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Joined 10-09-06, id: 543187
Author has written 59 stories for Love, Religion, Life, Friendship, Work, Essay, Young Adult, Supernatural, General, and Romance.

First off, Hi. I'm Hope. I must have a million nick names. Mostly Hopie, Hoho, and Hopist though.

"They will see us waving from such great heights “Come down now,” they’ll say But everything looks perfect from far away “Come down now,” but we’ll stay"

I am:

--Christian

--Hopist

--hopelessly in love

--utterly cool (lol)

--one to make jokes

--aquarius

"and she knows that she's more than just a little misunderstood she has trouble acting normal when shes nervous"

I am utterly obsessed with quotes. I have an entire wall (and its growing to two others) in my personal living room that are COMPLETELY covered with quotes. :D

Book Worms will rule the world. (After we finish the background reading)

I have:

--an amazing best friend, Moony, who puts up with all my crap.

--an incredible relationship with the man I love

--a strong relationship with God

--friends that I adore

--a family that I am forced to love

I'd be happy to die for a taste of what Angel had Someone to live for Unafraid to say 'I love you'

I am not:

--a man

--stupid

--someone who can drive

--a republican

--a democrat

--able to be labeled (correctly)

Don't tell me the sky's the limit when there are foot prints on the moon!

and last but not least: DON'T DRINK WATER! FISH HAVE SEX IN IT!

also: LIVEbackwards101: haha! I'm on crack!

Please comment on my older ones too! thank you!

