CruelestSilence
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Joined 06-14-07, id: 571360, Profile Updated: 09-09-10
Author has written 3 stories for Romance.

Eighteen. Devastatingly in love with music, reading and, writing. Pierced. Tattooed. Inimitable

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Fanfiction: Crimson Remorse
Twilighted: CrimsonRemorse

UPDATE: Editing Cruelest Silence in preparation for new chapter. Working on a new fanfic, Swansong for a Raven, so that has my focus for now.

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Sebastian Bear Invisible Pervert by hi-tanner85 reviews
g'night psycho, I thought to myself. There was a split second where I wondered who I was talking to, the invisible boy spooning me from behind...or me..the girl who somehow managed to summon him back from the darkest corners of dream world.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Humor - Chapters: 23 - Words: 179,285 - Reviews: 1395 - Favs: 2,136 - Follows: 549 - Updated: 4/4/2020 - Published: 2/26/2007 - Complete
Not for Me by tickledblue reviews
FINISHED! I'm the loner with no backbone. He's the school's favourite god. He's at the top of the pyramid, while I'm not even part of the pyramid. Somebody tell me how this is going to work out.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,276 - Reviews: 4848 - Favs: 2,969 - Follows: 403 - Updated: 5/23/2017 - Published: 6/22/2004 - Complete
Breaking The Mirror by AMV reviews
M/M. "Go to hell." "Yes, sir." Jayden has a lot of problems, and his new mysterious, bitter neighbor, Seaton Andrews, isn't helping matters. Completed.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 31 - Words: 95,369 - Reviews: 2139 - Favs: 1,962 - Follows: 1,009 - Updated: 6/10/2016 - Published: 4/20/2007 - Complete
The Deadly Flower by Carmel March reviews
She's a strong, independent P.I. just trying to get through each day. Unbeknownst to her, she's dangerous to vampires. She gets sucked into their world when all vampires make a choice: kill her or turn her. Except for one. He wants to save her. [COMPLETE]
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Adventure - Chapters: 30 - Words: 167,828 - Reviews: 2353 - Favs: 1,370 - Follows: 1,101 - Updated: 1/21/2013 - Published: 2/27/2007 - Complete
Nothing to Lose by Cattails reviews
-Slash- The rewrite is being posted on my LJ.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Drama - Chapters: 17 - Words: 76,906 - Reviews: 857 - Favs: 727 - Follows: 810 - Updated: 1/3/2013 - Published: 12/23/2008
Like It Or Not by sitaloire reviews
Josh feels perfectly entitled having some fun for once in his life. Until Kay shows up in New York and ruins everything. Slash.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 28 - Words: 109,596 - Reviews: 487 - Favs: 211 - Follows: 230 - Updated: 12/9/2012 - Published: 8/5/2004
More Than Lust by w.rite.reckless reviews
Ezra snorted, grey eyes barely flickering to her. "I don't need to resort to sexual harassment to get what I want, blondie."
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 28 - Words: 120,714 - Reviews: 1255 - Favs: 939 - Follows: 1,177 - Updated: 7/7/2012 - Published: 7/13/2008
Know Your Place SLASH by bandgirlz reviews
Brick is an antisocial bully who wears his chains like a security blanket. Jace is a too social jock who can't go a day without his mouth getting him in trouble. When an irresistible force meets an immovable object...something's gotta give. SLASH. M/M.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 28 - Words: 50,738 - Reviews: 451 - Favs: 590 - Follows: 282 - Updated: 1/16/2012 - Published: 6/20/2008 - Complete
Love In Sheet Music by bzchilakalak reviews
She was created perfection, a prodigy of classical music. He was a playboy rocker with a past and a Gibson guitar. They weren't supposed to help each other. They weren't supposed to fall in love.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 77,015 - Reviews: 123 - Favs: 68 - Follows: 100 - Updated: 6/28/2011 - Published: 1/9/2008
Out of Bounds by Zebbie reviews
