Julian Toepfer
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Author has written 83 stories for Song, Love, and Life.

REVIEWS MAKE ME HAPPY!!

Writing is my way of opening my heart. Feedback and reviews make my day!

I'm a 26 year old artist who has a day job as a librarian.

Graduated from SRU in May of '11 with a BFA and teachers certificication in art, minoring in art history.

I'm quite sick of being seriously hurt in relationships. Most of my writing deals with this.

I'm currently in the midst of writing a historical fiction graphic novel, along with several other artistic endevors.

I'm pretty much anti-social and have few friends, unless you mean the ones I make up. They all like me alot.

I have an unrealistic dream of being in a rock and roll band one day. Most of the stuff I have on here are songs I've written for that very purpose. Not that it will ever happen, but I can dream...

I love music. No country, no rap. Biggest inspirational bands are probably Cold, Rush, NIN, Pink Floyd and Jeff Buckley.

A few things I like: Art; Poetry; Horror movies; Nature (particularly the ocean); Staying up late and doing nothing productive; Scuba Diving; Baseball; Spider-man; Hats; Guinness; Zombies

A few things I dislike: Sloths; people that snore really loud; backstabers; Boybands; Bill O'Rilley; Man-Whores; Wet Towels; Bugs; Pens that run out of ink; NasCar; Close-minded People

What if everything around you
isn't quite as it seems?
What if all the world you think you know
Is an elaborite dream?
And if you look at your reflection,
Is it all you want to be?
What if you could look right through the cracks?
Would you find yourself,
Find yourself to be happy?

