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Author has written 20 stories for Family, Love, Action, Romance, Supernatural, Friendship, Young Adult, and Fantasy.

Tears of Deathwishxxx

I'm a writer who likes any and all types of stories. I've written on FanFiction.net for quite some time now. Soon, I will be writing here more often. But you can find me at the other site.

Upcoming Work:

Faded Existence: The Silver Bullet- Damijin Spade faces his greatest enemy yet: Vampires.


About the Faded Existence Series, Damijin Spade/The Snypa, etc.:

Originally, I intended to inject the series with a bit of Punishment, until I realize that some of them stood well on their own. I do have a couple of Spade/Castle meetings (one of which I intend to reboot, as it was my very first piece of writing on this site & I think I was just starting out.)

About Spade: Damijin Spade, according to me, thinks he has it all: a girl he loved who bore his two children, a sense of duty and honor after serving his country and coming home to serve his community. Spade thinks everything's looking up...until that fateful day that made him the Snypa. But aside from the vigilante, Spade, as a cop, is what BLAKKSTONE calls "Denzel's role in Training Day, but with more of an ethical core."

Invasion was an influence of me watching a MW2 walkthrough and wondering: "What if that shit happened in real life? What if someone grows enough balls to invade our country?"

After looking back on these entries of literature, I wish to reboot Spade's origin and I wish to reboot the end-quest he takes to end the life of his sons' killer. I was 15 when I began to write this series, and I didn't have a good grip on writing- though others around me called it a talent. In the coming re-working of Faded Existence, I swear to make Spade more flawed, even less human, and the series more visceral. I want to get deep into Spade's background: from his childhood, his martial arts training, and even deeper into his police days. So be looking out for it.


About Torrance Spade/Heartbreak:

The Heartbreak series will be the biggest time jump I can ever think of. It's not meant to tell the story of Spade in the future, but the story of his teenage offspring who is being raised by the United States Marshal hellbent on bringing him to justice. Heart to the Streets is canon and tied in directly with the Faded Existence series, though it takes place 16 years into the future. I would also like to add that this will also be getting a revamp as well.

