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Joined 06-17-06, id: 528948, Profile Updated: 06-05-22
Author has written 17 stories for Haiku, Love, Life, and General.

I deleted my older poems, but I am thinking about uploading them again. Until then, I'm putting up new ones.

-bR0k3N

Update 2020-06/18&19: I'm not uploading any more older poems. That should have been kinda obvious since the above is from 2012-11/02 *wink*
I do not think I'll be posting anything new to this site other than reviews to the amazing works that are posted here.

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Update 2020-07/19: I was going through this site's private messaging and came across my messages to several beloved authors on here and my heart is still broken. Like, it will never be repaired and this isn't an exaggeration. I know their titles. I know to whom those titles belong. I know that I was not bright and never saved them chapter by chapter because I'm a moron. Every day I still mourn "Smashing Poetic Raspberries" and it's unfinished sequel "Still Smashing Poetic Raspberries". I remember the traumatic event of opening by aim email, something I had not had access to in a long while, and clicking the link aaaaand. :sob: I refuse to name the other stories from another loved author. It really hurts. It seriously hurts. To this day. It's been over 8 fucking years. It's the agony I feel here that I learned my lesson with saving fanfiction. Like, ohemefgee, Jinko "Mansion Built Upon Sand" helllooooo. It. Still. Hurts. These. Wounds. Will. Never. Heal. I never needed a papercut to bleed so mercilessly.

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Update 2022-03/11: I removed 'Not Her' and its sequel, 'SAM'. I feel like I could have done better with those, and I literally always cringed thinking about any feedback on them. That should have been my first clue to axe them! I took forever to upload the third installment of my Self Reflections whatever it is at this point. That has spanned years, 2006, 2012, and 2021. I've got "Backwater" by Meat Puppets playing in my head about how some things will never change. That's all for now, folx.

Update 2022-06/05 I uploaded some of my original poetry and blurbs from a fanfic I wrote. As of right now, the fanfic is not posted on FFN or AO3 yet. There are one or two more chapters to go before I post, but I wanted to share my poems first since that part is 100% finished. If you're on AO3 and you see 'Oreiayean' or on FFN and you see 'Ai Neko Yokai', those are the only two other places where this poetry should be seen. (Along with the fanfic it was specifically written for.) Yeah, yeah, yeah, I still enjoy fanfiction. I have a hard time letting go and a very overactive unmedicated imagination. (It actually doesn't matter if I am medicated or not... I was still reading then too. Bite me.)

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Kintsugi by xanthofile reviews
slash. They say college is the land of opportunities, but what they don't say is how often those opportunities come with names and faces, and who am I to waste them? Complete
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 33,858 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 7/12/2020 - Published: 4/30/2020 - Complete
Emerson by Ree reviews
When you have the tendency to shut your door twenty-six times, it's hard for people to come in. But sometimes, especially in the case of a certain blue-eyed, half-Italian neighbor, it's hard to keep them out. [M/M or whatever]
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 15 - Words: 64,506 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 6 - Published: 5/19/2017 - Complete
Don't Need You by Pables reviews
This is a rewrite! Carlos has a rough home life and is the school bully. A new student from England comes and shakes things up for Carlos. Rated M for gay theme and abuse.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 21 - Words: 93,815 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 7/30/2016 - Published: 5/12/2012
Nerves 2013 by C A Leiko reviews
Ryan doesn't know what he's doing with Rupert, but he sure as hell knows he likes it. M/M -complete - now rewritten
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 22 - Words: 47,142 - Reviews: 170 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 78 - Updated: 3/16/2015 - Published: 8/24/2011 - Complete
actress by forgottenwords7 reviews
I was always everyone elses pawn, someone to be played. After that, I was turned into quite the actress, hiding the pain, hiding the thoughts.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/13/2013 - Complete
Nostalgia by forgottenwords7 reviews
I feel the need to run, when nostalgia hits.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/12/2013 - Complete
Nanosecond Love by Princess-anna57 reviews
This is a Choka! Review me and I'll review back!
