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Joined 03-27-08, id: 605341, Profile Updated: 04-07-08
Author has written 11 stories for General, and Romance.

I was pretty determined on this website not to reveal too much about myself...but then the more I thought about it, I realized that everything that I write just screams me. The stories that I post and will post here are either excerpts from my life or fantasies of experiences that I wish I'd had or could have. In everything I write, there is someone based on me--sometimes I'm the main character and sometimes I'm peripheral...sometimes I'm the unattainable romantic interest or the amazing lover.

There was a time when I would have only placed myself in my own writing as the main character, amazed with someone else, pining over some beautiful woman in a bar...whatever. Those angsty teenage years when I saw nothing in myself worth writing about are gone now...because I understand now that everyone has qualities that make them attractive to others. Especially within the lesbian community (in my experience, anyway), there is so much more to the art of dating and attraction than what is on the surface. So many subtle nuances attract one woman to another, whether it be in a club or at work or at the grocery store--it doesn't matter. Those subtle things are what I try to capture in my writing; the small details that make any given situation special or electric or exciting; because that is real.

Yes, we're writing fiction here...but fiction is so often based upon real life and that is what my writing is. I pull from my life, from my friends' lives, from all my experiences as well as from my own imagination--what would I like to experience based on what I've already seen in the world? My writing is about life. I may be a realist, but if you read everything I write I think you'll notice the subtle undertones of hope, even in the darker, angst-ridden work that includes drugs, sex, and sometimes vulgar language. I'm telling the truth but I'm striving for beauty in it, looking for the reasons that we are so unique and the reasons that love and attraction and sex drive us so powerfully toward--and sometimes away from--one another.

I understand that not everyone is going to like my work, and that's fine. There may even be multiple reasons they may not like it--the drugs, the sex, the language, the situations, the fact that all the characters in my love/lust stories are women...I totally identify with feeling uncomfortable reading about those things. I don't have problems with anyone who doesn't like what I'm writing; I only ask that if you don't like it you don't read it. Do not continue reading my work only to have an excuse to flame me in some scathing review or send me some nasty private message--I understand if you stumble upon my stories on accident and are offended, but I'm not down with people deliberately being mean just because I'm different than them.

But for anyone who does like what they're reading, thanks. Much appreciated. Message me anytime, I'm always looking for penpals. This seems like as good a place as any to meet new friends, because if you like what I'm writing then you like who I am a little bit already--like I said, my writing describes who I am, in one fashion or another.

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Secrets Like Acid by Isobel Rowan reviews
An unlikely pair - a 20-year-old baby-dyke and a 38-year-old closeted feminist - find tenderness and smiles together. But the secrets they keep threaten their happiness. Lesbian. Alternate ending added.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 43 - Words: 242,399 - Reviews: 214 - Favs: 182 - Follows: 56 - Updated: 7/27/2010 - Published: 11/3/2008 - Complete
Sonnets in My Gym Bag by Isobel Rowan reviews
COMPLETE. AO. Sparks fly when I fall for my Mother's coworker. This is a tale of lesbian love and Mother:daughter angst. Oh, and did I mention Mother can't stand my beloved. Chap. 34-38 moved to new story, "Forever's A Longtime."
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 34 - Words: 116,862 - Reviews: 173 - Favs: 154 - Follows: 50 - Updated: 7/19/2009 - Published: 1/4/2008 - Complete
Affairs of the Heart by sneekie reviews
Lennie a young woman who loves chasing women, but this time her unstrained urges is going to ruin her family
Fiction: Humor - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 5 - Words: 8,215 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 10/23/2008 - Published: 10/19/2008 - Complete
Untitled 7 by Alex J. Finn reviews
FF Oneshot. I met her in the elevator on the way down one evening.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,268 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/11/2008 - Complete
Amor Vincit Omnia by Isobel Rowan reviews
COMPLETE. Lesbian. A secret love affair between a Roman soldier and a Celtic healer blossoms as they flee a Roman army. Can their love survive war, barbarian raids, exposure and prejudice? Strong Sexual Content. Alternate timeline.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 18 - Words: 41,697 - Reviews: 56 - Favs: 121 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 5/7/2008 - Published: 4/26/2008 - Complete
First Touch by Wild Irish Roses reviews
FxF She finally touched me for the first time tonight. It felt so good, and so right...
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,129 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 3 - Published: 4/23/2008 - Complete
My Reflection is My Enemy by phoenix6787 reviews
Girl is looking but doesn't like what she sees. Contains mention of cutting...but thats not the only thing the story is about :
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 782 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/4/2007
Walking Off That Stage Tonight by all you need is oxygen reviews
Walking off that stage tonight, I know what you're thinking. He stands alone because he's high on himself. But if you only knew. [ff]
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,509 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 12 - Published: 4/7/2007 - Complete
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Shattered reviews
Saying goodbye, completely unwillingly. Love clouds everything, it's impossible to be rational about these things... F/F Slash, one shot.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,293 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 6 - Published: 12/10/2009 - Complete
This Is As Much About Love As It Is About Pain reviews
What's going through your head during the aftermath of your first break up? Lesbian theme, but nothing sexual. A 20-year-old girl thinks about the beautiful woman that broke her heart.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,952 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 3/12/2009 - Published: 4/21/2008 - Complete
Blacking Out the Friction reviews
After denying it for so long, my desire for her was beginning to consume me. I had to do something about it, finally...A story about two women in love. One-shot fiction, Femmeslash; this is GRAPHIC. CHAPTER 2 IS A REVISED VERSION, NOT A CONTINUATION.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,076 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 3/2/2009 - Published: 4/7/2008 - Complete
Nancy reviews
I loved you right away...I wonder if you have any idea. Young woman falls for older, more experienced friend. Lesbian fic
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,893 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 2/25/2009 - Published: 12/17/2008
The Party reviews
I saw her the moment that she stepped into the room…Her dark, intense eyes zeroed in on me after just a few seconds, finding me in the crowd almost instantly. I shouldn't be feeling this for my best friend, especially at my own engagement party.Femmeslash
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,198 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 11/3/2008 - Published: 10/24/2008 - Complete
My Best Friend's Girlfriend reviews
The title is pretty self-explanatory, I think. And I think we've all been in a situation like this. Beautiful girls are so hard to say no to...Femmeslash story
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,327 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 4 - Published: 10/23/2008 - Complete
You Inspire Me reviews
Everyone has fallen in love with their best friend before...they just don't always fall quite this hard. Femmeslash, nothing graphic. What happens when your muse inspires you to do something you never thought you could do?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,327 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/28/2008 - Complete
In The Sun reviews
I picture you in the sun, wondering what went wrong..." What are you thinking when you're standing at a crossroads in your life? Femmeslash, short story.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 742 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/30/2008 - Complete
Stranger reviews
She caught my eye in a crowded bar, and I wanted desperately to know who she was. Picking up women at bars wasn't exactly my style, but I could forgive it just once--there was something about her... lesbian pairings, mature themes
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,931 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 4 - Published: 4/30/2008
I Will Follow You Into The Dark reviews
It's amazing how quickly things can change, once the ball gets rolling...Sequel to "Blacking Out the Friction", this is a continuation of Loren and Brittany's story. Told from Brittany's point of view, this is a femmeslash fic. Graphic sex
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,457 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/28/2008 - Complete
Bleak Future reviews
A girl wanders aimlessly through life, trying to forget the only person who ever made her feel whole...Femmeslash, F/F pairings throughout. Drug use & adult language. Mature sexual themes in later chapters.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,710 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 4/7/2008 - Published: 4/4/2008