Updated as of 5.14.2009

Congrats to whoever is bored enough to read my whole profile. (= enjoy,

So...Hello there (: For those who don't know yet, my name is Brianna, though I go by various other names, which include Brinney, Bree, Stuart, Kitty, Kim, Miss Bunny, and Supreme Overlord Ruler. I will accept any of these, or go ahead and give me another one (=

My pen name has changed from futureworlddictator to mimequeen to XxXBrinneyXxXinXxXWonderlandXxX to the more recent, Suicidal Romance. I will most likely end up changing it again...I'm just a loser like that... XD

I am 16 years young as of June fifth, very short (4'8''), full Cambodian, and I like randomness... =P

((also my nose isn't as piglish as it looks in my profile picture teehee))

I'd say I'm pretty weird...I get sidetracked easily, I like the word potato, I don't put my pants on one leg at a time, I have a weird thing for reading license plates, the list goes on...

My favorite colors are green and black,
Favorite animals: wolves, white tigers, Tasmanian devils, in that order

I don't speak my mind, I say what's in my heart.

I listen to basically every type of music...which I guess isn't really basic...

I read, draw, and write like my whole existence is at stake without such things

Favorite book: Alice's Adventures in Wonderland and What She Found There/Through the Looking Glass
by Lewis Carroll

Better known as just "Alice in Wonderland"

I don't watch too much television... Mainly, I just watch Heroes and Fringe, sometimes ANTM. I wish they'd bring Project Runway back... Besides that, I occasionally watch cartoons, like when I'm eating or something..

I am currently a Junior at OHS and I have no idea where I'm headed in life. The difference between me and
everyone else here is that I'm okay with that. Life's too boring planned out.

Also check me out on Myspace: /spifftacumazingbrinney
That is just my friend-count page, by the way. My personal account is...for...personal friends, hence the term 'personal' account.

I have an AIM: EmoAznRAWR

I'm falling back into bulemia. I'm so scared to see myself anymore.

My very best friends are Traves and Lyn. It's not only because I can tell them anything. They are my friends because they show me love and I can only hope to show them the same amount of love in return. I hate so desperately how people use words these days. Everyone's a friend and everyone's loved and everyone's hated. A Friend is someone that I know I will be able to feel in my heart when we've been miles away for 6 years. When I love someone, it's not something that I can explain. When I hate someone, it's a hate passionate enough to warm the cold souls of a hell frozen over from an eternity for an eternity.

So, anyway, to Traves and Lyn: I love you guys (:

Okayyy so I deleted a lot of stuff on here..I just don't like how it looks all messy when there's too much up here lol so uhhh yeah. Enjoy (=

Last read: The Soul Thief
Currently reading: Morrigan's Cross (Book one in the Circle Trilogy)
Up next: Alice in Wonderland, if I can find my book...

I believe in music like some people believe in fairy tales

Ehh..I'm sort of starting to hate my older works...They all sound so forced...I'm starting to hate my rhymes. I don't know...my rhyming just sort of...died...

I'm sorry that I haven't had anything new lately. I've been more focused on my drawings than on my writing recently...sorry, again.

Saying "I'm Sorry" is the same as saying "I apologize"...Unless you're at a funeral...

"Our love stands strong like the rays of the sun
It may be far from Earth but they still make the trip"

-My sweetheart

I dont' care if I sound like some lovesick puppy teenager. I think I've learned enough what real love is and how to use it. If I play my cards right I'll get it right this time, and no cards will need playing anymore (: I'm so very happy with the person I'm with. I think that I can honestly say that he's one of the only two people that I've ever felt this specific way for...Except it's so much more...I...think I'm in love. And it's beautiful. We haven't been together for very long, but we've been great friends for quite a while. I'm not really uhh allowed to date...lameness parents..so it's kind of hard to ever see him, but when we're together the world is at peace. The feeling he gives me is just so amazing and indescribable! I'm the happiest I've ever been. When we're talking it feels like my heart might explode, but when we're not, it feels like the world might. I actually love myself when I'm with him...

Dude, he wants to marry me (: And I'm ecstatic for that. I can't wait until I can finally rock his last name, legally ;)

Mark's gonna be mine forever :D

5.24.2008

Mark's graduation is today! Yay good job Mark (= Can't wait!

Defining my love in words, I would speak your name.

Baby, I could never hide my smile
Just as long as I'm with you
I'm watching you watching me save up
Our best and worst memories
to swoon over on my rainy days
I love how you build up even better ones
So that I can never run out
The sweet taste of...YOU
...is my absolute favourite
Every second with you is not enough
I'm loving you beyond forever.

xxI love you Mark Anthony Cloud, Jr.xx

~Suicidal Romance~