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Joined 07-24-06, id: 534204, Profile Updated: 03-10-09
Author has written 65 stories for General, Friendship, Life, Love, Nature, Family, and Young Adult.

"Poetry is thoughts that breathe, and words that burn."

--poet Thomas Gray

I'm eighteen, can't stop day-dreaming, and am terribly in love with my best friend.

To all who have and will review my work, I thank you kindly. Review me and I'll return the favor.

Feedback of any kind is always greatly appreciated.

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disco hearts by young and the reckless reviews
i spin rainbows
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 8 - Published: 10/6/2010 - Complete
Metro Station by Laura Schiller reviews
The subway marks its stopping with a sigh.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/16/2009 - Complete
This Is War? by Alyosha Karamazov reviews
having trouble swallowing the pill that is some branches of organized religion lately. This happened.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/20/2009 - Complete
My brother, swollen eyes by amavian reviews
it is not easy to be a wife to him.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/25/2009 - Complete
chakra by diffident reviews
. the answer is a fleeting thing, like a wisp of smoke on a windy day . realize your potential .
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 2 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 4/11/2009 - Published: 11/25/2008
eat ME by rosary of ashes of dawn reviews
to devour the flesh of your beating breast.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/2/2008 - Complete
CAROLINE by kit feral reviews
I never talked to Caroline. I only loved her sixty five percent, and she had the kind of blonde hair that turns brown when it's wet, and I don't like brunettes.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 649 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 18 - Published: 9/21/2008 - Complete
Der Mond und Himmel by Alyosha Karamazov reviews
Definitely in progress. Very spontaneous. Feeling very open to suggestions. Or anything you feel like mentioning.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/24/2007
Earl Grey by Monochrome Lovers reviews
ode to the coming of summer and tea.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/13/2007 - Complete
Friday Nights by Alyosha Karamazov reviews
just some nothing.... about the other night. I guess I was inspired or something.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/26/2006 - Complete
Control by Tuck reviews
When the fighting gets a little too physical. WARNING: this is M/M! (AKA slash) in additon, there's violence, swearing, making out and mention of sex.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 679 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/11/2006
Blood Brother by amavian reviews
my brother puts his mouth on mine.
Poetry: Family - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/20/2006
Sadly Spetember by Alyosha Karamazov reviews
just read it, alright?
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/11/2006
Journey On by Testament to Youth in Verse reviews
Drawn gossamer from the spinnerets in our hearts
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 7/25/2006 - Published: 7/24/2006
Fifty Blocks And Two Miles by Etheral
The night a friendship ended.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/24/2006
Happy by Testament to Youth in Verse reviews
And the irony of our situation is never far from hitting me
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/23/2006
Skin, Teeth, and Nails by i am pookie reviews
Love was never so informal.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,102 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 7/20/2006 - Published: 7/19/2006 - Complete
Westerns by S Noelle Long reviews
"...and your hands make me wish/ i could find a ghost town..."
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/15/2006
The Replacement Waltz by Luke Rounda reviews
When you toss and turn in the morning after no sleep, trying to become comfortable again. It's a dance move.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/15/2006
the dying tree by diffident reviews
. he didn't say goodbye when he stepped into the fire .
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 300 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 5 - Published: 4/10/2006
BP vs apathy by diffident reviews
. i have no more words for her .
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/8/2006
Marionettesque by Luke Rounda
Everyone loves the sound of stringed instruments.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/7/2005
Watercolour Room by heroin zombie reviews
What has a room in America become?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 3 - Published: 4/29/2005
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bus rider reviews
Because we're all a bit schizophrenic.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 282 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 4 - Published: 11/23/2009
crash reviews
It is seven-twenty-three when Mr. Pilch's plane goes down.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/16/2009
My Composition reviews
From an Eng Comp. class. "I come from frying beetles with Pops’ magnifying glass when I was young, when I was blonde, on his and Gram’s back porch. From unearthing worms and grubs and watching how grasshoppers’ tireless legs fold, bend at their hinges."
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 463 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/1/2009 - Complete
diner reviews
Sometimes you're not supposed to be with the person you love. Constructive crit. greatly appreciated.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 389 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/28/2009 - Complete
Sunday mornings reviews
I sit at the dock’s edge with a half-empty glass / of mint tea. You are the last ice cube, / melting, clinking against the side. / The cube melts. I’m losing something.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/1/2009 - Complete
Farmhand reviews
I bought a hand-carved barn swallow figurine from an old woman at my aunt's neighborhood yardsale. This is that event in poetry form.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/1/2009 - Complete
The Grocer's reviews
The man has sunburn on his upper arms. Some of it has begun to peel. He looks beyond them, into the squash field on the other side of the road. It’s green, and white and orange-tinted squash lie on their sides like dead, misshapen birds.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,933 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/1/2009 - Complete
I want to keep her reviews
For my girlfriend. "I want to keep her in the attic of my heart, where she can breathe my blood and feel the meaty pulse of my organs."
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/4/2009 - Complete
Grave Digging reviews
I buried my pet frog last night. This is a general overview not in my usual style of that event. Rated for language.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/4/2009 - Complete
Your Voice reviews
A mountain keeps an echo deep inside itself. / That’s how I hold your voice. / It is a rumbling, inner-spirit noise / that I hear with all my senses.... Inspired by Rumi
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/3/2008 - Complete
my ivory landscape reviews
Tonight, up in the attic, / the crisp smell of daytime will fade / as honey-colored light dims in the windows…
Poetry: Nature - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 306 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/1/2008 - Complete
to the tsar's son reviews
he is sad and somber, my lonely swallow with a dark ruby breast...
Poetry: Nature - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/21/2008 - Complete
of love and frankenstein's monster reviews
The world rejects me, as it did Frankenstein's monster. Naturally, we find compaionship in each other.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 711 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/3/2008 - Complete
i used to cry for flowers
But just when everyone takes a last, shuddering breath, she returns again, budding, twinkling with dew, blooming…
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/3/2008 - Complete
