Kanika Sanura
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Joined 11-20-07, id: 589618, Profile Updated: 03-17-10

There's really not much about me that I can tell. First off, I am a completely and utterly unashamed lover of yaoi (slash to some of you) and more commonly write it. Yes, I do indeed do hetero relationships, but my specialty is maleXmale. I don't know why, but it's easier for me. I am proudly a scene girl (mistakenly known as an emo, WHICH IS WRONG! THERE IS A DIFFERENCE!). You hate on me and I swear to the god and goddess that I'll retaliate. I'm tired of it, so don't even start. And I'll enjoy it immensley .. And I am also a Wiccan. No, that's NOT a witch. Wicca and witchcraft are completely different. Idiots.

I am also a beta and am currently beta-ing 3 peoples' stories, but I am willing to do about 2 more. 5 is pretty much my limit for a while, as I also have my own stories that I need to work on. If anyone else is interested, let me know. My beta profile can be found in the beta search.

I highly enjoy sarcasm and am really good at it, or so I'm told. May come off as rude to some of you, which is not my intention at all, but if that is how you perceive me, then I guess that's your problem/mistake. I speak my mind (am very blunt) and have been writing stories for a really long time now and have been growing because of it. Some of you may know me as AisuhanaRyuuInari on . If you do know me from there, I'm working on updating, haha. Just very slowly. And no, I'm not gonna give some lame excuse as to why that is. For one thing, I'm sure most of you don't really care, so long as you know I'm working on it and all. For another, it always bugs me when authors write down some excuse for taking so long to update and I'm sure it's no different for some of you. And for the last reason, it's really none of your business why I'm late. I could have had my appendix removed or I could just be wallowing in self-pity 'cause my boyfriend and I broke up. Neither of those have happened, but they were good examples.

But if any of you wish to know more about me, just go to my profile on . There's a lot more description on there. Since this is a sister site, I thought it rather pointless to repeat myself on here when there is perfectly valid and well-thought out explanations of myself on the other site. Anyway, I hope my ramblings haven't deterred any of you and I hope you enjoy my stories. If you don't you can flame me, I really don't care. I'll only laugh at you, so embarrass yourself at your own expense.

Frequently my stories will have Elvish in them, though you may not know it. I can speak and write it fluently and I absolutely love the language. It's so beautiful and not as difficult as most people believe and lets me insult people without them knowing HA! But because of the misleadings of most of the pronunciations, if any of you would like to know how to pronounce the words correctly, let me know. I'll give you the most common misleading pronunciation, though.

dh - is pronounced with a hard th, as in the, not as in beth. So, Maidhfinden is pronounced My-TH-fin-den

See? Not so difficult. I shall include this little lesson in the seventh installment of To Wars End. To help some of you along. I may even include an entire lesson, haha. In fact, I think I will do that, though I have yet to decide if I will upload the link onto my profile or just into a chapter...maybe both? I don't know...I don't think many of you are reading this anyway, so I'll just most likely have to decide, ha ha.

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong

The Basics of Yours Truly

1. Full Name: Summer Dawn (not telling you my last name) M

2. Nicknames: Chal, Chalmar, White Witch

3. Birthday: Last month

4. Place Of Birth: A hospital, on Earth, in this galaxy, in this solar system that is in this universe that was created by the Big Bang.