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Eleven names by XanNex reviews
In the city of Calypso crime runs rampant, it has been a keep sake, people ignore it, and sometimes, its not even evident. Adam Hennings, has decided that the only way to live here is by fighting, and little does he know that after he becomes a hit man that his life in Calypso will change forever once he receives a strange request, to hunt eleven people.
Fiction: Action - Rated: T - English - Crime - Chapters: 30 - Words: 66,847 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 3/2 - Published: 5/3/2013 - Complete
Shadow Soldier: Hawaiian Killing Fields by Poseidon Productions reviews
The tropical paradise of Hawaii is in a four way gang war. Now only the mysterious vigilante known as the Shadow Soldier can stem the tide
Fiction: Action - Rated: M - English - Crime/Adventure - Chapters: 8 - Words: 14,422 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 2/25 - Published: 1/30/2012
THE SENTENCER: DETROIT DEATHTRAP by BLAKKSTONE reviews
Luther Jones, The Sentencer, brings the war to Motown.
Fiction: Action - Rated: M - English - Crime/Adventure - Chapters: 8 - Words: 13,743 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/16 - Complete
GUARD: Mission of Mercy by rdc88 reviews
GUARD's Haitian-born Hellraiser, Chuck Rochenoire, returns to his native land in the aftermath of the devastating 2010 earthquake. He soon finds himself involved with the problems facing a Christian-run orphanage.
Fiction: Action - Rated: M - English - Adventure - Chapters: 16 - Words: 50,291 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 3/3/2013 - Published: 4/13/2012 - Complete
CHARLES ROCHENOIRE : LOVE AND WAR by BLAKKSTONE reviews
CHARLES ROCHENOIRE of the G.U.A.R.D. heads to New York City for some down time. Things do not go as expected...
Fiction: Action - Rated: M - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 2 - Words: 8,461 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 3/12/2012 - Complete
Shadow Soldier: Origins by Poseidon Productions reviews
After his wife and daughters were killed by the mob, Drake Morgan takes the fight to them.
Fiction: Action - Rated: M - English - Adventure - Chapters: 8 - Words: 12,702 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 1/27/2012 - Published: 9/22/2011 - Complete
If I Shall Die Before You Wake by Roselyn Flores reviews
You saved me but for some reason I can't seem to save you. How is that fair? You promised you wouldn't go. YOU PROMISED! You can't die now! Not before I tell you. You need to know!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 27 - Words: 40,887 - Reviews: 390 - Favs: 105 - Follows: 96 - Updated: 12/2/2011 - Published: 3/24/2008
GUARD: New Friends by rdc88 reviews
A GUARD interlude. When professional mercenary Kurt Jager attends a party in his new apartment building, a conversation with a beautiful woman stirs up some old memories.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12,239 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/22/2011 - Complete
GUARD: Eye of The Serpent by rdc88 reviews
An early GUARD mission. The mercenary team is hired by a group of archeologists to escort them into Mexico's Yucatan rainforest to search for a mythical Mayan treasure. The security mission turns perilous when the team faces more danger than anticipated.
Fiction: Action - Rated: M - English - Adventure - Chapters: 3 - Words: 38,975 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/16/2011 - Complete
GUARD: Second Chances by rdc88
The origin story of how former German GSG-9 counter-terrorist commando Kurt Jager was recruited to an international team of Private Military Contractors known as GUARD, the Global Unconventional Aid, Rescue, and Defense organization .
Fiction: Action - Rated: M - English - Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13,721 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/8/2011 - Complete
Some Things Never Change by Roselyn Flores reviews
Chase used to have a normal life.Happy even.Too bad she can't remember it.Now sitting in a hospital bed,all she has left is short snippets of memories and the knowledge that she'd pushed her best friend, her love, away forever.Will he ever return?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 21,036 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 2/14/2011 - Published: 6/22/2010
Being A Single Mum by Mlae reviews
Layla Fuller is a single mum. Her son, Jason, becomes friends with a new worker at his nursery called Blake. Blake never thought that this friendship would lead to him finding someone he could love. But can he convince her to let him into her life?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 31 - Words: 137,514 - Reviews: 79 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 12/31/2010 - Published: 11/24/2008 - Complete
The Hired Gun by Urasei reviews
When you're a babyfaced little smart ass, who just happens to be employed in the family business AKA The Mob as a hitman, what's a man like Adien McAlly to do?
Fiction: Action - Rated: M - English - Crime/Humor - Chapters: 32 - Words: 98,768 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 9/28/2010 - Published: 9/22/2008 - Complete
The Golden Coin Heist by Elain'Hairikko
A violent gang takes over a small bank, the swat is called in, and an swat member almost loses his life.
Fiction: Action - Rated: M - English - Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,569 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/17/2010 - Complete
Reckoning by Twilight Starr reviews
May the Powers That Be go screw themselves. I hope they enjoy themselves more than I have been enjoying them doing me over. I'm a law breaker and a criminal. I'm not what I appear. People like to believe I'll be their savior. I think they're kidding me.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 14 - Words: 36,011 - Reviews: 192 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 4/24/2009 - Published: 8/25/2007
The Sins of Man by The Syn of Man reviews
Crime runs rampant, unstoppable and unchallenged. One man takes it upon himself to end crime, to bring light to this darkened world. To erase the world of it's sins, he will become a sinner himself, a cold blooded killer. To stop evil, you must be evil.
Fiction: Action - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Crime - Chapters: 6 - Words: 18,806 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 12/28/2008 - Published: 8/8/2008
Fayth Required by Twilight Starr reviews
COMPLETE! Bad guys are after Fayth because they want information. She has an entourage and becomes supermodel for her family's company, which she didn't want to do for a good reason. An arranged marriage also. Chances of survival? Slim.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Humor - Chapters: 11 - Words: 22,728 - Reviews: 106 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 5/15/2008 - Published: 8/17/2007 - Complete
I Don't Think We Should Roleplay Anymore by Kinderwhore reviews
It's kinda hard to take your boyfriend seriously when kinky Catholic-schoolgirl roleplays involves actual homework and school 'reports'... Rated to be safe. -COMPLETE-
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 19,517 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 2/17/2008 - Published: 6/14/2007 - Complete
THE SENTENCER: MONSTER MASH by BLAKKSTONE reviews
When a new breed of terror strikes down innocents, THE SENTENCER, and allies, must stop them...at any cost.
Fiction: Sci-Fi - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 5 - Words: 24,498 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/19/2008 - Complete
THE RAZORBACK: ENFANTS PERDUS by BLAKKSTONE reviews
Meet Josie Aldridge. She's Australian. She's cute. She's funny. She's got a temper. And she likes throwing knives. She's an assassin for hire in Japan. This...is one of her stories.
