Author has written 43 stories for Love, Life, Song, General, Horror, Religion, and Friendship.
a little about me:
age: too young to drink/drive
year: 21st century
music: a little heavy meatal, emo, punk rockish, alternitive...I HATE all rap...or so i thought, untill i heard fort miner...
FORT MINER!!!! smile empy soul, silverstine, flyleaf, rise against, mcr, nickleback, linkin park, alcoline trio, vast, pod, soad, some vg music (ie ff7), all american rejects, green day, three days grace...you get the idea
books: tom clancy, harry potter, pen dragon
movies: day after tomarow, dare devil, da vinchi code, avp, evolution, matrix (1st one is best!), mr deeds (all adam sandles movies), flight of the fenix, born identity, 6 days 7 nights, 6th scence (i see dead people too ;-), starwars (# 1, 2, and 3), dodge ball (grab life by the ball)...LOTS of others, too many to name
And I think I have to respond to what my brother, The Angry Ursadon +2, put on his account about me:
That was funny, how you said I always made you look good. Ha ha ha ha ha... good joke...
Glad to be of assistance. Good to know that under that shell of...summin...that you realise just how much i am needed. no, im just joking, but im glad that all the s* you have put me through has been hepful to ya. Always here for ya, Bro! (arnt ya over due for another name change?
okay. so i do take happy pills, and most of the lime im pretty stable, but most of my stuff is sad, caz i write as an outlet for sadness, anger, and whatever else
Id like to thank
Ben, my brother(The Angry Ursadon +2) for his support when i really need it. i know i can tell him anything, and he won't judge me or think any less of me. he is the persion i know i can turn to when i need help (about anything, including fictionpress, cuz the way its formated is so damn confusing!!!
my parents, for 1) tolerating me all these years 2) listening to me, especily when i know they have better thing so be doing.
Cat (Black and White Dreams) for listening to me, and alway being honest with me (at least, as far is i know =) ) and trusting me. im sure she has no idea how much she has influenced me. if your reading this, cat, and im sure you will eventualy, i just want to tell you how truly greatful i am to you. you know me in a way that no one else does...god, that sounds dirty, but its not ment that way. glad your feeling better, and not depressed any more. , /,/ ROCK ON! love ya to!
Amber (jessa faerie) for being such a great friend. ifinallyread ´its nothing' . im sorrrrry it took so long, can you evey for give me? i feel so ashamed...you are great. did i ever tell u that the thing you sent me, that i forwarded to all my friends, really worked? its kinda kreepy, but it was really cool. i´ll tell ya about it l8er. oh yeah, and WRITE MORE. i love your poems!
Amanda, for being willing to forgive me, and being such a good friend. you are still the only one i can talk nonstop to. you really need to get a fiction press!!!!! you are a great writer, and you should let people read it! love you muchly!
Ashley...we have such a weird friendship, but i love you none the less. even thought you think your work isnt good enough to post on this site, it IS! and i would never leave you, i dont know why you were worried, but know i will love you nomatter what (even if you do marry Bri (lol)) well i am getting kicked off the computer now, so i gotta go, but i may add more latter... loves o_O !!
Evey one in my "group" of friends, for not nailing me to the wall yet, and their encouragement with my writing, and everything else. you guys are all that kept me going on more than one occasion. i love you all. in a compleatly non-gay way (for the guys in my group)
here is a list of my favorite authors:
Light and Dark
Flowers blooming all around
Wilted roses in a pile on the ground
Sunshine and happiness everywhere
Thunderstorms and depression in the air
Young children smiling all day long
Grief in the hearts of everyone
The light is what you see outside
The dark is what you’ll never find
You think you know just what I feel
But you don’t know that I’ll never heal
You think I’m happy and I don’t need a shrink
But that is only what you think
You think my face the sun has caressed
You’ll never know that I’m depressed
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here is a poem i found that i really liked so to decided to put it on my bio thing
A Life Half Lived
A broken smile
A fading dream
An eternity of pain
A life half lived
A thought not spoken
An empty meaningless look
A year gone by
A friendship shattered
An unfulfilled promise dies
A raging conflict
A torn heart
An awful empty void
A feeling of confusion
A soul lost
An untold story discovered
A smile fixed
A dream revived
An eternity ended
A life fully lived
A thought said aloud
An empty look filled
A brand new year
A friendship patched up
A once forgotten promise fulfilled
A conflict resolved
A torn heart mended
A void filled with meaning
A confused mind put to rest
A lost soul found
A story told, to set things right
Writing in Ink, Not Blood and Tears
I’m through with cutting;
The depression’s gone.
I’m done with crying;
There’s no reason anymore.
I’m going to live my life today,
And not worry about tomorrow.
I’ve come out of the past,
And I’m here right now.
I don’t need to be afraid
Every time I pick up a knife,
Because I am in control.
I’m still here on this earth,
Not in the ground,
With a gravestone at my head.
I’m here writing,
I’m using Ink.
Not Blood and Tears.
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