Heaven Help Me 05
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Joined 10-13-07, id: 585461, Profile Updated: 04-01-11

Hey, thanks for checking my page out.

Personality: fun, kind, gets along with everyone, bold, could care less of what you think of me.

Name: Nikita

Age: 24

D.O.B: 3/15/86

Stories: I write for either non-fiction and fiction, depends on what I feel at the time. I don't know how to write poetry, so you probably won't see it on here. I love writing and I always welcome new ideas from everyone. Even criticizime(sp?).

Want a friend? I'm here! If you just want some tips or to chat, that's great too.

I also need a Beta Reader. I really need someone's perspective on my writing. Please and thank you. If you are interested, please contact me at or on here. Thank you.

I am in the process of starting another story. If you are fan of mine, the story The Night We Met I am not doing because I am always coming up blank and would actually like to start and finsih a story that has meaning to me.

One Shots:
Heartache:
About a boyfriend who gets caught cheating on his girlfriend and she already caught him cheating on her with the same woman but she catches him again with same woman and now she doesn't have the guts to tell him that she's leaving him. Please R&R.

Lyrics:

"Alright!/Break me down, you got a lovely face, we're going to your place, now you got to freak me out/Scream so loud, getting fucking laid, you want me to stay but I got to make my way/Hey! You're a crazy bitch but you fuck so good I'm on top of it/When I dream, I'm doing you all night, scratches all down my back to keep me right on-2X/Take it off, the paper is your game, jump in bed with fame another one night paid in full/You're so fine, it won't be a loss cashing in the rocks just to get you face to face/Hey! You're a crazy bitch but you fuck so good I'm on top of it/When I dream, I'm doing you all night, scratches all down my back to keep me right on-2X/Get the video, fuck you so good-2X/Hey! You're a crazy bitch but you fuck so good I'm on top of it/When I dream, I'm doing you all night, scratches all down my back to keep me right on-2X/Baby girl you want it all, to be a star you'll have to go down/Take it off, no need to talk you're crazy but I like the way you fuck me/Hey! You're a crazy bitch but you fuck so good I'm on top of it/When I dream, I'm doing you all night, scratches all down my back to keep me right on-2X/You're crazy but I like the way you fuck me..." Crazy Bitch by Buckcherry

"Oh, I have a lot to say/I was thinking on my time away/I miss you and things weren't the same/Cause everything inside, it never comes out right/And when I see you cry it makes me want to die/I'm sorry I'm bad/I'm sorry I'm blue/I'm sorry about all the things I said to you/And I know I can't take it back/I love how you kiss/I love how it sounds/Baby the way you make my world go round/And I just wanted to say...I'm sorry/This time I think I'm to blame/It's harder to get through the days/You get older and blame turns to shame/Cause everything inside, it never comes out right/And when I see you cry it makes me want to die/I'm sorry I'm bad/I'm sorry I'm blue/I'm sorry about all the things I said to you/And I know I can't take it back/I love how you kiss/I love how it sounds/Baby the way you make my world go round/And I just wanted to say...I'm sorry/Every single day/I think how we came all this way/The sleepless nights and the tears you cried/It's never too late to make it right/Oh yeah, sorry!/I'm sorry I'm bad/I'm sorry I'm blue/I'm sorry about all the things I said to you/And I know I can't take it back/I love how you kiss/I love how it sounds/Baby the way you make my world go round/And I just wanted to say...I'm sorry/I'm sorry baby/I'm sorry baby/Yeah, I'm sorry..." Sorry by Buckcherry