- Trent Reznor -

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You Chose Me by 4NeverAfter reviews
Laying here with you it's hard to belive...That you chose me...And two and a half years later...You're still here....
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 389 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/16/2007 - Complete
Echo by xfail reviews
My wishes have little impact on my own life. Please tell me what you think.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/14/2007 - Complete
Immaculate Whore by painting andromeda reviews
Not her fault.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 410 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 7 - Published: 8/27/2007 - Complete
On My Own by 4NeverAfter reviews
I can't let them see me cry..I am the strong one...So I will bleed for you..But only in the silence that surrounds me...And I will greive for you...But only on my own...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 428 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/27/2007
You by Mairi Cross reviews
Ah, yay, so cheerful. I came up with this in my head the other day and had to remember it. With a tiny homage to my old pal Shakespeare. Yay.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/13/2007 - Complete
Lead by xfail reviews
This world can corrupt you.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/31/2007 - Complete
Letting Go by MaNdAxX89 reviews
read and review
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/30/2007 - Complete
Goodbye by Surreptitiously Scarlet reviews
Goodbye is the most painful word you will ever hear. Especially when the person saying it has the power to break your heart. Again and again.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Published: 7/16/2007 - Complete
Hurt you and hurt me by The Jynx of Kari reviews
Every little cut of that blade rips a piece out of my heart. If you hurt yourself physically, I hurt emotionally. I wish this didn't have to be that way....
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/28/2007 - Complete
Burying the Hatchet by EmeraldsAndPearls33 reviews
“It’s time to move on from this battlefield we’ve lived on, whispered shells exploding shrapnel in our eyes.” Please r&r.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/12/2007 - Complete
Storm by Mairi Cross reviews
The first line of this just popped into my head, but the rest took me a long time to finish. A few interesting double meanings and a lot of figurative...stuff.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/25/2006
Lonely by Mairi Cross reviews
Not sure if this is a poem or not, but it's a scattering of random thoughts that feels like one to me.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 305 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/6/2006
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The Blonde at the WineBar
This is a poem about how I often use my art as a way of exhaling. Over the last month or so, I've really leaned heavily on creative outlets to help get me though difficult times. It helps enormously, but not as much as I would like.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Published: 11/5/2011 - Complete
Quarantine reviews
Love in the time of pandemic...
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/2/2009 - Complete
I Found Out reviews
The space I've got to find myself is bending in half again...
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/17/2009 - Complete
Manhattan reviews
We try to say with confidence that we're picking up oblivion.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/25/2009 - Complete
Full reviews
This is about accepting who you are. Even when you hate yourself for it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/4/2008 - Complete
Vacant Entity reviews
There is a hole where my heart should be. I am incapable of feeling anything anymore.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/13/2008 - Complete
One Million Miles Tall reviews
How did it really feel to take someone's life?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/6/2008 - Complete
That Isn't Me reviews
Last night I was brushing my teeth, and I had a strange encounter with the reflection in the mirror.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/22/2008 - Complete
Right Beside Me reviews
Is there anyone there at all?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/11/2008 - Complete
The Muse reviews
Wake up the muse.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/12/2008 - Complete
This Is The First Day Of My Last Day reviews
I am in a place that I don't want to be.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/17/2008 - Complete
The Future of Auto Fire
What it boils down to, is anger.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Published: 4/7/2008 - Complete
The Beginning
I am afraid of what I am capable of. We all should be.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Suspense/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Published: 4/3/2008 - Complete
I Don't Know reviews
This is the answer to all the questions.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/31/2008 - Complete
Contagion reviews
Sometimes I wonder if there is a cure for this.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/20/2008 - Complete
Somewhere Else In Time reviews
Now I know that you were never here the same time I was.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/6/2008 - Complete
Revulsion reviews
At some point, revenge becomes that much more appealing.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 263 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/18/2008 - Complete
SumZero reviews
And all we ever were, just zeros and ones."
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/17/2008 - Complete
Retention
The imprint is always there.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Published: 1/26/2008 - Complete
There Is A Place I Stay reviews
The place I stay is turning on me now.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/7/2008 - Complete
Pantomime reviews
Maybe nothing is wrong with the world. Maybe the only thing that's wrong is me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 281 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/29/2007 - Complete
The Infiltrator reviews
The infiltrator is the most dangerous. Their goal is to gain the trust of their target, and bring it down from the inside.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/1/2007 - Complete
Meet Your Maker
Ever have one of those moments when you just want to snap on someone?
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Published: 11/28/2007 - Complete
The Great Metamorphosis reviews
I know I'm not the same person I used to be, but I don't know who I am now.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/25/2007 - Complete
Vindicated reviews
It never fails to amaze me how some people can justify the things they do.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 11/24/2007 - Complete
It's Happening reviews
I think this poem discribes me better than anything else I've ever written. I guess you could say this is me in a nutshell.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Suspense/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/3/2007 - Complete
