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Author has written 27 stories for Life, General, Fantasy, Action, Love, Nature, Religion, General, Essay, Thriller, Young Adult, Supernatural, and Haiku.

You know, I'm really bad at stuff like this. I mean really, how can you write a description about yourself that's small. Unless of course it's a physical description, but even then it could easily be made super long. So if you are just dying to know, I'll try and put a little bit up for you:

Physical Description: Medium-length brown hair with side-swept bangs, dark brown (almost black) eyes, full mouth, rather large nose, medium height, well-muscled, and that's about it.

Personality: I'm the typical Scorpio so:

As the eighth sign of the zodiac, Scorpio represents the eighth stage in the evolution of man and his place in the universe. This stage is concerned with an emotional development that goes beyond Cancerian concern with home and family. Scorpio's emotional involvement is not based on love or pleasure, but on the control and understanding of human emotions and the role they play in the mysterious process of life and death. Though all Scorpios do not spend their lives pondering the mysteries of life and death, most of them are inquisitive, probing individuals. They are fascinated with how things work, especially people. Their mental and physical powers of recuperation are remarkable, and truly evolved Scorpios can learn to use their power to help and inspire others.

Scorpiosare the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. But those of us who are particularly perceptive will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity, and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil, but watchful composure of Scorpio. In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous; they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before them.

In their everyday behavior they give the appearance of being withdrawn from the center of activity, yet those who know them will recognize the watchfulness that is part of their character. They need great self-discipline, because they are able to recognize the qualities in themselves that make them different from other humans, and to know their utterly conventional natures can be used for great good, or great evil. Their tenacity and willpower are immense, their depth of character and passionate conviction overwhelming, yet they are deeply sensitive and easily moved by their emotions. Their sensitivity, together with a propensity for extreme likes and dislikes make them easily hurt, quick to detect insult or injury to themselves (often when none is intended) and easily aroused to ferocious anger. This may express itself in such destructive speech or action that they make lifelong enemies by their outspokenness, for they find it difficult not to be overly critical of anything or anyone to whom they take a dislike.

Modern astrologers assign Pluto, planet of intensity and depth, as the ruler of Scorpio. Ancient astrologers (unaware of Pluto's existence) assigned Mars, planet of fire and energy, as the ruler of Scorpio. Both of these planets can be seen to influence the nature of those born in Scorpio. The focus and concentration of their expressions and personality makes them appear magnetic and powerful. The fiery energy of Mars that is exhibited when they are enthusiastic attracts and inspire others. Their intensity can be overwhelming but also subtle. Their considerable energy is not aroused or employed just to have something to do as is often the case with Aries, the other Mars-ruled personality. Unlike Aries, Scorpio is not openly combative unless it becomes necessary. Their privacy is tightly protected, and others get to know them only up to a certain point. They may not show any sign of inner struggle but when they are after something or someone their determination is fierce. Should they not be favored in the outcome, they are not willing or gracious losers. They are not arrogant and, in fact, are quite interested in others and what others have to say. However they often exhibit a self-sufficiency that implies there isn't much they don't already know.

Being so gifted, they can find fulfillment in many employments. Their inner intensity can result in the ice-cold self-control and detachment of the surgeon, the concentration of the research scientist, and the heroism of the soldier. Any profession in which analysis, investigation, research, dealing with practicalities, and the solving of mysteries are relevant, can appeal to them. So police and detective work, espionage and counterespionage, the law, physics or psychology may attract them, and they can become masters of the written and spoken word. They may be most persuasive orators and find fulfillment as diplomats or preachers and, if they make the Church their profession, their inner intensity can express itself in the spiritual fervor of the mystic or the thaumaturgy.

Scorpio individuals are enigmatic, strong-willed, and passionate. People born under this sign are considered to be dynamic and extreme in their opinions. Scorpios need a positive avenue of expression in career, love, and creative achievement or their feelings turn inward, imprisoned, and at times even destructive. The positive aspect of Scorpio is their unswerving dedication once their emotions are engaged. The Scorpio energy, drive, and endurance are legend. Above all, the Scorpio seeks to give life a meaningful pattern, to find a deeper purpose. Controversially, Scorpios are ruthless enemies, they never forgive an injury and will wait years to get even. Scorpio is a fierce competitor, though often they manage to conceal this from others. Scorpios file away pieces of information, facts, names and don't hesitate to use what they know if the occasion arises. Astrologers forget to emphasize how loving, generous, kind, loyal, even the gentle quality of a Scorpio. A Scorpio never forgets a kind gesture and tries to repay it handsomely.

There's not much else I need to say, but I'll add the most random things that come to mind. Some of my favorite bands are Paramore, the Veronicas, Meg & Dia, Lady Gaga, Danger is my Middle Name, VersaEmerge, Hey Monday, Minus the Makeup, and 1997. Action movies are my favorite, but I don't feel like going into a list of my favorites. I love Castle, 24, and Lost. It would be suicidal to go into a list of my favorite books so I won't even attempt it. I like dancing, singing, reading, writing, swinging, and kickboxing. And that's another thing. I'm really into the martial arts, the military, and spies etc. I want to get rich then travel the world. I love the Pacific Northwest and hope to go to college there. I'm afraid of needles, heights, and spiders. I hate sleeping and being underestimated. I want to be extraordinary; I avoid anything normal. I'm dying to get out of the current life I lead and be out on my own, with no one telling me what to do.

