Philodice
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Joined 01-03-09, id: 646961, Profile Updated: 08-21-13
Author has written 27 stories for Fantasy, Romance, Love, General, Nature, Life, Fantasy, and Supernatural.

Fictionpress contains my poetry, full versions of my published work, and out takes from my published work.

I am now a published author. Check out "Allure of the Mask" and "Undine Heart" published by Clayborn press, author Ren Spidell or R. L. Spidell

You can buy my Kindle books at Amazon .com.

I own eight white doves, and two fancy pigeons and no ducks. I have been a psychic, a banker, and a camping goods salesperson. I am a belly dancer and a flute player in a band. I am a Reiki Master Healer, an former ordained practitioner of Tibetan Zog Chen, and hold several empowerments. I've been a Wiccan priestess, a jewelry maker, a gold miner, a rock hound, a palmist, a cartoonist, a poet, a singer in a church choir, and I have polished stones by hand. I speak several languages up to a point, and have been a member of ISKCON (krishna cult). I believe that my experiences add realism to the characters daily actions because I have been and done so many things.

When I am depressed, I go out to one of my huge walk-in bird cages and hold seed in my hand, pretending I am Snow White, and the doves land on me to say hi. It really helps cheer me up.

I am mostly a vegetarian. I eat fish and turkey sometimes, so don't tell that to the birds. I have not eaten beef or pork in 10 years. Not even one bite.

First book: "Allure of the Mask" is a romance novel, with a slice or two of lemon.

My idol is Jeanelle Dennison. She rocks. And rolls. I love her. She writes sex like a fiend, smut like a bouquet of chocolate roses and personalities like a psychiatrist. She's grand.

Second Book: Undine's Heart, is done. AKA Soul of a Prince

Third Book: Nemue's Curse, is begun. (On hold due to the real life death of two family members.)

Silver Cross is being rewritten, but it is complete. Read Allure first.

I'm Emo and unpredictable as an artist sometimes.

I have been married to my husband for over 17 years. I'm a pleasantly plump, hot, long haired blond nerd girl. I have enough costumes to change 3 times a day at comicon, and that means a lot of sewing.

Yes, I'm a nerd girl. I just repaired the broken screen on my own PSP. I can build a computer and I carry a PDA. (An Ipaq, oldschool rz1955, not a blackberry...Blackberry isn't nerd anymore. It's bling.)

You can friend me on Facebook and Fan my book group if you like.