Teaser - soon available in print. Nick Jones has broken one of the sacred rules of being a teenager and it’s got someone into trouble, but he does have an explanation, if you'd just hear him out... Slash.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 2,627 - Reviews: 515 - Favs: 241 - Follows: 112 - Updated: 10/18/2010 - Published: 10/6/2007 - Complete
To Love a Loser by the milk bottle reviews
SLASH. It's all a matter of who loses the most.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 21 - Words: 83,034 - Reviews: 1130 - Favs: 585 - Follows: 569 - Updated: 7/30/2010 - Published: 11/2/2008
The Art of Imploding by Icarus-Rising reviews
"When I look at you it hurts to breathe. It hurts right here..." Alexander pointed to his chest. "...and this will make it stop." m/m, f/m
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 13 - Words: 38,085 - Reviews: 202 - Favs: 218 - Follows: 226 - Updated: 6/16/2010 - Published: 8/16/2006
Nerves by frenchmartini reviews
Meet me - David – a jittery student nurse who thought entering a roommate carer scheme was a brilliant idea. Meet Ryan – skate-punk extraordinaire with a penchant for chucking himself off vert ramps. In his wheelchair. Oh Lordy, that's got to hurt. Slash
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 41 - Words: 95,664 - Reviews: 993 - Favs: 880 - Follows: 722 - Updated: 4/12/2010 - Published: 9/12/2008
Hypothetically Being by Amindaya reviews
[Slash] I don't care how many math problems he missed in grade school because he could only count to eight on his fingers, because he's the hottest thing I've ever seen. He'd just better keep his disfigured hands off of my best friend.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 36,013 - Reviews: 293 - Favs: 253 - Follows: 313 - Updated: 10/26/2009 - Published: 3/28/2007
The Cole Turns To Ash by Naked Penguin Fetus For Pope reviews
COMPLETE. 16 year old Cole is sarcastic, apathetic, pessimistic, and just well...a lump of coal. The complete opposite of one Ashton Matthews... Slash, male x male love
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 31 - Words: 219,659 - Reviews: 1240 - Favs: 1,052 - Follows: 313 - Updated: 8/28/2009 - Published: 12/27/2006 - Complete
Allison Wonderland by DianaChristine reviews
Welcome to the teenage wonderland: everything from rebellion to self-destruction to, worst of all, love. Fifteen-year-old Allison Moss doesn't stand a chance. Or does she?
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 37 - Words: 53,726 - Reviews: 635 - Favs: 443 - Follows: 98 - Updated: 7/31/2009 - Published: 1/15/2007 - Complete
Chocolate Covered BoxerBriefs by Sunshine Bear reviews
Jayden woke up gay one day, literally, and decided that he would make everyone's lives a living hell. Cause he is a giver like that. A story that beats all of those cliche slash stories up. Slash.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 21 - Words: 41,352 - Reviews: 797 - Favs: 748 - Follows: 363 - Updated: 7/20/2009 - Published: 8/27/2007 - Complete
Prison Bitch by Andro234 reviews
when 17 year old Aidan is sent to prison for a crime he did not commit, he must sell his body to his powerful cellmate for protection. M/M D/s
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 28,182 - Reviews: 405 - Favs: 405 - Follows: 149 - Updated: 7/8/2009 - Published: 6/9/2009 - Complete
Broken Wings by Katica Locke reviews
Complete -- Jakil LeMae arrives at Alyrrawood University, the prestigious school for mages, werecreatures, vampires and faeries. Homoerotic fantasy.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 79 - Words: 172,033 - Reviews: 1807 - Favs: 1,165 - Follows: 358 - Updated: 3/11/2009 - Published: 10/7/2008 - Complete
North Shore High School by BananeShadows reviews
Ian is an outcast in the high school hierarchy. Consistently beaten and humiliated, he is on the verge of a mental breakdown, when a lifechanging event brings him a saving grace in the form of one of his greatest tormenters. [Slash, MM]
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 23 - Words: 56,727 - Reviews: 762 - Favs: 473 - Follows: 425 - Updated: 11/12/2008 - Published: 1/9/2008
Xnay on Angerday, s'il vous plaît by Lulai reviews
June was fine with her rather dull life. The last thing she needed was a cursed bracelet, a demon chasing her, and a surly vampire who makes her toes curl. Although she's changing her mind on that last one...
