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Joined 12-07-07, id: 591680, Profile Updated: 11-22-08
Author has written 20 stories for Love, General, Life, Friendship, and Song.

I am a pure guy with a young mind. I am a new kid on the block as far as writing poetry. I am here to express my sensations with everyone that's interested in reading my poems. Feel free to correct me with any constructive criticism as long as they can help me improve my imaginary and expressions. I start off here because of my love to a special someone, but sadly, our relationship comes to an end after all. Sigh

Special thanks to all your concerned readers, I am deeply grateful to all of you who consoled me throughout my rocky year. Instead of what I was hoping for at the beginning of 2008, everything turned out against my wishes. Doomed 2008! Many people have the tendency of reading only recent poems. In order to fully gasp the meanings and truly understand my feelings, I hope my readers to view each of my poems, as these poems in my opinion, timeless artworks.

Latest development - November 5, 2008: I thought she's faithful, I thought she's mine, I thought her feelings for me was real, I thought everything was perfect until... I found out the truth. She made me believe everything she said was sincere, everything she did was from her heart and we could be in love no matter what. I must admit I fell too deep into her to ever doubt anything about her. After all, you know something is definitely wrong when she last called on December 26, 2007 and the last sms she sent to me was in March. She made me believe I was her only one... I no longer have trust in her anymore since I found out almost all of her hidden secrets. I knew she was telling lies, lies, and lies about everything, just everything. I fell too deep in her to even doubt about anything she said. Now that truth has finally come to surface. It's devastating. How would you feel about falling in love so deeply with someone and finally realized that one was just cheating on you all along? I have learnt my lesson, a deadly one. Where am I? I dont know. I am battered, lying in a pool of blood, losing my consciousness...

Here, in my little poetry, life blog, I have come to my senses as to why am I being such a wicked fool, retard and fell so deeply in love with one that never truly loved me. With all of those questions I always had in mind but never even given any chances to face and ask her. Since Valentine, I haven't got to see her up until this day. Now that I've found out, she's gone.

She's gone, yes, there shouldn't be any more depressions or pains now. She's already had someone else in her heart and has already given her virginity to him. It gives me a phenomenally shocking effect at first, but eventually, I am coming to heal drastically. No matter how great relationship seems to be, cheating will end it all. Finally, after a near year long rocky up and down love or doubt affair, I can breathe new air to my life as I am looking forward to start a new life.

"If someone hurts you,
betrays you, or breaks your heart,
forgive them for they have helped
you learn about trust and
the importance of being cautious
to who you open you heart to."

November 22,2008: When you are least expected, something strange comes out of nowhere. That's definitely true. Today, She appeared right before my eyes. Yes, my own eyes. Can it be more weird seeing someone you strive to see all year long and all of a sudden, that person unearthed? When I first saw her in November 20, 2007. It gave me a sparking feeling instantly, my heart just couldn't stop jumping, I was simply stunned. This time, my inside too was a bit in flutter, but not for long. Somehow, this Stephanie is no longer the one that I used to know. She is no longer that smart, pure, innocent, sweet, loving and caring angel. What I see today, was no longer someone that even resembling to whom I had always had in heart. You can tell, that much changes have since took place that she changed dramatically. Simply put, a devil has taken over her and turned her into a witch.

Altough a rarity these days, I am 22 and proud to remained a virgin. That may suggest why my awkward feelings have kept on distancing myself and being extremely scrupulous to even close to any females with impurity backgrounds. That said, it's unfortunate to know this world is getting smaller day after day. As the days gone by, soon there won't be much virgins of my age. :( I have learned this especially from this bad experience of mine.

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Road to you by etayyyy reviews
story about a high school girl who's boyfriend dies in a car crash. She doesn't know what to do with herself and turns to drugs alcohol and cutting.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 4 - Words: 3,317 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 3/4/2008 - Published: 2/16/2008
Now that you're gone by Sexy Vampirechick reviews
A poem written with much emotion....Please R&R!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/28/2007 - Complete
Love You by simpleplan13 reviews
A short sad love poem... R & R
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 73 - Favs: 10 - Published: 11/18/2005
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Now that you have left
As the title says, now that you have left...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 328 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/15
Waiting for something that never comes
What are you going to do when you are waiting for something that never comes? Are you going to wait as long as it takes? Are you willing to sacrifice until end of time?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Published: 1/31/2017 - Complete
Today will represent the beginning of another sad chapter of my love life. The returning of sleepless nights and battlefield.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 377 - Published: 6/5/2012 - Complete
Oh Almighty God
Woke up in the middle of night and can't get back to sleep with a depressed mind. I can't bury this feeling inside me anymore so here I am back on FictionPress expressing all my feelings out in the hope of finding solace.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 469 - Published: 5/14/2012 - Complete
Ich Bin Verknallt In Dich
Hello everybody, It's nice to meet all of you again after away for so long. No, I have not totally forgotten about FP so here I am coming up with yet another sad encounter for Jan 2012. sigh, my love life is so sad... This is for my German friend, Jasmin
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 420 - Published: 1/10/2012 - Complete
It brings back tears reviews
Rediscovery of pair of dazzling Valentine earrings reminded me of how much I have had, I have missed and I have lost. But I know, it was better to have loved and lost than never to have love at all.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/3/2009 - Complete
Now that you're gone reviews
This is a special song I've written for her, inspired by an all-time great artist. If any readers interested in this song, feel free to PM me for a copy.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 221 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/20/2008 - Complete
Unfaithful reviews
You have betrayed me. Now, It's time for me to move on.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/18/2008 - Complete
It kills to know the truth. It kills to believe it was true.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Published: 11/13/2008 - Complete
Can't live without you reviews
Sorrow is back to haunt me down again. I Can't control this feeling. Why is my life so unfortunate? It's been now exactly six months I haven't seen her after Valentine. Does anyone believe in faith?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/14/2008 - Complete
Forever Stay reviews
No matter what our world is evolving through. The Sun is always there and always at our side, wiping away those sorrows, bringing us joy." Please read this, remember?
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/6/2008 - Complete
Thoughts on a silent night reviews
I always thought looking back on the times I cried would make me laugh; but I never knew looking back on the times I laughed would make me cry. Read and review please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/18/2008 - Complete
His Cinderella Story reviews
It's been months we haven't seen each other. Can't bear this pain anymore any longer. Is there any hopes left? When will God answer my prayers? :'
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/20/2008 - Complete
Jungle of Love reviews
In remembrance of this special day on November 20th, 2007.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/20/2008 - Complete
Sad Valentine reviews
Does anyone sharing a feeling like mine on valentine's day? please R&R!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/14/2008 - Complete
A first time encounter for life time treasure... Will keep in memory for life
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Published: 1/1/2008 - Complete
New Year 2008 reviews
Its my wish for the year 2008.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/1/2008 - Complete
Alcohol reviews
Passed out after drinking excessively in one night. Hoping for the wonders of alcohol to relieve my sorrow. P.S. I am not a drinker, It was my first time drinking that much in my life.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/1/2008 - Complete
Dying Eagle reviews
Drastic changes from my previous poem... things seem to be going the wrong direction. Please R & R!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/30/2007 - Complete
Mirror of Her reviews
My first poem here, specially dedicated to that special loved one.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/27/2007 - Complete