Suicidal Romance
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Joined 04-06-06, id: 519737, Profile Updated: 05-14-09
Author has written 31 stories for Love, Life, Friendship, General, Young Adult, and Romance.

Updated as of 5.14.2009

Congrats to whoever is bored enough to read my whole profile. (= enjoy,

So...Hello there (: For those who don't know yet, my name is Brianna, though I go by various other names, which include Brinney, Bree, Stuart, Kitty, Kim, Miss Bunny, and Supreme Overlord Ruler. I will accept any of these, or go ahead and give me another one (=

My pen name has changed from futureworlddictator to mimequeen to XxXBrinneyXxXinXxXWonderlandXxX to the more recent, Suicidal Romance. I will most likely end up changing it again...I'm just a loser like that... XD

I am 16 years young as of June fifth, very short (4'8''), full Cambodian, and I like randomness... =P

((also my nose isn't as piglish as it looks in my profile picture teehee))

I'd say I'm pretty weird...I get sidetracked easily, I like the word potato, I don't put my pants on one leg at a time, I have a weird thing for reading license plates, the list goes on...

My favorite colors are green and black,
Favorite animals: wolves, white tigers, Tasmanian devils, in that order

I don't speak my mind, I say what's in my heart.

I listen to basically every type of music...which I guess isn't really basic...

I read, draw, and write like my whole existence is at stake without such things

Favorite book: Alice's Adventures in Wonderland and What She Found There/Through the Looking Glass
by Lewis Carroll

Better known as just "Alice in Wonderland"

I don't watch too much television... Mainly, I just watch Heroes and Fringe, sometimes ANTM. I wish they'd bring Project Runway back... Besides that, I occasionally watch cartoons, like when I'm eating or something..

I am currently a Junior at OHS and I have no idea where I'm headed in life. The difference between me and
everyone else here is that I'm okay with that. Life's too boring planned out.

Also check me out on Myspace: /spifftacumazingbrinney
That is just my friend-count page, by the way. My personal account is...for...personal friends, hence the term 'personal' account.

I have an AIM: EmoAznRAWR

I'm falling back into bulemia. I'm so scared to see myself anymore.

My very best friends are Traves and Lyn. It's not only because I can tell them anything. They are my friends because they show me love and I can only hope to show them the same amount of love in return. I hate so desperately how people use words these days. Everyone's a friend and everyone's loved and everyone's hated. A Friend is someone that I know I will be able to feel in my heart when we've been miles away for 6 years. When I love someone, it's not something that I can explain. When I hate someone, it's a hate passionate enough to warm the cold souls of a hell frozen over from an eternity for an eternity.

So, anyway, to Traves and Lyn: I love you guys (:


Okayyy so I deleted a lot of stuff on here..I just don't like how it looks all messy when there's too much up here lol so uhhh yeah. Enjoy (=

Last read: The Soul Thief
Currently reading: Morrigan's Cross (Book one in the Circle Trilogy)
Up next: Alice in Wonderland, if I can find my book...

I believe in music like some people believe in fairy tales


Ehh..I'm sort of starting to hate my older works...They all sound so forced...I'm starting to hate my rhymes. I don't know...my rhyming just sort of...died...

I'm sorry that I haven't had anything new lately. I've been more focused on my drawings than on my writing recently...sorry, again.

Saying "I'm Sorry" is the same as saying "I apologize"...Unless you're at a funeral...


"Our love stands strong like the rays of the sun
It may be far from Earth but they still make the trip"

-My sweetheart

I dont' care if I sound like some lovesick puppy teenager. I think I've learned enough what real love is and how to use it. If I play my cards right I'll get it right this time, and no cards will need playing anymore (: I'm so very happy with the person I'm with. I think that I can honestly say that he's one of the only two people that I've ever felt this specific way for...Except it's so much more...I...think I'm in love. And it's beautiful. We haven't been together for very long, but we've been great friends for quite a while. I'm not really uhh allowed to date...lameness parents..so it's kind of hard to ever see him, but when we're together the world is at peace. The feeling he gives me is just so amazing and indescribable! I'm the happiest I've ever been. When we're talking it feels like my heart might explode, but when we're not, it feels like the world might. I actually love myself when I'm with him...

Dude, he wants to marry me (: And I'm ecstatic for that. I can't wait until I can finally rock his last name, legally ;)

Mark's gonna be mine forever :D

5.24.2008

Mark's graduation is today! Yay good job Mark (= Can't wait!

Defining my love in words, I would speak your name.