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 20 - Words: 85,778 - Reviews: 1248 - Favs: 1,503 - Follows: 485 - Updated: 8/12/2008 - Published: 7/4/2007 - Complete
The Wrong Way by spacebunny reviews
YAOI. Is it still wrong to love someone they call your sibling even if you don't ever remember being related to them? Maybe so, but sometimes desire is blinding. Read With Caution
Fiction: Manga - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 18 - Words: 102,245 - Reviews: 550 - Favs: 279 - Follows: 152 - Updated: 5/8/2008 - Published: 4/9/2005
In a House Full of Strangers by The Breakdancing Ninja reviews
Every night, Brian climbs into bed with a girl he doesn't know, and the new housemmate, Carmichael, is cruel and promiscuous. In a house full of strangers, seven college students struggle to get to know each other. //COMPLETE//
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 33 - Words: 123,113 - Reviews: 70 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 4/22/2008 - Published: 9/25/2007 - Complete
Cigarettes, Stalkers, and Other Orgasmic Objects by Lego Kid At Heart reviews
Winter Orion is sexy, popular, and as cold as his name suggests. He should NOT have to deal with a cruel father, superficial friends and abhorrent school plays. And who keeps on putting freakin love letters in his locker? That is SO junior high... -slash-
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Humor/Mystery - Chapters: 7 - Words: 39,773 - Reviews: 380 - Favs: 816 - Follows: 181 - Updated: 4/10/2008 - Published: 1/29/2007 - Complete
With Intent by Zebbie reviews
Adam's got the Spidey Sense but he'd rather be The Invisible Man. Your regular Marvel Action Hero minus lycra and enthusiasm for saving the world, he'd rather just ignore it and his dormant to extinct love life. Going nuts is more of a problem. MxM. slash
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 21 - Words: 64,713 - Reviews: 630 - Favs: 1,296 - Follows: 274 - Updated: 3/23/2008 - Published: 5/9/2007 - Complete
Perhaps Love by Algae reviews
[COMPLETE] Life was set in place for Adam and Blake and neither of them thought they needed anything more out of it. But when they meet each other, they're forced to reevaluate. But is it all worth it? Slash MM.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 41 - Words: 94,724 - Reviews: 473 - Favs: 287 - Follows: 91 - Updated: 1/6/2008 - Published: 6/6/2006 - Complete
The Smallest Elephant by tricksy reviews
Keegan's a real kook, at least he thinks so, and his world gets turned upside down when he meets a certain greenhaired someone and gets assigned what should've been an everyday English assignment... slashityslash COMPLETE
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 25 - Words: 54,214 - Reviews: 374 - Favs: 285 - Follows: 67 - Updated: 6/13/2007 - Published: 6/12/2006 - Complete
In Theory by Sirivinda reviews
MM Original slash. Jamie's got a theory about how life and the universe seem to work, and Alex just fits right in. Complete.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 77,491 - Reviews: 383 - Favs: 682 - Follows: 121 - Updated: 5/31/2007 - Published: 2/2/2007 - Complete
Hanging by pixy-dizzy reviews
[Rated for language, Short story] She's a typical bleeding heart, so when a suicidally depressed, foulmouthed, unpleasant mancreature shows up at her doorstep for shelter, it isn't like she has much choice but to take him in. Written entirely in dialogue
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,107 - Reviews: 191 - Favs: 283 - Follows: 18 - Published: 3/4/2006 - Complete
Addicted to You by anonymous reality reviews
Sienna is the new girl. The new girl hopelessly in love with the hottest boy imaginable. The problem: he's a scene kid and he and his friends are only interested in her because she's the starring player in their ultimate getback scheme.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 33 - Words: 132,408 - Reviews: 2696 - Favs: 1,499 - Follows: 186 - Updated: 2/23/2006 - Published: 4/9/2005 - Complete
A Dark Obsession by Jaskey reviews
Anna Mitchell has always been obsessed. She has loved goths since the time she first met one. But her obsession has taken a new twist, in the form of a certain blue-haired goth boy. Just how far will she go to get his attention?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 19 - Words: 73,393 - Reviews: 1217 - Favs: 1,102 - Follows: 124 - Updated: 2/17/2006 - Published: 1/1/2005
WMSmoker seeks Seclusion by PirateGrrl reviews
Slash Clyde doesn't discriminate; he hates everyone equally.
Fiction: Humor - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 20 - Words: 86,582 - Reviews: 826 - Favs: 1,407 - Follows: 189 - Updated: 1/12/2006 - Published: 3/28/2005 - Complete
Klutz Toxic Butterfly by Silvae reviews
A group of gay college students are making their way through life - in their own eccentric ways. Smashing music, tattoos, hate and love; need I say more? [SLASH M/M]
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 18 - Words: 61,395 - Reviews: 397 - Favs: 239 - Follows: 62 - Updated: 3/20/2005 - Published: 1/27/2004
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Remember?
f/f. You chased me so hard, for a year you gathered a gist of who I was. You signed you own fate with that one though, asking questions you shouldn't have wanted the answers to. You weren't the first though, to chase me. Maybe that's why I denied you for so long, because I knew this game. I knew how it ended.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 664 - Published: 11/21/2013
Cruelest Silence reviews
I'm the only one good enough for him, I just hope that he sees it and doesn't make this harder than it needs to be. We have yet to speak to each other, but that’s just a minor detail. If he rejects me, that's okay too. I'll just take him by force. Slash.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 30,279 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 10/8/2012 - Published: 11/6/2009
Crimson Remorse reviews
Laughter. The word barely registering in her fear-hazed mind as the deep rumble resounded from behind her, the sound nothing like a growl. It was a noise of amusement. Amusement of her fear. "Run. And don’t look back."
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 4 - Words: 8,329 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 1/6/2010 - Published: 8/14/2009