5. Zodiac Sign: hehe, doesn't match my personality at all

6. Male Or Female: hmmm ... good question ...

7. School: I am in college ... sucks at times, rocks at others ...

8. Occupation: insomniac, lmao.

9. Residence: is the place you live. wow, you're learning fast, aren't ya

10. MSN Screen Name: XxDevil'sAngelxX (it matches me perfectly)

My Appearance

12. Hair Colour: Um ... are you wanting orginal? lol. Orig: auburn (bland, right?); Currently: black with neon rainbow streaks and tips

13. Hair Length: All the way to my butt. I LOVE IT

14. Eye Colour: Bright Green, normally ...

15. Weight: Haven't a clue. Not gonna weigh myself either. Do you know how depressing that is? Freakin prick ...

16. Height: 5' 7"

17. Braces?: Had them way back when

18. Glasses?: Only at night, lol. Or when I'm too lazy to put my contacts in ...

19. Piercings: Four

20. Tattoos: Several, all designed by moi

21. Righty Or Lefty: Righty

My Firsts

22. First Best Friend: You want the one that stabbed me in the back or the first that didn't? Ah, hell, I'll just tell you. The bitch was Nichole Klie (you know her name, now do what you will with it) and my two currents and will forever be as such are Anlgea and Dreamaih (which are not their real names, but are in fact nick names. If I told you their real names, I'd have to kill you and would enjoy doin' it. )

23. First Award: Um ... first place in Vocals and Instrumental in Contest ... Yah, I know, I'm a nerd in that context ... Shut up ... Don't be jealous that I can sing and you can't (jk I dunno if you can sing or not)

24. First Sport: Volleyball

25. First Pet: Um ... A kitteh

26. First Real Vacation: Road trip to South Dakota. Great fun!

27. First Concert: First concert? Umm ... let's see ... I was probably like ... 5 ... so it was something country cuz thats all my mom listens to ... First concert that i went to that wasn't against my will would beeee ... ah, hell, I dunno ... It was rock, thats all I can say.

28. First Love: Zachary Allen Petrie. Now I hate him . Still love him a lil, but hate him for the most part. Ah, who am I kidding? I'd still get back together with him sigh I know, I'm pathetic.

My Favourites

29. Movie: HAHA, fuck that, I can't choose. What the hell's wrong with you??

30. TV Programme: BURN NOTICE! When I manage to go home and visit my parents and have television at my disposal. By the way, it's still spelled program not programME... dumbass (ty Jeff Dunham)

31. Colour: Neon Green, Black, Purple, Red in that order

32. Rapper: Don't have one? I don't think I like any of them. Nope... Hate rap in fact.

33. Band/Artist: At the moment, Brokencyde

34. Song Right Now: Um ... Kyah right ... Like I can answer that.

35. Friends: Aw, fuck, you're tryin to make me choose that? There's something wrong with you, you don't CHOOSE that. And if you do, you don't ADVERTISE it ... dumbass

36. Sweet: Caramel

37. Sport: Um ... If forced to choose, I'd say ice skating. Hey, don't laugh. Think of the hell they have to go through in order to do half the crap they can.

38. Restuarant: PARK HILL!

39. Clothing Brand: Um, I dunno ... It varies ... and I usually buy something and then alter it in my own style. For example, I bought a prefect pair of dark blue jeans from L.E.I and sewed fishnet and neon strips of satin onto them and have had people sign/write msgs on them. They're fucking kickass

41. School Subject: English, Art and Foreign language. And I'm surprisingly good at History, so I guess that too.

42. Animal: Arctic fox for sure, and other breeds of it, Husky, Wolf, Penquins, Squirrels, Tigers.

43. Book/Author: At the moment, Sherrilyn Kenyon is the author. Book ... Hell, I dunno. I'm waitin for the next one to come out.

44. Magazine: I don't read magazines. I find them dull and uneventful and uninteresting. I don't give a shit about gossip that is 95 percent of the time totally incorrect. I had enough of that shit in High School and now college, thank you very much. And when you're friends with the people that the gossip in magazines is about, all the lies just piss you off more. . (not lying there lol. You'd be amazed how many celebs you can meet on MMOs).