Baby, I could never hide my smile
Just as long as I'm with you
I'm watching you watching me save up
Our best and worst memories
to swoon over on my rainy days
I love how you build up even better ones
So that I can never run out
The sweet taste of...YOU
...is my absolute favourite
Every second with you is not enough
I'm loving you beyond forever.

xxI love you Mark Anthony Cloud, Jr.xx

~Suicidal Romance~

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Friction by Faithless Juliet reviews
In a parking lot I pull the cigarette from your lips, cocoon it between index, and middle fingers, take a silky drag, give it back to you.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Published: 3/14/2009 - Complete
Closer Compasion by Mr.Mercury reviews
A poem about love.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/9/2008 - Complete
The Art of Forgetting by Anthelia White reviews
my own body is a map full of memories
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/29/2008 - Complete
unlock me with a scalpel or words by gg. lass reviews
a girl like me and a boy like you. time.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/25/2008 - Complete
song trades and heart exchange by gg. lass reviews
heartbeats, lips and poles. i still can't skip a stone.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 4 - Published: 6/23/2008 - Complete
My lamenting angel, why dost thou weep? by normallyabnormal reviews
If my angel was anything less than perfect, I would love you just as well
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/21/2008 - Complete
a patient and peroxide voice by gg. lass reviews
opposites attract.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/18/2008 - Complete
i was exhausted by gg. lass reviews
then you woke me up. not that i'm complaining or anything.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/13/2008 - Complete
I have no right to complain by gg. lass reviews
a little realization.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/9/2008 - Complete
The Velveteen Seraphim by Edensong reviews
Trying to understand a submissive relationship from the lamb's point of view.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/11/2008 - Complete
In The Absence by Mireille Caelarily reviews
His precious wild scent etches my hands with memories, devoured here by greedy nostrils in the absence of its source.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/9/2008 - Complete
Untitled by Simply Jose reviews
This was named untitled, because a title simply wouldn't do for this story. It's about this boy who is diagnosed with cancer. I'm terrible with summaries, so if you want to know more, you must read.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,561 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/8/2008
Mr Sunshine by Kaia Zeffirelli reviews
Do you love me too?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/8/2008 - Complete
Doll by Silver Neo-Twilight
you move me like a puppet. you take advantage of me. you hold my heart in your hands. you are unable to see what's standing right in front of your eyes.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/6/2008 - Complete
stuffed animal by gg. lass reviews
you complain that your hair isn't as soft as mine...but to me you have no idea how nice it feels.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Published: 1/8/2008 - Complete
Universally Romantic and Heartbroken Ramblings by KDBug19 reviews
The following is a collection of poems that can be applied universally to situations involving romance and heartbreak or at least, in my life they can. Most of them are angsty. Triggers include lots of whining, some language, and mentions of SI.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 1,152 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 11/28/2007 - Published: 3/2/2007
Lonely by Belong to None reviews
A poem I wrote in the woods while I was away from the person for four days
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/18/2007 - Complete
A Heart that is Healed by Brittany Studer reviews
a heart once damaged is healed by love
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/17/2007 - Complete
How to KILL a Unicorn by Charles King reviews
an demonstrational essasy written by Charles Kingthe KILLER Of ALL UNICORNS!
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Humor/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 577 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/3/2007 - Complete
put name here! by XxXEm0-MuffinXxX reviews
What to name it? I have no clue! Help me with a name! But anyways it is about love and hell! Awesome combo!
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/24/2007
In An Angels Eyes We Died by XxXEm0-MuffinXxX reviews
This is by my boyfriend. Well...umm... its about a chick.... and a dude... and whores... and blood... and lust... and monkeys from hell just playing read it you stupid morons who don't know how to write including my girlfriend just playing
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 573 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/24/2007 - Complete
Words Cut The Deepst by Simply Jose reviews
A boy hears voices who tell him to do things THIS IS NOTHING THAT POPS INTO MY MIND IN REAL LIFE. This is a story that has gotten good reviews from people so far, so don't be too crucial!
Fiction: Horror - Rated: M - English - Horror/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,249 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/16/2006
Searching by toxic-noodle725 reviews
That painstaking search for happiness that bites everyone in the butt every once in awhile. R/R please!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/29/2006
Together As One by Simply Jose reviews
Love is such a small word, but it means so much.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/12/2006
Untitled by Notes-and-Photographs reviews
Something I wrote for a friend.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,363 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/12/2006
Make Me Laugh While You Still Can by BunjyGuM-Boy reviews
For my blossoming friendship with NickyKelandTwic - I apologize for the angst-filled poem; I was focused on the negative "what ifs..." of the friendship.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/7/2006
All My life by Simply Jose reviews
I have no summary for this, but it's something that means a lot to me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 328 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/21/2006
Under the Apple Blossoms by toxic-noodle725 reviews
Return to the Apple Blossoms where we first met.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 7 - Published: 5/15/2006
Despair by lady-in-the-mirror reviews
Okay, tons of people write about the same thing every other day, but i reckon i've twisted it a little... because true despair CAN'T be captured in poetry... can it?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/29/2006
Whispers Beneath Blue Eyes by lalalalalla reviews
Terror wears an eleven year old's face...
Fiction: Thriller - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,272 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 4/27/2006 - Published: 4/2/2006
A Melancholy Life by theinvisiblewarrior reviews
