Panic At The Stress Disorder
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Joined 02-26-07, id: 558371
Author has written 8 stories for General, Mythology, Biography, Romance, Spiritual, and Love.

Gothic Ninja here!

About me:

- I'm a student in Devon, UK.

- I LOVE reading and am IN LOVE with the 'His dark materials' trilogy

I write some VERY stong sexual fiction. And would appritiated if you do not like it, then don't read it! All of these are rated M for a reason! And I DO NOT want a load of e-mials, telling me what a sick bitch I am... If you don't like DON'T read! And if you do like, please reveiw!

Anyway, if I'm 'sick' enough to write this, you were sick enough to read it! ;

Not all my fiction is that strong, I'm currently very into 'Desperation' and now have an idea of where it's headed, I'm aiming for 20 chapters, but i want reveiwes before I write anymore, so please!

'The dreams of a Kegan', I don't have a clue where it's going, my attempt of chapter 2 kinda worked, but now I'm stuck again! (please read it and email me any ideas you have) And why has no one read chapter 2?

"Is it dishonesty if you're lying to yourself too" I love where it's going. I have a plan, and if you keep reading you'll find out that's it's not a plain old love story, but please more reviews people!

"Is suicide the onyl way out" was just a one shot that I would write to see what people would think about it. So please tell me what you think!

"Heart Break" is something I found I had on my computer a while ago. I know it's a lot like "Suicide the only way out..." But that will be going somewhere.

"Just me, as a kid" Is exactly what the title says. Me from about 0 to10. I thought It was fun writing it!

I also plan on writing another rather stronly sexualiry orientated story, but slightly more realistic and with plot line, possibly outlining the issue of feeling forced into having sex, though it not being rape. So in a few weeks time I should be posting them all, so my word count'll be a few thousand more that it was. Also, I'm back to writing fanfiction, so that's taking up some of my time, that and school work and home life genarally sucking, which may be the reason for half of my depressive stories.

I've just read this blog again, and forgot about the other story I started. It doesn't have a title yet, but it;s the one I wrote abut; being forced itno sex. I've started ' Enlèvement', (which is a french word), keep reading to find out more! I'm dedicating this story to Madaline Mcann, and her family and friends, for obvious reason, and I hope they find her soon!

By the way, my pen name used to be Kenneth Baker, Nanaki and some other names so if any authers notes are under other names, it's 'cause I haven't changed them yet...

~Gothic Ninja

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Falling for Summer by Knightmare Elite reviews
It was supposed to be the defining summer of Abby's life. Everything was planned down to the last detail. It's just she never counted on a surprise family vacation. Could her summer get any worse? Lesbian fic, don't like don't read. Chpt 59 is up!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 59 - Words: 272,318 - Reviews: 477 - Favs: 177 - Follows: 150 - Updated: 7/26/2012 - Published: 2/2/2007
Of Tears And Broken Hearts by theich reviews
Lei is the famous daughter of business tycoon parents. Kristen is the simple and friendly senior from the suburbs. How will destiny change their lives...one that dates back ten years ago? Femslash. DISCONTINUED.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 42,627 - Reviews: 99 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 37 - Updated: 11/6/2008 - Published: 10/1/2005
One Day by WickedRedHead reviews
Doesnt it suck when dreams feel like reality?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 5,751 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 8/8/2007 - Published: 1/5/2006
It Was Only a Kiss by Campiee reviews
The dare was simple, kiss a stranger, someone she would never see again. He had on another school's jacket! So why is he now at her school? She doesn't need this!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 28 - Words: 76,608 - Reviews: 831 - Favs: 1,126 - Follows: 311 - Updated: 8/1/2007 - Published: 4/26/2007 - Complete
Falling to the Ground by Soccergirl08 reviews
Ambry McHaven likes to live life on the wild side. Unfortunately, her older brother, Kevin, and best friend, Nick, don't approve of her behavior. With Spring Break in full swing, drama, jealousy, and seduction could bring Nick and Ambry together. REVIEW!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,300 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 3/15/2007 - Published: 3/3/2007
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Is it dishonesty if you’re lying to yourself too? reviews
Josh and Katie have been best friends for years, but Katie has never been honest with him, because she has been trying to lie to herself too, though denying it doesn't change the past. How will he take to the truth, and more so, how will she?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,201 - Reviews: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 12/3/2007 - Published: 3/21/2007
Is Love just Stupidity? reviews
A non rhyming poem, I didn't like this as much as other stuff I've written, but please read & reveuw so I can improv in future! Thanks, and Enjoy!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/29/2007 - Complete
Final Goodbye reviews
This is my first attempt of poetry but I like it. Very depressive, please reveiw!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/18/2007 - Complete
Desperation
There's a new girl in town, a desperate 28 yr old girl, with no money, and nothing but a connection with a mysterous man who she wishes she had never met. apologies for short chapters, reveiws appritiated!
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Mystery - Chapters: 8 - Words: 6,167 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 5/17/2007 - Published: 3/2/2007
Heart Break
the ultimate sacrifice. how far would a girl go for a man she loves? R&R
Fiction: Spiritual - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,067 - Published: 5/17/2007
Is sucide the only way out? reviews
One shot, a girl suffering from serious depression, try and read from a nonsterotypical POV. R&R!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,233 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/26/2007 - Complete
Kegan, and their deams
My attempt at mythologicaly fantasy romance. Two wolf like animal in a fantasy world, could they fall in love?
Fiction: Mythology - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,733 - Updated: 3/15/2007 - Published: 3/2/2007
Just me, as a kid reviews
The story of me, from being born, to about age 10. Very funny, and I don't know how I'm still alive, I was an annoying little brat!
Fiction: Biography - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,619 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/5/2007 - Complete