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Joined 12-25-08, id: 645301, Profile Updated: 12-08-17

I am a girl who doesn't believe in fairy tales nor happily ever afters, because I've faced reality, but once in a while, I love losing myself in the fantasies that we create when we write. I am 23, female, and a pessimistic-realist who loves creating worlds. I don't update much on here, sadly, and I'm more focused on my ao3 account, though I still have terrible update patterns, they're rather slow and inconsistent.

I also have an account on fanfiction.net. I'm called utterlyheartbroken, if you ever want to check my fan fiction out. I'm more comfortable posting fanfiction than original work in case I want to publish some of my stories later on in my life.


Favorite Authors:

- J.R.R Tolkein

- Paulo Coelhelo

- Mitch Albom

Favorite Books:-

- The Alchemist

- The Assassin's Curse

- The Lord of the Rings Trilogy

- The Hobbit

- Veronika decides to die

Favorite Movies:

- Law Abiding Citizen

- Dark City

- The Thirteenth Floor

- Seven Pounds

- Pirates of the Caribbean Series

- Howls Moving Castle

- Spirited Away

- Star Trek

- Shutter Island

- Batman: Under The Red Hood

Favorite Artists/Bands:-

- Beyonce

- Britney Spears

- Utada Hikaru

- Alice Nine

- Linkin Park

- 30 Seconds to Mars

- Breaking Benjamen

- Jason Derulo

- The Script

- Nickleback

- After School

- MBLAQ

- Ne-yo

- Poets of the Fall

- Big Bang

- Owl City


Favorite Lines or Quotes:

"Sometimes, you wake up. Sometimes, the fall kills you. And sometimes, when you fall, you fly." -Gaiman.

"There is no grief like the grief that does not speak." - Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

"If seeing is believing, believe that we have lost our eyes." -Moi

"Blessed are those who have believed and have not yet seen." - Jesus Christ

"If you believe in Coincidence, then you aren't paying attention." - David Life

"Fate is like a strange, unpopular restaurant, filled with odd waiters who bring you things you never asked for and don't always like." - Lemony Snicket

"You can be a king or a street sweeper, but everybody dances with the Grim Reaper." - Robert Alton Harris

"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter." - Martin Luther King, Jr.

"Wit is educated insolence." - Aristotle

"Forget regret, or life is yours to miss." - Jonathan Larson

"A mind troubled by doubt cannot focus on the course to victory." - Arthur Golden

"He who fears, he will suffer, already suffers because of his fear." - Michel Eyquem de Montaigne

"If I went everywhere you want me to go,how will I know, you'll still follow?" - Anonymous

