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Joined 08-28-08, id: 628450, Profile Updated: 09-17-10
Author has written 15 stories for Young Adult, General, Life, Love, Romance, and Friendship.

Yeah, I'm that girl who has another account somewhere on here as well, this time with an account that lets me open my closet till it's slightly ajar. The light of inspiration flowing on my face from that tiny crack seems to compel me to write girl love stories, soft and sweet in kind. Getting flames in this slightly cramped space might be disastrous to my health, so if you're feeling fiery, I ask you just to not read. I'm open to chatting to anyone in particular, even those who've muffled their flames against my stories and intend to release them against me directly. I can take them; my stories, made of nothing more than lonely 1's and 0's, can't. But there's not much use or hope of changing me. I'm sold to the love of both genders.

On this account, I'll also publish stories that are too personal and close to home to post on my other account. Most of them will be taken from my own life. Enjoy.

It seems there has emerged a trend of similar characters named Sam and Annie in my stories. If the stories were to be put in order, it would probably be Meditation, Stop It, The Masquerade, and then In Europe. Perhaps my life will follow that pattern too...

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Better to Have Loved by Mrs Dalloway's flowers reviews
This story recounts the attempts of a woman named Jill to conquer her fears of her own sexuality, and after confronting them, to find the woman she wants to spend the rest of her life with. Success.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 14 - Words: 113,373 - Reviews: 117 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 28 - Updated: 5/12/2012 - Published: 6/10/2009 - Complete
Defenses by BoarderKC reviews
When Shelby pulled away, she was shaking and she let out a shuddering sigh as her eyes remained closed. "I need to know that you can really do this." Her thumbs brushed Jen's cheeks. "I can't keep this up." F/F
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,628 - Reviews: 283 - Favs: 165 - Follows: 115 - Updated: 3/15/2012 - Published: 3/13/2005 - Complete
I bring the weather with me by rippling iris reviews
I've got joy in my body in a little black dress
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 267 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/20/2010 - Complete
From Point to Cove by Adrian StClaire reviews
A simple solitary sea adventure turns quickly into a soft spoken romantic endeavor, passion laden and filled with intrigue. FF Lesbian Relationships; WARNINGS: Rated M for a reason, cheating and infidelity
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 7 - Words: 11,420 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 10/19/2009 - Published: 4/4/2009 - Complete
Letter of Truth by Winter Evoleht reviews
I'm not a lesbian, or even bi. But It's just her, she bends those rules for me. And I can never tell her how I really feel. fxf...sort of.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,331 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Published: 9/12/2009 - Complete
the moments that matter by all you need is oxygen reviews
like when we stand underneath the overpass and talk about meaningless things, when i would much rather be kissing you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/11/2008 - Complete
crash course in desperation by so-brie-K reviews
won't you be my girl anachronism?" i whispered. "yes," she sighs, breathlessly happy. femmeslash f/f 76 short scenes
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 35 - Words: 4,520 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/11/2008 - Complete
Cupid's Wolf by Sy Itha reviews
Two girls who help people to fall in love find they may need some help themselves. femslash, yuri, shojo ai & some language
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 31 - Words: 63,260 - Reviews: 226 - Favs: 254 - Follows: 56 - Updated: 3/25/2008 - Published: 1/14/2007 - Complete
Blindness, Errors, and Betrayal by Nevermore Forevermore reviews
femmslash. Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,144 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/26/2008 - Complete
Pretending to Be Asleep by indigo-blue reviews
We lay there in the darkness, together forever.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/9/2007 - Complete
Corrected by ashes.rising reviews
Set in the near future. What if there was a cure for homosexuality? How would the world react? Follows a lesbian couple through the six months between semitolerance and government enforcement.
Fiction: Sci-Fi - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,291 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/29/2007 - Complete
Of Seashells and Cloudy Days by Zeva reviews
This moment, here, with her, is perfect... Short and sweet. Cutesy fluff. Be wary of hints of obvious femslash.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 649 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 11 - Published: 1/26/2007 - Complete
instrumentals on mute by dollface and her cancer reviews
forget romeo & juliet, let's be bonnie & clyde.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 27 - Words: 2,195 - Reviews: 185 - Favs: 137 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 1/1/2007 - Published: 5/30/2006 - Complete
Gravity by Elise Oddity reviews