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/1/2013
Depression Took The Best Of Me by automaticdoors reviews
Am I broken, simply because I don't feel the same way you do?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/25/2012 - Complete
Crushed by Pables reviews
A young girls love confession ends what seemed an eternity long friendship. Oneshot. - Story popped up randomly in my head last week. I'm thinking of sticking everything short that comes up in my head here but I'm not sure if that's a good idea yet.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 845 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/18/2011
Zombie Journal 1: ZACH by Master Shu reviews
Zachery Smith, alone in a world full of zombies. Read on as he fights for survival and sanity in this gut wrenching, bone chilling story. Another day, another rolling head. CAUTION: Always wear protective clothing when slaughtering the undead.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Horror/Suspense - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,873 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 4/29/2011 - Published: 3/17/2010
Misconception by Master Shu reviews
Just some rnadom poem. Enjoy.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/30/2009 - Complete
Shh, It's a Secret by Master Shu reviews
Just something that shouldnhave been posted a long time ago. Enjoy as I come back after a long sleep.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/27/2009 - Complete
V1 by NeonX reviews
/Removed/
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 963 - Reviews: 639 - Favs: 99 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 6/23/2009 - Published: 7/21/2003 - Complete
Blah Blah by silentscreamer07 reviews
I wrote this from a nickname I got from Random-Idiocity. I usually doodle the name Blah Blah when I'm bored and decided to write some random words to it ;
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/8/2009 - Complete
Yellow by xanthofile reviews
An eleven-year-old boy sees the sky open up, only to realize that he's the only one who can. One-Shot.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: M - English - Horror/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,012 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/15/2008 - Complete
Almost An Angel by ShadowGal reviews
Davis has always had a nice life. Not so for Michael. When the two meet, both their lives change and things get interesting. Better than this description makes it sound. Slash, gay boys, m/m... whatever, are contained within.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 29 - Words: 64,383 - Reviews: 447 - Favs: 248 - Follows: 75 - Updated: 9/7/2008 - Published: 1/6/2002
Chase Me If I Run by Benjamin Nowhere reviews
[Co-written with SerialXLain - MM Slash] Chase has a bad home life and school life. When Corbin comes along things start to look up. But avoiding the bad things doesn't make them go away.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 19 - Words: 39,484 - Reviews: 159 - Favs: 88 - Follows: 83 - Updated: 8/31/2008 - Published: 7/15/2006
Hard Candy by Venustas iaceo reviews
[Slash ask before putting on c2] Uh oh! When Modest's father dies, he suddenly finds himself involved in the Russian mob, but to make matters worse he happens to be in love with the Don's son, Nikolai.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 33 - Words: 131,855 - Reviews: 446 - Favs: 316 - Follows: 58 - Updated: 8/8/2008 - Published: 4/28/2006 - Complete
The Faster You Fall by sitaloire reviews
Yes, Nicky's fathers are gay. That doesn't mean he is, and he's determined to make sure everyone knows it... until he meets Dave.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 30 - Words: 69,625 - Reviews: 697 - Favs: 538 - Follows: 272 - Updated: 6/5/2008 - Published: 4/17/2006 - Complete
my angel by ticktockman reviews
wow...I think this is the best work I've done. it is all true, I felt like I couldn't stop typing
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/1/2008 - Complete
Mother Dearest by Pandakun84 reviews
ben meaning to post this one warning u now, it's very angry and violent, not a soft gentle poem. R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/28/2008 - Complete
My Mind by Master Shu reviews
Just what turned outto be on the paper
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/13/2008 - Complete
Saying Goodbye by Master Shu reviews
Just somehting that came up to me one day. Bad memories...who would have known it was going to happen again...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/13/2008 - Complete
Pixie Sticks by KillerLover reviews
slash Pixie's an emo, but a very cute one.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 32 - Words: 62,947 - Reviews: 213 - Favs: 126 - Follows: 41 - Updated: 1/19/2008 - Published: 9/7/2005 - Complete
Wyatt by xanthofile reviews
[Slash] A teen wondering when his chance at life will come. Taking care of his invalid mother and keeping it secret, he's never lived for himself. Until two brothers move just across the street. [complete]
