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Joined 04-29-01, id: 64315
Author has written 42 stories for General, Love, Life, Fantasy, Fantasy, and General.
"Before you think ill of her, know this-
She doesn't really want to die,
Even though she might say so sometimes.
She doesn't really want to die-
She just wants a better place than this."
-From my poem,'Hidden:She Doesn't Want to Die'

"Today the world turned on its side,
And crimson red collided with the night.
I saw your face and wanted to cry,
I heard your voice and felt I was dead.
Now nothing is right and everything wrong,
My words bleed into the emptiness around me.
Run away from the problems that surround my heart,
Stare into the void and shrink back from the view."
-From my poem,'Today the World'

Hello! Above you have some samples of my recent work. Currently,I am a freshman in college...what fun...who tremendously loves Harry Potter-prefering stories of Ron/Hermione to all others, ElfQuest-I run 7 EQ websites!:cheers:(though they are little-frequented now,sadly), Inu Yasha,and Ranma 1/2,as well as numerous other series' of mangas, animes,comics,and books.(Alichino and Godchild are fabulous...)I also run an Escaflowne RPG group(whatever happened to that?) and am a member of an Inuyasha one.(that,too?) I've attended 2 Otakons(anime conventions in Baltimore, MD) though I live in California.(long trips there and back.) I am female,in case you couldn't guess by my name, and truly love writing fanfiction as well as drawing. I also have original stories...one of which is 48 pages long and very incomplete.^_^ I introduced my Accelerated English teacher to Harry Potter freshman year, and he loved them ever since! I have also mass-influenced people all over to love EQ...Seeing as I used to live in a tiny rural Louisiana town, this task is quite amazing, and took a lot of patience.But it was fun!Everybody out there in Linville, I am really glad I knew you,even those who were my 'enemies',I learned so much!^_^ Sorry for babbling...^_^ I love art, I draw more than I write, most of the time.^_^^_^My stuff tends towards the DARK and DISTURBING,k?^_^'Oh,yes,and sorry everyone for being off-track in the writing department for awhile,I'm writing again now and shall try to update all my stories soon, not just 'Never Lose Me',k?^_^_^_^_^I've been writing a LOT of original poetry, as well...it's on .^_^ And, actually,I just have started transferring and editing 'Never Lose Me' into the original story I intended it to someday be,the first chapter so far is up here!^_^It's all psychologically dark...lol^_^ Anyways...enjoy.

Also, this year I have undergone LOTS of stress, it's really building up, so if my poetry goes even darker, that's why.

I PROMISE I WILL UPDATE 'NEVER LOSE ME'THE FANFIC AGAIN SOON...JUST IN A VERY POETIC MOOD RIGHT NOW...SO I'VE BEEN WRITING POETRY AND POSTING IT ON ...^_^; *

