Putting away the memories...

for when we must break, and bend, and sweat, and kneel, for a little of nothing, we feel like we're nothing.

Title says it all...

Just trying to get along, get on with whatever decides to pop up next, cause this was over...

No one's going home.

Sexy poem.

Been questioning my sanity as well as my worth lately...

This is it.

Title say's it. You know your name.

If you could understand me, you'd leave me...

You said you dreamed of me, And woke with tears in your eyes. You didn't say why.

You wish I was someone else, but who else would deal with your shit?

Is this time different... maybe... but I am still me after all.

with all my tears, through many years, with hopes dashed, dreams crashed, and still I dream of daylight, while laying in the darkness.

Just a little poem about the best friend I have ever, and will ever have.

I'm spinning round, and round please, i'm fallin

So, I'm dreaming. Whats the problem. You're not real anyhow.

Remember when, reminiscence on when we were younger...

You know where the blame will lie it's in the same position I found you in So much for plans and moments shared this moment is all mine

I'd give anything to go back there...

Because, to you, for now, they're a battle you've won. But still, there's a war raging.

My old familiar friend, oh how I've missed you sweet sin. Contains cutting.

We all die, so shall I...

I'm tired of bending.

But now I take your hand Turn these storms into distant scars You made a choice to be different, and you are

I co-wrote this with an awesome guy. Forget your fears, forget your pain, you won't need them anyway, I'll take you far away.

All the years I spent... without a soul... then you take my hand.

rated for language, and graphic descriptions.

Giving in to you, my desire.

I would do anything for that, sell my soul to the highest bidder, just to sit in your lap...

More doors...

A rant from one of my other selves

just a little spilled milk on the floor... please do review this. I dont ask often but im proud of this.

Woke up one day, and found this. Death. It's about death, sweetie.

this a story. read it!

I love you, we both know it. I don't say it cause it hurts...

Abandoned is just as bad as abused...

I have found peace in this closing door...

I'm pissed, you're fucked!

I saw it falling, and now that it's over, you see it too. Too late...

Tears shed, blood shed, all over your pretty white carpet...

I learned not to trust trusting eyes...

WARNING: contains cutting..It feels good, it hurts less. Life looks better, when it's tinged red....

I have this sick need, to fix broken things, but you are far beyond repair...

A soul that belongs to neither heaven or hell, forged to fight evil untill the world is no more. So much pain weighs on her shoulders as well as the fate of human kind, but she bears it as she has for the last 11,000 years.

I walk and you follow me... why now? What make now differnt from then?

Oh and if I had my way, you would waste no more time, on something you'll just throw away...

You make me ill.... but still...

Weak am I, so tired now, left all I know and cant return. A short song of mine. Very solemn.

Good intentions pave the road to hell, you say you love me, but I can't tell....

A collection of unfinished songs. Need your help to finish them please. There great I think, but I'm blocked.

Ring around the roses, pocket full of...

Read it or don't...

Once again I can't speak, caught up in your memories...

And I'll not turn my head to look back, Ill keep my head up and walk my own path....

His name still finds its way into my dreams...

In life she was my friend. In death, why should that change?

My dreams have caught up with me again, time to go back to an old friend....

You helped me to save myself, you reached in and grabbed my hand, you helped me to breath when I am too weak, and you lead me back to land... We also sang and recorded this. I'm pretty happy with it... aenjoy

I was abused... thank you...

It's random somewhat, but it's obvious to see my mood changed with a few of the verses. I have strong feelings, but they tend to be conflicting. Enjoy please... Oh and rating is for mention of cutting, murder, and I said hell... lol

Thank you...

So I’ll leave you with a few last words,I loved you but I don’t no more... enjoy peeps

I decided to re-write one of my songs, and I love it much better this way. Baby I've got you on my breath, And its better than a Marlboro cigarette... Enjoy guys

I never thought you could leave me...

My three selves, and all there destruction

WARNING: contains cutting

I came back to my home town, to find so much grief, and tradegy.

The only thing that I regret, is never sleeping in your bed... ENJOY!

Love should, by default, be loved... i havnt published anything new in quite a while. Hope you like it.

When a man chooses the bottle, he's not really a man.

My sister's boyfriend cheated on her when she was pregnant with there first kid. The way she explained her feelings to me gave me inspiration to write this.

A poem about sex, simple as that. Well... a poem about GOOD sex. There you go. Ha.. enjoy.

Obviuosly about vanity, but in the aspect of why we may be vain.

Sometimes I just need to let out my feelings without hearing your "good" advice.

I wrote this a long time ago, so I'm not sure where the inspiration came from, but the general idea is of someone who doesn't have all the pieces of life in there hands.

I believe there's a good many of us who have had our hearts broken in this way.

Just because you don't believe what I do, doesn't mean im wrong. Enjoy...

Not really fantasy as in mermaids, and Prince Charming, but it's fine all the same. My husband told me he had a naughty dream of me, and it inspired me to write this. Enjoy...

This was written after someone I loved very much died suddenly

Why is it always my fault that I hurt, when it was you who tore my bleeding heart from within to mend when it wasn’t broken...

It’ s like a knife to the heart when you hear what I hear. The words that are said in anger are never really meant...