Amalia Jagd
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Joined 05-01-06, id: 522948
Author has written 62 stories for Life, Friendship, Religion, Nature, General, Fantasy, Family, Song, and War.

I'm just an adult girl. I was born and raised in America. :( sadly. I hate it. The past few years, I have gotten to like the internet a lot. I found out that there are really a lot of kids out there that cry every night because their mom and/or dad don't exactly care too much. My heart goes out to them. If you will read some of my poetry, this is the main theme in most of them. I have a mother and father who love me, which I am not too fond of my mother MOST times. But thats a different story. But seeing what my mother has come through, I pray for all those who are sexually, physically and mentally abused, as was my mother. She is the greatest inspiration - seeing someone heal from practically a mental illness. I used to believe prayer didn't change a thing until I found a 15 yr old girl who used to cut and is now loving Jesus. I know my God does answer prayers, considering everything I've been through.

I have recently been enjoying photography. You can probably catch me on AIM or Yahoo Messenger in the late evenings. I love questions and I love to talk, but most of all I like relationships. I have a tiny tiny crush on one man and I absolutely am in love with another man. I'm also interested in dreams/supernatural things.

My favorite style of poetry is a depressive or death/suicide poem... something that really sparks emotions, preferably tears. And I also love poems that tell a short glimpse of a persons life, like straight out. For example, this 10 yr old was raped by her father and she has no friends except for a teddy bear but that's only during the night. My least favorite type of poetry is stuff that gets mushy and all lovey-dovey. I can't stand talking about love, even though I am in love. hehe

"Forgiveness is greater than vengeance; compassion more powerful than anger." -Joseph

My best works:
After A Long Life // As Broken Glass Would Still Show It's Cracks // Comfort
Crying Inside // Guilt // Little Things // Lost Control // Trapped In A Prison

Please, read at least one of my poems, and I'm seriously open to anything you have to comment about. Even if it's that the poem left you speechless (in a good or bad way). I'm just looking for critique, not insults.

