Mosh Pit.back/then

I live in a mosh pit of 15 yr olds banging their heads to the beat at a rock concert. A mosh pit describes me in a way. Not the sweat, not the violence, but the different personalities in a mosh pit. Either its jumping up and down-just how you once did on your bed- or singing along with the band-how your scream at the top of your lungs in your rooms listing to itunes- or bashing your head all together-how you once did to get you hair out of your face- or the main thing going to a concert, seeing your band, and having a fucking blast of a time.

Then 12/24/07

I’m Monica I do go by Mosh by some people. I’m almost 15 on 1/17 and I’m a freshman at Steele. I can either be one of your friends or an unknown stranger. No I can not be your worst enemy because I’m not wicked enough to hate people or through good comebacks. Also I can not be your worst nightmare because I let people say things they want since I barley have a backbone to stand up for myself. I stress over what people think about me and when friends are mad at me. I can’t give dirty looks I always laugh. I only have four moods to me and those would be I can be happy, very depressed, livid, or board out of my mind. I never talk to people I don’t know, I’m way to shy and quiet. I do keep to myself, my emotions are always written all over my face though. I hate being alone if I am I just hide. I like to hide a lot its easy, but sometimes it would just be easier to disappear into the world with nothing holding you back. I have seen what high school does to some people which is sad and good, it either changes you for the better or worse. I have noticed who my true friends are and the ones who aren’t that I just stood by to long in life. I have been starting to become depressed a lot and just wanting everything to end for me. But I'm too much of a wimp to actually stop living my life. The way I live my life is only by "what if's" and its dragging me deepier and deepier into the hole.

Then 10/3/08

I'm Monica. There is nothing you need to know but I am an sarcastic, gay (not literally), asshole who always gets writers block. I'm nothing special, entertaining, or interesting, don't even try to get inside my head, cause it will never happen since I'm barley ever inside either.

Far away 3/14/10

Alot has changed since I've wrote these stories. I remember every single on and where I wanted them to go. I may continue some, or try at that matter. I've written a few but stopped. I never know how to continue. But for now, I'll listen to music that will inspire me to write when it's time, and it will be soon I'm hoping.

Now I'm here 5/23/11

I'm back. I'm about to graduate high school soon. I'm slowly getting back into writing.

Info?

I need to update badly, and it sucks because I'm on someone elses tower and it doesnt have any of my memory which sucks. But I'm still going to update more, i really want to start on A Cup Of Novels of A Secret Lifestyle, Please, Disfunctional Teens Addixs, and The Gift of Lust and The Birth of Love. Eyes of Life is taking a little while since its a supernatural, so I'm still trying to write the first chapter. My DTA true story going to take awhile though, but I can't wait to start it, its like Go Ask Alice in a way. But I'm going to start a new story about two best friends, I had it all figured out but I toally forgot so I have to think of a new plot. Also I'm going to be writing about 3 best friends entering high school and how it changes them. Ahhh I can't wait to start more, and I think I'm going to start writing some with famous people in them, I really want to write a Craig Owens story, I love him, but I'm going to try to update this week.

Those are never going to be updated . -_-

Contact me?

My Space: http:///140747403

Tumblr: http://

Email: _the_disco@

AIM: moshhh sayz

Quizilla: http:///users/heysup.mosh/

Updates.

I don't plan on any updates soon...

June 17, 2007-Love and Karma for the Game and the Player;one shot(hah, I think it's funny in away)

June 23, 2007-The Failure and Forgivness of Them;Chapter 1-5(I corrected the story)

July 8, 2007-Payback of His Heart;Chapter 1(finally got it out)

August 24, 2007- I went to Warped Tour 2007 in SD, so fucking fun, it was my first concert ever, i wish Paramore went to SD, but i still saw Chiodos :)

August 25, 2007-Crash Life of Bloody Chaos;Chapter 1

October 4, 2008-The Dose of Depressions;Chapter 1 and 2

Previews.

Eyes Of Life-Supernatural/Romance.

Eyes, they could sometimes explain your whole life. When 10 teens with different color eyes what can you except. What do they all find in common with each other? Life? Eyes? Different? These eyes were only for them, them to find there lives of each other.

Sellout of Souls-Romance/Drama.

He fucked her up completly. Why? He got high with her best friend a week before there freshman year? He's the one that gave her her first beer that night? He took her first kiss that night? or, He pulled out a gun and threatin to shoot her? A week before Alice, Renee, and Melinda start freshman year, Alice brother Johnny offeres to get them high. Both Alice and Renee except, but Melinda refuses. But see Johnny and Melinda had always had a good friendship going but when he started high school it changed. That night Alice tells Melinda, Renee bailed out, and just wanted Melinda to be there with her. But that night changed Melinda completely. No, she didn't get high, but her ex best friend's brother made her scared of life. Now it junior year, Melinda an outcast, she scared of anyone. When Johnny finally finds out from the school therapist why she an outcast from over hearing the conversation. He knows he scared the girl that once trully believed in him a long time ago he must help her. Now he tells the story of Melinda as he's been watching her from afar for 3 years now, but now he needs her the most in his life.

The High Flips of Love-Romance/Adventure

She used to love to race motercylces till he came along. They would always battle for first place till one day on June 26,2005 it went to far. She got hurt and quit her dream and left the guy who ruined it for her. Now just turning 18 she goes to Del Mar and see's him doing the flips she once knew. He spotts her walking and wanted to try once again to get her dream back and get the girl he had a crush on.

A Cup Of Novels of A Secret Lifestyle, Please-Romance/Humor

He was the best player on the soccer team, and the known heartrob through town. She was the quiet pretty girl who let no one notice her. He had a secret he kept from everyone, she was the only one who knew it. When two people with very different life style stumble into the one place they have in common, lets just say its hard to explain.

Disfunctional Teens Addixs-Drama/Young Adult

A young girl that was royalty fucked up. Her life was a story waiting to be told, she has been through it all, everything. Now as she's getting older by the clock, she still the girl who fucks shit up. But most importantly she's just trying to make everything right, well in her own way. True Story

The Gift of Lust and The Birth of Love-Romance/Young Adult

There first night of moans came out all wrong, they thought it was love, it was lust insted. He knew it she knew it, he didn't say anything, she did. "I think we need a break for awhile" she said wrapping his blanket around herself after there first night of plesure. She lost hers, he thought he won her. The gift of lust for him chagned everything for him. "I need you to keep a eye on her while where apart" he said to his best friend. "Why, she not going to go off and fuck some random dudes" his best friend said to him. "Just fucking do it for me" he told him walking away. It was his mistake for him asking his best friend to keep an eye on her because love was being born between him and her. Cupid was finally coming out of his fucking tunnle of a love triangle.

One day these might be in your local book store.

Ha, I'm to funny.