Vanyalli
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Joined 04-12-07, id: 563881, Profile Updated: 05-31-11
Author has written 75 stories for Love, General, Life, Friendship, Supernatural, Biography, Haiku, Sci-Fi, Religion, Essay, Romance, Young Adult, Politics, Nature, General, and Horror.

Name: Jessica

Movies: Moulan Rouge, Nightmare Before Christmas, Pan's Labrynth, Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist, Dororo, My Fair Lady, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Hangover II

Currently Reading: Plath, Parker, Lovecraft

Games: All Kingdom Hearts, All Final Fantasy, Crisis Core, Dirge of Cerberus, Super Mario Brothers, DDR, Guitar Hero, Just Dance/DanceCentral

Websites: Facebook, devientArt


I wish I got to dance on a single prayer.
I wish I could be strong without somebody there.
I wish I got to dance on a single prayer.
I wish I could be strong without the scheiße.

-Scheiße, Lady GaGa

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Forgotten: The World Moves On by Time Is Lost reviews
I have been, but am no more. No longer do they see, hear, or feel.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/18/2009 - Complete
Listen by Lindsey Spooner reviews
I feel like something is missing, maybe not, what does everyone out there think?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 32 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/19/2009 - Complete
Love Song by Elyssa Morales reviews
*ONE-SHOT* She can already hear the bittersweet strands of "Fur Elise"...it is not a good sign.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,887 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 6 - Published: 6/20/2009 - Complete
New Story ? by Neppy-Leet reviews
I'm not sure what to call this; if you read it, please give feedback!
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 455 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/14/2008
Phrases of Love! by CountOviedo reviews
Para una persona que inspira un amor, el cual nunca pense poder sentir.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/7/2008 - Complete
Why by Numbed from rejection reviews
This is how I feel right now...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/21/2007 - Complete
The Camera's The Only Way To Freeze Time by anovelworld reviews
read if desired
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/13/2006
Things So Hidden by Azure Volant reviews
COMPLETED...Ayla, the new girl, is sarcastic and sharp-tongued. A verbal battle in class with the popular and equally sarcastic Christian leads to friendship, love and, ultimately, something that she never wanted to happen again...
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 33 - Words: 66,142 - Reviews: 1147 - Favs: 803 - Follows: 84 - Updated: 12/2/2005 - Published: 9/23/2003
Yuri Nation by DirtySecrets reviews
This poem was written for Ayla, a friend of mine beaten nearly to death because she was a lesbian.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 281 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/9/2003
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Finding Me reviews
A story of the lost and found, of teenagers and hope, of finding a new life. Chapter one of a novel in progress.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,744 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/7/2011
Apathy reviews
I wanna live. I wanna love.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/31/2010 - Complete
Untitled reviews
Written in the arms of a comfy chair in a teachers room... what could be better?
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 490 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/14/2010 - Complete
Nonsense
... Echo the silence of your solitude...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Published: 11/25/2009 - Complete
Purple Skies and Unstable Minds reviews
Terrified? No. Unstable? Yes.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/25/2009 - Complete
Inner Demons reviews
Whatever it may be, it is what I'm becoming...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/25/2009 - Complete
Slipping Again
Newest one from me :D Please R&R is much appriciated
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 430 - Published: 11/25/2009 - Complete
Unsure of What to Call it, Other Than a Crush reviews
I'm so torn between all of these choices...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/10/2009 - Complete
65, not 35, and I Don't Know Why
Then there was a tree and sight and sound ceased to exist.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 373 - Published: 8/29/2009 - Complete
Live reviews
Angry words acompany hurt emotions...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/29/2009 - Complete
Colder Than Stone reviews
You helped me walk again, when I could hardly stand...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/22/2009 - Complete
Me reviews
Don't pay much attention to this... This is some swearing in this. At least more so than usual
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/20/2009 - Complete
Love Virgin
You took advantage of my insecurities...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Published: 7/20/2009 - Complete
Clocks reviews
Soon my clock will stop and wake me from this nightmare of a dream...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/20/2009 - Complete
Painfull Unsure reviews
She shuts down and is lost in herself...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/20/2009 - Complete
Winter reviews
Winter is symbolic for Death...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/20/2009 - Complete
Dans Ma Faux Vie reviews
When you live a lie, you have to tell the truth sometimes...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/19/2009 - Complete
Poem Untitled One
It's a relief to know that you can't see the tears that you make me cry...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Published: 7/19/2009 - Complete
