jessa-bethhide bio
Author has written 42 stories for Life, Love, Friendship, Humor, School, Romance, and General. I write a lot. I write a buttload of erotica because I think that sex is beautiful and people need to STOP being ashamed of it. If you have a problem with that, move on and don't read it. *It's been a long time since I've been on fictionpress, but that's mostly because I went to college and became a painter and have been so busy for the last three and a half years that I haven't had the time to write anything decent. I will NOT be deleting this account, however, because I like to think that one day I will get back to writing. Here's hoping! |
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Blushes by the lost yarn spinner reviews
I curse my pale skin that betrays what I feel and think.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/11/2008 - Complete
the audacity of spring by glimpses from an ivory tower reviews
april 1st, the cruelest joke of all. how dare the earth be reborn while you are lying in a shell of dead wood! how can the seasons stomach it?
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/17/2008 - Complete
The Voices in my Head by Honey Nut Loop and m-j reviews
A little something all writers can relate to.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/21/2007 - Complete
Fleeting by Honey Nut Loop and m-j reviews
Haiku
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/9/2007 - Complete
A Solution to The Unanswered Question by Charlotte Heywood
A piece that I wrote to make fun of the pretensiousness that many modern day experimental composers and their supporters seem to have about their music.
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Humor/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/11/2007 - Complete
the world is beautiful by the face in the window reviews
if you don't mind the screaming.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 12 - Published: 10/18/2007 - Complete
Epistle to the Victorians by glimpses from an ivory tower reviews
Woman, without her man, is nothing. Woman: without her, man is nothing.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 10/9/2007 - Complete
horrendously outdated terminology by the lost yarn spinner reviews
Inspired by a friend. She doesn't need a man to keep her happy.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/6/2007 - Complete
college philosophy by the big sleep reviews
quick college philosophy
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 10 - Published: 1/12/2007 - Complete
Bye bye sanity by Angi3
It is hard to love someone who's mind is slowly going away...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/28/2006 - Complete
Here I stand by Angi3
yet here I stand in the placeI swore I'd never return to. Here I stand stripped of my new found pride
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/27/2006 - Complete
Crimson Tears by Angi3 reviews
Poeple are pretty blind when you need help...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/3/2006
I Remember You by Angi3 reviews
People change... and most of the time you can't to anything when they change for the worst...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/30/2006
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Untitled death bed
I haven't written anything in a very long time, actually. After the hardest year of my life, however, this little bit popped out of my head like it needed to. It is about waiting for someone you love-someone you have lost before-to die.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Published: 12/10/2011 - Complete
Comfort reviews
I inhale him. We breathe together, Breathe in each other. His heart beats steadily and the moon pulses overhead, Bathing us in the delicate sensations of love. When we wake, we'll watch the golden ocean of leaves outside, And we'll never move again.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 295 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/30/2008 - Complete
Yours reviews
The feeling of new love is warm and beautiful. I am totally and completely his.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Published: 11/30/2008 - Complete
Spontaneity reviews
Donna just brought her boyfriend Ethan to meet her parents. It went fairly well, but a minute later, he was horny. He takes her on a whim, out in the open, and she cannot deny she likes the spontaneity of it. RATED M FOR EXPLICIT SEXUAL CONTENT.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,053 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 6 - Published: 11/30/2008 - Complete
Payback on the Road reviews
A woman is driving home with her boyfriend from an art showing that she dragged him to. His payback? A little stop on the side of the road to dominate her. RATED M FOR EXPLICIT SEXUAL CONTENT AND BDSM.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,990 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 8 - Published: 11/27/2008 - Complete
No One reviews
I am the mud on your hollowed cheek, Smeared there by hands that love you. I am the no one that has fallen, weak, And I’m the dirt on your shoe.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/22/2008 - Complete
The Anniversary Present reviews
Alice and Max are deeply in love. On their two year anniversary, Max comes home with a special surprise for his submissive girlfriend, and they take their shared fondness for bondage to a new level. RATED M FOR EXPLICIT SEXUAL CONTENT AND VIOLENT BDSM.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,234 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 14 - Published: 7/20/2008 - Complete
Time Bomb reviews
Ah, yet another poem about growing up. It's rather angsty, but it really says a lot for me right now.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/2/2008 - Complete
Vague Forecast of Inspiration
This is a kind of wacked interpretation of my current emotional state after having just graduated from high school.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 577 - Published: 6/29/2008 - Complete
Ah, what a world this is
Ah, what a world this is, where hypocritical wax statues live their lives in lies, happily oblivious to the glaring truth shining right over their heads.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 321 - Published: 6/24/2008 - Complete
Inexistence reviews
An erotic freewrite. One hand between my parted thighs, the other lost somewhere on his body, I writhe, cackle, and swoon, glad for this chance to breathe in his scorching presence. Rated M just to be safe.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 762 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/11/2008 - Complete
Submission by Candlelight reviews
A woman submits completely and totally to the control of the man she loves. Rated M for explicit sexual content and some BDSM tendencies.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,501 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 10 - Published: 4/15/2008 - Complete
Tonight I can write volumes
Tonight I can write volumes on the torturous sensation of your breath against my cheek, the torturous sensations that you teased me with until I broke. Tonight, I can write... or at least I can try. A sweet little love poem.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 479 - Published: 4/3/2008 - Complete
First Period Class reviews
Who in their right mind can actually write anything logical at 8:10 AM, I wonder? I certainly can't. But I have to, because I have Creative Writing first period. So here's something I attempted this morning, posted here for your amusement.
