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Joined 03-12-06, id: 516551
Author has written 43 stories for Love, Life, Song, General, Horror, Religion, and Friendship.

a little about me:

name: sam

age: too young to drink/drive

location: earth

year: 21st century

music: a little heavy meatal, emo, punk rockish, alternitive...I HATE all rap...or so i thought, untill i heard fort miner...

FORT MINER!!!! smile empy soul, silverstine, flyleaf, rise against, mcr, nickleback, linkin park, alcoline trio, vast, pod, soad, some vg music (ie ff7), all american rejects, green day, three days grace...you get the idea

books: tom clancy, harry potter, pen dragon

movies: day after tomarow, dare devil, da vinchi code, avp, evolution, matrix (1st one is best!), mr deeds (all adam sandles movies), flight of the fenix, born identity, 6 days 7 nights, 6th scence (i see dead people too ;-), starwars (# 1, 2, and 3), dodge ball (grab life by the ball)...LOTS of others, too many to name


And I think I have to respond to what my brother, The Angry Ursadon +2, put on his account about me:

That was funny, how you said I always made you look good. Ha ha ha ha ha... good joke...

Glad to be of assistance. Good to know that under that shell of...summin...that you realise just how much i am needed. no, im just joking, but im glad that all the s* you have put me through has been hepful to ya. Always here for ya, Bro! (arnt ya over due for another name change?


okay. so i do take happy pills, and most of the lime im pretty stable, but most of my stuff is sad, caz i write as an outlet for sadness, anger, and whatever else
Id like to thank

Ben, my brother(The Angry Ursadon +2) for his support when i really need it. i know i can tell him anything, and he won't judge me or think any less of me. he is the persion i know i can turn to when i need help (about anything, including fictionpress, cuz the way its formated is so damn confusing!!!

my parents, for 1) tolerating me all these years 2) listening to me, especily when i know they have better thing so be doing.

Cat (Black and White Dreams) for listening to me, and alway being honest with me (at least, as far is i know =) ) and trusting me. im sure she has no idea how much she has influenced me. if your reading this, cat, and im sure you will eventualy, i just want to tell you how truly greatful i am to you. you know me in a way that no one else does...god, that sounds dirty, but its not ment that way. glad your feeling better, and not depressed any more. , /,/ ROCK ON! love ya to!

Amber (jessa faerie) for being such a great friend. ifinallyread ´its nothing' . im sorrrrry it took so long, can you evey for give me? i feel so ashamed...you are great. did i ever tell u that the thing you sent me, that i forwarded to all my friends, really worked? its kinda kreepy, but it was really cool. i´ll tell ya about it l8er. oh yeah, and WRITE MORE. i love your poems!

Amanda, for being willing to forgive me, and being such a good friend. you are still the only one i can talk nonstop to. you really need to get a fiction press!!!!! you are a great writer, and you should let people read it! love you muchly!

Ashley...we have such a weird friendship, but i love you none the less. even thought you think your work isnt good enough to post on this site, it IS! and i would never leave you, i dont know why you were worried, but know i will love you nomatter what (even if you do marry Bri (lol)) well i am getting kicked off the computer now, so i gotta go, but i may add more latter... loves o_O !!

Evey one in my "group" of friends, for not nailing me to the wall yet, and their encouragement with my writing, and everything else. you guys are all that kept me going on more than one occasion. i love you all. in a compleatly non-gay way (for the guys in my group)


Black and White Dreams
2.
castelgard
3. CrazyTurtles
4. Deliciously Evil
5. DynamicEquilibrium
6. jessa faerie
7. LightofShadows
8. mindOFdeliriousUNREST
9. SilverIsamu
10. The Angry Ursadon +2


Light and Dark

Flowers blooming all around

Wilted roses in a pile on the ground

Sunshine and happiness everywhere

Thunderstorms and depression in the air

Young children smiling all day long

Grief in the hearts of everyone

The light is what you see outside

The dark is what you’ll never find

You think you know just what I feel

But you don’t know that I’ll never heal

You think I’m happy and I don’t need a shrink

But that is only what you think

You think my face the sun has caressed

You’ll never know that I’m depressed

Black and White Dreams

© Copyright 2006 Black and White Dreams (FictionPress ID:511675). All rights reserved. Distribution of any kind is prohibited without the written consent of Black and White Dreams


here is a poem i found that i really liked so to decided to put it on my bio thing

A Life Half Lived

A broken smile

A fading dream

An eternity of pain

A life half lived

A thought not spoken

An empty meaningless look

A year gone by

A friendship shattered

An unfulfilled promise dies

A raging conflict

A torn heart

An awful empty void

A feeling of confusion

A soul lost

An untold story discovered

A smile fixed

A dream revived

An eternity ended

A life fully lived

A thought said aloud

An empty look filled

A brand new year

A friendship patched up

A once forgotten promise fulfilled

A conflict resolved

A torn heart mended

A void filled with meaning

A confused mind put to rest

A lost soul found

A story told, to set things right

BY: mindOFdeliriousUNREST


Writing in Ink, Not Blood and Tears

I’m through with cutting;

The depression’s gone.

I’m done with crying;

There’s no reason anymore.

I’m going to live my life today,

And not worry about tomorrow.

I’ve come out of the past,

And I’m here right now.

I don’t need to be afraid

Every time I pick up a knife,

Because I am in control.

I’m still here on this earth,

Not in the ground,

With a gravestone at my head.

I’m here writing,

And finally

I’m using Ink.