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 20 - Words: 55,910 - Reviews: 315 - Favs: 402 - Follows: 81 - Updated: 12/3/2007 - Published: 4/5/2006 - Complete
Pony by xanthofile reviews
[slash] It was just some stupid fake double date, so I didn't even bother to look good. I mean, he's Mr. IceMan, so what was the point? [complete] written for Deepcrimsonfeenix
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 17,528 - Reviews: 181 - Favs: 345 - Follows: 45 - Updated: 10/30/2007 - Published: 10/7/2007 - Complete
Cos Heaven Ain't Close In a Place Like This by False Alarm reviews
Zach is quite content with his life as a misfit, unaccepted by the society. Then comes the new boy, taking a strange interest in him, throwing him into an unfamiliar situation. [MM slash, BL]
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 37,492 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 10/28/2007 - Published: 4/23/2006
Locks on his Door by xanthofile reviews
[mentions of slash] Every time I passed by my son’s closed and locked door, the more it plagued me, until it grew to overtake my every thought. Because it’s hard to compete with a locked door and thumping thrash metal music. [oneshot] nonsexual
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,783 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 6 - Published: 10/19/2007 - Complete
Cheap Whine by Soulshifter - greatest hits reviews
It's not often I write with a song structure, but here is one. I was listening FIF a lot during this period in my writing, it's inspired by 'The Day We Killed.' Written 2004.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/19/2007 - Complete
Concrete by Soulshifter - greatest hits reviews
For years, I've been struggling with what to do with myself. My past holds me, my present idles, and my future is spiraling out of control. This proves to be a common theme in my later poetry. Written 2004.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/19/2007 - Complete
The OuterShell by Soulshifter - greatest hits reviews
They say beauty is only on the inside, but I disagree. You have to look at the whole picture. Beauty is in the whole person, inside and out. Written 2004.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/19/2007 - Complete
Differences by xanthofile reviews
[slash] Jackson felt different from the rest of his peers and family, and it wasn't until he was sent to live with his grandpa that he found a kindred spirit. And true love during one fateful summer. [long oneshot] dedicated to No Name Girl!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,090 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 147 - Follows: 7 - Published: 9/9/2007 - Complete
U as in TURN by Luci-chan's Lunchbox Of Doom reviews
[WIP][mXm yaoi slash][Sequel to L as in TRAIN] Luke and Lorren made it through the eye of the storm, but were they simply deposited back at the beginning? And does that mean their love will be tested again? And is it strong enough to survive? Dry humor.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 10,426 - Reviews: 115 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 61 - Updated: 8/13/2007 - Published: 1/31/2007
Muted Song by Luci-chan's Lunchbox Of Doom reviews
[Slash MxM FxM LightIncest] The Fresk family [and friends!] has been pulled apart completely and it looks like things will never be the same. What does one do when all they have is suddenly ripped apart?
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 10,127 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 8/13/2007 - Published: 11/28/2006
Earth Tones by Luci-chan's Lunchbox Of Doom reviews
What do you do when your mother died in childbirth and your father left you with your [gay] godfathers, only to come back on your sixteenth birthday and demand custody? Ace, Justin, and Chris have to think of something, fast. [Slash]
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,590 - Reviews: 45 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 8/13/2007 - Published: 12/7/2006
Andy, You're a Star by xanthofile reviews
[slash] In nobody's eyes but mine. [one shot]
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,717 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 79 - Follows: 4 - Published: 8/3/2007 - Complete
Letters to Maine by xanthofile reviews
[slash] Age sixteen seems young for fierce love, but we have that, and have for a while. We made plans for the summer. Too bad our families had plans of their own, never thinking to consult with us first. Now we just have letters to Maine. [one shot]
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,001 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 4 - Published: 7/28/2007 - Complete
More Than You'd Think by sitaloire reviews
Joshua Courtland is gay. Kay Marks is gorgeous. How can they possibly help sleeping together? First in trilogy, slash.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 31 - Words: 71,873 - Reviews: 419 - Favs: 340 - Follows: 67 - Updated: 7/7/2007 - Published: 5/15/2003 - Complete
Violent Playground by Zim Zigety reviews
[SLASH] Joey's gone through hell and now he's back again. But can you simply pick up where you left off?
