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Joined 12-27-07, id: 593800, Profile Updated: 06-03-09
Author has written 39 stories for Young Adult, Love, Life, General, and Family.

I am me.

I don't really know what that means.
I don't really know what I want.
I manage to be happy and have fun.
I don't judge, so don't judge me.
I don't really hate anyone.
I deserve to be respected.
When I get pissed off, I turn up my ipod and ignore everything.
I rarely loose my temper, but when I do it's scary.
I believe that everything happens for a reason, and your life is already drawn out for you, so you just have to live it and not sweat the small things.
I am Jewish and I try to believe in God but I don't believe in prayer.
I am an optimist.
I am me.

“I fear being like everyone I hate, I fear failure, I fear losing control. I love balancing between chaos and control with everything I do. I always have a fear of going one way or another, getting lost in something, or losing everything to get lost in. And I fear being a completely acceptable sheep in society.”- Marilyn Manson

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Flash Backs reviews
i'm pretty scared.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 266 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/15/2009
Learn to Fly reviews
just my memories meshing with my future
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 504 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/13/2009
Senile reviews
just somethingg, i dunno
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/10/2009
Lunar reviews
my futile attempt at writing something romantic
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/10/2009 - Complete
New Thoughts reviews
i dunno..
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/10/2009 - Complete
Silence reviews
Short story: addiction, tragedy, and societies lack of understanding the individual.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,763 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/3/2009 - Complete
Serendipity and Remorse reviews
readd
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/3/2009
Search
again, self explanatory, i think.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Published: 6/3/2009
Ever
never really endss
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Published: 6/3/2009
Dull
just read it
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Published: 6/3/2009 - Complete
Done reviews
self explanatory...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/3/2009 - Complete
Weak
Struggling with an alcohol addiction.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Published: 6/3/2009 - Complete
Grains
Finally admitting the truth about abuse.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 547 - Published: 6/3/2009 - Complete
Chronicles of a Fifteen Year Old Sex Life reviews
just my experiences...
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,282 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/5/2008 - Complete
Refusing Truthful Lies reviews
i can't admit that it's over... i will never be able to
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/4/2008 - Complete
Lost, Content, Found reviews
yaa...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/4/2008 - Complete
Stepmonster
i hate her...so much.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Published: 1/3/2008 - Complete
A Womens Doom reviews
sonnet... a women running away from an abusive relationship i guess
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/3/2008 - Complete
Sex in his Eyes reviews
jealousy
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/3/2008 - Complete
Wings reviews
saddness
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/3/2008 - Complete
Clock
pretty old just, two kids go to different schools i guess in love....
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Published: 1/3/2008 - Complete
Sinking
sonnet....
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Published: 1/3/2008 - Complete
Figment
sonnet
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Published: 1/3/2008 - Complete
Ice
sonnet
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Published: 12/30/2007 - Complete
Drunk reviews
ya ya ya
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/30/2007 - Complete
Illness
all my fault.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Published: 12/30/2007
Regrets
and mistakes
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/30/2007 - Complete
Deaf
sonnet...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Published: 12/30/2007 - Complete
Affraid of Love
old sonnet ...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Published: 12/30/2007 - Complete
Wait
ehhh..
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Published: 12/30/2007
Forever
and ever...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Published: 12/30/2007 - Complete
His Last Poem
i lied... i wrote more for him.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Published: 12/30/2007 - Complete
Long Sleaves, Hide Mysteries
just something
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Published: 12/30/2007
The Ultimate
he screwed me over. I will never be the same.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Published: 12/30/2007 - Complete
Staircase
him
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 613 - Published: 12/30/2007 - Complete
Bewildered Innocenence
ya i miss him...
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 339 - Published: 12/30/2007 - Complete
Little Heroes reviews
freshmen year creative writing assignment....
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,967 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/30/2007 - Complete
Alien
fictional story in the making...
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 893 - Published: 12/30/2007
Secure reviews
just a little something...
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 290 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/30/2007 - Complete