Charades reviews
Such a lovely game... This is about two people pretending about everything.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/19/2009 - Complete
Unwanted, Unloved reviews
Why do I deserve this? She thought to herself. She only wanted to love and be loved. Didn’t anyone understand that?"
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 455 - Reviews: 3 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/12/2009
The Bodies reviews
“Why are you doing this? It feels wrong and makes me want to gag.”
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/4/2009 - Complete
Him reviews
I was selfish, so what happened? I was punished with cruelty that I’ve never seen or experienced before. Pain is the form of torture that the cruel and unforgiving fates have set upon me.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 708 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/28/2009 - Complete
quiet reviews
I think it needs more. Do you?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/9/2009 - Complete
Nothing as Selfish as This
Her brain is dead, thoughts immobile.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Published: 4/20/2009 - Complete
A Long Time to Think About What We've Done
A complicated love story.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/4/2009 - Complete
Endless Song reviews
One I wrote a few weeks ago about an amazing guy who hardly knows I exist. One I think we can all relate to ;
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/4/2009 - Complete
Gone reviews
The stars still shine at night..."
Poetry: Nature - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/4/2009 - Complete
Americana reviews
Why is there no justice? Why is there no balance? EDIT: Currently being published in a poetry anthology!
Poetry: Politics - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/4/2009 - Complete
A Show for the World to See reviews
Hai everyone. Okay, solike, this is about love and life and angst and ja. And by the way, the last words of each stanza are supposed to look like a ladder, but FP likes to screw with my format D:
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/30/2009 - Complete
What Lies Beneath reviews
Poem of undramatic proportions. With a splash of unwillingness.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/4/2009 - Complete
Consuming reviews
This lonely feeling... it consumes me."
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/1/2009 - Complete
Mirrors reviews
...it is you who has caused these insecurities
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/26/2009 - Complete
The Pen is Mightier Than the Sword reviews
Edit: The original title was Cliche' but I didn't like it. I'm actually rather unsure what to name this one. About writers block, then somehow evolves in to cliche's. Have fun.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/20/2009 - Complete
Midnight's Moon
Hm yeah, basically I was trying to write through writer's block and came up with this. R&R please. EDIT: ON HAITUS. NOT SURE WHERE THIS IS GOING.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,108 - Published: 1/15/2009
Love
Maybe a beginning to a short story? What do you guys think?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 346 - Published: 11/26/2008 - Complete
My First Job reviews
Alright, I extract honey. It's my first job and if you've never had this job, do not go looking for it. You'll be sorry. This is only a little of what i deal with on a daily basis for 9 hours. Enjoy my pain.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 320 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/10/2008 - Complete
Everlasting Dawn reviews
Ayla, a vitim to her mother's cruel plans for the summer, thinks that what she knows won't hurt her. Or that love won't hurt her. But she is in for a rude awakening when she meets Adam and the rest of the clan. EDIT: THIS STORY IS DONE. SORRY!
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 10,921 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 7/1/2008 - Published: 6/24/2007 - Complete
Religion reviews
I know, very original title. My friend and I were talking about the war, and said something horrable about Muslims. I was caught off gaurd. I told her I recenlty found I am of Muslim/Jewish herritage but she said that it was different. It makes me angry.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 6/18/2008 - Complete
Moving On reviews
This poem I wrote today after I had burned everything that had linked me to a previous relationship with a jerk... So I am feeling better now. Plus I finally got the format understood XD
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/15/2008 - Complete
Je T'aime reviews
Again, another poem to the man I love...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/11/2008 - Complete
Suffering reviews
Yeah... I'm angsting right now... I know, my spelling sucks right now...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/11/2008 - Complete
The Crumbling Me of Yesterday reviews
What happens when life sucks... which is all the time...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/11/2008 - Complete
Another skeleton, Another Body reviews
This poem was written to my first love of almost 3 years. He will never read, but it feels good all the same to get it out. I HATE fictionpress! It screws up my poetry format T-T
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/11/2008 - Complete
Insanity reviews
I think it's official: I'm insane. .
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/24/2008 - Complete
Hospitals reviews
I hate hospitals. That's all I have to say.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/24/2008 - Complete
Poltergeist reviews
This was a short, short story that I wrote for school one time. As the title implies, it has to do with poltergeists.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Mystery/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,158 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/24/2008 - Complete
