I used to be The Watched, but I grew up.

I'm a big girl now
but I still believe in life.

"The drunk kids, the Catholics, they're all just the same
They're waiting for something, hoping to be saved."
drunk kid catholic - bright eyes

I define myself in song lyrics to avoid thinking too deeply about what it means. Doesn't everyone, though?

"And though you're heading slowly to some place I can't respect,
I'll keep you in my collection of regrets."
las cruces jail - two gallants