Xvania
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Joined 03-19-08, id: 604209, Profile Updated: 06-07-11
Author has written 33 stories for Supernatural, Romance, General, Love, Biography, General, Nature, and Life.

I don't really know what to put here... I guess I'll just say that I'm kind of a crazy person and I like so much stuff it may just drive you crazy. I'll read basically anything, I play the flute, I used to run until my asthma got really bad, I write (obviously), and I love photography. I'm going to college for graphic design starting in the fall semester of 2011. I listen to most anything music-wise. And lastly, my writing. I've been writing a lot of poetry since the eighth grade, and then I started up with songs at the beginning of ninth year, a few short stories, and now I am working on what I hope will be a full-fledged book (in the editing process right now!!) and some experimental stuff. I won't post most of my poems or songs here because usually they're just my ways of venting and not very good, but I'll post other stuff and I may occasionally put up a poem. And that's why I'm here, I want to get other people's insight on my writing so that I can improve.

Oh and by the way, horrible stickler here (though you probably couldn't tell), so I'd gladly edit your stuff if you'd like me to.


I'm uber excited, I'm getting a Nikon D40!! (I'm trying to convince my dad to get me something better like the D70 or D80, but still!!)

Oh and I love photomanipulation. If you want to see my work (and most of my poems and songs) you can look on http://www.xvania.deviantart.com .


9/28/08- Yeah I haven't been writing much of my book lately because school started and I've kind of lost my inspiration, but I will get back to it. For now I'm writing some experimental stuff that I plan on entering in my school's literary and arts magazine. I'm trying to keep everything up-to-date on here as far as my more polished writing goes, so bare with me please.


11/26/08- I got a Nikon D60!! (this happened a few weeks ago but I just remembered to put it up here). I've been exploring that lately and I'm still trying to write some stuff for my school's literary and arts magazine (which I'm trying to post on this). Anyhoo sorry about the slowness of the book. I haven't had much inspiration for it lately so I think it might be on indefinite postponement... don't worry I'll -hopefully- get back to it. I just need to think a bit on it. Or maybe I should think a little less about it. I have no idea. Still, you can look at my art site to see some of my other works (including poems, prose, pictures and photomanips).


1/27/09- My computer got a virus four weeks ago, and a week ago we started fixing it (159 copies of three viruses by then). Anyhoo, I didn't loose anything, so I'm lucky in that sense, but now I'm going through all my stuff and deleting whatever I don't need so my computer will run faster (which it already is). So I may or may not be posting anything for a while. I don't know, it all depends really. It's not like I post much anyways (sorry bout that...).


4/26/09- Well, I sort of just remembered yesterday that I hadn't put anything up in a while, so I added a few of my numbered things. And then, today, I FINALLY got inspiration for my book and wrote! So yes, there are new chapters in the book! But, I may not update for a while. It depends on when the next bout of inspiration comes. I'm sorry I'm not one of those people that you can force writing out of, I really do need to have inspiration. Except... half the time that inspiration is wasted on me being a lazy butt or my brother being on the computer or me being out or something like that. Which sucks, I know. Anyhoo, I missed this place :) .


9/11/09- An important day for us. They put up the three thousand flags again at my school, and it really does hit you. On to a lighter topic, I'd like to apologize for my lack of writing in general and my lack of writing in Brutal Truth. I truly do not know if I am ever going to finish that book. This year is going to be tough; junior year of high school. Also, I went to Argentina for a month this summer, and when I got back the memory failed on the computer and it got a virus (again) and died (again). I don't know if I can ever get back into the writing flow, but I hope I can. I love anyone who takes the time to read anything I write, it makes me extremely happy to see someone has recognized it.


6/7/2011- Wow, been a while. So I'm not dead. I actually finished my book a while ago and am going through the editing process this summer. Hopefully I'll finish and I might publish it online... I know it's a bad idea to publish when you're young, but it's not like I'm ever going to finish the other book I'm working on or publish anything else in my life except posters and designs. Anyways, just wanted to put up an update, so I guess that's all. College next year!!

