E.R. Brown
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Joined 03-05-08, id: 602206, Profile Updated: 01-09-09
Author has written 89 stories for Family, Religion, Love, Life, Friendship, School, General, General, and Romance.

E.R.Brown is a 20 year old college student at Alfred University, who has been writing poetry off and on for the past six years. His writing is all motivated by major life milestones or pure emotion. He never looks to a fictionalized situation for inspiration, it only leads to forced poetry, which sucks in comparrison to inspired poetry that flows out of a writer. While he always felt the way his poems suggest when he worte them, time heals a lot of pain, and so some of his views expressed in these poems are no longer the same. E.R.Brown currently spends 8 months a year in Alfred, NY, and the other four in NH, where he is from.

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The River
A poem about a man who loves a Prince, who is oblivious about the man.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 336 - Published: 6/9/2010 - Complete
Home
Been "home" on break, but it doesn't feel like home anymore... Just a short introspection about why.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 390 - Published: 5/11/2010 - Complete
This Man as Seen Through the Perspective of a Piec
e of Canvas... A piece I wrote for my creative writing class about a close friend. A challenge, but I am proud of it!
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Published: 9/7/2009 - Complete
The Forces of Balances
Inspired by a conversation in which a friend warned about the powerful personality of another friend, their, "...a powerful force." Well so am I... This was the outcome of the feelings that conversation spurred.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Published: 7/25/2009 - Complete
Oh Boys! reviews
A romantic comedy if you will, following the trials and tribulations of Charlie as he gets tangled in the web of love with a variety of guys. Sort of like a gay version of "Sex and the City" but not as trashy! I will update as I write the story!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Drama/Parody - Chapters: 3 - Words: 9,310 - Reviews: 1 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 7/21/2009 - Published: 6/29/2009
Imbibing to Escape
Poem about someone with lots of addictions and how they justify them. Continues into how they decide to deal with them.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Published: 7/20/2009 - Complete
The Maple
Story of a tree in poem form... Or is it something deeper, perhaps about sexuality and identity... Hmmm I don't know hehe .
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Published: 5/1/2009 - Complete
The Plan reviews
General poem about realizing that your perfect plan might not be so perfect...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/1/2009 - Complete
Words reviews
I haven't written in a while and decided to write something, anything. This is the outcome.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/16/2009 - Complete
Friend reviews
Thinking of some of the things I want to say to many of my friends, but for whatever reasons can't tell them. I tried to write it generally so that many people could relate.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 566 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/9/2009 - Complete
Path of the Phoenix
Likely the last Klyde poem, but more about me and my choice of what to do from here on out. I am excited for this path which will lead to my phoenix.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Published: 2/16/2009 - Complete
Tiles
Optimistic look at love in general, despite having a broken heart... Kind of cool symbolism I think. Easy for a lot of people to relate to, I think, even if it is hyper specific to me and my life. Please note that the colores mentioned SHOULD be colored.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Published: 2/11/2009 - Complete
A Most Unwanted Devotion reviews
The whole no talking thing finally came on... Basically how I feel about it. Klyde busted out the classic, "I have moved on, you should too..." It's not so easy...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/11/2009 - Complete
These Are the Things I Need
Realizing that you can't just hop into friendship after a break up... might be like 2 months late but, at least I realized. Another about Klyde.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Published: 2/11/2009 - Complete
Fire Spike reviews
Ever have a moment where your emotions totally peak all at once? Well that happened to me tonight-this is what helped me to cool down and get a hold of my emotion-Ok well that and "I get by, with a little help from my friends" Definately inspired by klyd
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/4/2009 - Complete
Stuck This Way
Sort of how I feel about Klyde... Friendship is sort of working... Sort of. Kind of feels like the same old same old that I write, but it feels good everytime to get it out! Although I tried for a somewhat difficult rhyme scheme, hope you like it!
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Published: 2/3/2009 - Complete
The Road Map
So this is my new favorite... Kind of looking back over the past few years this last one especially , but sticking with a symbol, and it could very well fit anyone. Thanks Sparkey and Klyde, among others, for the inspiration!
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 304 - Published: 2/3/2009 - Complete
Everything I Hate is Everything I Love and Vice Ve reviews
...rsa end of title . This is an epiphany I had about Klyde... I'm not exactly sure what it means for us, but I was writing off my feelings and these were them!