"The best way to predict the future is to invent it." - Alan Kay

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Not for Me by tickledblue reviews
FINISHED! I'm the loner with no backbone. He's the school's favourite god. He's at the top of the pyramid, while I'm not even part of the pyramid. Somebody tell me how this is going to work out.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,276 - Reviews: 4844 - Favs: 2,979 - Follows: 404 - Updated: 5/23 - Published: 6/22/2004 - Complete
Such A Fool For You by alittlemagic reviews
Eiffel Evergreen is completely and utterly in love. She’s known Jaiden since they were in diapers, he’s handsome, sweet, caring, and funny. He’s all she ever wanted. Too bad he’s gay. Then comes Brent, absolutely gorgeous, AND he's straight. Now what?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 12 - Words: 18,263 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 3/18/2016 - Published: 5/30/2009
Shade by Gryvon reviews
Shade is used to attracting attention, whether as a male or a female, but there's only one person remotely resistant to her/his charms. m/m romance. trans character.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,181 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/1/2012 - Complete
Such a Sweet Talker by MorbidAngelXxX reviews
“They all come for her eh?” He asked. I nodded. “And does anyone ever come for you?” At that, I had to laugh.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,670 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 105 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 5/6/2012 - Published: 5/4/2009 - Complete
Set Adrift by Cuckoolicious reviews
It's mating season, but mermen aren't the only one's about this time around. Dubcon, m/m SLASH
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 5 - Words: 7,965 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 64 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 4/24/2012 - Published: 8/3/2011 - Complete
Black Fox by Qui reviews
-Slash, Preview- Defeated, the kingdoms of Estveld and Ostveld are forced to surrender to the Cheil Empire under terms both lenient and peculiar.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 6,298 - Reviews: 289 - Favs: 128 - Follows: 39 - Updated: 12/21/2011 - Published: 6/21/2008 - Complete
Snow by Kristen Wallen reviews
This snow is really starting to piss me off...*Consustent Rhyme scheme*
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/27/2011 - Complete
Where the Sun doesn't shine by Kristen Wallen reviews
Come in, Come in, don't be shy. Steer yourself into my head, See how I think. Welcome to the place where the Sun rarely shines. Welcome to my life.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 188 - Words: 26,760 - Reviews: 372 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 9/5/2010 - Published: 9/11/2009
Jalousie by I am Lyhegnot reviews
Hera doesn't kill for the reasons they say she does.
Fiction: Mythology - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 280 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/28/2009 - Complete
Step into my lonely life by january15 reviews
See the lonely world of two different, but not so different, girls who rarely notice each other...
Fiction: Biography - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 15 - Words: 7,983 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 9/9/2009 - Published: 1/25/2009
Cheer for Me by tickledblue reviews
Audrey, a cheerleader, is trying to convince herself that she does NOT like Keegan Davenport, who's dating shy and smart Hazel Clark. There is NO way she will become a wrecker of relationships. Don't judge her just because she's a cheerleader.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 18,582 - Reviews: 114 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 81 - Updated: 8/21/2009 - Published: 7/28/2009
Smile, love by bebop135 reviews
I never wanted to fall apart cuz of a guy. I watched my sister do it, I watched my mom do it. I swore I never would. Till I met Nate. But why the hell did he have to be my TEACHER!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 17,842 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 8/11/2009 - Published: 6/20/2009
And His Dog by Ren1half reviews
A prince, a quest, and his dog. Just a tad of slash.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,752 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 26 - Published: 7/25/2009 - Complete
Strings, Poetry, and Icecream by EruptingFender9 reviews
Are you sure you want a job here, though?" I asked, stealing another glance at his appearance. "And why not? I like ice-cream just as much as the next guy. And besides." He grinned and motioned to my apron. "I look damn stunning in pink."
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,566 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 148 - Follows: 11 - Published: 5/4/2009 - Complete
Winchester by LeenElle reviews
Audra and Olivia Dillon have dedicated their lives to an orphanage, something unheard of in 1914. While their aunts push about marriage and wealth, they care only for the kids they help. Will their love for the kids hinder finding love of a different kind
Fiction: Historical - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 39 - Words: 74,295 - Reviews: 417 - Favs: 64 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 2/20/2009 - Published: 9/8/2008 - Complete
Copyrighted Powers Academy by Jessie My Love reviews
It all began with a group of students; students that wanted to strengthen their powers. They enrolled in the school obliviously, and played the game until the bitter end. This is their story.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 11,281 - Reviews: 147 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 29 - Updated: 1/31/2009 - Published: 11/26/2008
Otherworldly by Ravenstar888 reviews
Two girls who have not spoken to each other for years find themselves in another world that they must save. Will their journey bring them closer together? Rated M for violence, mild language, and some sexual content. Warning: Lesbian story!
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 83,960 - Reviews: 55 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 9 - Published: 1/18/2009 - Complete
Love is Blind by writersblock900 reviews
In this land, the High Crown Prince is blind, an Evil Sorceress cares more for style than killing, and the Hero the High King just sent out to rescue his son was really a girl. Turning the old saying "Love at first sight", these three have a unique story.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 30,929 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 12/24/2008 - Published: 8/10/2008 - Complete
Hera's secret by Ultrasonic reviews
Hera, the mighty queen of all the gods hides a secret deep in her heart. But one day her secret gets discovered.
Fiction: Mythology - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,808 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/13/2008 - Complete
Magebound by Katica Locke: Chapter One by Katica Locke reviews
Teaser -- Lark is a slave, now the property of the enigmatic Traxen Mage. He’s used to hard work, but as the Mage’s assistant, he will face challenges he’s never imagined. Slash. Is now available on Amazon! Look for Magebound.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,890 - Reviews: 370 - Favs: 211 - Follows: 37 - Updated: 9/14/2006 - Published: 4/1/2006 - Complete
Trials, Lessons, Love and War by Silesia reviews
Hera, hurt one too many times by Zeus' numerous affairs, decides to get even with him.
Fiction: Mythology - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,367 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 5 - Published: 4/25/2003
Hazuki's Sacrifice by Synthesis Landale reviews
*Yaoi* Yuri, a gay teenager, discovers the love of his life one day by chance. However, he has homophobic relatives who beat him regularly. What sacrifices will Yuri and his friend Hazuki have to make so Yuri can be happy?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,127 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 3 - Published: 11/7/2002
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