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Joined 03-22-06, id: 517908, Profile Updated: 06-03-09
Author has written 58 stories for Love, General, Friendship, General, War, Life, Romance, Family, and Young Adult.

There's really not much to say about myself. I have a variety of names, but you may call me Fee, as it is my most commonly used alias. I'm an eighteen-year-old college sophomore.

The majority of the things that I posted are from my emo high school days, while a few are from my post-emo-but-still-in-high-school days.

"Dans le jeu de la séduction, il n’y a qu’une seule règle: ne jamais tomber amoureux."

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Wanted: Meaningful Overnight Relationship by My Bitter Swan Song reviews
Can anyone say road trip? But then again, even when you've been friends for years, being stuck in the same car together can grate on anyone's nerves. And what about when feelings begin to arise that are more than just friendship?
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 78,998 - Reviews: 66 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 11/28/2006 - Published: 6/27/2006
But You Want It So Bad by My Bitter Swan Song reviews
Slightly stalkerish poem about, well, obsession really... I'm not entirely sure why I wrote it, but there you have it.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/4/2006
Under the Apple Blossoms by toxic-noodle725 reviews
Return to the Apple Blossoms where we first met.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 6 - Published: 5/15/2006
Waiting For Me by review reviews
Basically, it's kind of emo.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 332 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/17/2006
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The Happy reviews
Exemo kids have terrible writer's block.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/12/2007 - Complete
Forever reviews
A short poem written in a moment of fear.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/6/2007 - Complete
Wishing for Nothing reviews
I don't want you to leave, but I won't ask you to stay.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 649 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/3/2007 - Complete
The Bridge reviews
Short story, about 2 people and confessions. It's rather selfexplanatory, I suppose.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 878 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/22/2006 - Complete
Our Story reviews
A three part poem, telling you how this felt, and still feels.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 470 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/6/2006 - Complete
Saturday at Midnight reviews
A poem about a memory, and learning what true happiness feels like.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/6/2006 - Complete
Yes and No reviews
Asking out a musician. A marching band kid, in specific.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9/9/2006 - Complete
Thank You reviews
Oh, if only I could fly...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/9/2006 - Complete
Fairy Tale World reviews
Prince, or math homework? I think I'll go with the prince...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/9/2006 - Complete
Footsteps reviews
The only way to describe this is to say that it's based off Blink182's song
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,907 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/6/2006
Like An Artist reviews
And so a writer, who has lost his touch with words, falls amongst his fellow struggling artists...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/5/2006 - Complete
Nineteen Months reviews
Guy breaks girl's heart, and when she finally has a chance of a new love, he comes back trying to get another chance.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 764 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/20/2006 - Complete
Walking Away
Oh, how she had formed a false belief about the feelings of love...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Published: 7/19/2006 - Complete
Look At Me
If I hadn't messed things up, he might still look at me...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Published: 7/19/2006 - Complete
Saving the Caller reviews
Twins seperated at birth, princesses, magic, romance, murder plots... this takes all of the overly-used story ideas and mixes them into one odd little creation.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Fantasy - Chapters: 5 - Words: 13,998 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7/5/2006 - Published: 5/10/2006
Index Card Voodoo reviews
Arren has always been viewed as the oddball of the school. Tired of being harassed by the popular kids, she decides that she's finally going to get her revenge.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 477 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/4/2006
Her Eyes Will Tell You reviews
Written after reading something my friend wrote, it's basically about a girl stalking her friend, or at least, I think it is...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/4/2006 - Complete
The End reviews
The end is always sad, no matter what form it comes in
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/4/2006 - Complete
Closed Eyes
Inspired by a picture, it's about two secret lovers sharing a kiss, before she runs back to reality.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Published: 6/1/2006 - Complete
Breaking through the Wall, but not the Fear reviews
You know you love him, but you're afraid to let him know...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 339 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/31/2006 - Complete
Infinite Moment reviews
Looking back, and missing him...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/21/2006 - Complete
Killed Their Own Creation reviews
They never let him think for himself, until he made a fatal decision that was out of their control
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/20/2006 - Complete
Stalking the Stranger reviews
Apparently I'm obsessed with people falling in love with strangers, so here's another poem about that...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/20/2006 - Complete
