NaiNuh777
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Joined 09-29-07, id: 583959
Author has written 36 stories for Friendship, Life, Love, Romance, General, Family, and Fantasy.

Name: Shaina - NaiNuh was what my niece called me when she was a baby.

DOB: December 2nd, 1986

Height/Hair Color/Eye Color: 5'5" - Dark brown - blue/gray

I'm not too terribly good at these profile things - never certain of what to write or what people want to see here. I guess one thing I should address is the contents of my poetry here. None of it is really 'main-stream' poetry, I guess. I am trying to direct towards a darker and not always welcomed area. This isn't because I am trying to piss people off or anything, though I know some of my things will or at least offend (let alone confuse :P). I am trying to explore the side that every human has, but rarely touches. I want to see the taboo things inside myself, and others/the world, and try to understand it. Not all things are light, happy, and innocent and I want to try my hardest in expressing that with my poetry.

Also, my own life - up to this point - has been, if fact, quite boring. Many of the things that I write about are not from experience, but speculation. I try to see myself as having a empathetic imagination, where I can picture someone else's way of life and deduce what it is they would be feeling during that circumstance. (Good thing I'm quite the daydreamer:P )

Now if people do not understand the things I write, or simply wish to discuss them, leave a note or a review. I will be glad to talk though I cannot say how often I can get back to people. But that being said, please, for those who may not like what I write, do not leave random flames or negative comments. While I will gladly take constructive crit, anything else will simply get you ignored and your comment deleted.

Things/People That Have Influenced/Inspired My Writing and Writing Style

Till Lindemann (of Rammstein) - For those who know who this man is, also most likely know how great a poet and lyricist he is. This man wields words like a warrior wields a sword. Though I haven't had the pleasure of reading his book of poetry, 'Messer', Till is someone whose example I can use as a guideline in my own work because, like with what I try to do, he strips the flowery surface and common wordage most people use when writing.

Rammstein - To include Till, but not the band as a whole, would be a major failing on my part. The band, Rammstein, influenced me before Till did on his own. Six men who, instead of simply trying to entertain their fans with their music, try to say something. It is also because of them that I first really heard of BDSM, which led me to read and learn more about it. They were the catalyst that led to understanding a part of myself I had previously thought was abnormal.

Viggo Mortensen - Again someone, if you know who he is and the work he does, you will know why I would label him an influence and inspiration. Viggo was influencing my work years before I started listening to Rammstein or Till. Though his style isn't as raw as the previous two, his simple and direct way of saying things in his poetry is something I have tried to keep on with my own work. He is also a great photographer which inspires me in that area as well. :P

Music - That's right - just music. When I'm writing, I always have music playing - usually full blast through my headphones. It helps me block out any distracting stimuli that may be around me - making nearly anyplace I am a good place to write. And, of course, the type of music or particular song I'm listening to has some effect on what/how I write. 'Frage' by the German band Eisbrecher is, I think, what I listened to when I wrote Dream and Icarus. On the other hand, I was listening to the 'Reise, Reise' album by Rammstein when I wrote Connection. Music, aside from keeping me from being distracted, also sometimes helps put me in the mood to write by numbing all other emotions and thoughts inside me but the ones I want to put down on paper.

Favorite Quotes

'I've always felt there were aspects of me that were monstrous, and you can either hide from it or confront it, embrace it and understand that those are aspects that make you unique and define you and motivate you. You can either overwhelm or overcompensate for them - but they truly define you as a human being. So that life became a question of either dealing with this monstrousness in one way or another. One finds a way to understand and make friends with that monster and understand that that's the very thing that makes you who you are. That's your emotional and spiritual fingerprint.' -Ron Perlman

'I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I'm not.'

'All those who believe in telekinesis, raise my hand.'

'Great spirits have always encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds.' -Albert Einstein

'I cannot give you the formula for success, but I can give you the formula for failure - which is: Try to please everybody.' -Herbert Bayard Swope

'Friendship is the only cure for hatred, the only guarantee of peace.' -Buddha

'To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment.' -Ralph Waldo Emerson

'Some people follow their dreams, others hunt them down and beat them mercilessly into submission.' -Neil Kendall

'One day, out of darkness, they shall meet, and read life's meaning in each other's eyes.' -Susan Mara Spalding

'He holds me when I start to cry, makes me smile with just his eyes. He shares my hopes, dreams, fears and wipes away all my tears. I love him without regret, I just haven't found him yet.'