Fiction: Action - Rated: M - English - Adventure - Chapters: 2 - Words: 8,334 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/15/2008 - Complete
THE DOGsTHE SENTENCER: TIFFANY'S RAGE by BLAKKSTONE reviews
Tiffany Mitchell is a social worker in the ghetto. When a kid gets hurt on her watch, daddy gets involved. Her dad is Winston Mitchell, exvigilante turned covert operative. And he doesn't like his daughter in jeopardy. Also starring THE SENTENCER.
Fiction: Action - Rated: M - English - Adventure - Chapters: 3 - Words: 16,740 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 1/15/2008 - Complete
THE SENTENCER: HATE by BLAKKSTONE reviews
Luther Jones, THE SENTENCER, takes his war to White Supremacists.
Fiction: Action - Rated: M - English - Adventure - Chapters: 6 - Words: 28,858 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/14/2008 - Complete
THE SENTENCER: CAPITAL PUNISHMENT by BLAKKSTONE reviews
A lone vigilante takes on a ruthless drug cartel in DC, but uncovers something much more sinister
Fiction: Action - Rated: M - English - Adventure - Chapters: 4 - Words: 30,869 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/13/2008 - Complete
Everyone Lies by Amelia Grant reviews
What happens when you need to release a murderer...to find another?
Fiction: Action - Rated: T - English - Adventure - Chapters: 5 - Words: 12,961 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 1/3/2008 - Published: 10/24/2007
Selfish Intentions by Twilight Starr reviews
COMPLETE! Negotiator Ivory Clarkson's life is complicated by a friendship turned romance, her identify, finding her family, unexpected enemies, and being a teen. She just wanted to help people. Too bad some people want to hurt her.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama/Mystery - Chapters: 10 - Words: 30,652 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 8/17/2007 - Published: 8/15/2007 - Complete
Free by lestatlover reviews
Daniela Smith tells her new boyfriend Alex LaViere the secret shes been hiding all these years, and discovers that they have more in comon than she thought: Sexual content, rape, talk of abuse. Rated M for a reason. Review Please!
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,600 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/18/2007 - Complete
Death, Rebirth, Death by The Grim Reeper reviews
Oneshot! A cattle man named Kain dies and becomes a vampire and must find his wife to kill him, so he may rest in peace.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,115 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/29/2006 - Complete
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The Origin: Faded Existence reviews
This is the origin story of the Snypa. As far as his skills, his motivation, and even that brutal little scene at the base. I've been meaning to change that.
Fiction: Action - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 8,059 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 8/24/2009 - Published: 5/24/2009
The Snypa vs The Sentencer reviews
Two of the best vigilantes in the country face off. Who wins?
Fiction: Action - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,422 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/2/2009 - Complete
Fangs of Fire reviews
It's about a wolf named Jintaro. I didn't have a serious direction in how this story would go, but I guess he ends up in love all while drifting. There's yaoi in the story, so look away if you don't like it.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,407 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1/18/2009 - Published: 12/10/2008
Heart to the Streets reviews
The life of Torrance Spade, who eventually becomes the vigilante known as Heartbreak.
Fiction: Action - Rated: M - English - Crime/Romance - Chapters: 32 - Words: 32,483 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 11/8/2008 - Published: 7/6/2008 - Complete
Heated
You know the story of the Fox and the Hound? Well, this is gonna in a NEW direction. Hatana loves how her fiancé treats and satisfies her. But she just wants him to be a little more...grrr...the wolf demon Ganryu helps him with that. Rated M.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Friendship - Chapters: 5 - Words: 4,108 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 9/15/2008 - Published: 8/6/2008 - Complete
The Moon and the Flame reviews
Set in Feudal Japan. About a half-demon wolf who falls in love with a demon fox girl.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 4 - Words: 1,928 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 7/1/2008 - Published: 6/22/2008
Ankoku no Kyu reviews
New direction with this story. Kyu is a little older and will still be set before he meets Sai. PAUSED
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Mystery/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 2,580 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 6/14/2008 - Published: 6/8/2008
Aijouzakura reviews
Cherry Blossom Love. Standard love story about a 17-year old in love with his closest friend. But what happens when his friend's tied in with the Yakuza? How far will he go to protect his new romantic interest? M for sexual content. Violence not an issue.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 36 - Words: 33,751 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 6/6/2008 - Published: 2/21/2008 - Complete
The Dream reviews
A painter's dream coming to life on the canvas.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/30/2008
Dear Beautiful reviews
A writer's inspiration.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/30/2008 - Complete
The Eye reviews
A random poem not truly finished that I wrote for someone or tried to.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 4/18/2008
The Dragon Reeper reviews
Dedicated to the VT victims.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 1 - Words: 593 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/2/2008 - Complete
The Vigilante's Handbook reviews
This is the detailed story of a man agonized by war. He goes beyond the bounds of the law, who do nothing to solve the case of his murdered sons.
Fiction: Action - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Crime - Chapters: 61 - Words: 49,228 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 1/31/2008 - Published: 8/9/2007 - Complete
Please Don't Leave reviews
This is a poem based on a dream I had long ago.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/13/2007 - Complete
You and Me reviews
Another poem from my borderless mind. I wrote one version and this is my full version...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/13/2007 - Complete
As I See You reviews
I couldn't think of a good title, but I decided to write out this poem.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/13/2007 - Complete
Sky Spirits reviews
This fiction is dedicated to the day where mass amounts of people loss their loves due to some shitheads who thought it would be cool to kill themselves and take a bunch of innocents with them.
Fiction: Action - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Tragedy - Chapters: 4 - Words: 2,544 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 10/9/2007 - Published: 9/24/2007 - Complete
Goddess reviews
If you can look upon a woman and see her for what she is inside, then this is for you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/31/2007 - Complete
Worthless reviews
This poem is just a way for me to release my resent toward an old flame long extinguished.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/12/2007 - Complete
A Real Man reviews
This is a conversation after a mother's death when the father walks in and talks to his son, who is found praying.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 209 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/6/2007 - Complete