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Stop the World by Lady Femme Fatale reviews
Her uncle sold her soul for wealth... and as she spends more time with her captor, she realizes that she doesn't exactly want it back anymore.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 36 - Words: 60,640 - Reviews: 665 - Favs: 451 - Follows: 203 - Updated: 7/21/2013 - Published: 12/22/2009 - Complete
Battlefield by Lady Femme Fatale reviews
Just because they were, quite literally, made for each other didn't mean they had to actually get along.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 34 - Words: 55,135 - Reviews: 407 - Favs: 248 - Follows: 106 - Updated: 7/21/2013 - Published: 1/13/2010 - Complete
At Long Odds by Hannah Hooton reviews
Determined, ambitious: Ginny fits the horseracing trainer profile perfectly -except she's only 25 and female. But nothing can distract her from reviving her father's Newmarket yard…except maybe her nextdoor neighbour and rival Julien Larocque.SKoW nominee
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 10,613 - Reviews: 172 - Favs: 133 - Follows: 80 - Updated: 1/28/2012 - Published: 6/25/2010 - Complete
Singer by Tah the Trickster reviews
She was a dyke, a headbanger, a pariah. I was perfectly straight, in the chorus, part of the 'in crowd.' We did NOT speak to one another. Ever. ...Stupid science fair. Femslash, yuri, F/F. Finished as of 12/17/09. Book and eBook versions now available!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 80 - Words: 159,459 - Reviews: 636 - Favs: 409 - Follows: 157 - Updated: 12/21/2011 - Published: 1/12/2009 - Complete
Highjacked Heart by mousegirl05 reviews
Carjacked; Tyne finds himself thrust into a mystical world. To save himself and everything he once loved, he must conquer confusion, regret, and his past. His only ally? A cold madman who wields terrifying powers: his abductor. m/m 2 volumes in 1
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 31 - Words: 135,099 - Reviews: 148 - Favs: 165 - Follows: 53 - Updated: 8/30/2010 - Published: 8/14/2009 - Complete
The Melody of Love by I-think-therefore-I-am reviews
Ceri is the girl who thinks it's her mission in life to save everybody but herself. Caden is the messed up boy who always seems to be there to save her. She thinks they solely coexist. He,well,he has always been in love with her. DELETED
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 650 - Favs: 803 - Follows: 189 - Updated: 8/11/2010 - Published: 2/25/2007 - Complete
Walnut Tree by ilcocoabean reviews
Underneath the walnut tree, where you said you'd wait for me, and I waited a long, long time. -slash-
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,543 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 6/23/2008 - Complete
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The Brutal Truth reviews
My therapist says ‘Write down your story.’ I bitched and screamed, I didn’t see the point in that. But now it’s all I can do to not sink any lower. I know I need to get better, It’s just so hard to stop once you’ve started.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 65 - Words: 17,023 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 8/27/2010 - Published: 7/29/2008 - Complete
I Want You
I want you, I want to love you. And I don't ever want to let go.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Published: 7/3/2010 - Complete
Remember me, Remember you
remember me? remember you? remember the nights where we would melt together, seep deep into the other's soul until we weren't two beings together, but one being down to the core;
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 265 - Published: 3/24/2010 - Complete
Black Holes and Camouflage Switches
Mr. Willis wore black suit pants and a white button down shirt with a purple-and-red striped tie that loosely hung about his neck as if it were about to fall off. His sleeves were neatly folded up to his elbows, and he had his coat swung over his shoulder
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 450 - Published: 11/18/2009 - Complete
places in the darkness
and i liked the places in the darkness where i could not be found.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Published: 11/18/2009 - Complete
Away reviews
I can’t see it- it’s not true.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/13/2009 - Complete
Departure
Preparing for take off- departure.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 397 - Published: 7/13/2009 - Complete
unlife is the cure
My analysis? You’re not as good as you think you are.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Published: 6/25/2009 - Complete
Yelling yelling yelling
Today the sky turned blue In the puddles under you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/25/2009 - Complete
A lonely Place
Walking along, running towards some unknown something, some great big question mark, some memory you fail to escape. Someplace, somewhere. "Nowhere."
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Published: 6/25/2009 - Complete
not a saint
teleportation. my new view from the window sill. ... THESE ARE MY TRUTHS. I swear it.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Published: 4/24/2009 - Complete
10
Wander. Wonder. Plunder. Hunger. I love you I love you not you say as you pluck brown petals from a dead daffodil. They fall and turn into ashes as soon as they hit my feet.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 380 - Published: 4/24/2009 - Complete