Remedy reviews
She is the cure for my painless day.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - Esperanto - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/31/2007 - Complete
Try reviews
I wrote this with a very driving and steady beat in mind. I was just experimenting with using a singular rhyme scheme throughout the entire thing to make it seem very focused and driven. Reviews are welcome...
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/29/2007 - Complete
Reptile
The reptile is coldblooded and unforgiving. It represents all that is primal and without concious.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Published: 10/19/2007 - Complete
For Your Life
Goodbyes dont matter like you think they do anyway.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 282 - Published: 10/15/2007 - Complete
Skin
I wrote this for the scars on her arms. I hope with everything in me their healed for good.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Published: 10/14/2007 - Complete
Affliction
I'll never know how she became so sick.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Suspense/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Published: 10/10/2007 - Complete
The Place That Remains
I found out that there's a place inside me that doesn't feel pain. It's just a numb and caloused shell that's drifted closer and closer to the surface.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Published: 10/9/2007 - Complete
A Life Apart
Just feeling lonely and thinking about the past. I know I think about things too much for my own good, but I cant help it.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Published: 10/6/2007 - Complete
Before Everything Else reviews
Another spontanious song. I was just thinking that it was bad enough to have my heart stepped on without watching her change into a complete stranger. It sucks to realize the person you loved so much is completely gone forever.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/3/2007 - Complete
Run reviews
This is a piece that I just sort of wrote without any serious thought process. Sometimes my better work starts out that way. I think it has a pretty strong rhythem behind it, so tell me what you think.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/1/2007 - Complete
See You There reviews
Influenced by a Bosch painting I saw. Some people seem to dirive some sort of power trip over causing misery. I hope they get what they have coming soon.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/25/2007 - Complete
Crooked Head reviews
I'm in the process of repressing some memories, but some are especially hard to shake.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/24/2007 - Complete
The Shadows Smile reviews
Sometimes I find myself having conversations with absolutely no one. Their often the most gratifying ones.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/22/2007 - Complete
Ms F'ked Me Up reviews
This is what her name should be...
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/12/2007 - Complete
Ode To It All reviews
Sometimes I struggle with my concept of what happens, and what is allowed to happen.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/5/2007 - Complete
Creatures reviews
With all of man's creation and self emulated glory, it's easy to forget we are still just animals watching our lives from afar.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/5/2007
Beauty reviews
Beauty creates obsession.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/3/2007 - Complete
Secrets reviews
There's really only 1 secret. What happens after this?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/3/2007 - Complete
Forever? reviews
I wonder when 'forever' really starts.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/2/2007 - Complete
Unordinary Nocturne reviews
Sometimes just walking into a room is enough to make it all come back. I hate it when that happens.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/2/2007 - Complete
Deviloution
Have you ever watched someone change right before your eyes?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Published: 8/30/2007 - Complete
Hallelujah
Hallelujah: noun An exclaim of thankfulness and appriciation usually having a spiritual or religious theme.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Published: 8/23/2007 - Complete
With You
Everything I ever wanted started with your name.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Published: 8/22/2007 - Complete
No reviews
You can't cry victim anymore.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/21/2007 - Complete
Game Shows at 4 am
Going through such a difficult ending, its important to remember all the great times and the great things that we had together. A bunch of random memories are a poor excuse, but I hope that everyone experiences what we had at some time in their life.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 340 - Published: 8/20/2007 - Complete
Death of a Star
When a star dies, it implodes collapsing inward on itself and pulling other matter along with it. A dead star usually forms a black hole which inhales everything around it into an unknown vortex.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Published: 8/20/2007 - Complete
Hey reviews
I'm just sick of saying sorry for the way I feel. I've tried to be the understanding one. But somethings are beyond being understood I guess.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/8/2007 - Complete
Inside the Surge
They say all good things must come to an end. I always wondered why it had to be that way.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Published: 8/7/2007 - Complete
Vicarious reviews
Sometimes I like to just watch people and try to remember when I was as carefree as they seem to be. I hope that one day I'll be able to feel that way again, but right now it doesnt feel like I will.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/6/2007 - Complete
Kill What You Found
Sometimes it's hard to decide if I should be hurt about what happened, or if I should just be angry. No, this is not one of my better works, but it felt good to write, and I think it turned out decently. Lemme know what you think...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 372 - Published: 8/1/2007 - Complete
Stumble reviews
I was at the park last week and I happened upon something that brought back alot of memories. This pretty much wrote itself after that. Now that I know it's there, I won't soon go back.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/1/2007 - Complete
Finisher reviews
I wish I could feel something other than this. It's not much fun. But this feeling has obviously chewed me up and spit me out, and I don't like it. R&R please!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/31/2007 - Complete
All of This for You reviews
I don't know if this really qualifies as a poem, as it has very little rhyme or measure to it. Its sort of a spoken word piece and I really wanted to choose my words carefully. It started out as a bunch of random thoughts, but hopefully i glued it togethe
