Aelux
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Joined 07-12-06, id: 532482
Author has written 52 stories for Life, Love, Friendship, Religion, and General.

I've changed my pen name, since the previous "ZettaniX" doesn't fit my persona anymore. For those of you wondering what they mean, here ya go:

Aelux: Ae = one,uno,mono; lux = the measurement of the intensity of light; Put together references "one" - "intensity of light".

ZettaniX: Zetta = sextillion; niX = nothing,zilch,nada; Put together references a "sextillion" of "nothing". Hence was my view of myself for a time - metaphorically speaking of course.

So as you can see, I've not just changed merely my pen name, but my characterization as a whole, as well. I'll be 22 in April, i'm currently majoring in software engineering, and I have a very broad philosophical view of life and how it should be lived - however I still manage to see both sides of an argument and whether it's futile or not. Do I take life seriously? I know how to laugh at just about anything. Do I enjoy life? I've had suicidal tendencies/thoughts from age 16 to 18 and part of 19, which basically solidified my existential scope as a being. Do I appreciate living? I learn, I change, I love, and I live...what more can I ask?

Only click my homepage if you want to get inside my head, if not, pass by it please...I've decided to be more forward with my notions, hence the blog (you might just take offense)

I thought i would fill this void with a bit of superfluous insights about myself:

I like chocolate;
I love pretty much all genres of music except random noise;
I enjoy friendly debates;
I hate society;
I loathe hypocrisy and politics;
I dislike the upbringing of most children these days, it's either neglegence or pampering;

Ok, that's some of my likes and dislikes - take them however you wish.

My writing has a lot of philosophical and religious undertones to it. I don't think I've written anything that doesn't pertain to me in some way, whether it be how I think, feel, or act. Some of the religious things are more blunt than others, but I try to be as general as possible to appeal to most common belief/perspective. This year has been quite tumultuous for me, albeit rejuvinating at the same time. From "Regenerated Degenerated Thoughts" to "Sensual Surrealist" there's been an incredible journey within this chapter of my life. Should be interesting to see what '07 brings me. My next work I think will be a summation or maybe an extensive conglomerate of how I have changed over '06, but i'm not sure yet. It will probably take a couple months to produce anyhow - inspiration is such an ephemeral beast (though I am working on it).

If you do get the chance to read my work, please review it as well. I am easily amused/pleased so no matter how infinitesimal it is, it'll still bring a smile to my face and a joy to my inbox giggles. In return, I will read & review a piece or pieces of your work as well. Thank you for your time, if you've even read this far laughs-

