A.C. Dittmar
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Author has written 75 stories for Life, Humor, Love, Haiku, Nature, Fantasy, Religion, Fantasy, Romance, Family, General, Horror, Song, War, and Friendship.

Name: A.C. Dittmar

Age: 19

Gender: Female

Why I Came to Fiction Press: I wanted more people to read my works. For critique, for enjoyment. It doesn't matter much to me. I want to find people who think like I do, and help them see how different we are.

What I Write: Usually poetry. Mostly angst and romance. Sometimes I'll go off on religion. What I write is raw, but is usually not something I have experienced. I'm empathetic, and my mind moves faster than I dare to comprehend. I over think and the idea becomes sensationalized to its worst and greatest of moments. I just pick which one I want to write about, and make myself feel what is appropriate for the writing.

Any Stories To Speak Of: I write short stories. Usually fantasy. Sometimes truth. Almost never about myself. I'm working on novels.

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a supermarket in new york city by Anarchist Poet reviews
finish your dinner, there are children starving in africa
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,018 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Published: 8/21/2008
loss by Anarchist Poet reviews
thoughts on the death of a friend not really fiction unfortunately. i guess i'm posting it here because he can't read it now but you can.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 656 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/18/2008 - Complete
summer by Anarchist Poet reviews
i want too much
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 475 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/22/2008
i don't know what i'm looking for by Anarchist Poet reviews
sometimes i feel like i'm crazy but i'm really just pathetic.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 622 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/27/2008 - Complete
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Color Me reviews
Color me fantastic, loathsome, unclean, magical, surprised...color me what you'd color yourself before you place any labels.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/9/2008 - Complete
Black Leather reviews
My best friend, Ian, left us on August 19, 2008. He gave me something in the hopes that I would always be there for him. He didn't need to take such a precaution. I'll always be there for him. Even though he's moved away.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 390 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/22/2008 - Complete
What War? reviews
A refrain that forces you to ask yourself, "What war am I fighting?"
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/6/2008 - Complete
What I've Written About You reviews
This is free-form that is an escalated situation I'm dealing with. Have you ever grown apart from someone you thought you'd always love? The truth hurts. It hurts so much I cannot tell it to you...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 497 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/6/2008 - Complete
Splintering Like Glass
It's all just an appearance. That's all it always is...Partially, though only for tune and how it flows, inspired by the song "I Drilled a Wire Through My Cheek" by Blue October I claim no ownership.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/6/2008 - Complete
Salty Love reviews
It is most definitely NOT what you think, but is written to seem that way until the last line. Be very afraid of what your sick little heads will think up. I claim no ownership of what that last line entails.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/6/2008 - Complete
I'm Left Here GrinningAnd I Know it's Not Pretty reviews
Free-form about growing apart in a relationship. Written with the thought "if I can't know anythign about them, then they have no right to know anything about me..."
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 300 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/6/2008 - Complete
Go On and Bleed
Inside you've a monster to feed...go on and bleed...go on and bleed..." I've long forgotten the tune of this song, sadly. Originally written for a bookmark.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Published: 7/6/2008 - Complete
Cleavland is Burning
Written while I was driving through Cleavland, Ohio. It just felt like the city WANTED me to get out and take it all in. Inspired by a picture I took of the sunset through the rear window. It looks like an explosion.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Adventure/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Published: 7/6/2008 - Complete
Broken Thoughts On You and I
Free-form about not being able to move on while the other person obviously has. Also about how much it kills to be happy for them.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Published: 7/6/2008 - Complete
After Last Wednesday
Free-form about losing the one you love, and a promise that they broke. It was inspired by a picture of a black tree that screamed "Wednesday" in my head. Very old.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Published: 7/6/2008 - Complete
A Metal Coffin and an Unfeeling Escort reviews
A story about a car crash that the narrator witnesses. Quite gory. A good ending if you look at it right.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Horror/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 696 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/6/2008 - Complete
To Write a Love Poem
A friend of mine once said, "Writing a love poem is the easiest thing in the world"...I beg to differ. Must be read with a semblance of sarcasm.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Published: 7/6/2008 - Complete
Swallow
This is free-form poetry that helps to define what I think about people who try and force religion down others' throats. Warning: Please do NOT preach toward me. I have my own thoughts on the matter, and you're welcome to state your in a polite manner.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 374 - Published: 7/6/2008 - Complete
Smiling in Your Sleep
A sweet, little, romantic piece about watching the person you love sleep.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Published: 7/6/2008 - Complete
Return
Did you know that, at one point in the womb, the human fetus has a tail?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Published: 7/6/2008 - Complete
Not a Defineable Heart