"They read you Cinderella/You hoped it would come true/That one day your Prince Charming would come rescue you/You like romantic movies/You never will forget the way you felt when Romeo kissed Juliet/All this time that you've been waiting/You don't have to wait no more/I can love you like that/I would make you my world/Move Heaven and Earth if you were my girl/I will give you my heart/Be all that you need/Show you you're everything that's precious to me/If you give me a chance/I can love you like that/I never make a promise I don't intent to keep/So when I say forever, forever's what I mean/I'm no Casanova but I swear this much is true/I'll be holdin' nothin' back when it comes to you/You dream of love that's everlasting/Well baby, open your eyes/I can love you like that/I would make you my world/Move Heaven and Earth if you were my girl/I will give you my heart/Be all that you need/Show you you're everything that's precious to me/If you give me a chance/I can love you like that/You want tenderness-I got tenderness/And I see through to the heart of you/If you want a man who understands/You don't have to look very far/I can love you/I can/I can love you like that/I would make you my world/Move Heaven and Earth if you were my girl/I would give you my heart/Be all that you would need/Show you you're everything that's precious to me..." I Can Love You Like That by John Michael Montgomery

"Now I know/That I can't make you stay/But where's your heart?/But where's your heart?/But where's your.../And I know that there's nothing I can say/To change that part/To change that part/To change/So many/Bright lights that casts a shadow/But can I speak?/But is it hard to understanding/I'm incomplete?/A life's that so demanding/I get so weak/A love that's so demanding/I can't speak/I'm not afraid to keep on livin/I'm not afraid to rock this world alone/Honey, if you stay, you'll be forgiven/Nothing you can say can stop me goin' home/Can you see my eyes are shining bright?/Cause I'm out here on the other side/Of a jet black hotel mirror/And I'm so weak/Is it hard understanding/I'm incomplete?/A love that's so demanding/I get weak/I'm not afraid to keep on livin/I'm not afraid to rock this world alone/Honey, if you stay, you'll be forgiven/Nothing you can say can stop me goin' home/These bright lights have always blinded me/These bright lights have always blinded me/I say,/I see youlyin' next to me/With words I thought I'd never speak,/Awake and unafraid/Asleep or dead!/'Cause I see you lyin' next to me/With words I never thought I'd speak/Awake and unafraid/Asleep or dead!/I'm not afraid to keep on livin'/I'm not afraid to rock this world alone,/Honey if you stay, you'll be forgiven,/Nothin' you can say can stop me goin' home/I'm not afraid to keep on livin'/I'm not afraid to rock this world alone,/Honey if you stay, you'll be forgiven,/Nothin' you can say can stop me goin' home..." Famous Last Words by My Chemical Romance

Quotes:

"Movies can and do have tremendous influence in shaping young lives in the realm of entertainment towards the ideals and objectives of normal adulthood." Walt Disney

"You know what your problem is, it's that you haven't seen enough movies-all of life's riddles are answered in the movies." Steve Martin

