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Joined 07-16-07, id: 575456, Profile Updated: 03-22-10
Author has written 27 stories for General, Friendship, General, Life, Romance, Supernatural, and Essay.

22/03/10: It's probably not escaped your notice that Bloodstained has not been updated for a fairly long time. I'm afraid this will likely to continue to be the case for a while. Real Life has really kicked my arse the last few months. It was just looking up, but then my mother got diagnosed with cancer. She's had the operation to remove the tumour, but she will stll be undergoing treatment for quite a while, so most of my time will be taken up with looking after her. I apologise for the long wait. I will finish Bloodstained, I promise, but it will be a while.


Update 25/8/08: Okay, no new chapter for Bloodstained. But a new oneshot. Give that a go. It's called Bleed Like Me (You Should See My Scars) and it's based both in personal experience, and the Garbage song it derives it title from. Go read it whilst listening to Bleed Like Me by Garbage. It'll set the mood. I'm a little nervous about posting this because I'm not sure how it's going to be taken. Also, you'll notice there is a poll up there. Please go read my other new story Diary Of An Anti-Psychotic. And then vote in the poll. Pretty please?

Update 18/7/09: Oh yeah, peoples! I'm back! Bloodstained is now the proud owner of chapter nine! No applause please, just throw money. Or review! Seriously. Go review it. Even if you haven't read it. I am a review whore and will welcome your contribution in any form it takes.


Update 4/5/09: Okay. as you will have noticed, I haven't updated Bloodstained since early January. Feel free to leave me angry PMs threatening to cut off important body parts. It might help me shift my lazy butt.
If any of you are interested, I have been suffering severe writer's block. Everything I write just feels forced. Also, having had an extremely lazy time of it for the last eighteen months (stressful, but lazy nonetheless) suddenly half the NHS have developed a keen interest in my mental health. Ugh. Also, I'll start attenting a dayservice to replace school, which will continue during holidays, so I'm not even going to have the summer off! Having been out of school (and pretty much social interactions in general) for a year and a half, I guess I can't really complain. But, I will try and update Bloodstained as soon as possible. I do apologise for disappearing on you guys.


I write fanfiction for Harry Potter and Dragonball Z over on Fanfiction.net under the same penname.

I have a website. http://angelwithpatchedwings.googlepages.com/home


Quotes:

"I'm not against religion. I mean, if you've got a problem, you turn to religion, that's fine. I use Google." Simon Amstell

"Love your enemies. It makes them so damn mad." P.D. East

"I'd rather be pissed off than pissed on." Anon

"Why be difficult when with a bit of effort you can be impossible?" Anon

"Just remember, if the world didn't suck, we'd all fall off." Anon

"I'm bored. Be entertaining. Go!"
"Fuck that, the best I can do is juggle Cornflakes." Random text conversation between me and my friend.

"Here I am, bemoaning the futility of existence, and you offer me Wheat Crunchies." Coversation between me and Phantom66 during a Health and Social class about two years ago.

"He was thinking of working in a charity."
"Well, he'd be worth a lot to a charity."
"Yeah, we could make good profit from him." Same Health class, same insane friend.

"They're laughing at us!"
"Yeah."
"Let's destroy them all!"
"Yea - what? I only just got that, I was about to agree with you." Honestly, I think she worries for me.

"Ow!"
"Haha! Sorry, I laugh at others' pain." I think she was genuinely bruised, which is the bad thing.

"Boing!"
"What?"
"You said 'boing'."
"Yeah, I know that."
"And then you said 'what'."
"I know."
"Why?"
"No, I didn't say that." At least that time, I was the sane one.

"Is the glass half full or half empty?"
"I dunno, depends what's in the cup. Is it liquid? Is it gravel? Perhaps beetroot, prawns, maybe blood. Is it used in a sacrificial context?"
"It's okay, we'll ask somebody else." Bill Bailey


Bunny has been executed. He has been hanged, for treachery. I joined his dark side, and they didn't have cookies! They didn't have biscuits, or cookies, or even Jaffa Cakes, which may or may not be a biscuit in itself anyway.