Also not the poem you'd initially think it to be. My heart's not in my chest. Where's yours?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Humor/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Published: 7/6/2008 - Complete
My Closest Companion?
Written about still loving your ex, but keeping a safe distance so as not to hurt them. Fixates gradually near the end to a different person to love.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 398 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/6/2008 - Complete
I Shudder at Your Recognition
What people hate most is resemblance. They hate being reminded of themselves. The narrator in this changes into a beast, but it's basically the same thing as coming out of closet for anything. Very deep, each stanza means several things.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 384 - Published: 7/6/2008 - Complete
Four Steps to Acceptance
Why do lovers have to lie?" I hate being the last thing he cried over...full title is "Four Steps to Acceptance In Remembrance of What Used to Be Us "
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Published: 7/6/2008 - Complete
Filthy Fucking Hurt
About trying to find solace and dragging everyone down with you in the meantime. Inspired by the song "Hurt" by Nine Inch Nails and could go along with the tune I claim no ownership.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Published: 7/6/2008 - Complete
Fictional Forever reviews
Because there's no such thing as forever..." Everyone has something worth living for. Every. Single. Person. Contains past suicide. Set at a funeral. Written from a father's point of view.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/6/2008 - Complete
Em Sounds a Lot Like I'm
Empathetic"..."I'm pathetic"...get it? Written about the blessing and curse that is being empathetic. Only three stanzas with a slight refrain.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Published: 7/6/2008 - Complete
Cold Lips reviews
Yay for making out with dead people! Wait...this is a very imaginative piece written from the point of view of a corpse. It's a necrophiliac poem, but it's not mature.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/6/2008 - Complete
Claustrophobia
Just a silly poem I wrote to get the creative juices flowing.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Published: 7/6/2008 - Complete
Avenged Sevenfold!
A dear friend of mine said that she'd like to lose her virginity with Avenged Sevenfold playing in the background. I think that might hurt a little bit...This was written mostly as a joke. I claim no ownership of the band Avenged Sevenfold.
Poetry: Humor - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/6/2008 - Complete
A Moment of My Brother's Time
This was written when my bog brother moved out of state and I missed him terribly. I'm the only one who's actually ALWAYS been there for him, no matter what stupid thing he's done.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Published: 7/6/2008 - Complete
Karxakk's Data I
The first chapter in my mini-stories involving Karxakk pronounced car-zack the Administrator of a server on an MMORPG. Geeky, I know.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,119 - Published: 7/5/2008
Dancing Around the Truth
A short story involving my main character in my comics and alter ego; Maxwell Synn the British punk rocker. This one is about him loving to dance and then getting caught by his fiance, Audryanna Celeste soon-to-be Synn.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,419 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
Not Such a Monster as You
A short story about a husky beast in medieval times. It's main theme is closed-mindedness and how different people could be the best ones to change the world. Will have a slightly changed novel with chapters being posted eventually.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 943 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
Your Fault
It's your fault that I'm happy in my suffering...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 330 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
Why I'm Not Religious reviews
A poem about several of the reasons I'm not really all that religious and like to stay away from those topics of discussion.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Horror/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
Unrealization of Closed Eyes
A semi-rhyming refrain about human nature and closed-mindedness.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
Put Yesterday's in a Basketcase
Another one about schizophrenia.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 491 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
Punk reviews
A cinquain about punk being more than just a life style or style of clothing and music.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
Move Over Garden Daisies
The title is relevant to this refrain. It's a poem about Death.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Humor/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
Misinterpreted Volunteer
Maybe those teens that everyone shuns because of their hair and clothing aren't so bad after all?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
Memorable
When you hold a pistol wrong, it'll leave burns on your knuckles...maybe you're better off forgetting about the wrongs perpetrated against you?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Horror/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
Good, Old Sport
The title can mean several different things in this poem.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
For Preston
My younger uncle, Preston, had to witness the marriage of two of the people he loved the most fall apart. This is for him.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
Enveloping Earth reviews
Another Haiku.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
Cold As Stone
Another Tanka.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 24 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
An Ode to Devout Religion reviews
A girl broke my best friends heart AGAIN over religion. This is for her.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
A Schizo Contemplation reviews
A poem about being schizophrenic.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
5 AM Song reviews
Don't read it if you don't have a sense of humor. I don't like being woken up. Especially at five in the morning.
Poetry: Humor - Rated: T - English - Humor/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
Why You Mean So Much reviews
Just a fairly corny love poem written for my fiance.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
We Don't Need Sex reviews
