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Joined 11-15-07, id: 589097, Profile Updated: 05-08-09
Author has written 119 stories for General, and Haiku.

a repainting of my life has begun.

sweet meditation, so quiet

so easy, too easy to end a worthless life by Amarone reviews
you don't need to think, you don't need to talk, just press and hold down the damn trigger.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/21/2008 - Complete
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tunnels in storms reviews
maybe the thunder is simply an echo of your voice
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 21 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/7/2009 - Complete
the insanity of ambivalence reviews
the troubles of summer. delayed post.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/7/2009 - Complete
where i meet you, beneath moon and sky reviews
the silken feel of sleep
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/7/2009 - Complete
held so close
you don't have to speak because i can hear your heartbeat
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 39 - Published: 12/7/2009 - Complete
the beauty of change
the wind cuts through my jacket but i smile anyway
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Published: 12/7/2009 - Complete
ten thousand feet and falling
more than i could know, i think i do
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Published: 12/7/2009 - Complete
one and only reviews
how am i supposed to breathe when you steal it? that secret smile of yours
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/28/2009 - Complete
the shaded sun reviews
calm down, i keep telling myself, this hate is only transient
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/28/2009 - Complete
sweet pattern of stars
connect the dots, soft laughter in my ear
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Published: 10/28/2009 - Complete
heat shimmer reviews
skim over me
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/28/2009 - Complete
if it could be different reviews
a dream i had, just a dream
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 223 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/14/2009 - Complete
butterfly flirt reviews
you know that i'll be...
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/14/2009 - Complete
a certain perfection reviews
the sweet curve of happiness
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/14/2009 - Complete
longer than love reviews
the forever of friendship
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/14/2009 - Complete
o chorus reviews
flight of bird and hope
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/14/2009 - Complete
unseen but known reviews
gentle invisibility
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/14/2009 - Complete
of softness and warmth reviews
i haven't seen you in so long
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/14/2009 - Complete
feel the velocity and breathe
spinning of rotation and black of asphalt beneath my resting feet
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27 - Published: 10/14/2009 - Complete
just stay close
what is the answer to this?
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Published: 10/14/2009 - Complete
the nighttime of our love
soft twilit clouds and my heartache
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Published: 10/14/2009 - Complete
unravel these words
like the golden guiding of faith
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Published: 10/14/2009 - Complete
don't let it end
in the summer i say, something's happening to me
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Published: 10/14/2009 - Complete
a flutter in my chest
like a dream i had
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Published: 10/14/2009 - Complete
the deepest of deep
sight of beauty pure
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 311 - Published: 10/14/2009 - Complete
the open sky
taste the atmosphere
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Published: 10/14/2009 - Complete
a certain silence reviews
for you forever, because i know you need the rest.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/22/2009 - Complete
here time slows reviews
the long fingers of the lazy sun heavy on my back.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/22/2009 - Complete
an erased slate
golden light singing and new beginnings.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Published: 8/22/2009 - Complete
swimmers, take your marks reviews
i am tired, but i will push on.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/2/2009 - Complete
hugging memories reviews
i want you back with me.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/2/2009 - Complete
late sunrise and the giant bird reviews
do you really think so?
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/2/2009 - Complete
how does it seem reviews
perhaps tomorrow i'll find it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/20/2008 - Complete
sealed your fate
i'll become the sea.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Published: 8/20/2008 - Complete
a calm that will never arrive reviews
i feel like there is no reprieve
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/20/2008 - Complete
shiver, and inhale reviews
me and my weaknesses
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/22/2008 - Complete
into the next
we exist beneath the stain of time.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/22/2008 - Complete
as the world sleeps
spilling out of my head
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Published: 6/22/2008 - Complete
sweet still hours
it's so hard to hope.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Published: 6/22/2008 - Complete
it's breaking me reviews
my love and my gun.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/22/2008 - Complete
gotta leave this bleak place
i still can recall the taste of your misery.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Published: 6/22/2008 - Complete
the darkness said reviews
i'll be your escape, my sweet.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/10/2008 - Complete
and do you see me reviews
just promise me this.."
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/26/2008 - Complete
the loudest whispers
and i fell asleep with you still talking to me, deep under the darkness
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 320 - Published: 4/26/2008 - Complete
in this twilight
i could taste the pale moonlight
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/26/2008 - Complete
between serenity and loneliness
of a silence that never ends
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Published: 4/22/2008 - Complete
there's a long way down from here reviews
tangled, we'll hide in the hours before the sunrise
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/22/2008 - Complete
all that you knew slips away reviews
peace of mind can't be bought. the flow cannot be stilled. for daw/amelia.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/18/2008 - Complete
the world spins in our hands
and for a moment i could hardly breathe
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Published: 4/18/2008 - Complete
as on we go drowning reviews
for loneliness like this.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/18/2008 - Complete
kicking shadows on the street
you're the only thing i wouldn't change
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Published: 4/17/2008 - Complete
when i fall
couldn't touch the border between grey and color.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 39 - Published: 4/17/2008 - Complete
away with the goodbyes reviews
it felt like vertigo.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/17/2008 - Complete
the rhythm of sighs and bloodflow reviews
let's break forever, you and me
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 7 - Words: 611 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3/28/2008 - Published: 3/27/2008
to the legends of fire and gravity
a melancholy space where we never dream
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Published: 3/27/2008 - Complete
and everything still moves in slow motion reviews
you make it all go away.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 330 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/21/2008 - Complete
a hole in my heart reviews
tell me when i'm going to feel alive.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/21/2008 - Complete
the sweeter the pain, the longing
