Who is that girl just sitting there? See her? Yes, the one with the brown hair. She's got some paper and a pen. Just drawing, writing to no end. Would you like to talk to her? No, just stay away, and do not stir. Is she kind? Is she nice? Or is her heart made of ice? She looks so mean by the clothing she wears. So let's stay away and give our stares. But no one would see, with their cruel eyes, that this little girl is wearing a disguise. She is not mean, she is not cold. But really she has a heart of gold. But this little girl does not speak, because no one else will. She just sits there imagining to her fill. Please go talk with this strangle little girl to no end. She may become a very good friend.

Who is this girl? She's me.

I can write other things than gay porn. I just don't feel like it.

I WANT TO SAY TO ALL MY READERS that I'm sorry I haven't updated in the longest of times. I am NOT dead. I've been having laptop problems and all my files are on the laptop so I haven't been able to open them. Plus, the evils of writer's block have plaiged me again, and it's been a long time of not writing. -cries- So I say again, sorry. I will update as soon as I can!

Age: teens

Gender: female

Sexuality: Bisexual. it's about love, DAMN YOU, not gender!!

Likes: Japan, anime, manga, yaoi, yuri, gothic and emo stuff, blood, random stuff, horror

Type of fangirl I am: rabid fangirl, yaoi fangirl, rabid yaoi fangirl, bashful/ukeish yuri fangirl

fanfiction: gothgirl-narutofan

youtube: bloody0angel147

gaia: onigai-dream0world

satanspace: bloody0angel147

quiztron: bloody0angel147

i can speak some Japanese so if you understand this, you'll know my name. konnichi wa watashi wa merani desu genki desu ka. i didn't put any punctuation or capitals so that it wouldn't be so easy for you. Mwahahahaha...

Quotes/sayings:

You're on the road and you see a sign. It says: "Welcome to Hawaii, how'd you get here by car?"

An English professor wrote the words "a woman without her man is nothing" on the blackboard and directed the students to punctuate it correctly. The men wrote: "A woman, without her man, is nothing." The women wrote: "A woman: without her, man is nothing."

Murphy's Law: If something can go wrong it will go wrong, unless I really like you and make an exception. In which case, let the rest of the world run screaming, don't worry - you'll be fine.

"I'm not a disorganized schizophrenic, in fact I am very in touch with reality. I just happen to ignore it most of the time.”

"Love makes you feel great. Love makes you feel stupid. Love reminds me why I love my knife."

"I've been under a lot of pressure, killing you would be the perfect remedy."

"I made you a cookie, but I eated it."

"They say hate is a strong word, but so is love, and yet people throw it around like nothing."

"Tired of trying, tired of crying. Yeah, I'm smiling, but inside I'm dying."

"I'm not random, I just have many thoughts."

"Ok, what do you want? I'm obiously watching anime. Must you have whatever it is NOW? -glare-"

Thank you to all who read my stories and review them. REVIEWS ARE THE ONLY THING THAT MAKES ME UPDATE!! So review

Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it.

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me. I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

Some of those apply to me, my father, and some of my friends. I CRIED!! T.T! GOD DAMN YOU STOP HATING ON THE NONSTRAGIHT PEOPLE!!