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Joined 04-20-06, id: 521618, Profile Updated: 04-01-08
Author has written 29 stories for Life, Essay, and Love.

Name: Faith

Age: 17

Height: 5'

Location: South of Nowhere

umm i ride horses, dance, and stuff.

Dashboard confessional, Everclear, The Fray, sometimes Dave Matthews Band, Rascal Flats Fallout Boy, Green Day, Nickelback,Creed, and basically anything. NO RAP!

~Quotes~

On ne voit bien qu'avec la couer. l'essentiel est invisible pour les yeux. (it is only with the heart that one can see rightly. the essential is invisible to the eyes.)

There are things you wish for before big moments. You wish your friends were there. You wish your parents were different. You wish there was someone who got what was happening and just look at you and tell you you're not crazy, and that you're not being stupid. Someone to say, "I'm proud of you, and I've got your back," no matter what.

"Like soft snowflakes raining down on my heart and soul, my thoughts and dreams scald me with an icy fire impossible to prevent or put out, bringing destruction upon my cynicism and life to my dormant faith and hopes." - Anonymous

"Not everything that is faced can be changed, but nothing can be changed until it is faced."—James Baldwin

"You must first destroy yourself before you can be made better."

Life is filled with meaningless occurances that no one wants to hear about. The solution? Lie.

man goes to far greater lengths to avoid what he fears than to obtain what he desires. -the Da Vinci Code