sometimes you catch me. mostly, i just bruise.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 310 - Published: 3/21/2008 - Complete
only half a dream reviews
memories from the seelie court
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/21/2008 - Complete
as we sift through the hourglass reviews
so she sings there, a soul locked in a body
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/17/2008 - Complete
to you, my friend reviews
we're never certain. but we'll always be together. for pae/michelle.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/9/2008 - Complete
the heartless, the unspeakable reviews
ink and toxins. we can't live this way forever, running.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/22/2008 - Complete
holy and meteor reviews
last prayers and eyes of jade. the scent of flowers still hung in the air.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/22/2008 - Complete
from the bottom of the world reviews
just wanna hide between the earth and the sea. won't find me.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/22/2008 - Complete
take a deep breath reviews
you're not the only one stuck. something that i wish i said.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/22/2008 - Complete
where the sea does not curve reviews
and then a silence so heavy...split apart the waves
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/22/2008 - Complete
nothing but my own mistakes reviews
LOSS; noun. the state of being deprived of or of being without something that one has had.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/22/2008 - Complete
spoken struggle in a tired room
i could feel their anger boring holes into my back as i walked away.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Published: 2/22/2008 - Complete
like a scar from a wound
cuz you're worth more to me than the light fading from the sky, the moon waning in the dark
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Published: 2/17/2008 - Complete
can't even breathe reviews
the colors slowly fade and they keep calling to me
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/17/2008 - Complete
a song in my soul, shadows on the walls
they said i was crazy for giving up everything for you
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Published: 2/17/2008 - Complete
forbidden fruit
it used to be so perfect, just me and you and the stars above. femslash.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Published: 2/17/2008 - Complete
irony and the sea that wanted revenge
and here lies the skeleton of that long lost elysium, here at the bottom of the sea
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Published: 2/17/2008 - Complete
colorless
just close your eyes.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Published: 2/6/2008 - Complete
antifeeling
complete solitude and the rain still poured
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Published: 2/6/2008 - Complete
immortality
time dragged on and i could only fade in the mirror
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Published: 2/6/2008 - Complete
insomnia reviews
now it's you falling into oblivion
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/18/2008 - Complete
noise
too much, all at once
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 30 - Published: 1/8/2008 - Complete
hopeful reviews
this is the nightmare you've chosen
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/8/2008 - Complete
fake reviews
how we all love to break toys
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/8/2008 - Complete
no pulse
shrill in the destruction of clarity
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Published: 1/8/2008 - Complete
oh, misery
they screamed and screamed with poison in every inhale [world war II][concentration camp]
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 294 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/8/2008 - Complete
warflavored reviews
it was a different kind of death as the bullets whirred past our helmets [slash?]
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/8/2008 - Complete
worthless
they'd know regret soon enough. [for wolfy]
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 262 - Published: 12/31/2007 - Complete
white walls
did you think it would be flawless?
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Published: 12/19/2007 - Complete
quicksilver reviews
where a broken promise was once held
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 515 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/8/2007 - Complete
adieu reviews
learn to speak in mute.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2007 - Complete
trembling reviews
trees ablaze in reds and oranges
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2007 - Complete
aire y agua reviews
past the rip currents and farther from sunlight
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2007 - Complete
gone reviews
you taste like decay.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/21/2007 - Complete
metallic reviews
so i'll end it here
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2007 - Complete
barbed wire
tripped and fell.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Published: 11/21/2007 - Complete
prey
which one will die today?
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Published: 11/21/2007 - Complete
love me not reviews
nobody wants you here anymore
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/21/2007 - Complete
doppelganger
‘your death is coming’
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Published: 11/21/2007 - Complete
mute reviews
glassbreaking whispers
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 22 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/21/2007 - Complete
perfect circles reviews
‘we’ll watch the sky burn.’
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2007 - Complete
lose control
drowninthisflood
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Published: 11/21/2007 - Complete
chaos
across cracked mirrors
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Published: 11/21/2007 - Complete
empty
well, wouldn’t you like to escape?
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Published: 11/21/2007 - Complete
dizzy reviews
don't.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 32 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/21/2007 - Complete
jinx
soaked in dayglo gorestains
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 223 - Published: 11/21/2007 - Complete
monochrome
look to the sky look for the lies
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Published: 11/21/2007 - Complete
hello reviews
do you recognize me?
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2007 - Complete
give in
just give up
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Published: 11/21/2007 - Complete
dream reviews
i lost her.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/19/2007 - Complete
oxygen reviews
and say goodbye
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/19/2007 - Complete
don't go
who are we who am i?
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Published: 11/19/2007 - Complete
softest pain
no there's no escaping this time
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 32 - Published: 11/19/2007 - Complete
habit
with your razor sharp words
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Published: 11/19/2007 - Complete
bruises
bruises left behind from sharp, sharp words
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 39 - Published: 11/19/2007 - Complete
lies
everything is crashing down
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Published: 11/19/2007 - Complete
unforgiving
you're so blind.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Published: 11/19/2007 - Complete
dreamt as you died
worse than reality
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Published: 11/19/2007 - Complete
judgment day
don't leave me i still need you
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Published: 11/19/2007 - Complete
murderer
‘i don't forgive you.’
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Published: 11/19/2007 - Complete
delirium
no color no oxygen no life
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Published: 11/19/2007 - Complete
fallen leaves
blood fire earth sun
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Published: 11/19/2007 - Complete
insane
this is too much to handle alone
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Published: 11/19/2007 - Complete
tragedy
i don't think i can cope.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Published: 11/19/2007 - Complete