Tsaikai
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Joined 02-10-07, id: 556357, Profile Updated: 03-22-16
Author has written 69 stories for Life, General, Politics, Fantasy, Religion, Fable, Action, Friendship, Young Adult, Love, Romance, Fantasy, Song, Spiritual, General, and War.

Tsaikai,

is just another way to read my name.

I do bite and kick other people, but I do it for a reason. Don't be scared for I'm a mere existence you may only see in a monitor... no? -laughs-

PMs and e-mails are most welcome. Greetings for you and some nice little chat for me, perhaps?

An open-minded person, you are welcome to talk about just anything.

A link for my other works --> www.fanfiction.net/soliddreamer or you can also visit --> http:// ayakaia . deviantart . com/

I'd recommend my DA account for a better reading experience, though. FPress tends to ruin my story format while DA let me upload my work in PDF files. Better yet, they're downloadable so you can read 'em on the go (as if, hahaha...)

Well...

Grace for you who have stopped by and bothered to read,

-bows-

"May in some other place we meet."


Mental issue is a real issue.
Umh, you might find this awkward, or even annoying (because this is a sensitive issue, I know that much). But I am a person who has been involved with this topic for quite some time. I could assure you that mental health is as important as physical health. Thus, mental issue is not something to be taken lightly.
If you have a mental issue or is involved with a person who has it and you need someone to talk to, come talk to me. It's alright.
It is, alright.
You may tell me your name or stay anonymous.
You may ask for response or just spill your heart out.
I'm not here to judge; I put this announcement here because I know how hard things with mental issues could get some time.
And sometimes, it is easier to talk to a stranger.
So, yeah, I'm here to help. It's not much, I know, but if I could be of any assistance to you, I would be happy to comply.
To have a mental issue is not a weakness. It does not mean you're a failure. You're just as fine as other people, perhaps even better than some.
So come talk to me if you need a company. You're welcome to my message inbox, anytime :)


28/12/2013

I... am back. Will try to reply any incoming reviews from now on. I'm really sorry to you guys who has written reviews but didn't get any reply from me! I simply didn't want to thank you with empty words with no feeling *headshot*

Okay, see you around then!

07/07/2015

URGENTLY need a beta reader. Mostly to find typos and any plot hole (if there's any). Please feel free to contact me if you feel interested :) Oh, writings are done in Bahasa Indonesia.

