Emile Amadare
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Joined 08-16-08, id: 626782, Profile Updated: 08-11-12

NOTICE! I will be doing some extensive editing in all of my stories and replacing them completely as new stories. I doubt anyone has paid much attention or looks at my profile, but if you'd like to finish reading my stories, please check back or like my facebook page https://www.facebook.com/?ref=home#!/pages/Emile-Amadare/221840704521165 for updates.


Please read if you'd like!! My pen name is Emile Amadare (first name English, last name Japanese). I've wanted to be a manga artist for years, but I recently became VERY unsure of that and pretty much decided not to. However, I still want to finish the stories I had in mind, even if I am not a great author. I love anime and manga, romance and drama, gothic/emo/lolita/Victorian style fashion, and heavy metal/industrial/electronic music. I have a hobby of drawing, obviously since I wanted to be a manga artist, but it generally stresses me out because I'm nowhere as good as a professional manga artist needs to be. Anyway, I do have an attachment to my characters and do want to eventually finish their stories. Most of my stories will have a lot of romance and drama, many of them same-sex couples. I am VERY pro-gay, so if you're not into that, none of my stories are for you. If you love emotional, even sappy romance, I hope you'll like my stories. I don't consider myself to be a great author; I find the story to be more important than the literary techniques used to write it. I write what I want and I love using emotions. My plots may not be very strong, but I hope you can look past that and love my characters and their stories as much as I do. :)

Many of my stories will have heavy romance (which includes explicit scenes), and the characters will be late teens to early twenties.


These are some stories that I have uploaded before but needed to rewrite. I've been messing with them for years:

Leukas&Dimitri (Romance/Angst rated M)

Leukas and Dimitri are best friends. They are both loners, outcasts, and have troubled families, which causes them to bond so well. Dimitri always knew he was gay, and Leukas always accepted him. But Dimitri has always been in love with him, so much that he sees no one else. When Leukas gives him a chance, they feel even closer than ever, and the happiness of being together is enough to overshadow the bad things in life... usually.

Rated M for sexuality, language, mild drug use, self-harm.

Roscoe&John (Romance/Angst rated M)

Lesli Roscoe Obsidian, known as Roscoe, loses his dad and has to live with his aunt. He develops a very strong relationship with her enchantingly unusual son, who he hasn't seen in years. As hard as it is, they must keep it a secret, or else chaos happens.

Rated M for sexuality, first cousin incest, language, rape.

Murdoch and Elijah (Romance/Angst rated M)

After falling love with someone who didn't love him back, and thus a bad break up, Murdoch got a reputation for being the gay slut at his school. After a homophobic basketball player develops feelings for him, things change for both of them.

Rated M for sexuality, language, drug use.

All of the stories above tie together in some way because some of the characters will show up again in my story Gothic Angels, where they get involved in a world with creatures that humans never knew about. It will be a romance/fantasy.


These are a few ideas I have for future stories, in case you are interested (please don't steal!):

Ethereal Endeavor (Fantasy/Adventure/Romance Rated M)

Several young adults get thrown into another realm where, with the help of several gods and goddesses, they must put a stop to a spreading, rabies-like disease while at the same time fighting off the bloodlust of their new enemy.

Rated M for violence, language, possible sexuality.

Kingdom Envenom (Fantasy/Romance rated T)

Nero and Loki are two dark elves living in a kingdom ruled by a cruel king. They want to overthrow him, and fall in love on the way.

Iris's Surprise (Romance/Comdey? rated M)

Miharu has been using an online dating service and has fallen in love with a guy who she finally decides to meet in person. But when he shows up... turns out he's a woman! And not just any woman, a famous lesbian J-pop/visual kei star Amane!

Rated M for sexual content.


