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Joined 05-14-08, id: 612046, Profile Updated: 08-24-09
Author has written 15 stories for Life, General, and Love.

So, here we go again. I think this was my first account on here, and I have come back. I had a very brief account under the pen name: jessxT, but I like this one better. But it will change, eventually.

Let me try to explain myself easily to you, in ways that do not go where I once was and may go again.

I...

Ok, so it's too hard to explain. I began my double-digit years as an adult, became a teenager, and have resorted back to adulthood again. That's the simplist way to describe it.

Music: (used to listen to:) Evanescence, Linkin Park, Three Days Grace, etc. (now:) Jonas Brothers, Demi Lovato, Emily Osment, Honor Society, Miley Cyrus, Selena Gomez, Taylor Swift, etc. (will:) all that I have just described, plus Journey and the Beatles. My music interests are varied, very varied. Hell, I have two sets of friends because of my music preferences.

Poetry: I used to be really dark, or well, I tried to be. I wasn't the best at it. My masterpiece is still a poem called "Immortality". I think I'm back to writing poetry, it's been a long time since I have-almost six months. I feel deprived of this world...

Fiction: I mainly wright fanfiction-Jonas Brothers, used to write Twilight, I read a lot of Harry Potter. But I do have a few ideas for true fiction. I'm starting a story right now. I don't know what it's going to be titled, but I'll figure out something. I have a piece that I could possibly do tonight if I really wanted to. It would be a "song-fic", it would have the lyrics to a song, and my thoughts in between, or a story for that matter.

"Beware my awesome and powerful powers of... SARCASM!" I'm a very sarcastic person, and cynical, but I'm still nice.

My profile picture is of my puppy-Ivy, Poison Ivy, aka, the cutest but most vicious, dangerous, deadly puppy in this not-so-wonderful state I live in.

I think I'm a proud American, but then I look at how crappy our country is doing, and then is when I'm not so sure about the whole Patriotism thing.

Oh, by the way, my name is Jess, or Jessica. If you dare call me Jessie, I will have your head. I hate being called that.

I love talking to new people, so don't hesitate to PM me, or follow me on Twitter (yes, I'm one of those weird people that are in love with Twitter) at: jessxT

I'm also at Wordpress, with a blog. Comment or something on there if you will: Lines, Vines and Trying Times

If you really would like to hear any of my music, PM or email me, I'll give you the url for Youtube or Myspace.

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
Jess (nickname)
tooleje (only one person actually calls me this)
Jessica (birth)

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:

Mystic and Masochistic
-paranoia
-take.a.breath

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:

Composed music
Read a livejournal
updated my wordpress journal

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

My sarcastic/pessimistic (but secretly optimistic) personality
My ring tan
My ability to get songs stuck in my head... forever

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
My skin
My teeth (stupid braces...)
My weird (ex-sprained) ankle

THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
British XD
Polish
Irish

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:

My mind
Insanity
Heights

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:

Dark blue shirt
Green shorts
Silver ring

ESSENTIAL:
Money
Computer
Music

THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:

Music
Laptop
Books

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
Jonas Brothers (yeah, they're not that "disney" anymore, despite the stupid show...)
Demi Lovato/Emily Osment (their styles are close)
Honor Society/Paramore/Reliant K/Evanescence (I can't just choose three)

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:

Write
Sing/listen/Write music
Read

FOURTH THING TO MAKE ME HAPPY:

Comptemplating

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:

All The Way Up-Emily Osment
Where Are You Now-Honor Society
Quiet-Demi Lovato

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
Learn how to drive
Completing a song
Getting a 1st at Solo & Ensamble

THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
Living where I live
Being friends with my friends (except one...)
(I cant think of a third one...)

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
Security (in every sphere)
Honesty
Chemistry

THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:

Products of: Music
Literature
and Thought

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in order):
I am obsessed with music
I'm not really friends with three of my "friends"
I love writer's block

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:

Eyes
Figure and face
Style (of dressing, and hair)

THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
(Calm, cool) Demeanor
Kindness
Personality

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:

Not procrastinate
Hit three good backhands in tennis in a row
not listen to music

THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:

My grandparents
Life's simplicity
My innocence

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
A laptop
A boyfriend... (lmfao)
Love

THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:

I'm sarcastic
I'm seemingly gulible
I have to (forced to) be Switzerland

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:

Listening to Music
Sing
Write

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:

Finish a chapter and update my fic
Sing like there's no tomorrow
Make more friends

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:

Rockstar (seriously)
Writer
Poet

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:
Europe
India
L.A.