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Soldier
To whom is your association? To whom is your association! My association is the human race. (Rated T for language)
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,377 - Published: 7/22 - Complete
Last One Standing
You wonder if you had tried hard enough. You wish you had, tried hard enough.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Published: 7/21 - Complete
Winterhold
Here I stand, with arms open to the worst of enemies
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Published: 5/3 - Complete
Matrix Fence
Another wall? Nah, just a fence.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Published: 4/19 - Complete
Old Dreams
Old dreams, bloom anew
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Published: 4/10 - Complete
Hujan, Turun
Maka nanti-nanti tiap ada yang bilang hujan itu merepotkan, akan kubalas dengan tawa dan seruan 'Persetan'.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - Indonesian - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Published: 4/10 - Complete
Tattle Tale
God, why did You unite us?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Published: 4/7 - Complete
Fifth Page
What's on my fifth page?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Published: 3/30 - Complete
Hujan Turun
Lihatlah, kau bilang, langit tengah murka.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - Indonesian - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Published: 3/22 - Complete
Welder
But without a path no way can be built. No road, no street, no tunnel, no bridge.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Published: 3/13 - Complete
Keeper's Note
Keep me, and I will keep you.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Published: 3/13 - Complete
18 and 19
One is even and one is odd.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Published: 2/20 - Complete
Subtle Fuck Off
You know what, let's just don't talk.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 404 - Published: 1/17 - Complete
Pintu dan Tuhan
Atas nama pintu-pintu kesempatan
Poetry: General - Rated: K - Indonesian - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Published: 12/1/2015 - Complete
In The Perfect, World
But perfect world does not exist.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,091 - Published: 10/30/2015 - Complete
Built of Guilt
"Don't listen to those voices," you warned. "They're lying."
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,223 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/30/2015 - Complete
Cobalt
Surrounding this town was a pine forest. Sometimes I found myself searching until the edge of this town too, but I had never entered the forest. Something forbade me.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 478 - Published: 10/26/2015 - Complete
Kai
"Nothing is wrong with being angry. When somebody hurt you, you gain the right to hurt them back."
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,004 - Published: 9/28/2015
Kye's Wall reviews
Kye stared. And stared. And stared. "You guys... don't have a wall?"
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,447 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/23/2015 - Complete
Rants of the Two Idiots VI: Drowning
A grudging face and a grunt. An annoying laughter and a naughty grin.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Published: 9/15/2015 - Complete
Lagu Bawa Perasaan
"Kalau memang segampang itu," kamu menggerutu. "Tidak akan aku susah-susah mencari lagu yang pas buat kamu."
Fiction: General - Rated: K - Indonesian - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 429 - Published: 9/10/2015 - Complete
Toeng!
"Hey, pergi gak pakai pamit," aku tertawa melihat si belalang yang mendadak saja meloncat pergi begitu mendengar pekerjaanku sudah usai.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - Indonesian - Chapters: 1 - Words: 439 - Published: 8/26/2015 - Complete
Penjaga Malam
"Rhay? Tenang aja, ini kan baru jam sembilan lewat sedikit," Se-chan meraih tanganku lalu memutarnya sampai aku melihat ke jam tanganku. "Matahari terbitnya masih lama kok..."
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - Indonesian - Friendship/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 12,132 - Published: 8/22/2015 - Complete
Paham, Bukumu?
Ini kisah di sebuah negeri, yang penduduknya terbagi antara penduduk berbuku merah dan berbuku biru.
Fiction: Spiritual - Rated: K - Indonesian - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 627 - Published: 8/21/2015 - Complete
Mencari Awal
Aku selalu menuliskan namaku sebagai Arson Atmaja. Tidak banyak yang tahu bahwa nama yang tertera di segala dokumen resmiku memiliki satu kata lagi di tengah. Nama yang terasa sangat asing di telinga, seasing wajah yang tampak setiap kali aku bercermin. "Ryuuhei."
Fiction: General - Rated: T - Indonesian - Drama/Family - Chapters: 13 - Words: 19,535 - Published: 7/25/2015 - Complete
Hujan Musim Panas reviews
Empat anak nakal yang baik hati. Satu anak kecil yang senang mengekor kian-kemari. Pasangan muda yang hangat. Bertemu dengan seorang anak perempuan yang terbuang. Kemudian, empat anak nakal yang baik hati versus Perdana Menteri. Jadi apa?
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - Indonesian - Friendship/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 12,924 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/9/2015 - Complete
Suatu Hari reviews
Suatu hari, aku kehilangan ingatanku.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - Indonesian - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,497 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/9/2015 - Complete
Daftar Hitam
Ah, kalian cuma iri.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - Indonesian - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Published: 1/17/2015 - Complete
Selamat Datang
Selamat datang di negeri para bajingan.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - Indonesian - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/17/2015 - Complete
Para Pengempas Kacang
Bagimu para pengempas kacang ini sungguh dungu; sebab adil bukanlah bijak.
Poetry: Politics - Rated: K+ - Indonesian - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 290 - Published: 1/17/2015 - Complete
Putri Cantik reviews
Putri Cantik, Putri Cantik. Punya siapa?
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - Indonesian - Drama/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/4/2014 - Complete
Toss and Turn reviews
Toss and turn. Back and forth. Inside out? Sip. My. Blood.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/4/2014 - Complete
Relativitas Waktu reviews
Bukan macam tuak yang kian lama kian berbau. Biar sebentar, sudah menyatu.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - Indonesian - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/4/2014 - Complete
Tidur
Lirik lagu dari cerita 'Hilang Satu' untuk adegan saat Wira bermain gitar sambil bernyanyi ketika Nadine tengah terbaring demam di depan TV
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - Indonesian - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Published: 8/1/2014 - Complete
Bulan reviews
Bulan, mungkin aku sudah jadi gila
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - Indonesian - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/1/2014 - Complete
Kisah Pangeran
"Panggilanmu semakin panjang saja, Pa-du-ka Yang Mulia," aku menyambut tangan Caelum yang terulur seraya mengoloknya.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K - Indonesian - Friendship/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 2,744 - Published: 7/25/2014
Jauh-Dekat