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So Much to Learn by Jessie L. Star - AKA star123 reviews
Complete After a rather hideous break up with her boyfriend due to her inability to 'put out', Talia bullies her brother's best friend into teaching her the complexities of a 'full' relationship. Turns out uni courses have nothing on life lessons! **Removed and now available on Amazon and Smashwords!**
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 34 - Words: 10,024 - Reviews: 2996 - Favs: 3,694 - Follows: 581 - Updated: 2/23 - Published: 8/5/2005 - Complete
Once Upon A Nightmare by McKelle George reviews
Nightmares and Dreams are actual creatures who invade human minds as embodied fears and joys. Violet doesn't use the new BlissMax pill designed to give good dreams (or any modern niceties, thanks Dad), and one night, a Nightmare—the fear of hell—enters her enticingly un-medicated mind and gets trapped.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 25 - Words: 90,677 - Reviews: 560 - Favs: 578 - Follows: 281 - Updated: 1/17 - Published: 1/3/2009 - Complete
Deep Embrace by Eliuma reviews
*Removed* She found him washed upon the shore bloody and bruised. His long fish like tail was incredibly stunning, as was his face, but when she took him home to nurse him, he thanked her by trying to drag her under the waves and make her his mate.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,598 - Reviews: 1190 - Favs: 496 - Follows: 379 - Updated: 2/4/2012 - Published: 6/4/2009 - Complete
Thoughtless by Cupid's Psyche reviews
PREVIEW ONLY! PUBLISHED BY GALLERY BOOKS! My boyfriend means the world to me. So why does Kellan Kyle make my heart race, my breath quicken? I feel so guilty, just being near him. But being apart...that feels even worse. *SKoW winner*
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 26 - Words: 36,853 - Reviews: 383 - Favs: 712 - Follows: 91 - Updated: 6/17/2011 - Published: 8/12/2009 - Complete
Perfectly Abnormal by rose ash reviews
COMPLETE- I paused with my fangs poised to plunge into her neck when she opened her mouth to speak. Some begged, some screamed, how would she respond?/"That's so..cool!"/ Wait, what? -Lillian and Laken don't meet under the most "normal" circumstances.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Humor - Chapters: 25 - Words: 48,154 - Reviews: 247 - Favs: 218 - Follows: 92 - Updated: 11/17/2010 - Published: 4/12/2010 - Complete
Soul Catcher by Sakina the Fallen Angel reviews
It sparkles; a phantasmagoria of light and darkness, entrancing you, hypnotising you, until you are caught in its spell, then, like a whisper in the night, your soul is gone // Nominee for La Campanella, SkoW Best Line and now featured on Project Fiction!
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 24 - Words: 69,465 - Reviews: 529 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 42 - Updated: 7/26/2010 - Published: 7/13/2009
Only Fantasy by Eponine254 reviews
Princess Arabella, held captive in the highest room of the tallest tower of the Castle of Sinister Death, reads a fantasy novel and dreams of a different sort of hero. Winner of the Deon Hofmeyr Prize for 2009.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,186 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 14 - Published: 9/13/2009 - Complete
Love Bites by The Burning Roses reviews
REMOVED. Sequel to 'A Quick Bite'. Lexie Windham may have thought that her life had returned to its usual calm, but there are just a few minor details standing in the way of her happily ever after with Alejandro de Silva...
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2 - Reviews: 187 - Favs: 152 - Follows: 237 - Updated: 8/2/2009 - Published: 6/29/2007 - Complete
His Sun by Tatiana Knight reviews
We enjoy warmth because we have been cold. // One-Shot
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,146 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/30/2009 - Complete
Sweet Little Lies by The Toothpaste Fiend reviews
She’s been dumped by her boring boyfriend, well, ex boyfriend for another girl. And now, she was wants revenge. How? Well, she’s going to seduce the other girl. There’s only one snag, his hot older brother.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 24 - Words: 42,381 - Reviews: 357 - Favs: 306 - Follows: 163 - Updated: 12/12/2008 - Published: 8/3/2007 - Complete
Emma Connelly: Goddess of Romance by alternatearcadia reviews
COMPLETE. "I’m stuck. Can’t write sex scenes. One month to deadline. Failure." Every author's worst nightmare: writer's block. Or in Emma Connelly's case, sex scene block. What's a best-selling romance author to do? Especially one with a damning secret?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 5 - Words: 10,208 - Reviews: 100 - Favs: 389 - Follows: 46 - Updated: 10/12/2008 - Published: 10/3/2008 - Complete
Xnay on Angerday, s'il vous plaît by Lulai reviews
June was fine with her rather dull life. The last thing she needed was a cursed bracelet, a demon chasing her, and a surly vampire who makes her toes curl. Although she's changing her mind on that last one...
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 20 - Words: 85,778 - Reviews: 1235 - Favs: 1,382 - Follows: 460 - Updated: 8/12/2008 - Published: 7/4/2007 - Complete
To Stay Below The Sea by DevonnyAuriel reviews
She loves everything about the sea but her father. The sea witch has similar feelings. A plan is devised and a spell is cast. But Happily Ever After is muddled when the human prince and the mermaid do not get along. Twisted version of The Little Mermaid.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 26 - Words: 136,252 - Reviews: 558 - Favs: 524 - Follows: 145 - Updated: 7/28/2008 - Published: 7/22/2007 - Complete
I Only Date Nerds by unlikely.story reviews
I have rules when it comes to who I'll date, and he wants me to break every single one.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 16 - Words: 36,651 - Reviews: 953 - Favs: 797 - Follows: 877 - Updated: 5/17/2008 - Published: 1/14/2007
The V word by Lulai reviews
IT IS FINISHED! Normal? That word barely fits into Kate's vocabulary. She thought her life was the epitome of weird, that is, until a handsome stranger comes into her shop and tells her that she hasn't fed enough... Chapter nineteen and epilogue.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 21 - Words: 73,964 - Reviews: 813 - Favs: 1,586 - Follows: 165 - Updated: 6/13/2006 - Published: 2/5/2006 - Complete
Skin Deep by Medieval-Rogue reviews
...isn't as far as the needle goes... The girlfriend of a tattoo artist despises meaningless body art, and embarks on a Poeish crusade to eliminate those who partake in the taboo.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,866 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 5 - Published: 5/21/2006 - Complete