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Untitled by Shinatoa reviews
i'm not sure how to summarize this, so please R&R and tell me what you think. i'm thinking on trying to publish these two, so tell me if i should.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 403 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 5/12/2005 - Published: 8/26/2004
Crimson Tears by AddictedxtoxTragedy reviews
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Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/27/2004
Scars by ALostPoet reviews
Life leaves its marks on our souls and our bodies
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 426 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/22/2003
A Simply Lost Cause by Tormented Romantic reviews
some suicidal innuendos, basic day to day teenage emotions with a "happy" ending. (R&R please, I'll make sure to check out some of your work)
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 597 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/25/2003
Habit by suicidalrainbow reviews
((mulitaltion)) New (sick) habits.... which, by the way are old...and rarely used anymore, and internal thoughts run rampant in this...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 2/25/2002
Scratch by nobody important reviews
The true price we pay for cutting. (This is some sort of black humor and I would prefer if only cutters read this.)
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 6 - Published: 10/1/2001
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Lies reviews
...language.depression.meh.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/15/2005
Gave Away reviews
Some language...graphic a bit.meh. Stop asking for summaries.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/15/2005
Nothing Inside is Right reviews
Some swearing. A bit graphic, very disturbed and maybe suicidally inclined. meh. I lost my world...
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/15/2005
Broken Toy
...again,losing my lover/world...I'm pathetic.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Published: 9/15/2005
Break Me reviews
Again...losing the one who was your world will do this to you...especially after 8 clove cigs(when you're a beginning smoker)...Kind of graphic and bloody.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/15/2005
Burn it all Away reviews
Again. Losing the one you love HURTS. Even if you understand it may not be forever,that they just have things to work out,it HURTS.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/15/2005
Building Up reviews
About the mental breakdown/meltdown I'm experiencing over losing my world-my lover,the one I'll wait 1000 years for and more.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/15/2005
Weary
A song-like poem about despair with the slightest hint of hope that lies within realizing that tears and laughter are two sides of one coin
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Published: 12/5/2004
Naïve reviews
This is a very odd, almost dreamlike song/poem I wrote about how it feels to realize that your dreams may be just beyond your reach, among other things.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 209 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/5/2004
Drop By Sometime
A rather sarcastic, possibly a little bitter, response to an end to a relationship...could be any sort, I suppose, though I was thinking of a romantic one..:shrugs:
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Published: 12/5/2004
Another World reviews
A young girl struggles with stress and a life of mistake after mistake by falling into the dangerous world of cutting. Partially based on my own experience,though exaggerated somewhat.Thank you.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,281 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/24/2004
Left reviews
A poem written late at night about how it feels to miss someone and yet to begin liking someone else,how horrible it feels, and that feeling of being left alone in the worst way...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 223 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/23/2004
Never Lose Me
This was originally a Harry Potter Fanfiction-about a girl in love with her teacher who becomes a victim of abuse by another student, past lives and much psychology abound. Tangled situations and a lot of fantasy status prejudices are also involved.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,410 - Published: 10/22/2004
Then Until Someday
Rated for mention of death and implied suicide. Hard to explain really...some reincarnation references...about a love that withstands all between a goddess and a dragon...um...Please read if you like strange stories.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 413 - Published: 2/22/2004
Hidden: She Doesn't Want to Die reviews
Rated R for the theme. If you can't figure out what it's about,well...:shakes head: Anyway,read if you like. Dark,not very hopeful...Enjoy,I guess...
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 448 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/21/2004
Today the World reviews
A poem about calling/reaching out for someone and thinking that the loved one may not react in the same way, may pass on by without a word of help. About drowning in sorrow and needing that one person to help you out.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 419 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/20/2004
Nothing of You and I
About the tangled feelings one feels when the person one is falling in love with hasn't exaclty rejected you-he even said so-but he isn't dating you or anything,either. Rated PG-13 for bizarre content and comparisons and rather depressing theme and refere
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 678 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/12/2004
Who Says There Is No Angst? reviews
A poem about the frustration felt when people tell me that 'teen angst is all just hormones, because teens could not POSSIBLY have any real problems'....about my past, rather dark and a bit angry.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 605 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/28/2003
Laughter
About loving someone with all your being and wanting them to be openly happy.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 265 - Published: 3/12/2003
Imagining
Thoughts about loving someone deeply and the mindgame/inner struggle inside about whether or not they might like you at all.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 387 - Published: 3/12/2003
Beauty Isn't What It's Cracked Up To Be reviews
About how frustrated I am with this world's shallow focus on outward looks, inspired by loving someone who is a bit of a loner and not traditionally good-looking, and my sister's comment when trying to set me up with someone while looking thru the yearboo
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 576 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/22/2003
Everything That is Intangible
This is a very inspired poem about one of those horrible dreams where no matter what you do, you cannot catch the person you love...with a bit of an odd twist. Rather depressing, based on feelings I'm experiencing, loving someone and not being able to tel
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 589 - Published: 2/22/2003
If I Was Someone Else
A poem about insecurity and loving someone who doesn't know that you feel that way and hoping that they don't want you to change who you are.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 305 - Published: 2/22/2003
Pain reviews
A poem written during a sudden surge of depression that hit me during a bizarre day...About inner pain caused by insecurity, low self-esteem and unconfessed love.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 429 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/22/2003
Sight reviews
A poem about wanting to protect someone you love (whether or not they know) from all the evil in the world, and being unable to do so, and knowing that to just 'see' something doesn't mean you understand it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 299 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/21/2003
Self Inflicted Misery reviews
A poem about holding in the secret of loving someone until the point of complete inner turmoil, and still being unable to release the information to the person you love.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 444 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/21/2003
Whisper in the Moonlight reviews
A poem about secrets that are held in until the night can hear them, whispered out into the cold, lonely air.((all my poems are PG, because of deeper themes to them...not that you have to have a parent or anything...yeah....)
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/21/2003
All the Things I Could Never Be reviews
About feeling completely insecure and hoping that the person you love (who doesn't know this fact) doesn't like people with all the attributes you could never have.(and some you wouldn't, even if you could.)
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 476 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/20/2003
Only You reviews
About loving someone who doesn't know you feel that way, and being insecure and waiting for that person to love you,too....
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 539 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/20/2003
Alone reviews
About the experience of loving someone and feeling completely alone without them, even in a crowd of close friends.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 341 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/19/2003
Shatter in the Darkness
Longing and pain, a lot of wanting to help someone but not knowing just how.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 457 - Published: 2/19/2003
Words reviews
It's so frustrating to want to help someone you love, but unable to find the words to even tell them how you feel, much less to protect them from the world.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 404 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/19/2003
So Confused reviews
Have you ever liked/loved someone and thought they might feel the same, even a tiny bit, but been unsure if the signs were in your hopeful mind or not? That's what this poem is about.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/19/2003
You
With each art class, my fate becomes worse-I am, yet again, doomed to an obsessive love. :sighs:
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Published: 2/19/2003
Don't reviews
If you live your life on 'don't' you may be completely destroyed by its implications. A poem to the person I have becme fascinated with, who does not(I don't think.) know that I have fallen for him.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 293 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/18/2003
Cannot reviews
A poem written upon the realization of love for someone who rarely speaks, but fascinates me completely.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/18/2003
And Inside
This is also a bit of romance, if you're thinking more the slightly troubling, obsessive sort.^_^' Written about the turmoil of realizing I had fallen in love with someone who rarely speaks to ANYone, and having just broken up with someone I really cared
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Published: 2/18/2003
HeyA Poem Unsung and Invisible
Another poem based on my inner turmoil at being torn between a failing relationship and an interesting boy in art class.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Published: 2/18/2003
Twisting
Feeling experienced during the downward end of a failing relationship.....being torn between two people.:sighs:
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Published: 2/18/2003
Soul
My own twisted feelings as I observe someone I have begun to obsess a bit over.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Published: 2/18/2003
Poem to a Friend And Never Delivered reviews
A poem that comes from my own mixed, confused feelings before a recently ended relationship was over.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/18/2003
The Ballad of Rivalry
A somewhat longish poem about two rivals for a girl's love.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 359 - Published: 2/18/2003