Sobat, kalau semua anak muda di negeri ini seperti dirimu, apa jadinya negeri ini, Sobat?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - Indonesian - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/25/2014 - Complete
Hilang Satu reviews
Hilang satu. Jangan lari. Majulah, pelan-pelan.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - Indonesian - Family/Friendship - Chapters: 15 - Words: 27,851 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 7/25/2014 - Published: 7/18/2014 - Complete
Bulan Hijau di Langit Biru reviews
"Siang menenun, petang melamun. Tidaklah kenal penat, asal jumpa harta karun!"
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - Indonesian - Poetry/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 348 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/19/2014 - Complete
Land of Hurricanes
"Yue!" panggil pemuda itu lantang. "It's Lidans from the North, not Lidans from the West! Hey, how can I go forth? Yue, my heart you arrest!"
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - Indonesian - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 12 - Words: 22,488 - Published: 7/19/2014 - Complete
Like
I'd like to...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Published: 3/24/2014 - Complete
Box of Depression reviews
Welcome to the box of depression
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/10/2014 - Complete
Paduka Kou dan Yashina (Kou Heika to Yashina) reviews
Sudah menjadi rahasia umum bahwa Yang Mulia Kou menaruh hati pada Yashina. Sudah menjadi rahasia umum bahwa Yashina memiliki perasaan yang sama. Dan, sudah menjadi rahasia umum bahwa Yashina selalu menolak kehendak Sang Raja.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - Indonesian - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 12 - Words: 14,545 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 1/12/2014 - Published: 1/7/2014
Meticulous reviews
And so this morning or tonight, I will leave my seat.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/5/2014 - Complete
Get Me
Get me somewhere high and far
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Published: 1/5/2014 - Complete
Let's Play Pretend reviews
I'll join your game
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/23/2013 - Complete
A Search for the Devil
Reflection. Reflection was the clue.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Mystery/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,194 - Published: 7/19/2013 - Complete
That Guy Over There and A Bunch of Paperwork reviews
I tried to enter his sphere more than often, but all I got when I stepped in was North Pole. So sole and freezing, yet it had its own charm I couldn't just leave.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 534 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/19/2013 - Complete
ある日
ある日、記憶をなくした。
Fiction: General - Rated: K - Japanese - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,834 - Published: 6/30/2013 - Complete
Pakai Akal, Gunakan Hati reviews
Lebih kencang tidak sama dengan lebih baik, TITIK.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - Indonesian - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/11/2012 - Complete
Jip dan Sen reviews
Hatiku sungguh senang dan musim panas masih panjang. Ya. Musim panas masih panjang.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - Indonesian - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,866 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/17/2010 - Complete
僕ら/なんで...かな?
kokoro wo kakushita kimi to yume wo misenai boku ha, nande deatta no kana?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - Japanese - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Published: 5/16/2010 - Complete
Scratch That: Thanks for Tonight
Full Title: Of Rants and Chants and Every Single Night... Scratch That: Thanks for Tonight
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Published: 5/16/2010 - Complete
Rants of the Two Idiots V: Something Scary reviews
This is a talk between me and you. "No, it's a talk I tell about you."
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/2/2010 - Complete
Rants of the Two Idiots IV: Against the Best reviews
Then, what's worse than worst?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/2/2010 - Complete
Rants of the Two Idiots III: The Hardest Part reviews
Ferocious eyes pierced through my numbing heart. Forcing me to talk, to spill. "To tell my will."
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/2/2010 - Complete
Rants of the Two Idiots II: The Reason I Go reviews
Playful eyes meet angry ones. Worried ones.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/2/2010 - Complete
Rants of the Two Idiots I: All is All Right reviews
One fact, for me, not to be denied. One fact that seemed just right.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/2/2010 - Complete
Decide reviews
A boy. A night. A decision. "Good-bye."
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/7/2009 - Complete
Bravery reviews
Kamu Berani." Sungguhkah?
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - Indonesian - Friendship/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/5/2009 - Complete
Bilik Batin reviews
“Biarin aja,” yang dipanggil Nal berkata cuek. “Gue muak. Dari atas sampe bawah, dosa semua. Udah waktunya dibersihin.”
Fiction: Action - Rated: T - Indonesian - Adventure/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,860 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/19/2007 - Complete
Seekor Katak dan Tempurung Kecilnya reviews
Sebetulnya, hanya pengembangan dari pepatah 'bagaikan katak dalam tempurung'...
Fiction: Fable - Rated: K - Indonesian - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 265 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Published: 9/19/2007 - Complete
Jangkrik Hanya reviews
Cerita tentang waktu yang latarnya dipenuhi suara jangkrik
Fiction: General - Rated: K - Indonesian - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 628 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/18/2007 - Complete
Aku bukan A tapi aku tahu C reviews
Gak perlu jadi ahli untuk tau tentang hal kayak gini.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - Indonesian - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/18/2007 - Complete
Sepotong Kebanggaan reviews
Kisah tentang seorang pelajar keras kepala yang enggan membuang harga dirinya.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K - Indonesian - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 307 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/18/2007 - Complete
Kisah Seorang Mahasiswa di Tahun 1998 reviews
Satu kata: MAHASISWA
Poetry: Politics - Rated: K+ - Indonesian - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 268 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 7 - Published: 5/14/2007 - Complete
Paket C reviews
Yang menderita akibat UAN bukan cuma murid, tapi juga wali murid.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - Indonesian - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,083 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Published: 4/23/2007
Saya Setan reviews
Manusia yang mirip setan apa setan yang mirip manusia?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - Indonesian - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 272 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 8 - Published: 3/2/2007 - Complete
Curhatan pada Tuhan reviews
Cuma permainan kata yang dikarang sama seorang pelajar stress pas jam pelajaran kosong...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - Indonesian - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 6 - Published: 2/14/2007 - Complete