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Author has written 40 stories for Friendship, Love, Life, General, Fantasy, School, and War.

once.
i was terrified.
i was confused.
i was badly beaten.
i was badly abused.

twice.
i fell for it like a fool.
i fell for all your lies and jokes.
i fell for you, a fucking tool.
i fell to the ground, broken.

daily.
i beg the nightmares to go away.
i beg myself to hide.
i beg for the days to go my way.
i beg for you to fucking die.

-aug 22/13

a/n. your biggest fear came true, asshole, im going to marry my best friend.

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ink by it's not your fault reviews
“some of the impressions you've left on me will never leave me.” sometimes, you just need to tell them how much you hate [need] them.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 30 - Words: 2,611 - Reviews: 65 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 8/8/2017 - Published: 11/3/2007 - Complete
The Colors of Love by Marie St. John reviews
Series of poems about love. One Truth About Love. Here With Me. Simple. This State.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 655 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 1/21/2012 - Published: 5/17/2008
Ode To Icarus by East-0f-Eden reviews
teenage rebel
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - Spanish - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/28/2009
to fall in love by it's not your fault reviews
COLLECTION “lying in my bed, i hear the clock tick and think of you.”
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 3,691 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 4/9/2009 - Published: 1/21/2008 - Complete
mini thoughts by Time To Change reviews
Too little to be classed as proper poems, but a collection of their own anyway.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 176 - Words: 7,560 - Reviews: 155 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 1/24/2009 - Published: 10/12/2008
Scream by mate.feed.kill.repeat reviews
You know I make you wanna SCREAM. You know I make you wanna run from me baby... A7X . I can't find a category horrible enough for this. I can't find a genre that would even come close to the absolute disgust I experienced.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Drama/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Published: 1/3/2009 - Complete
february has a way by Moondog Dozier reviews
Tripping again, over the words.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/16/2008 - Complete
Carly by Doxology reviews
herstory
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/9/2008 - Complete
snuff by Anabiosis reviews
One day they pushed their lips to the sky and tasted electricity, and realized that Johnny had slowly engulfed them all in his molten metal eyes.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 386 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/9/2008 - Complete
Roses are by doctor's diagnosis reviews
she was never a violet.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/28/2008
Truth Is by mate.feed.kill.repeat reviews
Sometimes I just write becuase I want to write.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/23/2008 - Complete
woulda, coulda, shoulda by no.peace.los.angeles reviews
should we have met when i
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/24/2008 - Complete
the spin by i'll ask the stars above reviews
i don't know whats hard, the forgetting or the not forgetting. i won't have you in my mind anymore.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 9 - Published: 8/2/2008 - Complete
Passions by Time To Change reviews
hmm. sex.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: M - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/6/2008 - Complete
Bittersweet Love by DragonFruiit reviews
The bittersweet love I feel for you cannot go away. But when you and everyone else I love just disowns me, all in one day... it's the limit of what I can take.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/3/2008 - Complete
Stripper by Time To Change reviews
Bit dull really.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/23/2008
Love: Is it worth it? by HoKaze reviews
What is love? Is it truly worth it?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/14/2008 - Complete
This One Goes Out To You by sugarlessgirl reviews
Love is a performance.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/13/2008 - Complete
For the Love of You by wildcard07 reviews
The angst of a lover exposed to her beloved...tasting darker emotions, all for the love of...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 319 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/13/2008 - Complete
Born From All This Smoke by Shayne Edwin reviews
I Hope You Choke.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 420 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/11/2008 - Complete
Sick by Time To Change reviews
over-indulgence as torture.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/29/2008
Naked by Sarah Lee Productions
Kharma is on my side.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/18/2008 - Complete
Escape by Burning Moon reviews
...i’m hoping in time that my memory won’t fade // and i’ll keep on believing you wait for the day // when not closer are even our hearts than our shapes // for that's why you told me you wanted escape
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/18/2008 - Complete
Pages of Nothing by mate.feed.kill.repeat reviews
Mom
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 278 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 3 - Published: 4/15/2008 - Complete
you made the bad seem beautiful by a silenced revolution reviews
the world is ending and, oh my god, isn't it just so pretty.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Published: 2/16/2008 - Complete
The Ragdoll by fairytale failure reviews
