so.where will i start?

uhmm. my full name (here) is chad hershel ivon machiavelli eythan shan. i'm sorry if its so long.

i'm not really a writer or a poet or something. (actually, i thing i'm a bad writer). i just write when i'm really sad. or angry. or frustrated. or depress. and i just made this account to post some of my works. in hopes. that this special person of mine will one day pass by this account and read some of my works. some of her words. some of the things i want to tell her but i can't.

i write because of her. i always have a hard time telling her things i know i should tell her. actually, ialways have this feeling that i both want and don't want to tell her things. so there. i wish that one day will come.