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 332 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/31/2007 - Complete
May 19, 2007 1:47 am reviews
I'm not sure if this poem really needs a summary, but writing it was very hard for me. Confronting something so dark is never easy. I can only hope that writing this helps and allows me to move on from that horrible evening.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/30/2007 - Complete
Pins reviews
This is the product of a freewrite I did, and with a bit of tweaking, i got this out of it. Yes, it sucks. This is a more random writing than with most of my work. I paired it with another writing, 'Needles', so its sort of part2. PLEASE review!
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 406 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/16/2007 - Complete
Needles
In the dark, eyes closed tight, so far from here is a place where i sleep, and dream in fear. Dream of you, insincere. Bruises black and blue. All alone, love's a lie. Where were you?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Published: 7/12/2007 - Complete
Buried Just the Same
Another piece I wrote right from my heart, but I wanted to experiment with another word scheme. I think it turned out pretty well, and I think the finished product is solid. I think it could be set to music pretty well. Reviews as always are welcome.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/10/2007 - Complete
Succumb reviews
I'm never very happy with my work, but I actually like this one alot. You may say I'm a wimp, but I cried while writing it. I've been working on it for almost a week and it took a lot of emotion to finally nail it. I'd love to hear what you think.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/8/2007 - Complete
Down the Sun reviews
Having love and losing it is a really painful thing to go through. Especially when you're still in love. Here's to you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/5/2007 - Complete
Demons in a Row reviews
I was in a bad mood today, so I wrote a very angry song. I think its ok, but then again I'm never happy with anything I write.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 407 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/25/2007 - Complete
Halfway Done
im almost halfway done with my life, and some things make you wish you were closer.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Published: 6/21/2007 - Complete
Inhale reviews
Just a poem I wrote at work about something I'm going through. Yes, I know its pretty bad, but anything you have to say would be most welcome.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/20/2007 - Complete
Can't Make It
A poem about not being able to let go of the best thing in your life. How do you make it through when everything that mattered is gone? I wrote this as a poem, but it could become a song very easily.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 296 - Published: 6/19/2007 - Complete
Two Years Later reviews
A portrait of the last two and a half years, in which I've seen the highest highs, and the lowest lows. The lows are fresher in my mind.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/16/2007 - Complete
Animus reviews
Animus: noun a feeling of ill will arousing active hostility
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/14/2007 - Complete
Except Him reviews
I was at work today and recieved some news that prompted me to write this. Yeah, pretty much this is a load of crap : Feel free to point and laugh. But in fairness, it felt good to write.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/13/2007 - Complete
The Hurt You're Looking For
I used this song to vent a few un answered questions about something I don't understand. I woke up this morning with a great tune in my head and the lyrics just poured out. It's different from any other song I've written and I think it's successful overal
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 436 - Published: 6/9/2007 - Complete
Sarafina reviews
I started this about 2 years ago, writing it as a poem of love and salvation. I finish it now with very different results.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 571 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/4/2007 - Complete
Gave It All
I just finished this a day or 2 ago. Its really the first thing I've writen in the better part of 2 years. I really used this piece to vent a whole lot of emotion, and I think it's one of my better songs for it.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 274 - Published: 5/31/2007 - Complete
Blackbird Skies reviews
Another depressing song about how far away I feel I am from everything else. This is about 2 years old, and I think its a fairly strong piece. Reading it again makes me all depressed.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/31/2007 - Complete
Burn Like Timber reviews
I wrote this about 2 years ago, and I guess I consider it a bit of a departure from my usual songwriting style. I had alot of emotion in me when I wrote it, and I remember being very satisfied with it at the time. I think its one of my stronger songs.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/31/2007 - Complete
Everyday reviews
This is the earliest thing that I could find to submit. Some of my stuff is just so awful haha. But I have nothing to loose from getting some critisim for it.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 243 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/31/2007 - Complete
Forgive My Stupid Feelings reviews
Another oldie. I wrote this about 3 years ago and I just uncovered it last week. I really like parts of it, and others not so much. It seems I was destined for heart break even before I was out of high school.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 306 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/31/2007
My Own Ending
One of the few songs I've writen about being utterly P.O'd. Again, an older piece, but writing this came really easily to me. I think I sat down and wrote it in about a half hour. That said, I'm sure theres plenty to be fixed.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Published: 5/31/2007 - Complete
The Colour of Space reviews
As with most of my stuff on here, I wrote this a looong time ago. Its probably the crappiest song I've ever writen. But I figured I'd throw it out there and try and use whatever critisism I get to make me a better writer.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 293 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/31/2007 - Complete
Wasting Good Air reviews
Another song I wrote about all the wonderful feelings of rejection, confusion and just not knowing why your even here. I actually have music for this one, so I guess its that much closer to actually becoming a reality.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/31/2007 - Complete
Where I Belong reviews
This is a song I wrote a long time ago. As with several of my entries, I wrote them before I really knew what it was like to feel feelings like this. But recently, I looked back on this song, and it was like I was writing it knowing what was to come.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 262 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/31/2007 - Complete