Copy and paste Hanged Bunny into your profile to show your disdain and rebellion against the seditious Dark-Side-Who-Promise-Cookies-And-Then-Don't-Even-Provide them.

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Matches by Howle reviews
Something written for the September writing contest on Review Game. Poem about matches. It's a metaphor.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/2/2009 - Complete
Natural Friends by Daiysis reviews
Just a metaphoric way of describing my friends I guess. Please Review!
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 2 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Updated: 9/11/2008 - Published: 8/3/2007 - Complete
the master and his perfect doll by pipmyrod reviews
what a sad, trusting little doll. what a cruel, masochistic master.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 252 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/19/2008 - Complete
the crow men by pipmyrod reviews
the end of a legend begun...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 1/12/2008 - Complete
I wish by phantom66 reviews
I wrote this for my best friend who I love to absoloute bits&pieces please R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/16/2007 - Complete
LEAVE ME ALONE! by phantom66 reviews
I wrote this a while ago when I was really upset it's nothing much but please R&R thanks!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 33 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/11/2007 - Complete
Close Your Eyes And Let Yourself Fall by phantom66 reviews
this is something I wrote a while ago in the middle of the night please R&R thanks!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/11/2007 - Complete
Brittany's Curse by DarkBlysse reviews
Trapped inside her confining mind, all she could ever do was obey.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,536 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 5 - Updated: 9/26/2007 - Published: 7/5/2007
Stronger by DarkBlysse reviews
Will she ever be strong enough?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/25/2007
The Simple Things by Daiysis reviews
Just be happy that you have them
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 5 - Published: 8/4/2007 - Complete
Parasites by Evil Spawn reviews
Short Poem
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/1/2007 - Complete
silence by phantom66 reviews
this is based on the film provoked which is about an woman who gets abused by her husband for 10 years, but then one night she decides to end it all...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/18/2007 - Complete
A Graveside Prayer by Gripe reviews
Abstract freeverse about a generic teenager. Its meaning varies. R&R and I'll return the favor.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/13/2007 - Complete
Inside by DarkBlysse reviews
I was sitting in class when I saw another member of my therapy group. His actions made me realize that although the therapy was meant to help, it messed me up a little more.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/16/2007
The Awful by DarkBlysse reviews
Not a moment goes by without me wishing I was in control, and that this disease would just go away.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/10/2007
Genocide by Evil Spawn reviews
Short Poem
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/26/2007 - Complete
Statistical Improbabilities by FreakierThanThou reviews
With six point six billion people on the planet, how is one expected to fall in love? It's not logical, it doesn't fit with the statistics. It doesn't make sense. It just happens. Short and sweet. Oneshot. ON HOLD
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,028 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/11/2007 - Complete
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Water Inferno
I once dreamed that I was watching a bonfire. I watched it, the fiery inferno, so hot it sent out waves of heat, distorting the sky, melting the graffitied blocks of flats in the distance into slick towers of molten dilapidation." Big metaphor in drabble
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Published: 2/7/2010 - Complete
I'm Burning reviews
*"I'm bathing in flame and smoke, breathing in ash and breathing out fire. I'm aflame, baptised in this crackling light."
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/15/2009 - Complete
Shh, I'm Breathing reviews
*"I'm breathing in the inaugural silence, the vacuum of six billion people shocked out of voice."
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/15/2009 - Complete
Shine
*"And you call me up at three am because you say you need reminding of miracles."
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Published: 12/15/2009 - Complete
The Diary Of An AntiPyschotic reviews
*"The me in my head is a completely different person to the me in real life, and the Head-Me and Real-Me might float off, like kites without string, and then I’d lose all grip on reality." Diary of a teenager struggling with pyschosis. Darkly humourous.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,122 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/24/2009 - Complete
Bleed Like Me reviews
*"Doodle takes Dad's scissors to her skin/and when she does relief comes setting in/She sings; Hey baby can you bleed like me?You should see my scars.And try to comprehend that which you'll never comprehend." Mentions selfharm/masochism/twisted-thinking
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,870 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/24/2009