Not Blood and Tears.

by Black and White Dreams

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Flight 93 by Alena D'Etoiles reviews
About the tragic 9-11 flight. Very quick, but sad. Please R&R!
Fiction: Spiritual - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 468 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 4 - Published: 9/12/2006
Why? by Black and White Dreams reviews
For five very good friends of mine.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/11/2006
Light and Dark by Black and White Dreams reviews
You only see the light side of me. The happy, not-a-care-in-the-world part of me. You'll never see the dark.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/24/2006
Raven and Lily by White Cloud reviews
A guy getting used to being hated and trying to win over a girl. The whole story was re-edited.Part 1 ended.P2 will be in Lily's POV
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 8,389 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 5/2/2005 - Published: 6/16/2003
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So far from free reviews
oppression….i guess...point of focus changes throughout the poem….its really deep….if only I understood it…R/R
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 10/9/2006
One last night reviews
i tryed to cut it off, and get out, but found i was more tied down that i thought...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 262 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/8/2006
Your lies and my pain reviews
this is an old peace, revised. it was originaly 'written by your hand' but that one sucked. the site didnt even let you read it. im trying to figure out how to get it down...any way, here ya go
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 383 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/1/2006
Let me go reviews
You can only help someone so much, befor it gets to a point where both of you are going to get hurt. so just let me go
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/1/2006
Is there a God? reviews
I wrote this a while back. at first, i didnt wanna post it, but i finaly did. here ya go
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/1/2006
The Crow reviews
Ash starts hearing noises at her back door, and notices crows watshing her. Then her parents are murdered, and she is blamed. Ash and her friend Rose want to find out what happened, but once they know, they wish they didnt.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 423 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/21/2006
Think of letting go reviews
you kept me going. i dont think you realised just how series i was when i told you how much you ment to me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 343 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 6/14/2006
Withered rose reviews
suicide is perminant. it cant be taken back. think of the people who love you, how wolud they feel...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/14/2006
Again reviews
I wrote this a while ago, on the back of my laguage folder. i revised it, and am noe posting it. R&R, please
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 6/14/2006
Breaking down again reviews
dont lean to heavily on a single persion, because then when they are gone, you're screwed. its also about depression.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 266 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/29/2006
And so we reviews
I use to be the one running from you. now the tables have turned
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 295 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/29/2006
Your love is reviews
I had to write a poem using a metaphor for lang arts class. this is what i got. i thought it was pritty good, so i posted it.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 5/29/2006
Back to cause more pain reviews
i donno... just read it and find out
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/29/2006
The worst kind of friend is the best kind of enemy reviews
You thought you had won, but... you hadn't
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/17/2006
Lessions Through Pain reviews
I donno... For my friend...Read and find out...(doo dee dooo)
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 280 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/17/2006
Drowning reviews
Sometimes I feel like you are just in to deep over you head...This was one of those times
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/17/2006
You were here reviews
You were here, but everything you did was fake, madeup. Then when you fell, you took as many of us down as possible... Please note that in the third stanza, it should be 'a good thing', not 'a god thing'
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/1/2006
Words can reviews
befor you say something, next time, think about it
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/1/2006
Trusting you is like what? reviews
If you manipulat enough, soon no one will trust you
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/1/2006
So what? reviews
I just dont care
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/1/2006
Scars reviews
Life would be so much easier without you...
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/1/2006
The War Of The Realms reviews
When Zaks parents are assassinated, he has to find ouf why, and by who.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,526 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/1/2006
This Mask, I do not need reviews
You freed me of the weight of my mask, that I thought I needed
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/1/2006
Like me reviews
I will be there for you, don't worry
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 223 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/1/2006
Just another reviews
Just another...It doesnt mater to you, so stop telling me whats wrong with me!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/1/2006
I did for you reviews
Would you return the favor? I helped you, would you help me?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 315 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/1/2006
For you reviews
I will give some of myself, but not everything
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/1/2006
How can I trust reviews
This if for my friend, and his, so far, not-so-good love-life
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/1/2006
Can't Sleep reviews
If you couldn't guess from the name, I couldn't sleep, and so I wrote this.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 410 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/1/2006
My Thoughts reviews
If you can't tell by the name, I was thinking, and came up with this...
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 339 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3/24/2006
So Precious reviews
What would I do without you, Precious?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/24/2006
Manipulation reviews
This is not from my point of view. I wrote it for/about someone else... who you more than likely don't know.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/23/2006
Now That I Know, Am I Any Better Off? reviews
Sometimes, even if it is best to know, it feels like it isn't.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/23/2006
I Never Know reviews
Am I supposed to have any idea what's going on, how to act, or what you are doing? I don't. This is not about Madi either.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/23/2006
I Love You, I Loath You reviews
Love must be the most confusing emotion there is... and no, Tayler, this isnt about Madi!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/23/2006
Outcast reviews
I was tired, and bored... this is the product.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/17/2006
Untitled reviews
I have problems, I know, so if you are going review just to 'let me know', don't bother.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3/17/2006
My Secret Love reviews
If you read this, madd, no, I am not cheating on you. I wrote this a long time ago, for you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 260 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/17/2006
Love Is Blind reviews
Love is blind, something new every day. Is it worth the pain it will cause?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3/17/2006
Lets Give Them Something To Talk About reviews
This is for you, Madd, about the song you told me about.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 344 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/17/2006
Love Is Just The Knife reviews
I have determined that love was created to serve two purposes: To ensure the continuation of the human race, and to cause as pain as possible.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 335 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/17/2006
I'm Okay, No Thanks To You reviews
You cut me down, too low, too much. But I built myself back up.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3/17/2006