45. Shoes: My high top chained converse I got from Hot Topic. Hell yah!

I am Currently

46. Feeling: Bored, annoyed, frisky, pissed.

47. Single Or Taken: Taken, though I'm about to kick his ass -.-

48. In love: Sickeningly so ...

49. Eating: You ... haha, no no. Nothing at the moment.

50. Drinking: Again, nothing at the moment ... Why do you care? Trying to poison me? What the fuck?!

51. Typing: t t t t t t t... what? I was trying to type this, but your question was so vague that technically I was typing the letter T

52. Online?: Yes, actually. I usually am.

53. Listening To: The Only One - Evanescence

54. Thinking About: Stuff your lil virgin ears and mind really don't need to know about, let alone think about. Just go back to your room and mummy and daddy will talk to you in a few hours. ;)

55. Wanting To: Go out

56. Watching: The blinky light that says I got a new IM

57. Wearing: Nothin, I'm in my birthday suit. Bet that's what you wanted to hear, huh, you freakin PERVERT! I'm wearing snowboots and a parka, jackass. (Not really, but are you at least giggling yet?)

In My Future

58. Want Kids?: Yah, eventually

59. Want To Get Married?: Eventually, yes ... Was engaged ... Didn't work out ...

60. Careers In Mind: Populating the world with giant rodents

61. Where Do You Want To Live: In a castle far far away in the wonderful world of Make Believe, where you can ride on butterflies through rainbows and eat all the candy you want and never get caveties! No, not really ...

62. Car: '96 McLaren F1. I know, I aim high. But just watch. It'll happen. And I'll rub it in the faces of all those who doubted me, you'll see (Childish, yes. Does it make me feel better? yes. Do I care? not really)


1 - My ex... Is a douche

2 - Maybe I should... Do my homework ...

3 - I love... Many things

4 - People would say that I'm... Psychotic, a bitch (I am, on occasion) a spaz, fun to be around, obsessed with a few things, a pervert, a naughty girl, an emo (WRONG-O!)

5 - I don't understand... Trig ... and why the hell I wasn't born a guy ... and why the hell all the preps and jocks suddenly love all the emos/punks/goths of the world. What The Fuck People?!

6 - When I wake up in the morning... I curse whoever decided an education was needed in the world ... or I groan and ignore the world and just roll back over ... and when someone tells me to get up, I tell them to fuck off ... then get up anyway, 10 mins later. I'm such a hypocrit, lol

7 - I lost... One love, my mind, a lot of things ...

8 - Life is full of... Ponies that eat rainbows and poop butterflies! Not really, but that would be weird as bloody hell ...

9 - My past is... a stinking refuge of a bunch of crap I wish had never happened and will never happen again. Oh, but there's good stuff too. But mostly, just fuck my life x.x

10 - I get annoyed when... Prissy lil preps act like the queen fucking bee, someone bashes on me and mine, someone complains that their life sucks when the only reason they're complaining is because of the same old same old crap that a guy or girl did to them again and the person complaining doesn't do anything about it BUT complain and just lets it happen again and again. THAT is what annoys me. Along with other things ...

11 - Parties are... debatable on fun. Depends on the party.

12 - I wish... I didnt have class in the morning ... or homework tonight ...

13 - Dogs... "Are man's best friend! Cats are woman's"

14 - Cats... Read above statement ...

15 - Tomorrow... Is Wednesday

16 - I have low tolerance... For many different things ...

17 - If I had a million dollars... I'd buy a '96 McLaren F1, then use the rest to pay the insurance, lol

18 - I'm totally terrified... Of spiders, death and ... um ... i dunno ... stuff



2 - YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first three letters of your name and 'izzle')
Sumizzle ... what the fuck, that's lame as hell! Yet seems to have a nice ring to it .

3 - YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favourite colour and favourite animal)
Neon Green Fox ... eh, that's a lil better, but still lame as hell ...

4 - YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (your middle name and the street you live on)
Dawn ... and whatever the street name is ... Decant... Oh, I like that one XD

5 - YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first three letters of your last name, first two letters of your first)
Mcsu ... meh, it's ok ... I want it pronounced MikSu HAHA

6 - YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (your second favorite colour, and favourite drink)
Black Rockstar ... oy ve ...