THREE CARTOON/TV CHARACTERS:

Hannah Montana (come on, it's fun to laugh at her)
Alex Russo (Wizards of Waverly Place. I'm sort of a sucker for Disney Channel)
Patrick Jane (The Mentalist)

THREE BOY’S NAMES:

Joseph
Nicholas
Cade
(I would have put Kevin, but I don't really like the name. I like the dude, but not the name)

THREE GIRL'S NAMES:

Demetria (it's just a cool name)
Petronilla
Elenore or Anore

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:

Travel around the world (especially to Greece and U.K)
Be an international rockstar
Found "my other half"

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Death of Spring by meli101 reviews
Kore is forbidden to go to Olympus, but she's had enough of being treated like a child. Hades has been summoned. Find out what happens. Please read and review.
Fiction: Mythology - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 15 - Words: 46,990 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 1/30/2013 - Published: 8/19/2009
Angelic Pretenses with Demonic Expenses by The Deadly Fang reviews
It's about how people choose to show the shinier parts of their personality opposed to the darkness inside.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 456 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/30/2011 - Complete
My Masochist Heart by Al Rischa
Love and Darkness
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/30/2011 - Complete
Inside My Mind by Criminal Behaviour reviews
Welcome to my mind, I beckon you inside—to this empty prison cell, the place where I reside.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 283 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/29/2011 - Complete
She Was by lowercase.a reviews
Thoughts behind depression and self-harm/self-injury.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/21/2011 - Complete
Unstable by YouveBeenJayed reviews
Insanity
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/19/2011 - Complete
Roses are Red by YouveBeenJayed reviews
Violets are Blue
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/18/2011 - Complete
Blitz by KJorgensen reviews
A longish poem, on the Blitz.
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 507 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/7/2010 - Complete
Deck of Cards by Cherry Lollipop and Skittles reviews
There are four suits in a deck. Yet each one represents a type of person in this world. Life could be a game of poker for all we know. Take a chance, pick a card and let the game begin.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 4 - Words: 643 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 8/24/2009 - Published: 8/2/2009
Phantasm by Noctilucous reviews
The rain has not washed away the regrets. Our memories are frozen in time; slowly dying.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/24/2009 - Complete
The Lightning and the Thunder by Sugar Plum Faery reviews
Don't you just hate when someone steals your thunder?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/10/2008 - Complete
Puppet by Keeping Nothing reviews
Tighten the strings and force me to dance, your dance, your curse, the blood of your ire. I am your Puppet in your unyielding control abused and broken. severed limbs lying by your feet, the Puppet still remains in your strings
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 6/30/2008 - Complete
They Boy by SeaLord reviews
A poem of a tormented boy
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/15/2008 - Complete
What is normal? by Scared Loveless reviews
My version of this world's concept, NORMAL. What is it really? The title says it all.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/14/2008 - Complete
In a World Without Darkness by larksong reviews
In a world without darkness.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/14/2008 - Complete
Tempest by ShadowKidII reviews
Living life like a storm.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/5/2008 - Complete
DemonDepression by Jasp reviews
This is a poem I wrote when I become depressed to a suicidal existent. It expresses the hate and agony I felt, hope you like it. Dedicated to: My Therapist.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/1/2008 - Complete
Blankness by summertime thoughts reviews
Its nothing, its everything, it surrounds you in life everyday, its the 'page not found' screen on your browser and the toliet cover in your bathroom. Its innocence, its guiltiness. It's nothing, its everything.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/1/2008 - Complete
the grave by wax and wane reviews
one day less I have to wait.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/29/2008 - Complete
Heartbreak by Recoil101 reviews
Stay away if suicide isn't your cup of tea.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/28/2008 - Complete
Apocalypse by Iris Messenger reviews
The wind blows the jagged air closer to apocalypse ...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/27/2008 - Complete
Heroes by i should know who i am by now reviews
She sat alone, her eyes tear filled....
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/7/2007 - Complete
More Than One Million by Ashelin reviews
A poem on abortion. Read and review.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 496 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 4 - Published: 6/11/2007 - Complete
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They Will
They will not stop until I am gone.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Published: 3/6/2010 - Complete
These November Winds
Why does the wind have to blow so harshly?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Published: 3/6/2010 - Complete
Her
Two people, but one.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Published: 3/6/2010
Cold
The cruel creeping fingers grasp my throat, I rasp
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Published: 3/6/2010 - Complete
Forever reviews
They say nothing lasts forever, it eventually has to end.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/22/2009 - Complete
When Death Comes Knocking
Many fear it, many do not, and many just choose to ignore it. It makes no difference to them, for it will capture all eventually.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 562 - Published: 8/24/2009 - Complete
Paranoia
Can you survive the attack of this sharp-edged sword?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Published: 8/20/2009 - Complete
Salem reviews
It was better just to die by the noose as well, wasn't it?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/20/2009 - Complete
Love reviews
Why do we want something that can break us?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/27/2008
Illusion reviews
Something that is there, yet not perceived.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/3/2008 - Complete
The End reviews
Will we know when it occurs, or will we be oblivious?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/15/2008 - Complete
Time reviews
Do we even know what it is?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/10/2008 - Complete
Death reviews
Does everything fade to black, or are we still aware? Do we peacefully end, or see the torturous gazes of the ones we love?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/28/2008 - Complete
Perfection reviews
Something that I care nothing for, for it destroys ourselves...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/27/2008 - Complete
Addiction reviews
I am addicted, of what you shall not know...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/18/2008 - Complete