I can be a nice person. You just need to get to know me first. (If I know you well enough)

I AM A REBEL! I am arbitrary. I am weird and wonderful. I am an aspiring novelist, artiste, vocalist and instrumentalist. I love hamsters, horses, wolves and storybook creatures. “Emo/punk” (notice the quotation marks? I hate labels with the burning, white-hot passion and intensity of a thousand desert suns) people are my kind of people. Linkin Park rocks my knee-high, lime green, black and white, striped socks! I am a proud Atheist. I love vampires. (Go Stephenie Meyer!) I play the guitar (all versions), clarinet, ivories, a little baritone and alto sax, bass clarinet, percussion and a bit o' the flute. I love lacrosse, tennis, soccer and field hockey.. I learn most music (besides clarinet) by only listening (I cannot read guitar sheet music very well and I probably couldn’t tell you very many notes on the guitar either.)

I love collecting song lyrics from my preferred bands. I like using asterisks to show that I’m doing something (model: sigh) I am an instigator. I get high off of air (not deliberately… what? I’m serious!). I am a motivator. I know that vampires can be sexy and seductive (they are the only ‘monster’ that can be). I am active. I am sporty. I speak many languages. I am a LotR fanatic. I worship my computer. I hate it when skinny girls say that they are fat. I can be crazy without the help of medication or alcohol.

I love waaaay too many bands/singers/artists to mention here. I ride horses. I love writing quixotic anecdotes. I try and compose deep, consequential, inspirational pieces of music. I consider Ben Barnes, Joe Jonas, Orlando Bloom, Gerard Butler, Pete Wentz, Gerard Way, Michael Ian Black, Zach Williams, Jamie Tworkowski, Jensen Ackles, Max Thieriot, Taylor Lautner, Nick Simmons, Cloud Strife, Zack Fair, Brickhouse, Stephen and Edward Cullen (and a few others) my idols, muse and ideals. Final Fantasy VII is so awesome, words can't describe it. (R.I.P. Zack)

I love cinematography/photography. Nobuo Uematsu and Carter Burwell are the best composers in the ENTIRE cosmos! (no joke!) A couple o’ my role models: Diddy and Rihanna. I hate when girls say that they forgot to eat. (I mean, honestly, I’ve forgotten my house key, my backpack and my cash but you’ve got to be some kind of retarded to forget to eat) I love Slurpees, preferably Coke, Root Beer or Dr. Pepper. I have some a-dork-able friends. I couldn't live without my partner in crime, Elisa. :)

I don’t watch much TV. I hate Barbies or any other form of doll. I am deathly afraid of clowns and sharks. ANOREXIA IS NOT FEMININE! I use the word 'I' a lot. I think good looks are only skin-deep. I love the SPACE button on the keyboard. I love drawing. Writing songs, stories and poetry are only a few of my many talents (and hey, I’m trying to be reticent). I'm trying hard to be a vegetarian. I love random quotes. I love personalizing my T-shirts. I want to get my books turned into movies after publishing them o' course. I LOVE synonyms!! I love my boyfriend Stephen. He is the sun of my solar system. School is about as cool as math homework (and that’s not saying much). I hate grammatical/spelling errors. I love the color black. (-only wearing it ‘til they create something darker)

You people will never know how awesome/idiotic I can be. Beware. Red Sox are better than Yankees. (duh) America is going down the toilet (I’m considering moving to Australia).

Talk to me if you wanna, 'kay doll face?

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This is the girl. Take her or leave her. She comes as is. Don't break her heart (again). Music=Life (of course)

Thank you and good night.

I love TWLOHA (To Write Love On Her Arms), HOW (Holding of Wrist) and SUFT (Standing Up For Them). They can be found on MySpace at /towriteloveonherarms, /wristholding, and at /standingupforthem GO JAMIE, JIMMY, and CHRIS! WOO!