homophobic conversation reviews
my girlfriend’s mother called me today... this is me ranting about it.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 278 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/14/2008 - Complete
A Love of Great Design reviews
One night as sunset danced across her face, I studied her lips’ curves and colors...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/13/2008 - Complete
flee by sea reviews
The eve of travels found me bare and lying in my master’s bed he came with haste, for me to care, to plead I hear each word he said...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 285 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/30/2007 - Complete
plant dreams reviews
My language is secrets poured into honey jars, left idle to grow thick and sweet for you...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/30/2007 - Complete
opposite to fever reviews
you’re hyde around a dark alley corner, cracking your knuckles and gnashing your teeth...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/30/2007 - Complete
Titleless reviews
eyeballs rolling in soggy sockets, eyelashes batting Mozart tunes to the walls...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/30/2007 - Complete
college number 2 reviews
We moved my sister back into her dorm. A summary of that day.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 262 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/30/2007 - Complete
beauty named reviews
when beauty came to him as though a knife pressed hard against his anxious, nervous throat...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/18/2007 - Complete
i couldnt find the ignition reviews
they call me roethke as i sleep among the rotting clumps of radishes
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/8/2007 - Complete
somewhere i have a spine
i wish upon your perfect pores, i study each intently
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Published: 6/8/2007 - Complete
oh the evil dragon has left us all
with only the small dignity i dream, i swear to make myself a better girl...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Published: 6/8/2007 - Complete
we go by many names
then i stand with the jwalkers and smoke tobacco near stadiums
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Published: 6/8/2007 - Complete
you'll be sad when you read this reviews
i haven't SIed in three months. i want to. poem i wrote about it, nothing too graphic. should or shouldn't i SI? let me know in a review.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/5/2007 - Complete
Candle reviews
It's a good thing I don't own a gun.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/5/2007 - Complete
To make a fortress from all these blessings reviews
As the silent clingings swept through me, dancing as cubes in a glass dance...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/21/2006 - Complete
Antiquity reviews
He never talks to me about it.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/21/2006 - Complete
To Dream of Such an Evening
I slept you in my mind, woke with dreary stubbornness to negate color and light...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 296 - Published: 12/21/2006 - Complete
Petal reviews
Eyelashes leaning toward a fluttering irony...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/21/2006 - Complete
making the memorial
For Doctor King.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Published: 12/21/2006 - Complete
Glory
It became a hideous reminder of the purple birds burned across the sky...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Published: 12/21/2006 - Complete
Upon an Untimely Deck
From unbridled, swirling lips...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/21/2006 - Complete
Ephemeral dusk reviews
Forgetting my plot I scuffle, tucking away a message, introducing it to my idle breast pocket, where it shall sleep a slumber undisturbed...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 375 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/16/2006 - Complete
tribyoote to ishmale reed reviews
Dedicated to the poet Ishmael Reed, writer of "beware: do not read this poem"
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 328 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/24/2006
The untold mistress reviews
The snaking of her uppercase L, it curves, it swerves along a railroad
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/24/2006
My unromantic reviews
Sliding back to relevence, I falter on the border of speech and babble
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 383 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/24/2006
These acts He won't condone or so you say reviews
I am what I was born to be, for He knows what will become of me...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 262 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/4/2006
Pyramid man
Our shoeprints danced arguments across the boards
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Published: 8/29/2006
Train
There was movement in the trees, I chased it with my eyes as I clambered for a match
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 478 - Published: 8/28/2006
Front seat reviews
I caught him at a glance, seated in his car and pulling out of the public library. This is for him.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/24/2006
I drum my nickname reviews
I will detonate, impede the strike of hilarity that upturns me
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 306 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/20/2006
Arms reviews
Having watched a YouTube clip of Criss Angel pulling a woman in half, I wrote this.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/20/2006
Changes reviews
Fireplaces spark alive at the hint of autumn air
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/10/2006
My me and you desire reviews
I'll pass my hands over your scars. (Mature audiences only.)
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/6/2006
Musings reviews
Particularly morbid
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/5/2006
Just a small reminder reviews
You make me cold, babe
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/4/2006
Where has honor gone? reviews
I return to the bottle, self-loathing awaits
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/4/2006
The Color Yellow reviews
My drabbling mind won't let this go
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 488 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/3/2006
Underlying motives reviews
I hurt myself
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/3/2006
My oh my reviews
You flowed away and I don't know why
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/31/2006
Studying reviews
I study you
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/31/2006
Hideous reviews
She laughs at my hideous, pitiful skin, pokes out the stitches I've wrapped myself in
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/31/2006
Roots reviews
Cankering roots debated for my eyes
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/31/2006
This bleeding tree reviews
A lifetime had oozed from the cracks in the bark
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/31/2006
The air we breathe reviews
All while her eyes are sleeping
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/31/2006
Opaque reviews
Mountain-bound hills tumble from the horizon
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/31/2006
Violet spring reviews
Lately my lips like the company of hers
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/29/2006
Too familiar reviews
Combed through the knots she found in the bliss, thinning her skin and blaming her wrists
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/29/2006
An ozone ago
The memory drapes itself over this window...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Published: 7/29/2006
Everything he thinks reviews
On the back burner I scorch her
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/28/2006
I dreamt reviews
Acrylic flowers heavy in the breeze, splayed my hands across piano keys
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/28/2006
Owl reviews
She found me in an owl, tapped my spineless shoulder
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/28/2006