Sure, he's charming, but there are more important things to look for in a prince.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 13 - Words: 1,635 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 2/15/2008 - Published: 11/17/2007
the stars are silent now by a silenced revolution reviews
Oh, god, what is this world, but worse my dear, what have I become.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 5 - Published: 2/14/2008 - Complete
i will be a story by yodel a blue streak reviews
tell me i am like the sand...in progress.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 6 - Published: 2/1/2008
How To Make A Life by bangbangstartagain reviews
And they keep on making love, making life through the leasing of lust.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Published: 1/27/2008 - Complete
here's to the night by it's not your fault reviews
['the red lights flying' story version] “you said i was different. you said we could be something. we could have something.”
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 22 - Words: 7,177 - Reviews: 71 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 12/25/2007 - Published: 9/9/2007 - Complete
Lost and Found by PlayRoxGirls reviews
Sometimes the unexpected things are the purest and most true
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/27/2007 - Complete
I Don't Know by mate.feed.kill.repeat reviews
All other forms of communication lost, I turn to my poetry.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Published: 11/26/2007 - Complete
To the One I Loved Before by Calicien reviews
A poem I made last 2003 with minor typoedits. When I say LOVED, it meant BEFORE. Not now. Not anymore. [c.2003]
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 271 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/25/2007 - Complete
quirky little boy by whispered something profound reviews
can't even take a kiss
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/17/2007 - Complete
i hope you learn to love her more by whispered something profound reviews
you would be better off if you did
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/22/2007 - Complete
Nothing like being broken by KarlaMarie reviews
After being broken can you truly treasure meeting your soulmate... moving past the horrible moments of a broken relationship to see the beauty of love in full bloom...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/25/2007 - Complete
The Wind by smile for the sunshine reviews
[my escape.]
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/26/2007 - Complete
Slow Ride by feverdog reviews
when it was over, all we had was 42 chapters and a sad excuse for a pickup line. infatuated. 1215 of the 42 chapters up.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 15 - Words: 735 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 6/8/2007 - Published: 4/16/2007
Pain in Love by KarlaMarie reviews
Drugs are not a good thing, nor are those who thrive on control those dependant on them.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/4/2007 - Complete
Brandon by xanthofile reviews
[slash tendencies] Seventh grade was a breaking point in my life. And maybe in a few years, I would have known what to do, what to say, but at that point in time, I just walked away, my heart dropping down to my feet to bleed, lost and alone. [oneshot]
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,290 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/3/2007 - Complete
24 over insomnia by she's not breathing reviews
it's the number i hate, the hours i can't sleep away. one day. one year. you are everything, but you don't know how tangled i still am. REMOVED.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 24 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 218 - Favs: 70 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 3/25/2007 - Published: 3/25/2006 - Complete
Undeserving by crimson cyanide reviews
A monologue to the girl someone chose over me... It's a bit exaggerated but please read, review and tell me if I'm over reacting
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/22/2007 - Complete
What Do You Think of Me? by crimson cyanide reviews
I'd give you anything, but you wouldn't want it. I doubt I ever cross your mind, except as the person you once or twice got a glimpse of...a shadow
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/31/2006 - Complete
This Is Not A Love Story by feverdog reviews
tragedy in it's finest
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 38 - Words: 3,639 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/22/2006
My Darling, tonight I plan on dying by Autumn Dance reviews
I've left behind my suicide note...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 328 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 6 - Published: 5/22/2006
shhh by she's not breathing reviews
i'm here...? REMOVED.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/18/2006
surreal by breakme reviews
"oxygen is overrated"
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 6 - Published: 3/16/2006
implode by she's not breathing reviews
but - i i i never fell apart... REMOVED.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/10/2006
He asked by no.peace.los.angeles reviews
you can probably guess what it's about...not my best work, but eh
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/3/2006
How can I not love thee? by Hellfire91 reviews
Well... just a sonnet i wrote when i got bored... pls read and review.. this is my first post here... pls be nice... :D
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/29/2005
Fuck you by Thanato reviews
Says it all doesn't it? You know who you are. And if you don't, ask. This is turning into a fucking LJ. That's bad news. I don't usually swear but well, gotta have some outstanding piece.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Published: 4/25/2005
The Great Betrayal by Thanato