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stupid me reviews
yay for heartbreak.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 30 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 12/11/2006 - Complete
mom knows best sometimes reviews
this is about a few people i know and it's roughly based off a song. enjoy!
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 317 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/11/2006 - Complete
Coffee and Fate reviews
about how close me sometimes come and how if we just looked up, we could see our destiny.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/2/2006 - Complete
I'm so Tired reviews
My first song fic ever. please be nice.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 780 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/15/2006 - Complete
jealousy reviews
what happens when you give a boy your heart but he leaves you and because your friends, insists on telling you every detail of him and another girl? this.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/15/2006 - Complete
wobble wobble goes her heart reviews
i suck at titles basically, if you hate gays, dont read. if you dont them, then read. i think its sweet and it made me happy. :D
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/14/2006 - Complete
i'll keep you in my heart reviews
but you don't really have the time for me anymore, do you? no bitterness. almost reflective.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11/14/2006 - Complete
wish you were here reviews
ok. i really need to get over how lame that title sounds. oh well. i suck at titles. but im pretty sure i can write. read it, please?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/14/2006 - Complete
not teen angst reviews
the ending was something i said to a friend. :D im so nice.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/12/2006 - Complete
romeo reviews
D read it. please review.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/12/2006 - Complete
My Song reviews
I stood there, in front of everyone, and sang for you while you nearly left. perhaps, this is a dream of a very tone deaf girl? my point is that i like it.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/11/2006 - Complete
My Visit to the Shrink reviews
a poem about going to a shrink, not liking it, but more importantly, needing it. a trip inside my brain on darker days.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/11/2006 - Complete
A Different Kind of Love UPDATED reviews
a bunch of short stories my stories I mean paragraphs really about the many different kinds of love. I'm sure more than one person won't agree with them all though. Ah, the beauty of freedom of speech is a beautiful thing, isn't it?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,551 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/11/2006 - Complete
my dirty laundry reviews
we all lie, but sometimes the little white lies become stained. then what?
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/7/2006 - Complete
words i cannot say reviews
oh yes. im loving this personal hell ive created for myself.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/6/2006 - Complete
my addiction reviews
have you ever been in a relationship where you felt like an addict and he was your drug? you needed him but you knew that eventually he would be the end of you?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/30/2006 - Complete
catastrophe reviews
somewhat short. but i like it. :D
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/24/2006 - Complete
is it reviews
some unanswered questions that ive been asking myself lately...
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/24/2006 - Complete
not over you reviews
a million wyas to try and forget, but i still come back to him...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/24/2006 - Complete
speechless reviews
its actually a short poem for a couple i know. :D
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 26 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/24/2006 - Complete
tryst reviews
you can give it, but its hard sometimes...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/24/2006 - Complete
betrayed reviews
this happened to day. and it hurts. it hurts.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/24/2006 - Complete
your smile reviews
this is about my and for my friends. ive seen a lot of them cry and go through a ton of hard stuff, and i would give anything to help them out.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/23/2006 - Complete
except from something reviews
i havent named it yet, actually, i havent written it, yet, but i was thinking and i saw this happen in my minjd so i wrote it down. review please and tell me if i should give up on it, or write more.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/22/2006 - Complete
you save me reviews
this is for a friend who has rescused me many times, someone who has kept me from drowning in despair.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10/22/2006 - Complete
changed me
this is about my transformation...
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Published: 10/22/2006 - Complete
The Factory reviews
of love, perhaps? its about being used, like another toy made on the assembly line. and being haunted by those memories
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/21/2006 - Complete
how was i to know?
again, for everyone, i SUCK at titling. : anyway, this is about a girl who falls for a guy who's taken and he likes her back... also, it ends with someone crying...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Published: 10/21/2006 - Complete
Out of the Storm
this is a short story i entered in a state wide i think it was state wide anyway contest. i didnt win, but i have gotten good feedback! i hope you like it. its not that long, and ive work real hard on it. reviews, anyone?
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,769 - Published: 10/19/2006 - Complete
i am reviews
basically how i feel a lot!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/19/2006 - Complete
time reviews
this feels like my life right now. bleh. basically about waiting around for the person you love and adore while they go and don't even bother to call you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/19/2006 - Complete
Back to basics oh the pain reviews
ok. wow. similiar themes seem to be coming up. apperently, there's stuff i was unaware i had to deal with. : it's about being stuck in a relationship when you've given everything and you feel like you've gotten nothing bacl
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/19/2006 - Complete
anymore
oh, those messy relationships...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Published: 10/19/2006 - Complete
Thankful
yay. another christian poem. somewhat like solid ground, but i didn't write this one at church. i actually started to sing some of it before i got it down on paper. still, its not a song. :D
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Published: 10/19/2006 - Complete
all those lies reviews
basically about how sad suicide is and how upsetting life can be...i think...it's old...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/17/2006 - Complete
yesterday's news reviews
somewhat based off a song. it's an old one, but basically, about a million ways to deal. but none are good.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/17/2006 - Complete
Fly
one of my favorite. about a girl, an angel, who's stuck on earch.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Published: 10/17/2006 - Complete
Can't you See what you're doing to me? aka: fallin
basically a poem about a boy that the girl cant get enough of. :D
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Published: 10/17/2006 - Complete
High School Football Games
this is all about how often i see relationships form from a one night shot and how often they dont work out...maybe this one will... for Ling and Alex. In memory of me and Jake and me and Lee and me and Will.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Published: 10/17/2006 - Complete
Memories of Us
a poem for an old friend... sometimes things aren't what they seem. he sure wasn't...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Published: 10/17/2006 - Complete
What they Think reviews
everyone wonders what their friends think about them...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/17/2006 - Complete
My Depression
wrote it in youth group after a 'Bad Day'. I hope you like it.. i like the imagery
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/17/2006 - Complete
We Pray for Peace
here's something i feel very strongly about.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Published: 10/17/2006 - Complete
The Aftermath
this is about what happens when you tell someone your secrets, you spill your soul out to them, and they don't get it, so they ask a million questions trying to understand, but they never will...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Published: 10/17/2006 - Complete
Busy Busy Work Work
i had this in my head all day one day at work, so I wrote it down. :D
Poetry: Work - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 22 - Published: 10/17/2006 - Complete
3 Words reviews
this is about a relationship where the guy isn't sure...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 28 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/17/2006 - Complete
This Gift My Curse
something from a song, almost. Again, I was depressed when I wrote it. Anyway, again, short and pretty much to the point.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 33 - Published: 10/17/2006 - Complete
For A Friend
basically about a girl and how unsure she is about one of her friends and just friendship in general.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Published: 10/17/2006 - Complete
Side Dish
This somewhat makes the reader think worse than my actual experience, but I think the feeling is similiar and I think everyone has felt this pain before.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/17/2006 - Complete
His
Part 2. Not that you really have to read one before or after the other. This one's from the guy's point of view.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Published: 10/17/2006 - Complete
Hers reviews
Part One of a set of Poems. Part 2 is coming up right after. This one's from a girl's point of view in a sad relationship that messed up.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/17/2006
Hope Dangles on a String reviews
Was listening to some music and being very depressed. This nearly caused some bad damage. Very short, very simple, very to the point. Not exactly my usual style, but whatev!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 24 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/17/2006 - Complete
Drunk off Love
Again, a problem naming it. It's about a failed romance and some ways people try to get over the pain.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Published: 10/17/2006 - Complete
Spinning reviews
This somewhat happened to me and I jumped at the chance to write about it. :D
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/17/2006 - Complete
Benny
Long story and I doubt most if any people will really understand completely the pain that goes into this poem. I still quite like it though.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Published: 10/17/2006 - Complete
2 in One
about a very much failed romance I had... :
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Published: 10/17/2006 - Complete
Not lonely
I'm not exactly sure what to say about this one. I had a real problem naming it though but, then again, when don't I?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Published: 10/17/2006 - Complete
Solid Ground reviews
My first and right now, only Christian poem. TA DAAAAAAAAAAAA! Hope you like it.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/17/2006 - Complete
Remoeo and Juliet
Yeah. So, I thought 'If Silverstein can do it, why can't I' and Presto! A poem.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Published: 10/17/2006 - Complete