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Author has written 27 stories for Young Adult, Romance, Love, and Life.

Hi, I’m Abbi.


20 years old.

University of Cambridge.

Likes: The History Boys. Champagne. Cups of tea. Winter. Taylor Swift. Glitter. The smell of old books. Casablanca. The 1920s. e.e. cummings. Rocky Horror. Poetry. Cambridge. Lost weekends. Writing heartbreak. Boys with boys. Rain. Adam Lambert. Angst. Byronic heroes. Magic. First kisses.

Dislikes: Failure. Disappointment. Being second best. Footballers. The 90s. Immaturity. Pessimistic, angry-at-the-world people who crush happiness with their permanent black clouds of doom and hatred. Horror movies. Sarah Jessica Parker. Sushi. Vodka. Homophobia. Dishonesty.

Nominations

SKoW Round 8: Best Love Triangle (Until You Loved Me)

LatS Slash Season One: Best Love Triangle (Until You Loved Me)- Third Place

SKoW Round 9: Best Poetry (Virtuoso)
Best Poetry (His Terrible Beauty)

La Campanella: Le Poetry Award (Virtuoso)

SKoW Round 12: Best Poetry (Look Your Last)

Won

SKoW Round 9: Judges Pick and Runner Up, Best Poetry- Virtuoso


11.05.12: I haven't posted anything here in a long time, and shouldn't start now, in exam term. Regardless, it's nice to look back and remember who I was. I don't know when I'll post again.