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/21/2009 - Complete
Holding Back reviews
This one is about trying to be friends with Klyde, and how I feel almost anytime I am in contact with him; well even when I am not, but I don't have to hold back so much then.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/21/2009 - Complete
LoveIn General
So I decided to try something a little different when I wrote this poem, it my attempt at a Hemmingway. It's about Klyde indirectly, and where he left me feeling.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Published: 1/21/2009 - Complete
These Words
No this isn't a Natasha Bedingfield rip off... Knowing the difference between the words I want to say and need to say or not say ... Also about Klyde...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Published: 1/9/2009 - Complete
Choices
These are my choices with Klyde... I know them, now i need to accept them and make some...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Published: 1/9/2009 - Complete
Appreciation
Just pondering how much I invested emotionally with Klyde and if it was really appreciated...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Published: 1/9/2009 - Complete
Life Ring reviews
Trying to be a friend to Klyde, who wasn't very happy to say the least . Was hoping to use this as an outreach...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/8/2009 - Complete
If It Were Your Heart
Another one about Klyde and the stuff he put me through... I need to be angry with him in order to get over him, and this helped me to get there, a little bit...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Published: 1/1/2009 - Complete
Dear Klyde
A raw and honest letter/poem that I wrote to Klyde... One of my favorites because though specific to my case, I feel that everyone can relate to portions of it... its a long one though, be warned!
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,054 - Published: 1/1/2009 - Complete
I Miss You
Another Klyde poem... just how I feel right now... pretty self explanatory!
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Published: 12/30/2008 - Complete
It's That Simple
So Klyde broke up with me, for what I think are silly reasons, but in general I am writing away my pain... This is likely the first in a series...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Published: 12/28/2008 - Complete
Why Won't You Tell Me?
Klyde and I are having this thing, and I honestly have no clue what it is, this one is all on him... Needless to say its very frustrating... This is just me penning off some of my steam!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Published: 12/18/2008 - Complete
What Will Be Will Be
So i am stuck here thinking about how bad an idea this "little break" is. It has been about three days so far, and I really don't like it... These are my thoughts on the whole situation.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 386 - Published: 11/29/2008 - Complete
Enveloped in Darkness, Searching for a Light reviews
I was having scary thoughts. This was a way for me to talk myself out of doing anything rash and considering my actions and their consequences.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 422 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/23/2008 - Complete
Shut Out
Another boy has me writing again... Must be love, unfortunately i seem to only write when I am confused about the relationship...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Published: 11/17/2008
Boy, Oh Man, Like Two Peas in a Pod reviews
I have a new guy in my life -we can call him Klyde- who has been urging me to write more. I gave it a shot, its a little different from what I usually write about, but its about him, so I think he is happy!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/10/2008 - Complete
I Wish I Could Say: reviews
Everything that for one reason or another I want to say but can't. Just needed to get it off my chest. Again about friendship with Sparkey.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/1/2008 - Complete
Real and True reviews
What I want from a friendship with an ex.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/1/2008 - Complete
You Are Here
Basically this is where I feel I am in a friendship with an ex...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Published: 9/1/2008 - Complete
Gripping Weakness
So yeah, its been almost 2 months now, longer than the actual relationship with Sparkey, and I'm still not over it. Maybe it's teh whole "Let's be friends" thing that is holding me back, anyway, trying to work it out. 5/25/2008
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Published: 5/27/2008 - Complete
If Only they Knew reviews
NOT POETRY. This si my first stab at a short story. Big shot attorney, Sampson Hughes had everything he could have ever wished for; a beautiful wife, healthy daughter, and a thriving career, but his ego got big and he lost it all in a second. 5/22/2008
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,107 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/27/2008 - Complete
Ball's In Youre Court, What's Your Move?