Compilation
I walk and I speak, but I don’t really listen.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Published: 4/24/2009 - Complete
Death
She is not a he; she is not evil. She has plum red lips and pretty bone brows.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 301 - Published: 4/24/2009 - Complete
My Dad
All I’m trying to get at here is my dad, he’s awesome. My dad, he knows what he’s up against, and the cool thing is, he never lets that stop him.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 535 - Published: 3/13/2009 - Complete
My Sister, My Teacher
My sister, Florencia, she is amazing. I barely even know her, yet she is this bright light in my life. This is our story, my memoir.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,382 - Published: 3/13/2009 - Complete
counting for comfort
i'm so tired. i just can't make sense anymore.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Published: 11/29/2008 - Complete
Letters I wrote Letters I burned
metaphorically speaking- but not really
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 371 - Published: 11/26/2008 - Complete
ThaThump ThaThump ThaThump
Never changing, everlasting. There until the very end, your heart won’t go away. Your heart can’t go away. You try to block it out but it won’t leave you alone. It’s always there to remind you that you’re alive. Tha-Thump. Tha-Thump. Tha-Thump.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 367 - Published: 10/11/2008 - Complete
Standing in Your Shoes
My shoes leave prints all by themselves. I know you now. You like the wind whipping at your eyes and licking your hair. You like days with puddles so you can jump through them or skip over them. You like to dodge around the city folk as you make your w
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 382 - Published: 10/8/2008 - Complete
French as : Love reviews
Now you’re gone and I’m lost and I lie.I lie that I hate you. Je te déteste! Je mens.I lie I lie I lie. Mon pauvre cœur, il me dit que ça n’est pas ma faute. Mon pauvre cœur, il ment aussi.Nous sommes un. Nous sommes l’amour et le mensonge.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 530 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/8/2008 - Complete
My Love is a Muddy Sneaker
Exactly that.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Published: 10/8/2008 - Complete
Acting reviews
BE A PINECONE! I quit acting, but I act every day.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 305 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/8/2008 - Complete
Hate me Love me
It’s all just a ragged lie and the world’s going to die one day and we’ll still be together I promise! No no no. Don’t stand by my backdoor and leer at me. Don’t call out my name. Speak to me,don’t talk.Leave me,keep my heart. Take my limbs. Leave my min
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 781 - Published: 10/6/2008 - Complete
I You We
Love. Hate. Live. Die. Mourn. Meet. Wait. To wait in eternity for a way out of this endless loop of death.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Published: 9/30/2008 - Complete
In this Place We Call Life
I want to leave this place we call "love". I'm not in love; I'm barely even in life.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Published: 9/26/2008 - Complete
Lead Paint
I open my eyes to the first rays of sun that leak in through the windows because that is what I learned. I wait for you to come in and pick me up because that is what I learned. I wait until the moon comes up, it should be time to sleep.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 573 - Published: 9/17/2008 - Complete
Last Night
You seeped in through the vents and rooted yourself below the floorboards. Life stands still and you skip across the river that gurgles behind my house.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 313 - Published: 9/16/2008 - Complete
Retrospect reviews
You died today.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 486 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/16/2008 - Complete
My World Gone Wrong
I fish around in the left side of my head and try to roll my right shoulder, but my left hip sends my leg jerking forward. The sun’s rays change frequencies and the sky turns red.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 397 - Published: 9/16/2008 - Complete
Burn
You look in windows at night, sliding through long blades of grass and steely knots of thorns. Anger flows in your veins. Your eyes smolder blue flames the color of the sky and your hands can burn down houses.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 315 - Published: 9/16/2008 - Complete
Immortals 2 reviews
Their love had brought the supernatural storm. It had caused a break in the sky, a tear in the coexisting worlds of humans and immortals. Love was not allowed among immortals, it was thought to be treachery. Now they would pay.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 329 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/12/2008 - Complete
Immortals reviews
Some would call these beautiful creatures Gods, some would call them demons. They are the tortured,the destined, the beautiful, the killed.They are immortal, with powers beyond the belief of mere humans,powers beyond imagination...Two meet in mortal lust.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 698 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/11/2008 - Complete