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Allure of the Vampire Mask
In the midst of a bloody revolution that will change the vampire world, Arjun is hiding on the sidelines. A beautiful voice, a mysterious lady, pulls him into the middle of conflict as he discovers the one person he will love forever will not stop running from him. Rated M for violence, mature situation, adult themes. Murder, motorbikes, and mayhem.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 4 - Words: 54,080 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/18/2013 - Complete
Undine Heart reviews
A Prince of the Merfolk can live as he pleases, until he's caught. Spoiled Prince Luc has blond hair, blue eyes, and a brilliant set of fins. He's trapped on land to pay his debt to society, and ends up hooked straight through the heart by the love of a human girl. It's only a matter of time before his vengeful cousins find her, and what happens after that won't be pretty.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 56,225 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 8/18/2013 - Published: 5/10/2010 - Complete
The Red Quill reviews
Her family has a long, rich history. But Emily Vizzini doesn't know part of that history is secret. She, and in fact her entire family, are on a list. The Most Tasty to Vampires list.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,129 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/10/2013
In my Hula Hoop
Inspired by the Hoop Path teachings of Baxter.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Published: 4/25/2011 - Complete
Undine's Curse, Breadan's backstory
I really had to separate the back stories from the current story for Breadan and Nemue. The whole story was a disaster and would not write itself in order.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,428 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 12/10/2010 - Published: 9/28/2010
Undine's Curse, Nemue's story
Nemue, the lost little girl that doesn't belong...
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Drama/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,971 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/28/2010
Smut takes from S O A P
Well, this sort of thing doesn't belong in "Soul of a Prince" anymore. Or does it?
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,047 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/17/2010 - Complete
Thief of the sun reviews
Mi tusxis la sunon, pro mia senkulpeco, Malkonscia, ke la suno retusxis min. Konsumis min, korpe kaj anime, Dum mi falis, trenante kometvostoj Malsupren alterigxe.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - Esperanto - Chapters: 2 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 8/28/2010 - Published: 8/25/2010 - Complete
A naughty bondage poem reviews
A naughty bondage poem, not explicit.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/25/2010 - Complete
The fox who befriended the moon reviews
One blue moth landed on the end of her furry red ear and whispered, “I can be your wings tonight. When you go to sleep, dream of me, and I will fly you to the moon.” Little Fox thought about flying to the Moon in her dreams.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,236 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/14/2010 - Complete
Wings of flame
Lyrics for a Burning Man or Fire Spinning rave trance song. Infers loud music, fire spinning, glow sticking, and laser light shows.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Published: 7/11/2010 - Complete
Curse of the Siren, Nemue's beach reviews
Nemue, Luc's daughter, is stolen, cursed, and sent back in time. She doesn't know she's a fairy, or that Prince Braedan of Orkneyjar has found her at last. Honestly, this is a disaster. I can now resume work on it because final edit on SOAP is done.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,568 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 7/2/2010 - Published: 5/11/2010
Open the Gates reviews
An incantation to open the gates of Fairy that a musician asked me for.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Humor/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/23/2010 - Complete
Fibromyalgia
Buddhist? Hindu? Then you might understand this.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/27/2010 - Complete
Sand and Ashes
Impermanence, the fire that burns the world.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Published: 5/25/2010 - Complete
Unchangeable Ultimate reviews
The love of a Gopi for Lord Krishna.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/25/2010 - Complete
Lies are beautiful
Lies and truth
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/19/2010 - Complete
Monsoon Season reviews
Poems about rain and lust.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: T - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/19/2010 - Complete
Columbia Livia: Keeping Pigeons reviews
Raising, breeding, feeding, and loving the domestic pigeon. How to rescue, rehabilitate, and save the life of an injured bird.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 26 - Words: 104,592 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/31/2010 - Complete
The Diamond Dove Care and History
Care, feeding, and breeding the Diamond Dove. History and origin notes.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,874 - Published: 1/31/2010 - Complete
Ringneck Dove Care
Care, treatment, breeding, and raising doves.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 7 - Words: 18,859 - Published: 1/31/2010 - Complete
Love is Lies when on your Lips reviews
A promise you won't keep. Love got old when you were young and nodded off to sleep.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/28/2009 - Complete
Under the moon reviews
She plays her spell across my heart.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/28/2009 - Complete
Passion Flower reviews
Language in petals
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/19/2009 - Complete
Secret Smile reviews
Your memory on my skin.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/18/2009 - Complete
Perfumed sheets
Poem: Part of sweat, part of love, and part of appetite...
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Published: 5/30/2009 - Complete
I, Silent, beg for more reviews
Poem: I wake to feel him next to me, I yearn for his caress. Anticipating...
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 31 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/28/2009 - Complete