Stance I have decided to take with a "friend," -Sparkey- a lot harder than I thought it would be. This would be me dealing with it! 5/26/2008
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Published: 5/27/2008 - Complete
A Single Boy
Still upset over my breakup with Sparkey, even though it had been 3 or 4 weeks since... 5/5/2008
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Published: 5/27/2008 - Complete
Goodbye Before Hello For Isabella reviews
Isabella was a baby who was wanted very much but whose mother wasn't ready for her. She was terminated. I would have loved her very much, this is my tribute to her. Summer of 2006
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/16/2008 - Complete
Let it Run
My coping-mechanism for when life comes at me all at once. Comes off as emo, and I can see where an implication of cutting could be seen, but don't worry, I'm not speaking literally, no self harm, I promise! Summer of 2006
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Published: 5/16/2008 - Complete
This is to a Girl
I have a really great friendship with L.P. that at one point I thought might be more, but such was not the case, our tastes in partners were just to similar for it to ever work out effectively! Summer of 2006
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Published: 5/16/2008 - Complete
When a Mind Changes
Love life was at a standstill, thought maybe I made a mistake, and when potential for a relationship appeared, this is how I justified it in my mind. Summer of 2006
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Published: 5/16/2008 - Complete
The Aisle
This was my response and way of dealing with teh fact that my best friend was engaged. She was my first friend to reach this level in a relationship. It was new for me, and she was even more special to me. Summer of 2006
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Published: 5/16/2008
Secret Teller
Sometimes people tell me things that are too much for me to bare by myself, this is how I cope. And JSYK, I have yet to break a confidence, even if that is the impression you get. Summer of 2006
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Published: 5/16/2008 - Complete
My Lighthouse
About my bestest friend in the world- K.L.U at the time, it has since changed to K.S. Every word is true to this day, even after four years! 3/18/04
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Family/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Published: 5/16/2008 - Complete
Forbidden Feelings
Written months before I first came out. Wow, I have changed a lot in 4 years! 3/4/04
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Published: 5/16/2008 - Complete
Her
I was obviously still in denile when I wrote this... I actually have written similar poems later in my life, except well, they aren't about her so much as him... 11/29/02
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Published: 5/16/2008 - Complete
Friends?
I had personal questions that led me to questions about my choices in friends... Oh middle school, what awkward years! 11/29/02
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Published: 5/16/2008 - Complete
All Day Long reviews
Written about life in middle school... Oh the good ol' days! 11/28/02
Poetry: School - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/16/2008 - Complete
Why Is It That Original
This is the better of teh two... I edited this one to get it published in my 8th grade yearbook, which is the other "Why is it That..." listed. 11/27/02
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Published: 5/16/2008 - Complete
I Want to Write
I haven't written in a couple weeks. I just wanted to write something. Basically describes what I want or don't want to write about-coughcough Sparkey coughcough- and why. 5/16/08
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Published: 5/16/2008 - Complete
Thank You reviews
Had an epiphany about the relationship as a whole, and where to go with it... For now the chapter about the love is over, I have moved on and want friendship, let this stand as my testament. 5/6/08
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/6/2008 - Complete
Moving On reviews
2gether once sang, "The Hardest Part of Breaking Up is Getting Back Your Stuff..." I beg to differ, it's moving on. It has been almost as long as Sparkey and I were together, and I'm still having problems getting on with my life... 4/30/08
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/30/2008 - Complete
Bitter Jealousy reviews
A specific event, pretty much detailed in there, really worked me up, and this is how I settled myself, and learned a thing or two along the way. This would be another Sparkey Poem.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/29/2008 - Complete
Friend, Aquaintance, or Just There?
Was talking to Sparkey, and all of a sudden I was upset, and this was how I sorted through it, looking for a source. 4/29/08
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Published: 4/29/2008 - Complete
Our Friends
I wrote this for a friend's birthday card, and afterwards thought it was too good not to share. It is actually my first non-rhyming poem. Rhyming has held me back on some levels, but it's still my usual style. 4/22/08
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Published: 4/22/2008 - Complete
The Card
Inspired by a real life event... Basically I wrote this instead of making said card for his birthday. 4/22/08
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Published: 4/22/2008 - Complete
Stop reviews
Yeah, in the process of getting over him, there have been speed-bumps... This kind of talks about those. 4/19/08
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/19/2008 - Complete
I'll Tell You Why
Still not over Sparkey I guess... This came out of the anger over that. 4/19/08
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Published: 4/19/2008 - Complete
To Everybody reviews
Coming into myself, whether good or bad I don't know, but letting loved ones know where I stand. 4/13/08
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Family/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 329 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/12/2008 - Complete
I Am Me reviews
The lesson of the relationship with Sparkey... 4/7/08
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/7/2008 - Complete
Questions reviews
Uncertainty spawned this little baby... Uncertainty about the decision that I made... 4/6/08