In conjunction with "that."
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/23/2005
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if i could undo the past
i'd remove you first.
Poetry: War - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 298 - Published: 3/21/2014 - Complete
my hero was so ordinary
is it true, we always seem find ourselves exactly where we went lost?
Poetry: War - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Published: 9/14/2011
nicotine
when did grave stones and ding dong ditch become one sick game?
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Published: 8/22/2010 - Complete
ten minute happiness
it lasted only that long
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Published: 8/22/2010 - Complete
i worry reviews
i worry. i worry. I WORRY. but you don't know i exist.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/18/2009
katie, come back reviews
i'm dying.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: M - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/5/2009 - Complete
i found a reason to be
but i dont deserve it anyway.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37 - Published: 11/4/2009 - Complete
bully reviews
help her
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/11/2009 - Complete
red meat is no match
for my ripped open chest.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Published: 9/3/2009 - Complete
fairy tale love reviews
and an evil wicked witch.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/4/2009 - Complete
real fear
A serious hitlist was found at my school. I happened to be number 1. I remember the boy telling me before, exactly what he'd do to me. I don't know if I can ever face the outside world again.
Poetry: School - Rated: M - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Published: 3/14/2009 - Complete
smile love reviews
because we're still in one piece.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/14/2009 - Complete
things will never be the same
that's just the way it is
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Published: 2/14/2009 - Complete
stale winter breeze
my wisdom teeth are killing me
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 25 - Published: 2/13/2009 - Complete
youre cutting me open reviews
and leaving me to bleed
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/11/2009 - Complete
sleep with me reviews
cause i can't stand to go alone.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/17/2008 - Complete
look into my eyes
and see the truth that i know
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16 - Published: 11/29/2008 - Complete
keep me
please
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Published: 11/29/2008 - Complete
sunshine glow
nobody wants to go it on their own.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Published: 11/29/2008 - Complete
obsession
love or hate baby, either way, we're both obsessed.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Published: 11/21/2008 - Complete
blow
I thought you couldn't live without your heart", was my favorite line of the movie Blow, also my favorite movie. I finally sat down and made my boyfriend watch it.. and then our weekend plans were ruined. I crushed his heart, I'm so sorry baby.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 20 - Published: 11/21/2008 - Complete
dream
of love that will not pass.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Published: 11/21/2008 - Complete
love reviews
let our vengeance evolve.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/15/2008 - Complete
date rape reviews
i'm addicted to the thought of it.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/28/2008 - Complete
bandaid please reviews
i crave the sick pleasure of a corset piercing all of a sudden.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/28/2008 - Complete
back alley glow reviews
shine your eyes in my direction
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/27/2008 - Complete
city reviews
let's burn it down
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/11/2008 - Complete
faces
your's is the worst
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,255 - Published: 10/9/2008 - Complete
embrace me
face me, don't you walk away.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/6/2008 - Complete
All along I knew this day wouldcould come
this is an old piece. i'm no longer with that man. the reason? because i didnt love him like i wanted to. and he never loved me at all. "it's all fake hunnie, nobody's real anyway."
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 597 - Favs: 3 - Published: 10/6/2008 - Complete
7 Years and 50 days
far from wasted trying
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Published: 10/6/2008 - Complete
advil doesn't cure heartache
but let's try it anyway.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 331 - Published: 10/6/2008 - Complete
sorry reviews
that i kissed you. sorry that i liked it.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 30 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/5/2008 - Complete
this must count as failure
to win your heart.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Published: 10/4/2008 - Complete
rape reviews
and repeat.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/1/2008 - Complete
stop reviews
please
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/28/2008 - Complete
forgive me reviews
for i have stopped loving you.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/11/2008 - Complete
death reviews
i hope this weighs more than the world, on your shoulders.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/11/2008 - Complete
let's have sex again tonight reviews
you can do it all the time.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/6/2008 - Complete
cancer reviews
i swear to you, i wasn't lying
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/5/2008