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State Of Irony by Enigmatic Night reviews
A state of affairs or an event that seems deliberately contrary to what one expects and is often amusing as a result. I do what I want, if only I knew what exactly what that was. Rated M for Swearing and Mature -ha- Themes.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 32 - Words: 158,551 - Reviews: 656 - Favs: 307 - Follows: 357 - Updated: 12/30/2012 - Published: 6/10/2007
Phone Calls From A Rock Star by RockFan reviews
Currently available - email me
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,091 - Reviews: 695 - Favs: 789 - Follows: 195 - Updated: 4/26/2012 - Published: 6/22/2007 - Complete
Out of Bounds by Zebbie reviews
Teaser - soon available in print. Nick Jones has broken one of the sacred rules of being a teenager and it’s got someone into trouble, but he does have an explanation, if you'd just hear him out... Slash.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 2,627 - Reviews: 514 - Favs: 243 - Follows: 112 - Updated: 10/18/2010 - Published: 10/6/2007 - Complete
Just Because by Ryette reviews
Slash. Bright blue skinny jeans can’t get you out of everything. Especially when your arch nemesis dumps barbeque sauce on them and then acts like a homophobe even though he really isn't. SKoW Best Slash winner round 11!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 35 - Words: 154,309 - Reviews: 1731 - Favs: 1,428 - Follows: 628 - Updated: 7/15/2010 - Published: 7/15/2009 - Complete
The Champagne Gang by punkturnedwriter reviews
..."Does that kiss have anything to do with why we're on a train to New York in the middle of the night?"
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 23 - Words: 197,541 - Reviews: 4045 - Favs: 3,256 - Follows: 1,427 - Updated: 1/18/2010 - Published: 6/18/2006 - Complete
The Bubblegum Fairy and The Bad Boy by G0bSmackt reviews
Even if it was cliché, the too good girl finally tamed the too bad boy. It had taken a bubblegum chewing fairy to find his heart and all he wanted to do now was be worthy. And all she wanted to do was be his. SKoW Member Challenge - Bubblegum
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,143 - Reviews: 200 - Favs: 741 - Follows: 66 - Published: 1/10/2010 - Complete
The Inexplicable State of Being There by big.break.and.laryngitis reviews
Brody Hansen and I, we had a system. I didn't like him and he didn't like me, but we both liked watching each other undress. That's just what happened when you gave good-looking, hormonal teenagers bedroom windows that faced each other. Full sum inside.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 20 - Words: 78,144 - Reviews: 1110 - Favs: 1,360 - Follows: 591 - Updated: 12/8/2009 - Published: 12/4/2008 - Complete
This Is Nothing by big.break.and.laryngitis reviews
Sequel to "Start Again." Jett writes back. Take your f-cking starting again and shove it up your ass. Slash one-shot.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,743 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/21/2009 - Complete
Start Again by big.break.and.laryngitis reviews
Actually, I wanted to tell you a story about what it’s like. It's like I died and went to hell. MxM slash. Oneshot. Writing a letter was never this hard.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,210 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/17/2009 - Complete
Louis's Super Secret Memorial Day Matchmaking Plan by fangirlspaz reviews
Though at first going camping and sharing a tent with a sex-god who is already your sort-of friend may seem like a good idea, DON'T DO IT. Evan's friend Louis bails on their annual camping trip. Luckily for Evan, Louis has a plan. Slash. Oneshot.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,250 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 95 - Follows: 8 - Published: 10/24/2009 - Complete
Fish And Bird by Dirty-Angel-Toes reviews
Spending the holidays with his estranged older sister probably wasn't the best of Dylan's experiences. Falling for her infuriatingly charming fiancé isn't much better.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 34,431 - Reviews: 169 - Favs: 131 - Follows: 182 - Updated: 6/28/2009 - Published: 1/25/2009
Be Still My Heart by fragmented blue reviews
The thing about Derek is, he's so different from me. He's outgoing; I'm shy. He's popular; my best friend is my dog. He plays basketball; I like to dance in the hallway. But somehow, he likes me. And me? I think it's too good to be true. SLASH
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,702 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 175 - Follows: 9 - Published: 2/14/2009 - Complete
Impossible Love by Electric Colours reviews
Have you ever wanted someone you couldn't have? Especially, if you've known that person for 11 years and he's straight. m/m.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 696 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 5 - Published: 1/31/2009
Being The Submissive One by big.break.and.laryngitis reviews
Nicky has some issues with being the one who cares more. What's it going to take for Adam to prove he truly loves his slightly dense little boyfriend? Mindless fluff. They use this kind of fluff at Build a Bear. No joke. Oneshot, MxM slash. T for language
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,306 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 3 - Published: 1/21/2009 - Complete
Stupid Post It Notes by Dirty-Angel-Toes reviews
Seth has a lot to deal with lately, such as adjusting to his brand new life with a brand new 'family', including the acerbic and unpredictable Tuesday, who can't seem to stand him [M/M slash]
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 44 - Words: 434,926 - Reviews: 3977 - Favs: 1,871 - Follows: 1,427 - Updated: 1/4/2009 - Published: 6/15/2005
Lies hurt less by totallyinspired reviews
His name I did not know, he had only ever been just him. No fake persona surrounded him. He was, as he always will be, just the boy I am writing to you about. ONE-SHOT.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 699 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 8 - Published: 2/19/2008 - Complete
The Doorway by I Quoth Nevermore reviews
Look into the mind of an unnamed girl with schizophrenia. This is the world through her eyes. Please Review. Inspired by Evanescence's Imaginary.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 477 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/12/2007 - Complete
Shoelaces Undone by jennycraig10 reviews
She was just a girl falling in love with the boy who came up to her, out of nowhere, to tie her shoelaces. Oneshot.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,728 - Reviews: 202 - Favs: 656 - Follows: 33 - Published: 8/14/2007 - Complete
Eulogies and Post It Notes Can Change the World! by Imaginary Parachute reviews
[VERY LONG ONE SHOT] Abe Pruitt is going to improve the world, and she's doing it with sticky notes. Jack St. James is going to keep on being bothersome, and he looks good doing it, damn him. Doesn't it suck when the tables are turned? [EDITED]
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13,743 - Reviews: 349 - Favs: 1,195 - Follows: 69 - Updated: 6/29/2007 - Published: 6/5/2007 - Complete
The Interview by a.s. bygones reviews
A live interview necessitates the finding of a fake boyfriend for actor Jake Buckley. Leigh is amused. Jake is not. Nick doesn't really mind at all. Slash. Now finished, but edits will be coming at some point.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 26 - Words: 73,695 - Reviews: 276 - Favs: 300 - Follows: 66 - Updated: 2/8/2007 - Published: 8/27/2006 - Complete
Petals by Danielle Night reviews
COMPLETE In nineteenth century London, it isn't considered proper for a young lady to send flowers to a healthy young bachelor. But when Adrian Morey receives a bouquet with a challenge, he can't help but be intrigued.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 18 - Words: 35,743 - Reviews: 877 - Favs: 1,628 - Follows: 112 - Updated: 9/1/2005 - Published: 1/23/2005 - Complete