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 13,547 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 3/7/2007 - Published: 1/28/2006 - Complete
An art of the heart by eldrin reviews
This heart is not a marble block.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/25/2007 - Complete
Kissing The Cursed by the-irony-is-u-dont-love-me reviews
Matthew isn't your average teen At the tender age of 8, his world was destroyed. In the beginning, Highschool was never a pleasent experience for Matthew, but now it's getting worse. A lot worse. The kind of risk your life for a kiss worse.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 5,535 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 2/16/2007 - Published: 2/3/2007
Cri de Coeur by Luci-chan's Lunchbox Of Doom reviews
[COMPLETE] I'm not gay, so why does my friend make me want to... [SlashYaoiMxM themes]
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 3,217 - Reviews: 214 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 2/12/2007 - Published: 6/17/2006 - Complete
L as in TRAIN by Luci-chan's Lunchbox Of Doom reviews
[COMPLETE][SlashYaoiMxM] Meet Lorren. He hates the line. He hates the pervs, the stench, and the general human contact. Meet Luke. He's learning to love the line, and a certain person on it...
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 23 - Words: 39,274 - Reviews: 297 - Favs: 142 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 1/31/2007 - Published: 1/9/2007 - Complete
Raindrop Tears by Master Shu reviews
Ever stood outside and satred up at the rainy skies? That's my insperation.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/16/2007 - Complete
Life or Experiment by Master Shu reviews
Kinda went into deep though...I really need to pay more attention in school...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/16/2007 - Complete
Shades Of Gray by Luci-chan's Lunchbox Of Doom reviews
COMPLETE BUT UNDERGOING MASSIVE REWRITE! Justin and Chris are back in another dynamic installment! Slash and light incest warnings!
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 25 - Words: 31,073 - Reviews: 280 - Favs: 92 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 1/2/2007 - Published: 4/30/2006 - Complete
Blank Canvas by Luci-chan's Lunchbox Of Doom reviews
[Yaoi Slash MxM MxF themes] After moving to rural Pennsylvania, the Fresk family's world fell apart. Now they have to pull each other from a world of sex, abuse, and betrayal to find happiness again. [COMPLETE!]
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 31 - Words: 67,083 - Reviews: 192 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 11/28/2006 - Published: 9/21/2006 - Complete
Cloud Eleven by shynesss reviews
Please, let me stay...
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/24/2006 - Complete
Blue by Luci-chan's Lunchbox Of Doom reviews
[WIP] [Shounenai and Het themes] After escaping the grasp of his addiction, Justin starts over at a new school. But what's waiting for him there will only confuse him more...
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 12,457 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 11/24/2006 - Published: 9/14/2006
Normalcy is Overrated by Vineta reviews
Nicole Wilson is your average girl who has an awesome older brother. But what's up with his best friend? And why is her ex being so weird? Rated for language, adult themes, and some violence contains rape. Previously named Te Amo. COMPLETE
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 59,526 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 66 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 11/3/2006 - Published: 5/25/2006 - Complete
Just Have To Deal by daretobe-dIfFeRnT reviews
CHAPTER 1 UP! Dee pushed everything aside to be forgotten. What was the point of remembering the most painful thing thats ever happened anyway? She was better now. Unfortunately, it was useless to waste her time thinking it would last.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,918 - Reviews: 57 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 11/2/2006 - Published: 7/16/2006
The Devil Sleeps Next Door by Cade Foster reviews
Will you love me tomorrow as much as I hate myself today?
