Journal of a flower by toomanypickles reviews
Mother is dead, but she isn't gone. Not yet. Story complete.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 38 - Words: 4,975 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 2/25/2006 - Published: 10/26/2005 - Complete
Four Sisters by Random Acts of Authorship reviews
The story of Faith, Grace, Hope and Charity. After their father dies and a cousin inherits their home, the need to make a good marriage to a wealthy man is paramount. But the girls have their own ideas about love. WIP INDEFINITELY ON HOLD
Fiction: Historical - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 21 - Words: 55,182 - Reviews: 397 - Favs: 157 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 3/21/2004 - Published: 8/24/2002
Ability by AJaKe reviews
Two teenagers are going to discover something unique about themselves as they go on a never ending adventure...
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 4 - Words: 8,964 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 4/18/2003 - Published: 2/17/2002
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To Israel
“Thank you very much,” says Nina, with a grim smile. Then she sees the ocean, the clouds, and the world and she forgets the man entirely.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 969 - Updated: 4/8/2007 - Published: 4/6/2007
Take These Sunken Eyes and Learn to Sleep ideas?
It is about people, forgiveness, and hatred. or about a boy named chandler. or about a counselor named jonas.. or a song called blackbird, which says, take these sunken eyes and learn to sleep, and also, take these broken wings and learn to fly.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 750 - Published: 1/12/2007
Plague? Dunno help with title?
oh, just try reading it. please?
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,178 - Published: 11/14/2006
Master reviews
you know the darkness you see at night? the one filled with everything you ever learned or experience, believed. loved. well, he wrote it.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 6 - Words: 1,052 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9/28/2006 - Published: 9/27/2006
Just Let Me Walk reviews
a story about a girl named sunshine... except she calls herself ray. please give her a chance.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 5 - Words: 2,070 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 9/25/2006 - Published: 6/20/2006
those eyes reviews
those eyes.. in that face.. do not fit
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/18/2006
Example of Reality reviews
A little reminder of what's real...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/12/2006
Capacity of the world
the world can only hold so much...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Published: 7/12/2006
Simply Lines
Memories stay, but the moment is NOT the most important thing there is. there'll be new loves and friendships and moments... but the memories are what make up YOU!
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Published: 7/6/2006
Its Either All or Nothing
... no way to trick the fates...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Published: 7/6/2006
and ending to flying reviews
knowing won't stop save me from life
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/20/2006
life's the culprit reviews
its life's protective mechanism to hurt us
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/20/2006
the Hurt Which is Ours
just.. stuff.. read please
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Published: 6/20/2006
Help Me Sing reviews
a poem BEGGING for assurance that people with wings exist.. er.. not literally..
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/6/2006
The Art of Hello reviews
oy.. read it... this is one of my favorites..
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/3/2006
Help Me Say Goodbye
help me say goodbye to day
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 33 - Published: 6/3/2006
The Precious Special reviews
the sepcialness is so easily lost.. wow, bad summary. sorry..
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/3/2006
The Unfortunate Nature of an Adult reviews
just read.. please?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/3/2006
The Heaven of a Little Angel
its sad that adults lose themselves...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Published: 6/3/2006
Has it Ever Occured to You reviews
a poem which asks a simple question. a question which somehow balances lifr out ok..
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/2/2006
If Not Forever, Then Me reviews
i would like to be. be either forever, or me. make any sense? prob. not.. just read.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/1/2006
Whoever I am, Wherever I am reviews
a poem filled with "but"s
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/1/2006
Delilah reviews
a vignette sort of thing, about how a girl grows and learns and BECOMES. how profound. yup yup.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 661 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 5/31/2006 - Published: 5/30/2006
Going Down the Easy Slope
about... gping down the easy slope! literally!
Fiction: Humor - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,423 - Published: 5/30/2006
Tommy Turkey Prepares for Thanksgiving
a little satireish thing i wrote..
Fiction: Humor - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,133 - Published: 5/30/2006
It Came from Darkness reviews
I thought those poems were just exaggerations: they weren't.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/26/2006
Don't Let Her See reviews
oy.. dunno how to summarize this, just look at the intro inside, and you'll know. .. er.. i hope, anyway.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 387 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/26/2006
The Grasses Twirled reviews
hope within nature in a forgotten world
Poetry: Nature - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/26/2006
Colors Underneath
a vignette series. it deals with me learning to accept both darkness and light, if that makes any sense. i think many people might learn something about themselves through it.. or hope, rather!
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 6 - Words: 3,016 - Published: 5/26/2006
A large collection of small thoughts
A collection of prose/poemish stuff i've written. its sad, happy, real, painful... like little sharp golden knives.. ughy metaphor, just REAAAD! pretty please..
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,398 - Published: 5/26/2006
AT Last reviews
another holocaust poem.. though, again, can relate rather painfully to any life.. there is compassion here.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 288 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/25/2006
A Dog in the Darkness reviews
A poem about the holocaust, sad, obviously. very painful. i like it, though. it really isn't just about the holocaust, but about the worst kind of pain: you turning into a dog... not literally..
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/25/2006
Life's Too Short to Sigh reviews
just a poem written out of desperation. there IS hope in it, though.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/25/2006
The Colors Underneath reviews
This is a vignette series; its prose. ermididdle.. its about... well, LIFE. yup yup. oh, just READ, gosh darn it.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,911 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/25/2006