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/6/2008 - Complete
One of Those Days
Just having a junky day, and this was the result... 4/6/08
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 28 - Published: 4/6/2008 - Complete
Conflicted
I broke up with Sparkey, and I still want him back. But I don't think it is a good idea to go down that road... the peom goes into it with a little more detail. 4/4/08
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Published: 4/4/2008 - Complete
Boy, Oh Boy
Actually the first one I wrote for Sparkey's birthday, not my favorite, but it's the thought that counts! 3/15/08
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Published: 4/3/2008 - Complete
What is a Man? reviews
This one has a cool format... Wrote it for his birthday, but really I think it could be anyone I end up with, it's sort of ambiguous. 3/15/08
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/3/2008 - Complete
Before Long
Just looking foward to hearing from/seeing Sparkey, it can be a powerful feeling written for his birthday. 3/20/08
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Published: 4/3/2008 - Complete
In The Face Of It All reviews
I was severly pissed, probably with Sparkey, and this helped to calm me down one of the best 2 minute poems I have ever written! 4/1/03
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/3/2008 - Complete
Strategy When Down reviews
This yet another simple rhyme for me to remember when I work myself up. It is really quite calming actually! 3/28/08
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 24 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/29/2008 - Complete
Something's Missing
Sorting through my feelings about a specific event in my life. 3/25/08
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Published: 3/26/2008 - Complete
Have Faith reviews
I tend to over analyze situations, and work myself up... This is something I came up with that helps me to keep it al in perspective. Indirectly inspired by Sparkey. 3/26/08
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 30 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/26/2008 - Complete
The Flute
Yeah, this is a short something written for Liz... It truely is a love poem, in a slightly disturbing way... 3/21/08
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 31 - Published: 3/22/2008 - Complete
Your Mold
This is about having the courage to break out of the mold creating by society and going into the world to find love. 2/12/08
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Published: 3/11/2008 - Complete
Why Is It That
This is a poem I wrote 5 years ago for my yearbook. Its about "fitting in" in this materialistic society, which in my experience, is worst in middle school! 12/05/02
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Published: 3/11/2008 - Complete
Who Gave You A Say
This is a poem from a few days before my religious epiphany, it kind of shows how I was feeling about life, and some of my internal struggles. 2/12/08
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Published: 3/11/2008 - Complete
What One Sows
This is #6 and teh final installment of the Break Up Chronicles, and quite possibly my favorite of them. This is really shows exactly how I was feeling that week. 02/18/08
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Published: 3/11/2008 - Complete
Us
Another poem of doubt in my relationship, actually was written the same night as "It." Same idea. 03/04/08
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Published: 3/11/2008 - Complete
Sing That Song
#5 in the Break Up Chronicles. This is about refinding innocense and realizing that once you leave that, there is no going back. 2/19/08
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Published: 3/11/2008 - Complete
Parting Ways
The other of my religious epiphany poems. The one that really made me see what I felt, and didn't want to face. Agian, I have decided that I cannot walk away from God completely, just God as Christians know Him. 2/12/08
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Published: 3/11/2008 - Complete
Pain
#4 in the Break Up Chronicles... This is me figuring out what this new emotion is and how to deal with it. I had dealt with physical manifestations of pain before, but emotional pain doesn't compare, it is a totally different playing field. 2/18/08
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Published: 3/11/2008 - Complete
My Want reviews
My Want Love... #3 of the Breakup Chronicles... 2/18/08
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/11/2008 - Complete
My Vows
When I was doubting, I got to writing something that was exactly what I'm looking for in a relationship, and more importantly, in a life partner. I finished this, and realized it was my vows for when I get married. 3/4/08
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Published: 3/11/2008 - Complete
My Love reviews
This was another of the Break Up poems, 6 in total , it is inspired by the breakup, but not the person. This is how I should feel when I find "My Love." 2/18/08
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/11/2008 - Complete
It
Sometimes I get a feeling and I run with it, in this case doubt. Doubt about my relationship and my Sparkey's commitment, doubt about the fondation, doubt in myself. It was unnecessary doubt, but I didn't want to hold onto it. 3/4/08
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Published: 3/11/2008 - Complete
Feeling Better
This is a poem I wrote after my break up from my first real relationship-yeah with Sparkey. It tore me apart emotionally because I had no idea how to cope, writing did help, as did keeping busy. 2/19/08
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Published: 3/11/2008 - Complete
I Want to Believe
Was having a religios meltdown, this was a product of it. I do not feel this way anymore, or at least completely. I do need God in my life, I just chose a God who is different from teh God known by millions of other people. 2/12/08
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Published: 3/11/2008 - Complete
Little Sister reviews
Words for my little sister, one of my best friends! I miss her a lot when I'm away at school, and sometimes I want to give her advice about life that's hard to just interject, this is it! 2/12/08
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/10/2008 - Complete