Break Free reviews
This poem is featured in Everlasting Dawn. I'm not sure in what exact chapter, but it's in there.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/6/2008 - Complete
Watch Me Cry reviews
Something I made up. Nothing like this happened to me, but I was influenced by actual events.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/6/2008 - Complete
Not for You reviews
I was sick of crying for other people. That's all.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1/5/2008 - Complete
Silent Tears of Agony reviews
This one really came out of nowhere. Reviews are always nice
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/4/2008 - Complete
Everlasting Dawn Alternative reviews
This is an alternative to Everlasting Dawn. I wasn't sure what version I liked better. First or third person. This is only the first paragraph. Please read both and tell me which one you like better. I am at a lost.
Fiction: Sci-Fi - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/3/2008
Stone of the Grave of my Soul reviews
I started this poem more than a year ago, and just recently finished it. Enjoy.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/3/2008 - Complete
Two Haiku's reviews
These are some haiku's that I made up rather quickly.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 32 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/30/2007 - Complete
My Tears reviews
Not so angsty, but still angsty. Written the same time as The Raven's Song.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/26/2007 - Complete
Colorado Days 5 Through 6 reviews
Come one and all to read the horrifying, breathtaking, ironically sarcastic journal of a writer in turmoil.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: K - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,174 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/25/2007 - Complete
Find Me
Picture a girl in her pajamas, sitting in the middle of the grass with a pen and paper, listening to her iPod, drinking tea. That's me writing this poem.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Published: 7/12/2007 - Complete
What is? reviews
This poem was written a while ago, and is featured in Everlasting Dawn, currently my biggest project.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/27/2007 - Complete
Everything You Said reviews
This poem was written the same time as The Raven's Song, and is about me confessing my feelings about my friend, but he didn't feel the same.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/18/2007 - Complete
Moon Gazer
This poem was written one hot summer night around 11:30. It's about a girl who writes a poem, basically about herself. Reviews are always loved! XD
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Published: 5/30/2007 - Complete
In Your Eyes reviews
Well this poem was written for no reason, but to tell everyone that I am who I am. Sorry I can't be different.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/24/2007 - Complete
Quests and Searches
This was written in math class. I have trouble paying attention in math because I sit next to the window. And that's where I get most of my inspiration. Looking out the window. Enjoy.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Published: 5/23/2007 - Complete
Forget
Although this may seem like a dark angsty poem, I wrote it for no particular reason. Just in my spare time.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Published: 5/23/2007 - Complete
Dead End
About love, life, and angst? YES! Here is another dark poem. Sorry for all the darkness.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 391 - Published: 5/23/2007 - Complete
Dreadful Cell reviews
This poem is very emo. Very dark. Very stab me rip stab stab.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/23/2007 - Complete
Sunrises and Sunsets reviews
This poem was just kind of a random thing I did for school. No darkness in this one!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/23/2007 - Complete
Roses reviews
This is my shortest poem. Evver.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/22/2007 - Complete
Time is Running Out
This poem was written for a friend of mine. She said it went perfectly with her fanfiction. I don't know, I just write. XD
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Published: 5/22/2007 - Complete
I'm Alone reviews
This poem was written on Valentine's Day.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/22/2007 - Complete
Living to Die
Well, this one was my very first poem, believe it or not. It was eight pages when I originally wrote it.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 798 - Published: 5/22/2007 - Complete
Do You?
This one was written sometime within the school day. I don't really remember.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Published: 5/22/2007 - Complete
Butterfly reviews
This poem was written for my mother. Which was a big step for me, because she doesn't know I write. But I gave it to her on mother's day. It's pretty good in my opinion.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/22/2007 - Complete
He Cuts I
The first poem in a 4 or 5 part poem. More is to come soon.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 563 - Published: 5/22/2007
Emo reviews
A poem about how someone told me I was emo, but I never realized it until then.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 268 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/22/2007 - Complete
Math Class Blues reviews
This poem was written in the middle of math class hence the name.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/22/2007 - Complete
The Raven's Song reviews
A poem I wrote a while ago when my heart was broken. I thought my world was falling apart.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/22/2007 - Complete