7 - YOUR IRAQI NAME: (second letter of your first name, third letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, second letter of your mum's maiden name, third letter of your dad's middle name, first letter of a sibling's first name, and last letter of your mum's)
Udaorsa ... that's kinda pretty ... I like it. Bravo. Bit of a pain to make it though.

8 - YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (your parents' middle names)
Sue Verlan ... eeewwww that's fuckin messed up

9 - YOUR GOTH NAME: (bloody and your pet's name)
Bloody Tabby ... meh, could be worse

Is this the last one?? IT IS?! Oh, thank God ... Ok, Dream, do your stuff (and be nice ... truthful, but nice)

Am I a good liar? extremely so ... which sux

At a party, what I definitely be doing? flirting with all the guys. ur such a tease. oh and dancing

Favourite childhood game is...? that thingy where u bat the ball thats hanging from a string around the pole

Favourite fast food restaurant? taco bell

Have I bought the new Harry Potter book? No, u dont read harry potter ... u nazi

How many boy/girlfriends have I had? as far as i know, just a few

How many times have I traveled abroad? i think 1 ... to costa rica, right?

I am most happiest when...? with me or anl or chatting online. or reading. or singing. or dissing preps/jocks. or flirting

I secretly would like to be a... for a day. gay guy, but oh wait, thats not a secret :P

If I had one day to live, how would I live it? hmm ... i have no idea

If I had to eat the same kind of food for month, what would it be? um ... turkey? idk

If I was running out of my burning house what would I grab? ur phone. and cds. and books. and tabby. maybe steve, too. and a precious heirloom

If I won the lotto, what is the craziest thing I would do with it? buy a McLaren F1 ... or get a sex change, lol

My favourite chip flavour is...? Chedder and bacon

My favourite drink is...? the purple or blue rockstar

My favourite sport to watch is...? none

What am I scared of? Spiders

What body part would I like to get a tattoo on? around ur belly button

What cell network am I on? Verizon

What colour suits me best? hmm ... red, i suppose. and black. ur just the right amount of pale and u look very smexy in black.

What country would I like to live in? scotland

What did I want to be when I was little? um ... didnt u say a vet?

What is my dream car? '96 McLaren F1

What is my favourite holiday? All Hallows Eve

What is my favourite pizza topping? pepperoni with pineapple (u sicko)

What is my favourite store to shop in? hot topic or spencer's

What is my favourite type of music? rock/metal and techno/dance

What is my middle name? Dawn

What is my sexiest feature? everything ... but if i had to choose, id say ur eyes and ur voice

What song would I choose to sing at a karaoke bar? probably ... every time we touch. or behind these hazel eyes ... but uve done that one already

What time am I usually in bed by? um ... 4 or 7 am ...

What would I be willing to eat for 10, 000 dollars? i have NO idea ..

What would I dress as for Halloween? hmm ... well, this year ur a vampiric fairy. who knows what next yr will bring. psycho, lol

What would I name my first child? I dunno, but itd be cool and pretty and exotic and something u just made up on the spot, lol. probably chalmar

What would be the perfect present for me? a bi emo or goth or emo/goth boy, lmfao (which u have now ... lucky bitch)

Who is my favourite Disney character? wasnt it thumbalina? lol

Who would I most like to meet? good question ...

Would I go bungee jumping? if i remember correctly, when offered the chance u said, and i quote "no fucking way, get the god bloody damned thing away from me, u psycho lunatic bastard". lucky for u, it was jason who was offering. (note from yours truly: yes I did say that .... )

What is my most annoying habit? hmmm ... flirting with every hot guy on two legs ... ur pervertedness gets annoying sometimes ... idk, some things, i guess (another note from yours truly: ouch... okay, I'll be sure to curve from that a bit . or try to... Can't help it, it's habit)

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