Five Minutes reviews
Just a few more minutes until you can see himher again... let the countdown begin.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/17/2006 - Complete
Je Ne Te Dirai Jamais reviews
Un poème pour la fille qui est tombée amoreuse d'un garçon qui ne l'aime pas...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - French - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/17/2006 - Complete
Carried Away reviews
I wrote this about the Holocaust for a school assignment... obviously, it's not the most cheerful poem.
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/17/2006 - Complete
Butterflies reviews
Very short, cute little thing about a secret crush.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/17/2006 - Complete
Small Gestures reviews
It's the small things that can give you the most tingling fuzzy sensations in your stomach
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5/17/2006 - Complete
Game of MakeBelieve reviews
Even if he doesn't love you in reality, he can still love you in your mind...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/17/2006 - Complete
Hidden Behind Closed Doors reviews
Depressing, basically. I don't know how else to describe it...
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 283 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/12/2006 - Complete
Things Left Unsaid reviews
Two best friends that could never say the words trapped behind their lips... contains suicide and death
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,104 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5/10/2006 - Complete
Solace In A Stranger reviews
The classic one night stand, only completely and utterly different... or something like that.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/10/2006 - Complete
Watching
Have you ever felt like you're not actually living, but merely watching your life from someone else's eyes? I have...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Published: 4/21/2006 - Complete
To Be Myself reviews
People try much to hard to kill the dreams and selfesteems of others, hence this poem
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/21/2006 - Complete
Waiting reviews
You're never coming back, and I hate being alone
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/21/2006 - Complete
Unappreciated Release reviews
Oh, the wonderful things that words can do for the tragic soul of an artist
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/21/2006 - Complete
Those Words reviews
No matter how hard you try, you can't bring yourself to just say I love you
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/21/2006 - Complete
These Eyes
Your eyes will give you away, and betray your emotions to the world...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Published: 4/21/2006 - Complete
Their Fear
They're afraid of me, and I hate myself for it
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Published: 4/21/2006 - Complete
Sometimes reviews
For those times when you just want to kill yourself rather than live through another day
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/21/2006 - Complete
Ocean Floor reviews
Sure, you're slowly dying, but at least they know that you love them...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/21/2006 - Complete
Illusion reviews
She'll never let you see the real girl inside of her...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/21/2006 - Complete
Ignored
Ah, the joys of being a teenager please note the sarcasm
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Published: 4/21/2006 - Complete
Hate Me
If you hate me, then I can't hurt you, and I don't ever want to hurt you
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Published: 4/21/2006 - Complete
American Flag reviews
Just something I wrote one day in history class, thinking about the war in Iraq instead of paying attention...
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/21/2006 - Complete
Escape reviews
Even if you love someone, you can't just let go of your dreams...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/21/2006 - Complete
Hard Decision
After all they put you through, they come back for another chance... what can you do?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Published: 4/21/2006 - Complete
Cry Myself To Sleep reviews
No matter how hurt you may be, at least they're happy, and that's all that really matters
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/21/2006 - Complete
Bowling Is Such A Soap Opera
Because someone had to write a poem about bowling, triangles, and soap operas...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Published: 4/21/2006 - Complete
Addictions reviews
Obsessions can kill, no matter what form they come in
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/21/2006 - Complete
Flying Words reviews
The classic tale of someone hurting another person, throwing away lovefriendship, and then trying to gain forgiveness
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/31/2006 - Complete
Love's Betrayal reviews
Contains suicide, so don't read this if that subject will offend you in some way.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,151 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/26/2006 - Complete
Haunted reviews
It's sad, how fast people forget each other, and it's even more painful when your best friends forget about you.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/26/2006 - Complete
Cloud reviews
I wrote this for a friend it's basically about being really happy, hence the expression floating on a cloud
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/26/2006 - Complete
Pretenders
Too many people pretend to be your friend, but really don't care about you.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/26/2006 - Complete
I'm Sorry reviews
Sometimes, sorry just isn't enough.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/26/2006 - Complete
There They Go reviews
Ah, lost love.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 315 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/26/2006 - Complete
Thoughts On Love reviews
Just something that I randomly wrote one day
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/26/2006 - Complete