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Fields by my crazy twin reviews
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Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/11/2006 - Complete
Der Traumträger The Dream Carrier by Coco Kintner reviews
I carry dreams... on my shoulders and in my heart...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/2/2006
Behind the Glass by Blond Phoenix reviews
Just a poem... I was kinda sad when I wrote it... kina confused
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/22/2006
One More Year by CrimsonInuTears reviews
Just a lil poem I've been thinking about, since it's the end of junior year. Most of my friends are seniors, so I've been thinking about this alot more than I should.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/21/2006
darkness is calling by charely22 reviews
just the pain of someones past
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/18/2006
Let it go by Affinity reviews
I don't know.. it just came out and I typed it.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/7/2006
City Streets revised by aLifeofPain reviews
a revision of a skeleton for this poem i posted a while back
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/5/2006
You Can't Hide Yourself by Bleeding Regret reviews
A poem about what I think of religion. I was mad when I wrote this, beware.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/16/2006
a secret by helium lost reviews
[COMPLETE] i have a secret./(come closer and i'll tell you)
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/15/2006
Six Months by Angel Of The Storms reviews
Jesus i am your typical angsty teenager. And this poems kinda irrelevant now, because i broke at six months, 2 weeks, but whatever.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/18/2005
Keeper of the Night by CostumeForAGutterball reviews
'I'd follow you all night-sleep under the stars just to see your smile in the morning-For I know your dreams make you cry...'
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/26/2005
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Emo Mess
when you make one wrong decision, and they never forgive you for it... um yeah. this poem rhymes. i really would appreciate your thoughts on this work.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Published: 4/15/2007 - Complete
Contemplating Suicide reviews
Hope this catches your attention, because it's not exactly about the stereotypical suicide.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/31/2007 - Complete
Something Like A Ghost reviews
It's not anything like Casper, or what Scooby Doo is scared of.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Drama/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/31/2007 - Complete
My Pictographic Memory reviews
it's about whenever I saw her scars
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/31/2007 - Complete
Shoot And Miss reviews
a girl takes a shot at death but misses, instead Jesus takes the bullet.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/30/2006 - Complete
Invasion reviews
It means something religious to me, but it is a simple poem, clearly about an attack. Please R&R.
Poetry: War - Rated: K - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/2/2006
Beautiful Song reviews
a girl sings a song about her sad life.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/2/2006
Comfort song reviews
a song/prayer. i also have a poem named Comfort. i am pleased with this song, which isn't usual.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/1/2006
Bad, Sad, Horrible Me
if you think i have a perfect life, you're wrong.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Published: 9/29/2006
Remembering Prayer reviews
a prayer i wrote about turning back to Christ and Him being my help. it has some words that would be considered explicit.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 324 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/29/2006
Knife Tonight reviews
about cutting. writing this helped me that night to hold back on cutting. i really like this poem.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/28/2006
Unmasking reviews
if i take my mask off, this is what it might be like.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery - Chapters: 2 - Words: 308 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9/6/2006 - Published: 7/11/2006
One Of Her Best reviews
this kind of stuff usually doesn't come from me, but it came. it's a two verse, one chorus song... short.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/6/2006
Piece reviews
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 265 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/3/2006
Empty Soul reviews
if you understand what it is talking about, which i tried to make obvious, let me know. i wrote it when thinking about a friend and what i found out about her recently.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/3/2006
Diamonds reviews
at points kinda harsh. goes through all borthstones. pretty interesting.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/10/2006
Bound Next To Me reviews
i wrote this in like three minutes. it just came out. tell me if it makes sense to you, cuz i know what it talks about and it makes sense to me. please R/R!
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/30/2006
It Could Be Anyone reviews
Matthew 25:34-36
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/25/2006
Feather reviews
the feather is symbolic of my calling/blessing in life. i hope you get the idea.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/23/2006
As Broken Glass Would Still Show Its Cracks reviews
Rated because if under 13, you probably wont understand it. I think this is one of the better ones.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/18/2006
Taken Away reviews
It seems like every time you blink, something bad happens to someone. In this story, Faith, the sister, could be symbolism, but im not sure if it goes too well. please review and tell me what you think.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/18/2006
Save My Breath reviews
death by cryingso much i guess. i dunno. the poem shaped into an arrow pointing down. i thought it was totally neat because it unintentional until i added to last two lines.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/11/2006
Bleed reviews
cutting/SI - phasing out - dying
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/9/2006
Next Year reviews
i was thinking about the good friend i had all this time
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/4/2006
Bug reviews
Rated for one word. It's about how I feel having the place I do in my family.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/3/2006
Grown Into A Rose, But With Thorns reviews
Title should be a sufficient summary.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/2/2006
Secret reviews
similar to my other work, My Deepest Darkest Secret
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/2/2006
Set Me Free reviews
You'll See! if you get confused, remember "me" and "her" are the same one. I like this one a lot!
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6/26/2006
Am I Really This Hidden reviews
Just pondering something from the past.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/26/2006
Goodbye Kiss reviews
if i were to summarize, it might tell half the story or give away the ending. very suspenseful.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/26/2006
I Stand Neutral reviews
standing neutral in a positive and negative world. its feels like it at least.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/25/2006
Promise of Promises
"Little girl, why do you cry... I’ll give you the promise of promises"
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Published: 6/25/2006
Daydreaming reviews
...daydreaming... la la la
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/25/2006
Sleep reviews
suicidal poem again. it's hard to summarize other than im dying according to a countdown
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/25/2006
My Deepest Darkest Secret reviews
the poet is talking to his/her deepest darkest secret, telling it to not get out, to stay inside.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/25/2006
I Was Bored reviews
A suicidal poem... i was bored and decided to write whatever came out.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/25/2006
Questioning reviews
Just a bunch of questions about a relationship with God.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/25/2006
English Poet reviews
written in KJV old british english. i think it's quite interesting... what do you think?
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/24/2006
Trapped In A Prison reviews
rape victim's feelings
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/23/2006
One Way Street reviews
Ever had that moment that lasted only a short short time and you really would like to go back, but life is a one way street and won't let you?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/21/2006
Black Box reviews
My heart is trapped inside a black box. at least give it a shot.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/19/2006
Last Time Together reviews
Friendship in general - could even be taken religiously I suppose. One stays by another's side... next to his/her deathbed.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/18/2006
Entitled One reviews
Random stuff really. After I wrote it though, I noticed it wasn't as random as I thought.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/18/2006
Emotions Connected To My Poetry reviews
It's about when I feel sorry for myself that no one cares about what I write.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/18/2006
Little Things reviews
It only takes one match to burn the whole house down.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 6/12/2006
That Tree reviews
That tree is my life, its all ive ever known until I died.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 267 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/11/2006
Raindrops reviews
Anna is 8 yr old being abused by her parents and... i dont know how to summarize it other than... Raindrops
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 266 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/10/2006
Left Hopeless reviews
Starts off almost emotionless... but ends with something almost anyone can relate to.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6/4/2006
Comfort reviews
I dont know where this came from. It's about dying/SI but with a happy tone to it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6/4/2006
Beauty Of A Flower reviews
A girl looks at a flower and ends up by the end of the day seeing her life similar to the flower's.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/31/2006
Perfect Bliss reviews
It seemed as if we were children Having fantasy-like fun Still in our youth Being the lovers of life
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/21/2006
After A Long Life reviews
Life is not known without pain. We will die remembering all our hurt and how we hurt others.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/16/2006
She Was Called To My Attention reviews
just telling of something that happened a year ago.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/15/2006
No More Baby Wrists reviews
This was really inspired by another poet/poem... This poem tells of the night I first cut my wrist.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/15/2006
In My Dreams reviews
just sharing about my dreams, which i love most times
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/14/2006
Connect Two reviews
this is a poet's voice... and what he feels and expresses
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/13/2006
It's A Cramped World reviews
See how many aspects of this finite earth/nature you can find. There more than I meant there to be.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/8/2006
Lost Control reviews
A prayer I wrote giving up myself to Christ.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5/7/2006
Sisters And Brothers of Suicidal Poetry reviews
If you are suicidal, please read this and tell me what you think.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/7/2006
Crying Inside reviews
I don't know how to summarize this except for the title explains it all.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5/7/2006
One Time Hurt Experience reviews
Another experience caused by self-inflicted pain.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/6/2006
Guilt reviews
I believe I wrote this after my first time viewing online pornography
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Drama/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/6/2006