About being so close that sex doesn't matter. Sex isn't needed to make you happy or feel loved when you're that close.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
The Nightingale's Fiendish Tune
A metaphorical poem about being cheated on.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
The Luciferian's Prayer reviews
I researched Luciferianism, which is that Lucifer was cast down for showing freedom of will and is NOT evil. Written from that perspective. Take a look at other religions. They're a lot of fun.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
Poignant Essay reviews
Another one about abuse, although this one is based on child abuse and needing to tell someone. It could be happy or sad, depending on how you take meaning from the ending.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
Mum's the Word on Mum's Day
Another one about the abuse my mother used to suffer through, or, rather, about the mental scars her children still carry.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
Lonely Depression
A mood poem I wrote awhile ago about my fiance when we couldn't be together very often.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
Last Will From Pandora's Box reviews
It's a long one about the things that were unleashed from Pandora's Box in the old myth, and what they mean to life...and death.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Horror/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 345 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
Intelligent, Antennaed Lord
A Tanka about an ant.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 24 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
Ill
A short poem about insanity and how it has an intriguing allure.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Horror/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
I Just Don't Get It
Who cares about what I don't understand? All I need to know is that I love you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
Help Wanted Prefferably Nude
About me trying to get a job and being so uncomfortable because the potential employers didn't want to accept me for who I am.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
Bird Watching
A haiku about a bird watching, not about humans looking at the feathered things.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
Better Than Heaven
To 'I love you', do reply. Or you'll always be in pain..."
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 445 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
A Love Cinquain
It is exactly as the title states.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
When the Clock Actually Stops reviews
Written from the male perspective. A man dies and sees his life flashing before his eyes, most of it revolving around courting and marrying the woman he loved, having children together, then she dies. And he dies happy because he'll be with her.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
The Memory I Hate reviews
About breaking up and breaking down.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
The Janitor
It's about a janitor remembering the times he'd had as a student in the halls he now cleans. A nostalgic poem.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
Poets Are Immortal
If someone remembers you, or something you did, then you can never die. Hey bro...I always told you we'd live forever.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
My Bitter Point of View reviews
We all do things that we wish we hadn't, and in our own childishness, we force these things far from our recollection, storing them in the nooks and crannies that our woeful minds produce only to remember them at the worst of moments.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 326 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
Maxwell Synn The Voice in My Head
I DO have a voice in my head named Maxwell Synn. He's not evil in the least. This is the result of the both of us contemplating what it would be like if Max were like other split personalities.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 364 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
Ma's Impressionable Child reviews
It helps define my thoughts on living your own life and accepting life for the things it throws at you. Advice isn't always the best route to take.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
Last Words
They were words of love but you shunned them all...opting, instead, for solitude..." I will always love you. No matter what.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 314 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
I'm Asking You to Dance reviews
More or less written about having to take the chances at love that life gives you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
I Can Still Call You Beautiful reviews
Wrote this for two friends who had gotten together after the longest time of pining. It was originally written from a male perspective, but applies to both.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
Hateful Script reviews
This was the first poem I ever REALLY wrote. It's about how humans can't change human nature. It started off as a poem written when someone was insulting my brother just because of how he dressed and what music he liked to listen to.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
Doesn't Know He's Perfect reviews
I wrote this when I was dating the man who is STILL my best friend. I hated listening to him beat himself up and say things like he's "no good to anyone". I hadn't written a romantic poem before this one. Needless to say, he felt a whole lot better.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 397 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
Do I Have To? reviews
This was actually not written from a romantic perspective. It was, more or less, me writing what I do to my friends; force them to be happy. It could be taken quite romantically, though.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 260 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
Creamy Little Nibbles
This is a poem I wrote about my rat, Merrick, stealing some ice cream from my lip when I was holding him.
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Humor/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 327 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete
Can't Do Anything reviews
This is a poem I wrote when my mother was in an abusive relationship and I REALLY couldn't do anything about it. I've never wanted to kill myself over it. It's just that situations escalate dramatically in my mind.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 663 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Complete