WishmiesterBetahide bio
 Author has written 3 stories for Young Adult, and Romance. Well damn. Call me Kurt. I like to write. I also like Manchester Orchestra, Brand New, Circa Survive, and Angels and Airwaves. I like Esao Andrews and a few other surrealist painters. I do not like most reality television or how I never have the money to buy books. |
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Nerves 2013 by C A Leiko reviews
Ryan doesn't know what he's doing with Rupert, but he sure as hell knows he likes it. M/M -complete - now rewritten
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 22 - Words: 47,142 - Reviews: 170 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 78 - Updated: 3/16/2015 - Published: 8/24/2011 - Complete
Hey Jude by overlordpotatoe reviews
Jude's world hasn't made sense since Mikey, a boy with a skewed sense of reality, showed up two years ago. When a runaway named Zion comes into their lives, things are about to get a lot weirder. Slash, m/m. Rewriting
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Fantasy - Chapters: 14 - Words: 67,160 - Reviews: 442 - Favs: 177 - Follows: 195 - Updated: 9/21/2014 - Published: 10/31/2008
Forehead by dannyZ reviews
He smokes in public bathrooms, eats only rice and kisses ugly boys when they ask for it. slash.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 3,863 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 4/28/2012 - Published: 2/11/2010 - Complete
Hell She Screams by Mask of Words reviews
Raped and neglected throughout his childhood, Ryan struggles with his anger and shame. He soon learns one of his students faces a similar strife. Ryan must come to terms with his own guilt in order to save the boy from a like fate. M/M Slash.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 29,164 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 39 - Updated: 1/21/2012 - Published: 12/25/2008
Inking My Way to Your Heart by jma reviews
Gay M/M Ex-playboy Alex has been single for going on Eight Months now. He's got a kid on the way, an empty bed and a sudden interest in the most random guy he has ever met. Is fate telling him something or is the plain-faced Haden just a new infatuation?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 16 - Words: 56,218 - Reviews: 248 - Favs: 164 - Follows: 193 - Updated: 10/21/2011 - Published: 5/8/2010
bones&ash by the ashtray girl reviews
an adaptation of david levithan's latest.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 149 - Words: 7,178 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 9/6/2011 - Published: 4/12/2011
Heartache Every Moment by Collar de Espinas reviews
It's heartache every moment with you. Whoever said it would be easy, even for two rock-stars in love? And what happens when it looks like they're going to lose it all? MxM *CURRENTLY ONGOING*
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 12,793 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 9/5/2011 - Published: 6/29/2011
Something More by Shance reviews
Cami has it rough, and hates his life. Things go from bad to worse when he's caught by a class mate doing 'bad things' in the school toilets, and is blackmailed into prostitution. M rated, yaoi, mxm relations, boyxboy action, no like no read.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 7,128 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 43 - Updated: 5/30/2011 - Published: 11/27/2009
Blush by seventhswan reviews
I met Jackson Hart on a Wednesday, which coincidentally was the day that he was dumped by 12pm, drunk by 2pm, sober by 6pm, and sleeping in my bed by 2am. It was an interesting day for the both of us. M/M Slash. ON permanent? HIATUS
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 10 - Words: 44,080 - Reviews: 111 - Favs: 95 - Follows: 124 - Updated: 2/19/2011 - Published: 12/15/2010
So You Sent Them To Boarding School? by Howling Cat reviews
And they say girls are complicated. Oh, what a tangled web some boys weave. Slash!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 63 - Words: 64,230 - Reviews: 399 - Favs: 91 - Follows: 58 - Updated: 1/15/2011 - Published: 6/9/2008
Black Rainbows by 0ri reviews
“So,” his therapist's voice was thick, yet unruly, like a chocolate that had once been smooth and delicious but had now gone stale and tasteless. “How was your day today, Daniel?” /contains slash MxM FxF and other naughty things, beware.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 24 - Words: 175,123 - Reviews: 120 - Favs: 104 - Follows: 100 - Updated: 1/8/2011 - Published: 6/3/2009
Liar liar pants on fire by RebeltoAnything reviews
“Hey, wanna have sex?” was the only thing I never expected Seth to ask me. SLASH
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 7 - Words: 14,267 - Reviews: 45 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 54 - Updated: 10/20/2010 - Published: 9/30/2009
Black Swan Theory by punkgoesacoustic reviews
On the last weekend before classes start, the peace in a small university town is shattered by an accident that leaves the sole survivor in a coma. Things are not what they seem, and it's up to his brother and his friends to uncover what happened. M/M
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Mystery/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 15,162 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Updated: 10/13/2010 - Published: 10/3/2010
Tripping Up by Walking in Xanadu reviews
If you have the chance to ask someone out, just ask them out—promise me you will. Because trust me, if you don’t, you’ll regret it. And it’ll keep you from having other relationships that would probably have turned out better anyway. Gay slash mxm whatevs
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 27,898 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 8/2/2010 - Published: 4/19/2010 - Complete
To Love a Loser by the milk bottle reviews
SLASH. It's all a matter of who loses the most.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 21 - Words: 83,034 - Reviews: 1131 - Favs: 585 - Follows: 569 - Updated: 7/30/2010 - Published: 11/2/2008
Sunflower by glossolalias reviews