"You win some, lose some, and wreck some." Dale Earnhardt

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Once Upon a One Night Stand by simonexsays reviews
REMOVED. One night stands are usually never good. But a one night stand with your sworn enemy? That's even worse.
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A One Night Stand Turned Complicated by Lilchany reviews
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From Beginning To End by HeadAboveTheWater reviews
Cradling the decision between life and death in one's palm isn't easy...and Crystal Moore has always had shaky hands. Read if you like drama! *1st Place Best Drama SKoW Round 12*
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You'll Remember Me by Sable Queenie reviews
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Misconception REWRITE by Devia reviews
Great. Mistaken for a boy again. Just what Alex needed on her first day of college. Not only was she stuck rooming with a guy who is cocky, blond, and a wellknown player, but what is she supposed to do about all of these other guys chasing after her?
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From the Cradle to the Grave by NiteSkyStar reviews
Sweet, geeky boy next door Chris was Meredith's favorite babysitter when she was little. Almost a decade later, their paths cross again... and Chris is now charming, wealthy, successful, and incredibly handsome. As they grow closer, Meredith finds their smoldering chemistry harder and harder to resist. Problem? She's 17. He's 26. Worse? He's getting married...
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The Apocalypse by Weeping Duck reviews
Hannah Ayers and Jake Allen had hated each other for longer than they could remember. But when a car accident leaves Hannah with amnesia, she can’t remember him at all. Jake could use this to a nefarious advantage…or enjoy a clean slate. Tough choice.
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Samantha by Mystified reviews
Samantha is a normal college student, until her apartment falls victim to a bomb, and she's kidnapped by a very mysterious, very handsome stranger, whose intentions aren't all that clear.
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Steps by jeepers09 reviews
For years, it was just me and Mom. Now all of a sudden I've got a new stepdad, a stepbrother, and my best friend's hot older brother is starting to look at me funny. Maybe he's finally noticed I'm not twelve anymore?
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In the Eye of the Tiger by Ameliebabie reviews
Leah Townsend is on the run.And in serious danger.Desperate,she finds herself in the hands of a spy who is as dangerous as they come.Has she jumped from the frying pan into the fire?R&R!Thanx PLS READ MY UPDATE ON CHAP 30 IF YOU ARE NEW TO THIS STORY.
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None Other Than by Mac Vicchrilli reviews
You think I like him? You've got to be kidding. Darren Teigan is the most stubborn, pompous, pigheaded, egotistical creature that ever existed." Emma says nothing and I blanch. "He's... right behind me, isn't he..." COMPLETE.
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Relatively Married by jeepers09 reviews
When their parents die suddenly, step-siblings Luke and Katie have to join forces to keep 17-year-old Katie out of foster care. So she agrees to Luke's crazy plan and for the next 9 months they're man and wife. Maybe they'll even start to like each other.
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They Call it a Cliché by angels and effects reviews
REMOVED. So he's my twin brother's best friend. The supposedly hot one who gets the girls while I hang out with the loud mouthed, all round idolized jocks of the school. Then he kisses me one night... wait, WHAT?
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The Day I Stalked Him by Vena Cava reviews
(One-Shot) 12:05pm. Target caught masturbating in bathroom stall. 007 status: in adjacent stall, hyperventilating.
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The Deal with Satan's Son by aerogirl401 reviews
Lark is in love with her best friend Brent, but is constantly annoyed by his older stepbrother Duncan. Duncan makes a bet with Lark to show her that Brent doesn't love her. Romance and tension ensue as Lark learns what being in love actually means.
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Promise by Tzotel431 reviews
When Melanie and Carter's parents split, they think they will never see one another again. Until they meet at school in the wake of Mel's heartbreak. Carter wants to heal her soul, all because of one little promise he made her, to be there.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 33 - Words: 57,176 - Reviews: 481 - Favs: 117 - Follows: 97 - Updated: 5/2/2008 - Published: 4/15/2007
Jackie by heart shaped lies reviews
Not that she was happy to start with. But at least she was satisfied. But that was before she was forced to move to a completely new city, make way for a stepfather and two step brothers in her life AND tolerate that annoying boy next door. //ON HIATUS//
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Because of a Boy by Wheresmyprince reviews
Jamie became an A student who never goes out and Jan becomes the wild child.Everything is great until Bryce moves into the neighborhood.He brings out the secrets and pain.Can two sisters stay together or will this secret tear them apart.
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Spite by xMellyness reviews
17 year old Viola Sanders had to deal with living in her twin sister's shadow for years. But on one fateful day, when Lynne dies in a car accident, Viola is left to watch the world she once knew disappear before her very eyes. R&R.
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Everything by ladyle reviews
When a young girl's father dies, she learns the meaning of being a family with the brothers she never knew. Along the way, she also discovers that the boy who drives her crazy, may be the one for her.
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Quandaries of a Quirky Romantic by Secretive reviews
She's a hopeless romantic that is terrified of falling in love. Quirky? You have no idea... He's misunderstood purposely so and has a past. A dark one. So...what happens when their small town matchmaker decides they're destined for each other?
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Tempt Me Not by cynically amused reviews
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Resisting Him by Master of the Chimps reviews
Mac is forced to tutor Heath who is one of the hottest guys at school She is possible the ONLY girl that doesnt like Heath and to him, thats NOT a good thing. So Heath decides to try and use all his charm.
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Disturbing the Peace by kaika switched reviews
So there's this girl who's with this guy. But then there's this other guy whose mom's marrying her dad and he has this really cute friend. Who do you choose? She'll take all three.
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The Vast Hills of Tennessee by likeanopenbook reviews
Finally an update! I'm sorry for such a delay. New characters in this chapter! Hope you enjoy it.
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