I can't think of a summary just yet.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 695 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 4/25/2006 - Published: 4/24/2006
The Dove by toxic-noodle725 reviews
A man sees the doves of life and death. This is kind of different from what I usually write. I wanted to try something new. R&R pleas!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 292 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/28/2006
Never Too Late by BunjyGuM-Boy reviews
This piece I made was our class entry for the Song festival that won 3rd place. It's about the on-going wars all over the world. This will calm your soul.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/17/2005
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Beautiful Shades of GoldenBlue reviews
I love the way his gaze strikes. Kill me any day, honey. I'm yours for the taking when the taking needs to be.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/21/2008 - Complete
Your Premonitions reviews
Just a simple little fantasy...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6/29/2008 - Complete
To My Future Special Someone reviews
iloveyou. It's simple, lame, random. Just something I came up with out of the blue. Enjoy, I guess...
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/19/2008 - Complete
Her Paradox Life reviews
God, I suck at these stupid summary things...Just read and review, please. I promise I'll actually get more than just two chapters this time...hah? There are some typos, and Idk how to edit them...sorry.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,000 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/14/2008
Deep Thoughts reviews
Even though it's just a blog from my myspace, I liked it a lot because I'm rarely ever deep in thought and I like being a deep thinker, it makes me feel important, plus I re-read this after and was like, "Wow, I can think really amazingly when I want to..
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 482 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/13/2008 - Complete
Hopelessly Untitled Story reviews
Read and find out? Thankies all, this is my second story, and I don't really care too much if it sucks, I'm just proud of myself for accomplishing this ::insert cheesy smiley here::
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 686 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/9/2008
Just a heartache poem reviews
I'm not so fond of the rhyming, that was actually an accident in the middle and end so I just added it to the beginning haha, but I like the words...I don't really care if you like it, but that'd be nice :
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/28/2007 - Complete
My Everything reviews
Yeah, ok I know I thought I was in love before, but who says love can't strike you more than once? I am so insanely in love right now :P
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11/3/2007 - Complete
I Love
Okayyy just a little poem I wrote one day thinking of him :
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Published: 11/3/2007 - Complete
Trust reviews
Just fa my gurrl Karly...Sorry if I did anything to hurt you. I wanna apologize for everyone, but I don't know who all was involved. Good luck with everything.::sympathetic shmilee::
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/10/2007 - Complete
Everyone Else in a Mask reviews
I was just feeling very lonely one day and decided to write this...It's pretty lame, but if you want to readreview anyways, knock yerself out..but, c'mon people, even the author doesn't like it..If YOU do, thanks
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/10/2007 - Complete
Just For Him reviews
I'm trying out a new style of writing thanks, Ellen Hopkins, but it won't work on fictionpress. The bold words are supposed to go down the right side.Just read it normally and go back and read the bold words only.It's 4 that special some1 always in my
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/5/2007 - Complete
Depression Wants Me Back reviews
I thought that I would never go there anymore...I made myself happy, but that brought me down even harder when I fell. It keeps coming back for me, even in the middle of the happiest moments of my life...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/27/2007 - Complete
Saving A Friend reviews
A true story about a friend that hated life. I will catch you when you fall, do not worry about what's around you anymore...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/24/2007 - Complete
Re: Together As One reviews
For my boo, you know who you are. This poem responds to the one you wrote. Hope you like it!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 267 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/24/2007 - Complete
Angels Can Wear Jeans reviews
my first story! yaay! it might not be good, 'cause i usually don't write stories...
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 613 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 2/14/2007 - Published: 7/7/2006
Misunderstood Girl reviews
My chance to speak up about a misunderstood girl.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/14/2007 - Complete
Leave Me Now
Okay, peps, i just randomly made this up one night when i woke up out late at night, but it's still my feelings. i was somehow wide awake and i started to write. i randomly named this, bc i couldn't really trhink of a name, hope u like it anyways!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Published: 1/24/2007 - Complete
Happy Birthday reviews
this is for someone special...you know who you are...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/3/2006
A Friend reviews
A little something for a close friend
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/10/2006
Trading My Sadness reviews
A love poem about coming together.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/10/2006
Knowing reviews
to all of my good friends that think they know me well enough
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/10/2006
Come reviews
More of my stories of my actual thought that have been put into a poem for all to see.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/27/2006
You're Always With Me reviews
a poem for all of those close people in my life...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/27/2006
You're Not Alone reviews
One of my.. better days. But still depressing.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/25/2006
I Needed You There reviews
i need to show how i actually feel every day...well, here it is...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4/24/2006
Lost and Alone reviews
Another depressing moment.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/24/2006
Your Fault reviews
Eveyone hurts sometimes... writing helps my pain go away.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/20/2006
Cry reviews
I can't think of a summary for this one.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/20/2006
I Just Don't Love You reviews
A poem about rejection.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4/20/2006
Forever Doesn't last too long reviews
a poem of mixed emotions
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/10/2006