I always drove her home, no matter how far it was. [a ramble of a short story, implied femmeslash]
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 624 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/1/2007 - Complete
All I Ever Wanted by Rosie Cotton reviews
There were some things some people just didn't want to see, and there was a difference between cowardice and prudence. And so they didn't hold hands in the shopping mall no matter how much they wanted to. FxF.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,504 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 3 - Published: 11/8/2006 - Complete
One Last Time by The angel of Alma reviews
Femslash. When love is forbidden.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 689 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 2 - Published: 10/2/2006
Copy Cat by omgjimmy reviews
You used to live here. Femslash.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,088 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 3 - Published: 7/21/2006 - Complete
Childhood Lies by LeeT911 reviews
Best friends means friends forever. And I'd like to say I never lied to you, but I know that's not true. [lesbian]
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,671 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/22/2006 - Complete
Angel on my Shoulder by Meghann McCall reviews
A young lesbian comes to terms with the death of her best friend. I wrote this story for a college class.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,979 - Reviews: 135 - Favs: 135 - Follows: 7 - Published: 4/16/2000
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For Sandra
The only means of communication left to me you idiot! . Read it, please.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Published: 5/26/2012 - Complete
Synesthesia
I see the sounds in colors you painted over me. The silence drains what's left of them. Edited repost.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Published: 7/4/2011 - Complete
Burn On
When you know what's coming, hold your tongue and let it burn.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Published: 6/17/2011 - Complete
The Virtual Hug
A poem I wrote for, about, and with the inspiration and words of a great friend I've never met. This is her to me, and me to her.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Published: 5/2/2010 - Complete
The Masquerade reviews
It’s a masquerade to hide our faces, but it doesn’t hide our passion. Based on recent events. I'm not sure if real life will be bittersweet, or merely sweet as this story is.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 576 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/16/2010 - Complete
The Ring That Never Was
A poem of rings, kisses, and losing. She could have been happy. Hints of fxf, but nothing explicit. Anyone will like this poem; we all know what it's like to lose someone we love.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 290 - Published: 2/13/2009 - Complete
Shapes and Kisses
We're trying to fit into a shape we're not sure we're supposed to be, but things changed when you kissed me.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Published: 2/2/2009 - Complete
The Photograph reviews
The way others see our love has lost a dimension, its meaning, its colors, and they laugh.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/11/2009 - Complete
In Europe reviews
She’s with me, you know that,” Annie quips and pulls me closer. Jessica laughs doubtfully. She’s wondering exactly how serious this odd European touchiness really is. We really shouldn’t confuse her like this. Hints of fxf. Please read!
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 743 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/23/2008 - Complete
Suicide in the Corner
My unofficial sequel to Muerte. Not a stereotypical, angsty suicide story, but something a bit deeper. Like Muerte, based on real life events.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 496 - Published: 10/12/2008 - Complete
Muerte reviews
This is too close to home for me to write a summary about. Read it, and you'll understand. I promise you won't regret it. One of my more powerful pieces. More than inspired by real life.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 601 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/2/2008 - Complete
Face Down Picture Frame reviews
Often, the truth is not what people want to hear. Very short oneshot.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 295 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/2/2008 - Complete
Unforgivable reviews
Short oneshot. A real-life, involuntary look at the shattering dynamics between sisters who know too much about each other.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 313 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/30/2008 - Complete
Meditation reviews
What starts as a stupid exercise in English class pulls Sam into a dream where she sees, meets, and experiences more than she bargained for. -fxf-
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,500 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/30/2008 - Complete
Stop It reviews
She’s doing it again. Obliviously blind to it. And I’m doing it again. Excruciatingly conscious of it... Hints of fxf. Based partly on real life.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,754 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 5 - Published: 8/30/2008 - Complete
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