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Author has written 22 stories for General, Romance, Young Adult, Biography, and Horror.

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Kaleidoscope Eyes by stained blue reviews
“There's a difference,” he said, faded strings of smoke blurring between his lips, “between existence and actually living.”
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 405 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 7 - Published: 6/19/2008 - Complete
forgetting the way out by siphoned afterglow reviews
Today brings you another dull day. the sky agrees with you. Its cast out a dark hypnotizing shade of blue-gray and the clouds are gathering over your head. Everything you’ve ever wanted has taken a chunk of your heart and left the place.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 775 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/19/2008 - Complete
And I Say: Will You Ever Write Anything Beautiful by stained blue reviews
she, he's hanging starless from the sky.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 6 - Published: 3/7/2008 - Complete
Don't Listen by glimpses from an ivory tower reviews
Prose poem. Within these lines, the words scream to fill my silence, shriek with all I am not saying, all I never will.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 422 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/15/2008 - Complete
pineapple juice by insomnia in dreamland reviews
oh oh, be gentle. the world is crushing her heart
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Horror/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/3/2008
Wednesday by michael mcblack reviews
Every damn day.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/18/2007 - Complete
Colours of Me by All Alone With Her Thoughts reviews
Things aren't always what they seem...
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Suspense - Chapters: 7 - Words: 2,163 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 9/25/2007 - Published: 7/27/2007
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short prompt responses reviews
short prompt responses that can't stand alone. on-going series.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 7 - Words: 725 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6/9/2008 - Published: 3/18/2008
eyes blazing honest reviews
sitting on the porch swing in the ominous twilight, hugging her knees like the bars of a cage.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Published: 5/26/2008 - Complete
shitsmeared piece of cardboard reviews
the words feel like razor-edged emptiness as i force them through the cracks in my fingertips. there could never be enough letters and syllables to bleed this out of me, to purge me pure. instead, i hemorrhage mediocre poetry and vomit my broken illusions
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 478 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/8/2008 - Complete
remember hope? reviews
we're playing the who's-the-bigger-pessimist game on the eve of the apocalypse. well, the world's not really ending, but we can pretend. //vignette//
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/8/2008 - Complete
across your face and into your eyes reviews
the rich scented dusk seeping through your lips as the moon climbs the sky. and i know i would rather feel love than know the meaning of it. //awad. see profile for info.//
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 377 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/5/2008 - Complete
like if i asked, i would ruin the magic reviews
i can't heal you when i can't heal myself, but i can give you the same bit about the stars that she gave me //vignette, abstract//
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 272 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 4/2/2008 - Complete
abuse is the purest form of beauty reviews
It's screaming with no voice and drowning inside every minute you're near me. //vignette//
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/31/2008 - Complete
Leap of Faith reviews
It's number thirty-five on my list of Things to Do Before I Die. //awad. see profile for info.//
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/29/2008 - Complete
The Latest Reasons for Screaming reviews
The current fears on my mind include plane crashes, the 2008 presidential election, finding a job, and screwing up. //awad. see profile for info.//
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/28/2008 - Complete
My Deepest Regret reviews
“Dad, I'm gay.” Silence. He stares. Some things are worse than rejection. //awad. see profile for info.//
Fiction: Biography - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 602 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2/27/2008 - Complete
Freak Without Wings reviews
God damn it, I will never be a bird. //awad. see profile for info.//
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/26/2008 - Complete
and I Can't Turn Down the Volume reviews
Everything is falling apart, but i remain in place. //awad. see profile for info.//
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/26/2008 - Complete
dismal October reviews
i implode from months of silence. //awad. see profile for info.//
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/26/2008 - Complete
the Nightmare is Receding reviews
sddsaf
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/26/2008 - Complete
Ice and Fire reviews
It sounds like heartbreak and shards of the blissful ignorance I've shattered. I won't, can't meet her eyes. //vignette//
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 466 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/17/2008 - Complete
This Kind of Silence reviews
You won't look at me, and I want to ask if this helps, if it dulls the pain. [vignette, edited from original version]
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Drama/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 336 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2/5/2008 - Complete
They're Pretending Not to Despise You reviews
Everyone's watching, but no one cares. [vignette]
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/3/2008 - Complete
Erring on the Side of Unlikable reviews
I opened my eyes and saw my version of the truth. [a pondering]
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/12/2008 - Complete
for Somewhere Else reviews
So you fall to your knees and turn to the sky, begging it to lift you. [vignette]
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 296 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/27/2007 - Complete
cursed reviews
and sometimes there are just too many voices [rant]
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/18/2007 - Complete
In an Evanescing Dream reviews
Eternity is something difficult for me to comprehend. [vignette]
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 405 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/21/2007 - Complete
to ever mend reviews
i was trying to avoid her eyes, because every time i looked into them i flooded with the same recurring shame. [vignette]
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 297 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10/14/2007 - Complete