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Feel Breathe Live by Duzzie reviews
As humans, it is only natural that we take many steps backwards, what's important, though, is to remember how to walk.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 445 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/16/2007 - Complete
Raging Rabbits by eldrin reviews
A collection of poetry dealing in love, despair, and the like. Discontinued.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 1,387 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 4 - Updated: 8/1/2006 - Published: 1/8/2005 - Complete
The Beast In Your Brain by paganpoetry reviews
A poem addressed to a dear friend.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/19/2006
Tears and daggers by friend2more reviews
I went out shopping today, and at the sorrow store, I meandered through the aiseles of my life and my soul trodden on the floor...a piece about...well, you won't know unless you read it! Please read and review!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/15/2004
Free by friend2more reviews
The only way to freedom...please read and review!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/6/2004
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His Loneliness reviews
Simply the epitome of what it's like inside my head...Roughly.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/29/2008 - Complete
The Most Beautiful reviews
Everyday we bathe unknowingly in the most beautiful. Everyday we pass by unkowingly the most beautiful.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/5/2008
Sincere Words
Let your yes be yes and your no be no.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,051 - Published: 8/31/2007 - Complete
Unconditional Outgoing Concern reviews
For those who can't understand, may understand, and will understand...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 608 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/19/2007 - Complete
Saturated Spirit of Youth reviews
Insight into my quandries. Read if you dare.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 912 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/26/2007 - Complete
Back To My Roots reviews
The title is self explanitory. I'm going back to my old style of writing. why? Because it was more honest and forgiving, heh.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/19/2007 - Complete
Journey reviews
This might be awkward to some, but I think therein lies the object of the poem. R&R Please, thank you.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/29/2007
Ephemeral Carnality reviews
I'm starting to write this book, i'll post more if I get good reviews....please be nice.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 4 - Words: 2,019 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 4/21/2007 - Published: 4/18/2007
Obsidian Swans Ode reviews
This was written as promised to a dear friend. She will be mainly the one who understands it, but I took a LOT of time to write this which makes it one of my favorite works. Please read and review.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 344 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/28/2006 - Complete
Life III reviews
Started writing on: Thursday, June 16, 2005, 2:24:20 AM... I tell a little about myself in this first chapter, but after this, the rest becomes philosophically saturated.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 21 - Words: 18,561 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 10/18/2006 - Published: 7/20/2006
True Audiophile reviews
Written on: Tuesday, July 25, 2006, 4:51:38 PM... finished this today. This is how I percieve music and i've been procrastinating to get it done, so here it is smiles
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/10/2006
Once A Fellowship reviews
Written on: Sunday, April 18, 2004, 1:09:38 AM. From what was beautiful that is now vain.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/21/2006
Loquacious Longing reviews
Finished on: Saturday, September 16, 2006, 2:12:41 AM I lied. I wrote this after realizing what a time apart can do to ones heart that is dedicated to anothers. I spent a lot of time on this. At least a good 5 or 6 hours straight. Be gentle.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/16/2006
His Solace in Somnolence reviews
Written on: Saturday, September 02, 2006, 2:23:07 AM. I want to clerify that Esoteric Love was written about the same special person this was. Not related to me, but yet another person I cannot be with.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 305 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/2/2006
Esoteric Love reviews
Monday, August 28, 2006, 11:33:40 PM... ah, well... Finally fnished this one for a very special person. I put a LOT of effort into this, I hope you like.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/29/2006 - Complete
Fruits of the Heart Denied reviews
Written on: Saturday, August 12, 2006, 5:26:34 AM... I wrote this because all of loves circumstances have been weighing heavily on my mind... Please review.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/12/2006 - Complete
Thy Solid Rock reviews
Written on: Sunday, June 18, 2006, 3:19:09 AM... This was written on fathers day for my dad. I still don't believe it gets EVERYTHING across that I wanted to, but he enjoyed it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 311 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/5/2006
Regenerated Degenerated Thoughts reviews
Started on: Saturday, July 22, 2006, 10:44:51 PM... It feels incomplete, yet I know it's complete... I have nothing left to put into it... It's wierd so check it out.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/24/2006
To My Friend reviews
Written on: Friday, January 28, 2005, 1:39:56 AM... My only real love turned into a best friend...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/22/2006
My Angel reviews
Written on: Wednesday, November 24, 2004, 10:26:18 P... I was chatting with a girl online who, in the few moments that we chatted, changed my outlook on love/relationships and women... heh. odd.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/22/2006
Her reviews
Written on: Tuesday, December 21, 2004, 12:51:39 AM... I was struck of love by her in the most agonizing of ways...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/22/2006
Who is She? reviews
Written on: Saturday, April 09, 2005, 3:15:03 AM.. For a girl I fell in love with...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/22/2006
The Nurturer reviews