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 290 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/21/2006 - Complete
Left to Cry by PocoSnow15 reviews
You hurt her. She's broken. Please Review! True feelings!
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 29 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/17/2006
Red by Luci-chan's Lunchbox Of Doom reviews
[Complete] When Chris moved away, Justin thought he was doomed to be a heartbroken social outcast. That was until he met a few new friends... and a new master. [Shounenai, drug use]
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 5 - Words: 10,044 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 9/13/2006 - Published: 9/7/2006 - Complete
The Song of My Soul by Master Shu reviews
Just a somewhat random poem I made
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/24/2006
Rose Tints Their World by Luci-chan's Lunchbox Of Doom reviews
[Complete] The third installment in the ChrisXJustin series. SlashYaoiMxM relationships. Review and I'll return the favour!
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 25,335 - Reviews: 151 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 7/12/2006 - Published: 6/6/2006 - Complete
Cri de Coeur: Encore by Luci-chan's Lunchbox Of Doom reviews
[WIP] Years ago Tom and Harold fell in love. Now it seems like they’ve been given a second chance. The only problem? Tom’s fiancé. [Slash/Yaoi/MxM themes]
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 9 - Words: 11,467 - Reviews: 86 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 7/12/2006 - Published: 6/30/2006
To Live Backwards by Cyanide Ink reviews
To live backwards is NOT a sin. I haven't had motivation for this story. The idea is there, but the words are'nt formed.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,097 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 7/7/2006 - Published: 6/18/2006
Row Your Fate by Master Shu reviews
My own littel twisted "Row Your Boat" song. Twisted but I like it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/6/2006
My Replacements by Master Shu reviews
No matter what this seems to happen...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/5/2006
My Hell by Master Shu reviews
Self explanetory really...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/5/2006
Open Your Eyes by shynesss reviews
Look at me. Look at what you did to me.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/26/2006
The Darkness by Master Shu reviews
This was written at a time when I was fighitng myself
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 268 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/22/2006
Darkened Soul by Pandakun84 reviews
...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/22/2006
Never Forgot by Pandakun84 reviews
...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/20/2006
Strange sensation by chocolate-smilez reviews
in pain, yet in joy. ..a confused state of mind.. can anyone relate?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/20/2006
Heartbroken by chocolate-smilez reviews
have you ever felt like this?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/20/2006
Hand in Hand by chocolate-smilez reviews
a boy, a girl, and ...what was it again? oh yes.. Love.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 10 - Words: 5,334 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 3 - Updated: 6/18/2006 - Published: 6/11/2006
A Traveler's Story by Master Shu reviews
This was written awhile ago...does your life sound like this?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/17/2006
Smiling by chocolate-smilez reviews
wats under the smile...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/17/2006
HateandkillD by Pandakun84 reviews
this is who I am now... I liked the old me better, but as u would say, who cares, so what ever...[Hateandkill-D]
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/14/2006
Confessions of a Child by Pandakun84 reviews
This is the journal of Drake Andgore, a young child as he suffers through the abuse brought on by his Aunt and Uncle that he refers to as them or they. I apologize for any confusion. If you have any questions state them in a review or email me. Please R&R
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 36 - Words: 3,107 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 4 - Updated: 6/11/2006 - Published: 6/4/2006 - Complete
My Interpretaion by Master Shu reviews
maybe you will understand...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/10/2006
Why Can't You See by Pandakun84 reviews
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/4/2006
Pain by Pandakun84 reviews
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/3/2006
Mine by Pandakun84 reviews
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/3/2006
No More by Pandakun84 reviews
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/3/2006
The look of My World by Pandakun84 reviews
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/3/2006
Hate Me by Pandakun84 reviews
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/3/2006
Where by Pandakun84 reviews
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Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/3/2006
Why? by shynesss reviews
'Cause its all I can do.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 33 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 4 - Published: 6/1/2006
Resemblance by shynesss reviews
I don't know her, but I know exactly how she feels.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/27/2006
Let The Rain Fall by shynesss reviews
"The best thing one can do when it's raining is to let it rain." -Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 6 - Published: 5/1/2006
He Paints His World In Black And White by Luci-chan's Lunchbox Of Doom reviews
It was my first day of high school when I met Chris. I decided that I would hate him forever. That was until life threw me a few curveballs. SLASH Graphic. Review and I'll return the favour! Some mention of incest but nothing graphic. COMPLETE!