MAJOR REWRITE- Jason needed an escape from the humdrum lies that made his days; Sacha was beautiful and willing. MALE SLASH.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 10,754 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 16 - Published: 7/7/2010 - Complete
skinny by jayyy reviews
i am everyone who hates themselves.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 8 - Words: 3,787 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 7/1/2010 - Published: 6/4/2010 - Complete
Lullaby by winter alice reviews
Liam, a young heartthrob, gets tangled up with a pregnant ex-girlfriend, a blast from the past, and falling in love. WARNING: slash, rape, & other dark elements. :D
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 13 - Words: 27,420 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 6/6/2010 - Published: 1/13/2010
My Teddy Bear by Danny Rose reviews
Just a one-shot. Can't really explain much, but the warnings will do the spoiling for me: prostitution, rape, slash, alcoholism, childrens' play grounds. Everything implied - no gory detail.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,137 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 5 - Published: 6/4/2010 - Complete
Lovely by Lovely Cello reviews
Van Andersen and Caleb Lawson start out with animosity. After forced contact, the hostility turns into forced friendship, which melts into something more. Slash, BL - please review :D - -in progress-
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 17,048 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 5/31/2010 - Published: 5/19/2010
Would You Jump Too by XxBrokenLiesxX reviews
.Slash. Cigarettes and Beer. Abuse and fear. Permanent scars. Scene kid, Emo boy. Confused sexual preferences. Forbidden lust, secret kisses. No obvious answers, no definite order. What to do? The only thing you can. Try not to drown.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 8 - Words: 17,096 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 5/21/2010 - Published: 8/5/2009
Sunshine by Paerydise Eden Green reviews
Abused by his father and neglected by his sister, Johnnie Walker Black's troubles are only beginning. After starting high school his world takes a downward spiral as the eyes of the psychotic Eustace Cormyn are set upon him. Heavy slash, rape, abuse.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,106 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 5/12/2010 - Published: 4/26/2010
The Boy Next Door by insidemymind334 reviews
A man moves next door to a teenaged boy, David, unaware that he is his long lost son and is currently being abused by his foster father. Warning: Child abuse.
Fiction: Thriller - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 10 - Words: 12,964 - Reviews: 79 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 43 - Updated: 5/10/2010 - Published: 12/11/2009
Five Dollars by Screamarie reviews
M for language, violence, rape, & male prostitution. Abandoned by his parents & living with his mother's abusive ex-boyfriend, he's been forced to pay rent. To earn money he starts prostituting himself. As he fights for his own sanity he meets Richard, an
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 54,409 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 95 - Follows: 18 - Published: 2/26/2010 - Complete
Better Left Unsaid by Waverly reviews
Where words failed to have a place in their relationship, the senses ruled with domineering force. M/M slash. Pulse side-story.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 469 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/6/2010 - Complete
Burning Dark Blue by CassidyKreuz reviews
Jamison is certain gliding through life is the key, but is it possible to stay off the radar while trying to win over the affection of someone who would rather just glide right by him? M/M Slash
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 24,371 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 10/26/2009 - Published: 1/12/2009
When You Think You're Alone by The association of Young Folks reviews
SLASH M/M rated for rape He always watched him...
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,882 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 10/18/2009 - Published: 8/6/2009
10 minutes by Sunshine Bear reviews
10 minutes left. That smile he gave me. I love him. He loves me. But there are only the ten minutes left. The ten minutes that controlled our lives. Ten minutes to decide. MxM One-shot
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,194 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 10 - Published: 9/11/2009 - Complete
Beneficial by Ryette reviews
Slash. Jack and Sammy like to release their hormones on each other, but Jack feels something more than platonic with his best friend. So when Sammy's girlfriend cheats on him, Jack wants to step in- only Sammy rebounds a little faster than Jack had hoped.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 11,472 - Reviews: 124 - Favs: 91 - Follows: 127 - Updated: 8/17/2009 - Published: 7/27/2009
Waxen Bones, Gossip Lips, and a Candled Pose by insanityxspeaks reviews
Aaron Ingleby is new, bubbly, and unintentionally dangerous. Riley Harper is quiet, hopeless, and a victim on all accounts. A story spun by webs of lies, deceit, and the horrors money wrought. Slash.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 37,375 - Reviews: 85 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 49 - Updated: 6/8/2009 - Published: 2/1/2009
Eighteen by xanthofile reviews
Slash. We can't always have our first choice, because if we could, Mom wouldn't be the one in his arms on my eighteenth birthday. One Shot. REPOST
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,070 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/17/2009 - Complete
Stupid Post It Notes by Dirty-Angel-Toes reviews
Seth has a lot to deal with lately, such as adjusting to his brand new life with a brand new 'family', including the acerbic and unpredictable Tuesday, who can't seem to stand him [M/M slash]
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 44 - Words: 434,926 - Reviews: 4089 - Favs: 2,049 - Follows: 1,582 - Updated: 1/4/2009 - Published: 6/15/2005