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Recovering Suicidal Teenage Journal by Daphne D'Apple reviews
you must have stumbled upon my journal by accident...well let me tell you something, you can call me Anna the annoyed teenager. Anna's thoughts while staying at the Psychiatric Ward, while recovering from her suicide attempt. please r&r!
Fiction: Humor - Rated: T - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 920 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 9/17/2007 - Published: 8/17/2007
Welcome to Manicured America by missunknown reviews
From what I've observed after returning from overseas.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Published: 4/4/2007 - Complete
Myth of a girl who neverwas by Dear Tragedy reviews
The title says it all
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/23/2007 - Complete
where do we go from here dad? by meaow reviews
dealing with grief!
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/7/2007
Reversed by Pandakun84 reviews
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Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 3 - Published: 2/28/2007 - Complete
Cheval Amour ::: Ch 1 by Celeste M reviews
Jason, longtime stable hand at Idylwood Equestrian Center, assumed the gender of the newest student. When he finds out that he made a mistake, it doesn't seem to sway his already growing feelings for the beautiful rider. ::contains boy love::
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,256 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/18/2007
Suicide Letters by TropVraiTropVrai reviews
Lindsey Tyler leaves posessions and letters for family members and friends as her way of making sure they don't forget... forget that she's gone... forget that she's commited suicide. Redone chapters to meet with the Intro. Sorry 'bout that.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 6 - Words: 4,367 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 1/27/2007 - Published: 11/28/2006
Nocturnal Melody by flyinghome reviews
couldn't sleep...so I wrote this : R&R!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/25/2007 - Complete
Swan Song by from beneath the bell jar reviews
I always did look good in red. Please review. Formerly crimsonpetals.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/2/2007 - Complete
The Color of Faith by Ruvy Follower reviews
Faith...a colorful word. Rated for angst.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 409 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/27/2006 - Complete
Two Roads by The Mischievous One reviews
Alex tried to kill herself at summer camp. After coming home, her longtime crush starts to see her in a new light. How will she deal with that and her life without losing her mind especially when she and Mike don't get off to a good start.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 25 - Words: 70,798 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 10/9/2006 - Published: 9/18/2006 - Complete
Stand Up by tabiboi reviews
stand up for what you believe in
Poetry: Politics - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/21/2005
confused by madmason reviews
confused by life, confused by love and sexuality, confused by depression.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/1/2004
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75 mph into South of Nowhere reviews
death of a loved one
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 297 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/25/2007 - Complete
One Desire reviews
desperate, deep love desires. wishing there was someone to love. feeling lonely and misunderstood please R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/23/2007 - Complete
There I go again reviews
confusion, worry, hurt, doubt, curiosity. rated for lesbian content. please R&R.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/8/2007 - Complete
Rythm of the World reviews
The world paints the picture of its rhythm of life. Drawn on a canvas to fit just right. Chiseling away the rough patches of time. Molding and folding puzzle pieces of life. doesnt flow. no rhythm. just my thoughts on the world
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 263 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/26/2007 - Complete
Even the littlest voices have opinions reviews
I have an opinion and I want to be heard!
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 657 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Published: 3/12/2007
Deserted reviews
the world is against me, i wish i could just die. my parents fight and my brother is dead. i just feel numb. it loses rhythm in the middle. rated for mention of suicide and cutting. please R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3/5/2007 - Complete
The Girl that Tried reviews
another suicide poem...i just cant seem to get off this subject. not as good as it could be. but whatever there you go. please R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11/28/2006 - Complete
All alone the the bitterness reviews
a girl's suicide rated for cutting and suicidal theme please R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/28/2006 - Complete
Beyond the Glass Door reviews
about walking into my bro's room and remembering how fun it was with him when i was little, and how him being dead is like looking through a window bc ur unable to change it
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/24/2006 - Complete
Through a child's eye reviews
in a childs world, everything is good. what you can't see isn't there, right? innocence is bliss. if only we could gain it back... please r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 10/12/2006 - Complete
Silent Scream reviews
about going through each day and pretending everything's okay. and how no one notices anything's wrong...but that's what i want...right? rated for mention of cutting please R&R and ill return the favor
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/5/2006 - Complete
Invalid Reasons reviews
Death they want to chase the pills with turpintine and chamomile and don't get cheap with the wine. the answers to the stupid questions some ppl ask...rated for implied suicide and stuff.please R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9/15/2006 - Complete
Remember Me reviews
the result of not sleeping. hating the world rated for cutting and implied suicide
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9/7/2006 - Complete
The Year reviews
this year my life changed. everything is different and im faced with endless challenges ahead. my brother's gone
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/3/2006 - Complete
Dark against Light reviews
hiding in bad feelings, showing ppl something fake so they dont worry.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/26/2006 - Complete
Cut reviews
cutting, suicide, feeling broken
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 8/22/2006 - Complete
Me against the World reviews
suicide, fighting the world to live and stuff. rated for suicide theme. please R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/20/2006 - Complete
Why can't it be Wonderful? reviews
slighly suicidal, wondering why my life went from 'wonderful' to bullshit.please R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8/20/2006 - Complete
Lost and Alone reviews
about bein lost and confused and not having the only person who understood me. not my best, i know. but im kinda tryin new stuff so please bare with me. R&R please
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/14/2006 - Complete
Why can't you just let me Bleed? reviews
suicide, not understanding why no one understands and leaves me alone...and stuff. R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7/31/2006 - Complete
Chances are reviews
kind of like a song but not really. its hard to explain. it'll make you think
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 260 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/30/2006 - Complete
Dear Brother reviews
about my brother, who died in September. its semihappy i guess, but still sad and it was extremely hard for me to write
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/17/2006 - Complete
A Loveless Love reviews
my parentshow horrible they are. how my dad is drunk all the time and my mom hits me just because she can
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/15/2006 - Complete
The Rose reviews
Suicideish. i dont know i hate summeries, its late, i cant sleep and im pissed off so just read it dammit
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 5/15/2006 - Complete
Ready2fight reviews
me against my mom. i hate her soo much.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 5/15/2006 - Complete
Burn reviews
me against my mother and the world...but mostly my mom
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 5/15/2006 - Complete
Take me home reviews
escaping my wretched home...to live somewhere else. a cry for help and stuff. slightly depressing
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/26/2006 - Complete
It all ends here reviews
suicide, hating my life, missing my brother and dealing with his death. depressing and heartfelt
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/26/2006 - Complete
I don't wanna be me reviews
tragedy strikes...hating myself and my life suicide. wanting to die, and stuff. i hate makin summeries so just read it and find out
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4/26/2006 - Complete