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 24,824 - Reviews: 256 - Favs: 180 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 4/24/2006 - Published: 4/18/2006 - Complete
I Don't Exist by shynesss reviews
This is basically how I feel almost everyday.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 7 - Published: 4/2/2006
Book 1: Sin of the Pen by Unfairy reviews
The final edition of my first poetry book, entitled Sin of the Pen. I would like to note that a lot of Diamond poems and Haikus are not in this edition. I also excluded a few poems that I felt weren't up to par. Enjoy!
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 118 - Words: 7,399 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/29/2006 - Complete
The Shattered by Venustas iaceo reviews
{M/M COMPLETE} Seph needs help. Serious help. So he's locked in Elmhurt's Mental. Too bad that didn't help, since he fell for the one of the boys at the hospital. Sucks to be him.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 18,773 - Reviews: 63 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 2/23/2006 - Published: 11/13/2005
dying to live by wishing well wall reviews
And I'm dying to live... While I'm fighting to lose... Holding onto the past... And unwilling to choose... These are the things that really get to me.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 2/16/2006
Imperfection: A Poem In Two Parts by wishing well wall reviews
I haven't been half as angry at you As I should have been...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/24/2006
The Hypocrite's Smile by Venustas iaceo reviews
(Completed) Julian Naismith lives in a small town called Angel's Eyes that literally pulls someone with differences into a life and death situation. When he falls in love with a newcomer... Can they hide it and live? (Slash)
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 31,276 - Reviews: 78 - Favs: 12 - Updated: 10/18/2005 - Published: 10/8/2005
Soulshifter's Haiku Collection by Unfairy reviews
A collection of my haikus to date. 8 Chapers submitted.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 8 - Words: 862 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/16/2005
Copulating Tyler by A Boy Flower reviews
It's about a guy learning to deal with his homosexuality, and his step-brother, who happens to be the object of his lust. [slash] REVISED: Ch. 1
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 14 - Words: 57,420 - Reviews: 203 - Favs: 102 - Follows: 42 - Updated: 4/26/2005 - Published: 2/17/2004
Save me by Not Quite Dry Eyed reviews
just something i wrote
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/18/2005
scarred heart by Not Quite Dry Eyed reviews
my heart lies before you , you don't see my scars
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/18/2005
An Alternative Lifestyle by Dark Illusions reviews
Matt tells his story of being a gay teenager, and his first, and only true love. Ben shows how Matt shouldn't hide their love. (I apologize for the lack of quality in the first few chapters. May rewrite them.)
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 9,840 - Reviews: 41 - Favs: 10 - Updated: 10/6/2004 - Published: 4/10/2002
Blood by Kitana Chou reviews
Brad's parents surprise him by adopting a 16 year old boy with no name or emotions, known for being psycotic. But is there more to this beautiful boy than meets the eye? Dark fic. possible sex scenes. Self-inflicted pain. mention of murder and abuse
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 792 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 6/5/2004 - Published: 5/31/2004
How My Life Is Changing by Pables reviews
.::Finished!::. Sequel to Living With Auntie. We start with 17 year old Carlos and his adventure at New York with his female friend whos having his baby and his boyfriend. Yes they are gay. Many things happen. RR Please!