Poetry: School - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/31/2008 - Complete
The People are Sleeping reviews
A poem about my thoughts, depicting the way I view people, the way they do not see me, and my resentful feelings about old loves I stupidly let go.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 359 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/29/2008 - Complete
What's Tomorrow?
A quick transgressive piece I wrote when I was very angry, and dissatisfied with society and people in general. Rated T because of some possibly offensive language.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 832 - Published: 3/29/2008 - Complete
Fiction
Just a little poem about how boring life is. I live in fiction, 'cause life is just so annoyingly uneventful.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Published: 1/30/2008 - Complete
Courage reviews
I'm scared of growing up and going to college in September, but I have to force myself to be courageous about it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/30/2008 - Complete
Blood Lust reviews
An erotic poem depicting some rather masochistic tendencies. Rated M just to be safe.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 490 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/9/2008 - Complete
State of Mind reviews
The idea that I'm graduating in June frightens me a lot, so I wrote this quick little thing as a sort of comfort to all my worries. Dedicated lovingly to the magnificent class of 2008!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/17/2007 - Complete
Big Green Monster
A short poem about how much I miss my childhood, particularly now that I'm so close to leaving for college. Eek.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Published: 12/13/2007 - Complete
This is a love poem
Oh boy. We all hate writer's block, don't we? Yeah, I know we do. This poem is an amusing little thing about how frustrating writer's block is when you're actually trying to write something romantic and fuzzy.
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Published: 11/11/2007 - Complete
In the Eye of the Beholder reviews
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. We've all heard the phrase before. This poem is just my meditations on that well known saying.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/11/2007 - Complete
A False Perspective
I don't really know how to summarize this. My thoughts on being sad, I guess.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Published: 11/11/2007 - Complete
Self Doubt reviews
I hate doubting myself, and I definitely hate doubting love, but sometimes it's inevitable.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/11/2007 - Complete
Dance With Her
If he would just come to his senses and help her, then their lives would be a whole lot easier.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Published: 11/11/2007 - Complete
Insomniac reviews
We all know that feeling of being so tired it's like you're made of lead, right? Yeah. That's what this is about.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/11/2007 - Complete
Rest reviews
After an extremely exhausting night, it feels good to just lie down, close your eyes, and rest.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/11/2007 - Complete
Troubled Minds
People in the world are suffering. A LOT. And here I sit feeling guilty for not being able to help them, and for just sitting here worrying about stupid angsty teenage crap that barely matters. I just wish I could help more people.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Published: 11/11/2007 - Complete
Teased
It hurts to have strong feelings for a person who obviously couldn't care less about you, but who continuously teases you with words and touches and sweet hugs and almostkisses... but then still ignores you. Whoopie.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Published: 11/11/2007 - Complete
Missing You
Missing a loved one can be veeeery painful.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Published: 11/11/2007 - Complete
A Crucial Alliance
At this point in our lives, there's nothing more important than having our friendships to keep ourselves alive and well.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 327 - Published: 11/11/2007 - Complete
In Wait
It really hurts to not have love, so I'll wait for as long as I have to before love finally reaches me.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Published: 11/11/2007 - Complete
The Sustenance of Life reviews
All you need is love. If only the rest of the world could realize that, too, then things would be so much better, don't you agree?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 319 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/11/2007 - Complete
Crumbling Again
I hate it when you fall for someone, and they suddenly start ignoring you, and then you JUST start to get over them, but then they crawl back to you with open arms and little puppy dog eyes, just to confuse you, when you REALLY don't want to fall again.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Published: 11/11/2007 - Complete
Too Much To Ask?
Am I demanding too much from love, I wonder?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Published: 11/11/2007 - Complete
Show Me
Mmmmm, forbidden love. There's nothing more fun, is there? Written to cheer myself up.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Published: 11/11/2007 - Complete
Hard To Know reviews
It's hard to know who's really your friend. Written in a moment of paranoia. Eek.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/11/2007 - Complete
Death By Love reviews
Love kills, as does a lack of it.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/11/2007 - Complete
Bravery reviews
I'm trying to be brave, I really am, but sometimes I just want to get away from all this!
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/11/2007 - Complete