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Author has written 21 stories for Life, Love, Friendship, and School.


(July 8, 2012: I haven't written much or posted anything, but I think I will post some things today.)

Hi there =) You can just call me Haruto.

I'm also on deviantart (haruto12), tumblr (haruto12), fanfiction (ae-cha), youtube (chococat8251)

My poems are... my thoughts, my jumbled thoughts, my musings, my school projects, my thinking on paper, me sorting through my thoughts, me.

A little on my morals: as long as you are not hurting anyone else, do what you want. Sing, laugh, dance (and eat tacos; haha spanish class music), speak, worship, write, love, live freely. Don't force your ideas on others. It is all about give and take. Speak your mind but listen to others. Forgive but do not forget. Remember it is not always another person that you need to forgive. Sometimes you will blame yourself for something, but it is okay. Just remember you did what you did. Forgive yourself and move on. Always remember your dreams. Do not let others force you to do anything. Be true to yourself. Remember you are worth it. Do not anyone tell you other wise. Do not wait around for someone who will not wait for you.

I like to read complex poetry. But what I write is pretty straight forward. I try sometimes to make it better, and sometimes it works. "Cry" is my favorite work so far. "Looking Glass" and "Arbitrary" are decent, but I think they could be better. Those are all recent. My older works from two, three, five years ago kinda suck I think. But they are what's gotten me to this point. The show me where I need to improve. Thus, I post some anyway. Certain people I know like to deny the importance of the past- you should only look to the future and not let the past define you. But I know. History repeats itself. The past teaches you life lessons. Past. Present. Future. They all hold equal importance.


Quotes. I collect them. I have many more around, but here's a few.

No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.

You never stop loving someone. You simply learn to live without them.

We don't need people to be like us. That drives us insane. We just need them to understand who we are, and accept it.

When you have a best friend you never think that anyone could come between you. But then it happens and one of you is happy and the other smiles. But it's an empty smile. They know they've been replaced by something better then them. Inside they want things to go back to the way things where before. But that's a terrible thing to think, your best friend is happy! Why are you being so selfish?

You can always tell something's wrong when the stars begin to lose their shine.

Take the good with the bad. Smile with the sad. Love what I have and remember what I had. Always forgive. But never regret. People change. Things go wrong. I just remember... life goes on.

Sometimes I'm lazy, I get bored. I get scared, I feel ignored. I feel happy, I get silly. I choke on my own words. I make wishes, I have dreams. And I still want to believe anything can happen in this world.

Start living, that's the next thing on my list. -Toby Kieth (My List)

Imperfections create character. Perfections create monsters.

Don't sweat the small stuff. And it's all small stuff.

Nothing is impossible.

Life is a moment, but a picture is forever...

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much, and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust. There's a reason why people don't stay where they are. Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough. -Sometime Love Just Ain't Enough; Patty Smyth

What sunshine is to flowers, smiles are to humanity. These are but trifles, to be sure; but, scattered along life's pathway, the good they do is inconceivable. -Joseph Addison

The world is beautiful, but has a disease called man. -Friedrich Nietzsche

Love is a complicated thing...

I've been having these weird thoughts lately... like is any of this for real or not?

Life is short but beautiful... Enjoy it

Love is just a word until someone comes along and gives it meaning.

Man is a being with free will; therefore, each man is potentially good or evil, and it's up to him and only him (through his reasoning mind) to decide which he wants to be. -Ayn Rand

The word "bed" looks like a bed!

Spill your heart out, and maybe someone will catch it.

How to dance: lose your inhibitions and go.

When nothing goes right, go left.

Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss, you'll land among the stars. Les Brown

Be who you are and say what you feel. Because those who matter don't mind. And those who mind don't matter.

If you have a dream, don't wait. Act.

Stop worrying and take a chance.

If you really love something, set it free. If it comes back, it's yours. If not, it wasn't meant to be.

Flying is learning to throw yourself at the ground and miss. Douglas Adams

Spend time, not money.

Experience is what you get when you don't get what you wanted.

Pick a number between one and two.

Nothing can stop the man with the right mental attitude from achieving his goal; nothing on earth can help the man with the worng mental attitude. Thomas Jefferson

Be who you wanna be, not who you wanna be like.

A pizza with a height of a and a radius of z has a volume of pizza.