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 43 - Words: 79,814 - Reviews: 77 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 3/30/2004 - Published: 11/8/2003 - Complete
Differences by Aloh Dark reviews
Slash!Yaoi!M/m!boyXboy! Whatever you wanna call it! It's basically a story about Brian, a gay teen. Nice slightly angsty, slightly fluffy, slight unrealistic story! What Brian lust after Adam and comes to terms with something else. Better than it sounds.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 26,021 - Reviews: 94 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 11/18/2003 - Published: 8/15/2002
Living With Auntie by Pables reviews
.::Finished!::. Sequel to My Life In All Its Pity. Carlos's life is almost as tough as before living with his new aunt, school. Rated PG13 for bad language, and homosexual events.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 40 - Words: 58,481 - Reviews: 134 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 11/7/2003 - Published: 9/21/2003 - Complete
My Life In All Its Pity by Pables reviews
.::Finished!::. Story about a troubled 16 year old named Carlos dealing with many problems like his abusive father, school, and his love life. Rated R for homosexual content.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 28 - Words: 24,583 - Reviews: 122 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 9/19/2003 - Published: 8/22/2003 - Complete
The Beat by Damy the Krazinezboi reviews
And the beat goes on... {Slash}
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Romance/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,628 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 8 - Published: 3/28/2002
No Title by CrazyWriter reviews
Again how does one summarize a poem? Betrayal.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/5/2002
My Son'll Come Out Tomorrow by intoxicated by you reviews
I re-wrote the song "the sun'll come out tomorrow" from the movie annie. My version is pure humor, Its about a woman who has a son that is gay and he is going to come out of the closet tomorrow. I have nothing against gay people. It just popped into my h
Fiction: Humor - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 3 - Published: 12/28/2001
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Never Let Me Go Collection
This is a collection of poems created for a Harry Potter x Twilight fanfic, Never Let Me Go, by Ai Neko Yokai and Oreiayean. They're my (bR0k3N/Ai Neko Yokai) poems. Not all poems / blurbs from that story are posted here. These are just some gems I'm really proud I wrote. They are originals, and they're not published in order.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 13 - Words: 1,465 - Published: 6/4/2022 - Complete
Self Reflection Pt 3 reviews
Written June 9, 2021 I wrote this before my thirtieth birthday last year. Third installment of Self Reflections 2006 & 2012. Again, not much has changed. That gets pointed out in here. Rated M for mature content.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/11/2022 - Complete
Nice Strings
You fail at being kind when you expect a smile with that.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Published: 12/10/2016
A Thousand Miles
It's about someone you know/knew having changed over the years and suddenly realizing that they're no longer the same; you feel as if you don't know them anymore.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Published: 9/20/2016 - Complete
I'm Fine reviews
No, surely it's not denial
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/14/2013 - Complete
UnTitled Me reviews
You can stay happy, and I'll be here content as a doormat.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/14/2013 - Complete
Self Reflection 2 - Thoughts (History Repeats) reviews
Originally written January 3, 2012. I realized that nothing much had changed from 2006 all the way up to that point (2012). Rated M for mature content.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/1/2013 - Complete
Because I Feel Alone reviews
You gaze at her like you once gazed at me...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/2/2012 - Complete
Me, the Zombie
Another reflection. Originally written 2009.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Published: 11/2/2012 - Complete
Self Reflection reviews
Originally written November 6, 2006. Rated M for mature content
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/2/2012 - Complete
Obviously Winter
I don't mean to be your winter. Rated T for mild profanity; slightly dark.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/2/2012 - Complete
Stoic, Brown Eyes
Will we, again, ever be?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Published: 11/2/2012 - Complete
Drunk Absurdity
You can get drunk all you'd like, but those pesky memories are still going to run rampant. Reflecting on that unfortunate fact, I was practically forced to write this.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Published: 9/30/2012 - Complete
I Don't Know What This Is
My head is scrambled, I'm spiraling downwards into this empty pit of nothingness and left here to post this. I'm struggling with my depression and so far... this mental battle is pretty nasty. Rated M for profanity and mention of suicide...
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 422 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/25/2012
Shatter reviews
One day I know I'll shatter
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/22/2012
Hold Me Gently
That is all I ask. Dedicated to Mein Hase X3
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Published: 11/24/2010 - Complete
Wind reviews
Just a simple haiku... inspired. About wind and water.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/26/2009 - Complete