'Love is not the opposite of hate. Love and hate are very similar emotions. Like a faucet with hot and cold handles, both temperatures of water come out of the same faucet. The opposite of love is indifference. Like a faucet with no water coming out.' -Dave Berg

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I Can Push For You by Yoona Tes reviews
I can push for you, like the daises in summer, my honey will run sweet,
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/3/2009 - Complete
God of Flesh by Thoughts That Drift Away reviews
Entertain your master
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 361 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/13/2007 - Complete
Admit Defeat by Madd Spammer reviews
We humans are so ignorant...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 5 - Published: 6/5/2000
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Dear Heart reviews
Sometimes the world's greatest lier is one's own heart.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/17/2008 - Complete
Superman
Falling in love with superheroes has never been a safe occupation.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/17/2008 - Complete
Dance, Dance
Without a goal in life, a person can almost be called soulless, because what are they reaching for?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Published: 2/6/2008 - Complete
Black Sun reviews
In a world where humans live along side another intelligent race, the Moiren, a young woman seeks out teaching only to find herself submitting to more than just her teacher's lessons. Ds influenced, no smut. R&R is very much appreciated.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,620 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 1/30/2008 - Published: 10/8/2007
Please
A sweet entreat by one who would change for the one they love, but can only offer a small flower.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/16/2008 - Complete
Iron Maiden
A poem written in Nov. '06 a different way of looking at myself.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Published: 1/16/2008 - Complete
Forget Me Not reviews
Forget not That once I had a voice With which To speak.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/12/2008 - Complete
Zu meinen Eltern reviews
To my Parents'. A small vent needed unexpectedly. Complete title is 'Zu meinen Eltern mit Liebe', or 'To my parents, with love.'
Poetry: Family - Rated: M - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/24/2007 - Complete
Hallelujah reviews
Craving love, but still hesitating. Willing to give in, but fearing retribution. Finally the realization Hallelujah! BDSM tones you are warned.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/19/2007 - Complete
The Fall of Ophelia
With a love so strong for her beloved Hamlet, Ophelia fell far, far, beyond the help of all.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Published: 11/14/2007 - Complete
To Love reviews
Sometimes love can be murderously cruel to love, while other times it is love that is cruel to us. Which do you see?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/14/2007 - Complete
Cruel Odyssey reviews
What you want is just there, just beyond the reach of your fingers. You long for it, but can never grasp it.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/11/2007 - Complete
Faerie Tale
A possible alternate look at how the Beast, or Frog Prince either could fit, felt about their fates.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Published: 11/11/2007 - Complete
Neptune reviews
One can love the sea, but do not expect the love to be returned.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/10/2007 - Complete
No Longer Drowning reviews
When the love is no longer there.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 39 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/10/2007 - Complete
Introspection reviews
A forced look into the person you hide behind the mask.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/6/2007 - Complete
Betrayal
When someone suffers a pain so great, it tears away their heart, all you can do is simply be there for them.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Published: 11/4/2007 - Complete
Envious
Wanting to have, at least once, what others have.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Published: 11/3/2007 - Complete
Addiction
Sometimes when a person goes in search of help for an addiction, they find just as much pain and strife as they had before.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Published: 11/3/2007 - Complete
Connection
Sometimes a momentary connection happens between two people.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Published: 11/2/2007 - Complete
Icarus reviews
A very strange and different way of seeing love. Rated because of what the poem is implying to, if you can see what that is, anyway.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/31/2007 - Complete
Worship reviews
Not all things are as they seem especially in the world of fetishism.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/28/2007 - Complete
Heartbreak
The feelings during those first moments when your heart breaks.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Published: 10/27/2007 - Complete
Equal reviews
When society itself expects certain things of you, how do you feel about that? Do you rebel? Give in? Read and tell me what your interpretations or opinions are. Complete version of the poem now up and in the second chapter.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 2 - Words: 405 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10/22/2007 - Published: 10/5/2007 - Complete
Stripes reviews
Another of my BDSM influenced poems. Who said love always has to be vanilla? :P
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/21/2007 - Complete
Mother reviews
A written account of what I fear may one day happen.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/18/2007 - Complete
Cream to Crimson
A look at life.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Published: 10/18/2007 - Complete
The Beast
Everyone has a creature inside them that they hide from the world. Here I set mine out for you to see.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Published: 10/12/2007 - Complete
Dream reviews
To dream is sometimes better than waking because while you dream, you don't realize that you've been forgotten.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/11/2007 - Complete
Me reviews
A quick and short look at myself.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/11/2007 - Complete
Together
A short little, romantic, blurb I wrote early on in the year. Enjoy!
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 20 - Published: 10/11/2007 - Complete
Bloodied Lips reviews
Another of my works that takes a little peek at the darker side of love. Enjoy!
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/11/2007 - Complete
White Flesh reviews
When the only thing anyone ever treats as is invisible, what would you be willing to let happen just so you could be seen? A fairly dark poem, S&M influenced. Do not read if that makes you uncomfortable.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 4 - Published: 10/8/2007 - Complete
Carved
A slightly stronger, more raw, look at love. As always, R&Ring is welcome. :
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/7/2007 - Complete
Why? reviews
Nearly everyone has experienced this to see someone they love walk away with someone else and not having an answer to their one and only question Why?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/6/2007 - Complete
Black Curtain reviews
A poetic look at how a person feels when the feelings they pour into a friendship is not returned in kind. A bit angsty, but oh well. R&R please, I would love to hear constructive crit.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/4/2007 - Complete