Written on: Sunday, May 08, 2005, 1:03:27 PM... I wrote this for my mom on mothersday...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/22/2006
This Little Girl I Know reviews
Written on: Monday, May 09, 2005, 2:53:53 AM... Written for a girl I fell in love with...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/22/2006
Her Efflorescence reviews
The title is explanitory enough. The end of each sentence is the begining or continuence of the next... Just sorta came out of me quickly... not sure how.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/20/2006
Yearning reviews
Written on: Monday, February 13, 2006, 12:47:21 AM... The longest poem i've ever written... No words can describe it.. just take a peek...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 609 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/20/2006
To Whom, a Smile? reviews
Written on: Saturday, January 22, 2005, 12:22:49 AM... A girl I fell in love with... You could say I tried to envision her embodiment as I knew her... (one sided love)
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/20/2006
Staggered Hold: Insight Into my Soul reviews
Written on: Wednesday, November 03, 2004, 12:59:36 AM... The fight between my two carnal natures which have to compromise at the end... I am left open.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/20/2006
Until I Collapse reviews
Written on: Monday, February 02, 2004, 12:12:02 AM... I wrote this to persaude myself that I had the will to endure... and I do... I'm still here arn't I?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/20/2006
Touch reviews
Written on: Friday, September 10, 2004, 12:17:15 AM... I was touching a water bottle that night and inspiration struck me laughs go figure
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/20/2006
Sophic Inferno Within reviews
Written on: Friday, January 07, 2005, 3:22:44 AM... The resolution to the poems "intoxication, inner-fire, and duplicity"... I awakened so-to-speak
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/20/2006
The Floating Pebble reviews
Written on: Friday, August 08, 2003, 1:58:19 PM... FIRST poem I ever OFFICIALLY wrote... Hard to explain what was going on in my head, so just check it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/20/2006
Resurrection reviews
Written on: Wednesday, June 15, 2005, 2:00:15 AM... You could say this is an epiphany stricken onto a blossoming mind.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 281 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/20/2006
Ripples in my Wake reviews
Written on: Tuesday, September 20, 2005, 11:04:10 PM... The ripples within the society within our mind.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 305 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/20/2006
Solitude: Imprisoned Within Thought reviews
Written on: Sunday, December 07, 2003, 2:19:24 AM... The title says it all, believe it or not
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/20/2006
Plague of Existence reviews
Written on: Friday, February 25, 2005, 11:16:36 PM... People weigh on my mind, as well as my convictions...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/20/2006
Hypocrite reviews
Written on: Wednesday, July 07, 2004, 12:12:33 AM... Another of my abstract topics... It does exemplify the title if you look hard enough.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/20/2006
Paradigm reviews
Written on: Thursday, March 03, 2005, 1:05:33 AM... I went on a self-searching journey with this one...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 282 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/20/2006
Loves Trivial Persuit reviews
Written on: Wednesday, December 21, 2005, 12:37:19 AM.. A VERY abstract view of how a loving relationship can go wrong... Props if you understand laughs
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/20/2006
Last Breath reviews
Written on: Sunday, November 23, 2003, 12:27:51 PM... bluntly put, I was losing my faith in more than one area
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/20/2006
Lifes Limit
Written on: Monday, June 06, 2005, 12:38:23 AM.. Perhaps not lifes limits, but certainly the limits of our natural physical perception..
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Published: 7/20/2006
Origin reviews
Written on: Thursday, December 30, 2004, 12:42:26 AM... From my birth to my final perception.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/20/2006
Hearts Barb reviews
Written on: Friday, March 18, 2005, 3:36:07 AM... A hearts barb because i am torn between two loves... one absolute and one physical... can you define the difference?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 272 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/20/2006 - Complete
Slitary Soul reviews
Written on: Friday, May 14, 2004, 11:08:51 PM... Needless to say I was lonely and felt abandoned...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/20/2006
Heh, Love reviews
Written on: Saturday, May 07, 2005, 1:46:12 AM... I wrote this after being pissed off with my friend with the way he "loved" women
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/20/2006
InnerFire reviews
Written on: Monday, September 29, 2003, 1:12:55 AM... I believe the title is quite explanitory...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/20/2006
Intoxication reviews
Written on: Saturday, August 14, 2004, 3:31:55 AM... This one is about wants clashing with needs... My intoxication and finally eruption into poetry...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/20/2006
Futile Search reviews
Written on: Friday, April 28, 2006, 9:16:54 PM... When comes sabbath, I get down on my fait... this was inspired by that
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/19/2006 - Complete
Euphoria reviews
Written on: Monday, September 12, 2005, 11:09:16 PM... I was in one of my classes and got struck by a woman.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/19/2006 - Complete
Duplicity reviews
Written on: Friday, August 08, 2003, 1:58:19 PM... I believe I had just been struck with an epiphany of the duality of the mind
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/19/2006 - Complete
A Mans Amend
I wrote this: Monday, February 07, 2005, 2:19:40 AM... I believe it's a pretty straight forward representation of my feelings at that time.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Published: 7/19/2006 - Complete
A Revelation reviews
Written on: Saturday, May 28, 2005, 12:29:55 AM... I got tired of people on that day, so I wrote about it...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/19/2006 - Complete