Bloodstained reviews
Children understand, better than anyone, the way things are and the way they should be. Some children accept the cruelty of the world. But some...some take it upon themselves to right these wrongs. Contains gore, abuse, and generally nastiness
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Horror - Chapters: 9 - Words: 13,243 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 7/18/2009 - Published: 4/19/2008
Crashed reviews
When he was seventeen, Jason Freeman fell so in love with Alexandra Cray, he went blind for quite a long time. Prologue up. Rating & genre may change. Please R&R
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 372 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/29/2008
The Musings Of A Hedonistic Scribbler reviews
Why do we write?
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,267 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/13/2008 - Complete
Meds reviews
Sequel to Pills. 'Two months ago, I stopped taking my pills.'
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,114 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/8/2008 - Complete
Smile reviews
Keep smiling...Defy his dominance...always smile
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 282 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3/25/2008 - Complete
Landscape reviews
An explosion on her skin...A rainbow of puce. Yes, another joyous little poem about abuse. Please review.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/22/2008 - Complete
The Artist reviews
You are the artist...The perverse artist... Just something random about a murderer and his victim.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/11/2008 - Complete
The End Of The World reviews
Random little poem from my twisted and depressing mindscape.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/2/2008 - Complete
Small Steps reviews
Alternate title: Progress. Short bit of prose musing on the way to make progress when dealing with a mental illness. Could be considered a sequal to Pills, but can be read as a standalone.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,030 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/20/2008 - Complete
Wanting And Needing reviews
This girl, dark and cruel and cold' Little drabble on loving someone who can never love or need you like you need them.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 372 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/5/2008 - Complete
Asylum reviews
Each chapter focuses on different people in a secure hospital. Some explains how they came to be there, and some are streams of consciousness, focusing on each different mental illness. COMPLETE! Please read and review.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 9,439 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 12/26/2007 - Published: 7/22/2007 - Complete
Life Support reviews
In this poem I try to convey how much I love and rely on my best friend, and what a source of strength she’s been to me lately. Please read and review
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 305 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/26/2007 - Complete
This Silence Is Deafening reviews
And when I breathe, I breathe syrup, thick and sticky.' Poem describing the thoughts and experiences going through my head when I have anxiety attacks.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/22/2007 - Complete
When You Look At Me reviews
Please close your eyes when you look at me'
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 657 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/11/2007 - Complete
Pills reviews
Woke up and felt quiet. Numb. Totally closed down. What it feels like to go to sleep and hope you don't wake up. Based on my own experience. Please read and review.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,255 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Published: 11/17/2007 - Complete
They Said I Was Sick reviews
They said I was sick, but they don't understand.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 327 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/17/2007 - Complete
Distorted reviews
What she sees when she looks in the mirror. There are two versions, because I didn't know which was better. Please read both.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 299 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/4/2007
Oxymoron reviews
A random little poem about how a woman is driven to murderous insanity by her husband.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/4/2007 - Complete
Possession reviews
Yet another poem about my best friend what, I'm really fond of her. This one is slightly disturbing, and I noticed she edged away from me when she read it. It's about my jealousy about her.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/4/2007 - Complete
You Don't Know Me reviews
This is a strange little poem I wrote about my best friend in Maths a while ago. I was feeling rather odd, but there you have it. It's just about the relationship I have with her.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/4/2007 - Complete
Concrete Angel reviews
This is just my songfic to the song 'Concrete Angel' by Martina McBride. I've been told it's good, and it has made some people cry. Which is what I was aiming for. It contains child abuse, but nothing graphic and it doesn't go into details.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,633 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/22/2007 - Complete
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