So there you go. Anything anyone would ever want to know. But I'll say one last thing in bold, because it's fun and very important to me. The worst times in life are when you don't feel alive. I swear there will be a time in my life where these times never occur.

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Melancholy Wagner rolls into the grave by Louis Denair reviews
you happy now? That ugly Nazi Wagner is dead, yes, dead and you can kiss your Tannhauser goodbye and no Sun, no notes ever. Rap for breakfest, rap for dinner and desert. Read and weep and kiss your rightous prejudice, it's all you got left.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/6/2009 - Complete
Surreal by SeepingInk-wells reviews
"You spun me in circles, and we danced in the sun..."
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/11/2008 - Complete
Behind These walls by BalletManiac reviews
What people feel, but do not show.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/16/2007 - Complete
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7 reviews
Body heat; Men stare; The first; No footsteps; Frozen tumbleweeds
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/25/2009 - Complete
He and She
Two microstory Ekphrases See stories for what this is . Two different ways to see a skeleton.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 708 - Published: 6/7/2009 - Complete
On Air
I was twenty feet up a rock-climbing wall the night the competition was announced.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,311 - Published: 6/7/2009 - Complete
Silence became a part of me. Slowly, slowly it grew and grew until it covered me, a shield from the outside world. Everything was kept out, while I was held inside.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,322 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/7/2009 - Complete
Skin, Alive
A personal narrative essay. But I messed with the assignment on purpose; I pieced together some things that had happened to me and made it suspenseful.
Fiction: Thriller - Rated: K - English - Adventure/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 979 - Published: 6/7/2009 - Complete
A Single Step
My identity essay for English last year. It's really a description of one memory that describes me as a person, so it's not at all essay-like.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 889 - Published: 6/7/2009 - Complete
I Remembers
Two memories expanded into scenes. One was my own memory, but the other was someone else's.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 634 - Published: 6/7/2009 - Complete
Show Don't Tell Exercises
Two practices in showing and not just telling. Short but with good descriptions and micro-story-like qualities.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 316 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/7/2009 - Complete
Lord She said,
But she said this. A finalist for my school's poetry award.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Published: 6/7/2009 - Complete
Untitled reviews
These are the things I've seen which you never will. A finalist for my school's poetry award.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Mystery/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 33 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/7/2009 - Complete
Speak Less
Mirror- I can’t talk to those outside these ice walls a blood drop thick.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Published: 6/7/2009 - Complete
Go forth! Stumble! Crawl! Leap along! Go forth! An imitation of Allen Ginsburg's "Howl".
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Published: 6/7/2009 - Complete
Dream reviews
Soon it will slip away, like sunlight through blinds or raindrops between the branches of a tree.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 29 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/7/2009 - Complete
Just off the Highway reviews
They rush by like moving cars; maybe one day one will stop. A sonnet
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/7/2009 - Complete
Maybe next time it will be fate.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Published: 6/7/2009 - Complete
To my Nocturnal Thoughts
On any of my moonless nights, You lure my dreams, leave me bare, And thoughts come, swiftly, like red dawn. Thank you
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Published: 6/7/2009 - Complete
A Hastynges, 1850
At last he’s returned here to Ohio. He recalls the inside covered in blood, the destruction, terror, men of the Rose. A sestina based on Cinda Williams Chima's series, The Heir Trilogy.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 316 - Published: 6/7/2009 - Complete
The End
Does death have something that makes it alive? An imitation of Robert Creeley's poem "The Language".
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Published: 6/7/2009 - Complete
The Son and Heir
“The Son and Heir” the mantra soon began pounding in his bones, spoken hundreds of times with each beat of his heart. Then a new, strong voice rang out. “Yes or no?” it intoned, rumbling through his chest. And suddenly he knew he'd heard the voices before
Fiction: Action - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,442 - Published: 7/29/2008 - Complete
Eclipsed reviews
Of the fading nature. Do not let their distance faze you. One of my new-wave poems, which basically means it has a non-conventional form and that it is a lot different from poems I used to write.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/19/2008 - Complete
Lost in the Dark and Not Getting Very Far reviews
Of the lover's dance between the candle and the lantern. Intoxicating in its every step.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 243 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/19/2008 - Complete
Voiced reviews
From the voice of the oppressed. One of my new-wave poems, which basically means it has a non-conventional form and that it is a lot different from poems I used to write.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 263 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/16/2008 - Complete
Take This, Make This, Keep This Dead
Addressed to and addresses him, if you know what I mean. And if you don't, then you better read to find out.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 375 - Published: 7/16/2008 - Complete
You can't escape your conscious; forever you'll be conscious. Secrets are never given willingly, merely unwittingly. One of my new-wave poems, which basically means it has a non-conventional form and that it is a lot different from poems I used to write.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Published: 7/10/2008 - Complete
Horseshoe, Horseshoe
Searching for luck in all the wrong places. Short and fun, not at all serious. I had a little bit of fun with words here.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Published: 7/10/2008 - Complete
The Mirror, the Dividing Line, and the Shut Door reviews
Of internal sickness, living in the dark side of life, and knowing no one can help. Dark, but wry. Rhyming, but not annoying.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 313 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/10/2008 - Complete
Reality's Rainbow reviews
A poem I wrote for a Thanksgiving assignment in English. Not at all what you would expect.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 223 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/9/2008 - Complete