Perseverance by lgandt reviews
Reilly hated him with a passion... so why was he suddenly Dainton's only friend in the world? M/M
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 19 - Words: 85,011 - Reviews: 143 - Favs: 129 - Follows: 58 - Updated: 7/11/2008 - Published: 3/7/2008
Painting the Breakdown Lane Red by SolitarySigh reviews
This goes deeper than another teen angst sob story. There's a difference between lost innocence and stolen innocence, and broken hearts and broken homes.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 30 - Words: 27,196 - Reviews: 132 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 4/16/2008 - Published: 8/28/2005 - Complete
Haze by Davuuh reviews
A few drinks at a party, and suddenly things go terribly, terribly wrong. [Yaoi, mm, slash, rape]
Fiction: Horror - Rated: M - English - Drama/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,666 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 11 - Published: 1/19/2008 - Complete
Synergy by orbicland reviews
[slash] Mitchell and Jason were always meant to be together, despite Jason's best efforts not to admit it. Complete.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 38 - Words: 58,472 - Reviews: 470 - Favs: 373 - Follows: 65 - Updated: 4/7/2007 - Published: 3/2/2005 - Complete
Mind Games by Play that record backwards reviews
[mxm] After all this time, after all these years, you've finally done it. You have him in your bed. [mxm]
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 26 - Words: 18,448 - Reviews: 85 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 3/3/2007 - Published: 5/9/2006
Movie Star Kiss by orbicland reviews
Jason and Mitchell are a cute couple. However, being teenaged guys, they do some inappropriate things. Nothing too risque, just... well, not suitable.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 4,187 - Reviews: 79 - Favs: 56 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 12/13/2006 - Published: 2/15/2005
Morning Cigarette by Limited Edition reviews
Matte loves Ash. Ash is oh so gay. Matte is not oh so gay or so he tries to tell himself. Matte is punk, he's cool, he's RIGHT. yaoi, mm, slash
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 10 - Words: 13,222 - Reviews: 106 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 5/25/2006 - Published: 5/14/2006 - Complete
Storm by Winterbridge reviews
It comes when you believe. [m/m, one-shot]
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12,060 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 10 - Published: 4/28/2006
Slash by Limited Edition reviews
He always sits there and looks at Alex, making Alex want to smash his head against the wall. But when he's not there, there is no reason for Alex to be there either...mm, yaoi, slash
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 6,081 - Reviews: 51 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 3/21/2006 - Published: 11/12/2005 - Complete
The Concrete Trail by Electric Romance reviews
The story of two totally different boys, and the concrete trails to their final destinies… (Humour, embarrassment, slash, angst, madness, the art of coming out… and a lot of welsh accents… huh… now how did that get in there)
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 23 - Words: 58,031 - Reviews: 112 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 2/12/2006 - Published: 12/6/2004
The Things I Do For You by skunk reviews
OLD. slash, Dylan isn't someone anyone strives to be, in fact he wouldn't mind being someone else but when life hands you lemons... complete
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 16 - Words: 37,519 - Reviews: 140 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 8/19/2005 - Published: 6/15/2005 - Complete
Concentrated on Falling Apart by Shampoo Suicide reviews
Once upon a time there was a boy name Mike who liked to count the bones in his rib cage through his shirt.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,816 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/11/2003 - Complete
Untitled As of Now by Painted Desert reviews
I'm not sure where this one is going. Drop me a review, help me out some. Warning for rape, yaoi. No flames welcome, you've been warned.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,797 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 3 - Published: 9/27/2003
Airless by Antigone1 reviews
Mike Cullen is dealing with drugs, brothers, anorexia, custody and abuse, but not his real enemy: himself.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 29 - Words: 83,750 - Reviews: 133 - Favs: 92 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 5/30/2003 - Published: 4/10/2003
The Things We Do For Love by Kayley reviews
Jon has a hard time dealing with his sudden, intimate feelings for Rob and finds solace in something even more dangerous than the feelings he's trying to run from. Needless to say, it's slash. And it also deals with anorexia. **COMPLETE**
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 54,250 - Reviews: 68 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 11/11/2002 - Published: 9/21/2002
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Hush reviews
She's lost her mind in the sound of fists on flesh, the crack of bottles smahing over drywall. She keeps her hands on the mattress and her mouth shut. He provides the ginger ale, the quiet rooms for them to run to, the gentle push against her hips.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,122 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 6 - Published: 4/19/2012 - Complete
Mold reviews
When make-up sex doesn't make up for what happened before. When no one knows what to say. When nothing is right. One shot.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,671 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/19/2012 - Complete
Fragment
She is the air, and the body she inhabits is her plaything. About Anorexia. Oneshot
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 534 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/19/2012 - Complete