Wonderwall by Dirty-Angel-Toes reviews
[Complete] Brian isn't too thrilled with having to move to the middle of nowhere and attend boarding school, til he meets a group of friends and a boy he thinks could be the guy of his dreams. But love is never easy...Yaoi, MM slash, etc
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 25 - Words: 91,158 - Reviews: 751 - Favs: 509 - Follows: 46 - Updated: 7/12/2005 - Published: 11/6/2004 - Complete
His Phenomenal Eyes by Bleeding Air reviews
STORY REMOVED. I wanted him to look at me. I wanted him to sing to me. But no, this song was dedicated to a girl who he had never met and would probably never know. Oh God. I wanted to cry for him. Oneshot!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 371 - Reviews: 362 - Favs: 359 - Follows: 29 - Updated: 9/4/2004 - Published: 5/22/2004 - Complete
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sensual reviews
the anatomy of a relationship, in five senses. Poetry.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 832 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 11 - Published: 11/1/2012 - Complete
all change reviews
maybe it is better not to change. POETRY.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 2 - Words: 638 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 5/11/2012 - Published: 10/14/2010
look your last reviews
poetry. everyone grows up one day, no matter how much we fight it.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/11/2012 - Complete
a summer without you reviews
Poetry. Like last month, when you called to say sorry, you couldn't love me.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 6 - Published: 5/11/2012 - Complete
this is the moment reviews
NEW. Olivia broke Henry's heart. Laurie broke Olivia's. When Henry arrives at Cambridge in the middle of the humiliating breakup, things get complicated. What if the only person Olivia can stand being around is the one person who can't stand her? NEW.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,806 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/11/2011
a moment of possibility reviews
oneshot. girl tells boy she's in love with him. a moment of possibility.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 791 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/29/2010 - Complete
octogenarianism reviews
i cannot wait to be taken seriously. poetry.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/29/2010 - Complete
teacups reviews
boys shatter you. they always, always shatter you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 13 - Published: 4/29/2010 - Complete
unravel reviews
is this why they call it coming undone? poetry .
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/23/2010 - Complete
This Matters reviews
Sometimes there is more to life than being a wallflower or a queen. Sometimes 'nobody understands me' is the total truth. Sometimes you meet a boy who flips your world upside down. No matter what your parents say... this matters. HET.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 26,461 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 2/12/2010 - Published: 10/28/2009
Lost in Melancholy reviews
Poetry. Shall I write tonight of the fluttering dance of tiny indifferent wings?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/31/2010 - Complete
His Terrible Beauty reviews
Under the haze of the clouds of my mind, when night’s black cloaking smothers my sense... I am unravelled, undone and alive.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 10 - Published: 1/31/2010 - Complete
Crumple the Tear Stained Letters and Notes reviews
Inspired by W. H. Auden and I boy I used to love; a poem about moving on.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 3 - Published: 1/12/2010 - Complete
Until You Loved Me reviews
COMPLETE. When a gay boy with trust issues rescues a popular, beautiful boy from social suicide, he gets thrown into a whole new world of sex, angst and betrayal. Falling in love with October DeTamble was most definitely not part of the plan.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 32 - Words: 96,375 - Reviews: 673 - Favs: 544 - Follows: 182 - Updated: 10/28/2009 - Published: 8/11/2008 - Complete
Never So reviews
Poetry. For a boy I knew, who has certainly 'never been so sad, so silently beautiful', and who I am most definitely far too in love with.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 6 - Published: 6/10/2009 - Complete
Looking at you reviews
A fragmented oneshot. I would give anything not to be looking at you.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,169 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/16/2009 - Complete
November 21st reviews
ONESHOT. BOYLOVE. For Electric Colours, whose story I larrrve. A story about a stupid holiday, a pug named Juliet and the perfect kiss. Rated for language... just in case.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,702 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/13/2009 - Complete
Captured reviews
Oneshot, long. Rewritten. SLASH. Theo loved Connor more than even he could really comprehend. Sometimes you can fix what is broken.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,671 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 17 - Published: 2/7/2009 - Complete
Triangular reviews
Sometimes art imitates life. Sometimes life imitates art. River was more in love with words than actual people. All Leila wanted was to hit that top C on the big stage. Story discontinued.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,691 - Reviews: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 12/16/2008 - Published: 12/15/2008
Fragments reviews
Shards of a mirror will still reflect. A collection of short pieces that stemmed from my own emotional upheavals.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 3,868 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/12/2008
Walk Away reviews
Oneshot. What do you say to the one person who was able to shatter you?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,382 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/7/2008 - Complete
Virtuoso reviews
I loved him like a symphony that soared inside my brain. I loved him, how I loved him, and his music kept me sane... A poem about falling in love with a musician.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 348 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 65 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/4/2008 - Complete
Every Piece of Me reviews
Every tiny, fractured piece of my heart belonged to Johnny, and he had been the one to shatter it. And sometimes love was enough, and sometimes I knew it never would be... this is a story about falling in love- with someone who never intended to catch me.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,457 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/10/2008
Let's Play Pretend reviews
Love is unconventional. Love is unpredictable. Love is a four letter word that I believed before I could understand it. Love is just a game, isn't it? ONESHOT.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,050 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 9 - Published: 2/18/2008 - Complete
Cassandra reviews
ONESHOT. He wrote her a letter, and she answers it the best way she knows. It was her favourite kind of falling.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 595 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/4/2008
Better than perfect reviews
We loved with a love that was more than love. Edgar Allen Poe. A ONESHOT about getting over a boy that you knew was wrong for you all along, and finding someone better than perfect.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,192 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/1/2008 - Complete
Nothing is ever what it seems reviews
A boy, a girl, the woods. Yeah... Not like Hansel and Gretel, and it's meant to sound like a double entendre. ONESHOT.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 706 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/1/2008 - Complete
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