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Beast Syndrome by Kerrigas reviews
Getting shot isn't my cup of tea. Neither is waking up in a decrepit apartment perfectly fine. Now I'm indebted to this strange guy in my calculus class who isn't quite normal, and for some reason I can't leave him alone. SLASH m/m
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Sci-Fi/Romance - Chapters: 23 - Words: 80,892 - Reviews: 66 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 78 - Updated: 1/24/2013 - Published: 8/5/2010
Nerves by icandoanything reviews
Ryan doesn't know what he's doing with Rupert, but he sure as hell knows he likes it. Though, why that is is yet to be discovered. M/M -complete-
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 20 - Words: 45,216 - Reviews: 149 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 72 - Updated: 10/21/2012 - Published: 8/24/2011 - Complete
Vertigo by Kris Quin reviews
"We're real chill about the gays here. Ever since some kid in the '90's committed suicide." Doss struggles to stay true to who he is after moving cross-country. It isn't always easy. Fortunately, it comes back to haunt him.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 103 - Words: 60,519 - Reviews: 215 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 7/13/2012 - Published: 1/11/2012 - Complete
The Open Door by Disturbia reviews
High School student Caity MaClay thought her life was complicated enough already, then Ashley Hill showed up and the girl that was normally sure of herself is confused about her feelings for this girl. Fem slash
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 10,201 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 4/3/2010 - Published: 8/16/2009
Born in a Burial Gown by xmacabrechains reviews
M/M Chris is in the psych ward, but the thing is, he doesn't know why. While he spends his days in art therapy and cafeterias, he has a fond eye for another boy in his art class. How long before they get out, and will they see each other
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 4 - Words: 12,141 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 12/22/2009 - Published: 7/1/2009
Russian Roulette by mistress shibi reviews
Ian left behind a lot of history when he left Russia with his band. Can this bassist manage to keep hold of an industry colleague even though he's haunted by the streets of Moscow? -slash m/m you've been warned. Better than it sounds!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 34,368 - Reviews: 41 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 12/15/2009 - Published: 9/15/2009 - Complete
Eternity by Disturbia reviews
“I love you, Alysius.” He breathed against my lips. “And I love you, Aiden. For all eternity.” As we drifted off to sleep again, I thought ‘Eternity may be a long time, but I’m ready for it.' Warnings: Slash, and slight blood-play.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,402 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 8 - Published: 11/14/2009 - Complete
Sands of Time by Irtyinpu reviews
A History Loving young man ends up on a trip of a lifetime
Fiction: Mythology - Rated: T - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 17 - Words: 9,222 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 10/9/2009 - Published: 7/8/2009
I Love Jeremy Carter by xXKaiOfHeartsXx reviews
I thought I loved Jeremy Carter. Turns out, I don't. MxM Slash
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,954 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 8/24/2009 - Published: 7/8/2009
A Cold Winter Morning by Disturbia reviews
Alysius prince of the vampire kingdom, hides out in a cave with the son of the leader of the werewolf tribe. What will happen?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 993 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/9/2009 - Complete
Midnight Tryst by Disturbia reviews
Conner Chase has a visit from his boyfriend in the middle of the night. smut, MxM, explicit.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 820 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/9/2009 - Complete
Copyrighted Powers Academy by Jessie My Love reviews
It all began with a group of students; students that wanted to strengthen their powers. They enrolled in the school obliviously, and played the game until the bitter end. This is their story.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 11,281 - Reviews: 147 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 29 - Updated: 1/31/2009 - Published: 11/26/2008
Not Alone by Teenage Gypsy reviews
Written my freshman year in response to my discovery of a friends scars. It needs to be posted.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,217 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/17/2007 - Complete
JAILBAIT by xmacabrechains reviews
[MM] COMPLETE![editing&posting] Kami finds himself in a mess when he becomes infatuated with a younger boy from a nearby Highschool. What goes on after he meets the boy? Rated for adult and sexual themes.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 20,626 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/3/2007
Maybe just a little too pristine by Katja de Wit reviews
About a girl and a really clean bathroom. [T for talk of blood, lots of it]
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,031 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 6 - Published: 3/6/2007 - Complete