To laugh often and much; To win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children; To earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends; To appreciate beauty, to find the best in others; To leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch, or a redeemed social condition; To know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. This is to have succeeded. -Ralph Waldo Emerson

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Masterpiece by Tathwem Essenuejal reviews
Always look for a problem before going to the next row.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/28/2011 - Complete
Twentythree years old and single by Ashley868 reviews
This a blog about me and how I deal with never having been in a relationship even though I'm twenty-three. I love reading blogs, and decided I wanted to write my own.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,679 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 11/29/2009 - Published: 11/28/2009
Life's Tough When You're a Circus Freak by fanny banany reviews
It's not easy being the school misfit. Especially when the living, breathing embodiment of Regina George is out for blood. Yours, apparently. And it's even worse that she has her satanic claws around your beloved Seth Cohen cream puff.
Fiction: Humor - Rated: T - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 6,771 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 8/4/2009 - Published: 9/30/2006
That's Our Baby by Caseus reviews
Ken usually doesn’t have a lab partner for Biology. However, Adrian, the school slash-yaoi fanboy, comes and asks him to be partners for their genotype/phenotype lab. SLASH IF YOU SQUINT. Oneshot.
Fiction: Humor - Rated: T - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,214 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/7/2009 - Complete
the end by londonmascara reviews
death on a sunny day yes, it is with purpose that the rhyme scheme becomes broken and choppy near the end; metaphors anyone?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/2/2009 - Complete
False Facades by Maeven reviews
Sam Westlane is the new kid in the famous all boys Crestan High School for the rich and the spoiled ... There's only one problem. Sam is a girl.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 30 - Words: 114,525 - Reviews: 7253 - Favs: 6,300 - Follows: 964 - Updated: 1/5/2009 - Published: 9/5/2003 - Complete
Winged Prophet by Sthriga reviews
And I fall asleep to a world neither light nor dark.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/31/2008 - Complete
My Guiding Light by LostInMe reviews
Everything I'm looking for is right there in front of me...I just can't see it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 11 - Published: 12/9/2008 - Complete
Eternal Climb by LostInMe reviews
A simple poem about life.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 18 - Published: 11/30/2008 - Complete
No Story by JorgieWaters reviews
Arch has struggled with his feelings for Stay, lead singer in the band No Story, for years. Can he finally get the courage he needs after the band is discovered? Rated for mild yaoi content.
Fiction: Manga - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 4,423 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 1/11/2008 - Published: 1/4/2008 - Complete
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This Is How We Dance reviews
I wrote this after prom, junior year. The feelings are still unresolved, as a year later, I wrote a sequel. I'm not ready to add the second part here yet- I'm hesitant to even post this. I don't know if the right people will even read this or understand properly. There are too many words that I need to explain, but I don't have a single word to use. Written: May 16, 2012.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 305 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/8/2012
Hard Times
I went through a mentally difficult time for quite a few months. I'm fine now, but I still wanted to post this, as proof of the past, as proof that I survived, stronger than before, and I'm still here to tell about it. This poem came out of an assignment to choose an object to represent ourselves. I talked about some happy thing, and privately wrote this. Writen: February 23, 20
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Published: 7/8/2012 - Complete
Vertigo reviews
This was actually for an assignment my friend had for creative writing that I decided to do. It was supposed to be a poem about heights. I promise, it really was supposed to be a happy poem! It just kind of got dark as I went... Written: May 10, 2011.
Poetry: School - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/16/2011 - Complete
Sweet Nothings reviews
I don't remember who this was written to, but I apparently was in a particularly foul mood with someone. Written March 26, 2011.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/16/2011 - Complete
You Again
I just can't seem to let her go. She's made it clear she is done with me. Written and revised many times in the past year. Final edit March 28, 2011.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Published: 3/28/2011 - Complete
No One's Fool reviews
I've been writing an awful lot these past few days. This was written today, during English, about how I was feeling this morning. Still lost, but with a hint of control over my life. Defensive. Defiant. Written March 28, 2011.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/28/2011 - Complete
Walk Away
You can never just walk away. I have to admit I even confused myself a little when I wrote this. Written March 27, 2011.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Published: 3/28/2011 - Complete
Missing Piece
Wow, reading my old poems make me realize I was both childish and shallow... Written June 9, 2006.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Published: 3/26/2011 - Complete
This was for him, the first time, long ago. Such childish thoughts, such childish language it seems. This is a re-upload, accidentally. It has new personal depth to it now, so it's okay. Written in mid to late 2008.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Published: 3/26/2011 - Complete
Missing You reviews
This was for him. Now it's just because. Written February 21, 2011.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/26/2011 - Complete
Arbitrary reviews
Why do the ones I trust hurt me? Because the ones I hold at arm's length never try to get close. Here. You wanted me to write for you? You then want to break my heart? Well fine then. I'll scrap my words of love and give you my words of hate.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/26/2011 - Complete
Brick Wall reviews
I often cannot find the right words to say. And now, I cannot find the words to offer as comfort. But remember I am here and worry about your well-being.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/18/2011 - Complete
Cry reviews
Emotions contradict themselves. Is it just for the sake of being contradictory? Or are they trying to tell you something? Written January 18, 2011.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/18/2011 - Complete
Looking Glass reviews
I've been awfully quiet as of late. Have you noticed? You've been awfully distant as of late. Have you noticed? This is friendship without the friend and hurt without the comfort. But it's still my poetry with me at least.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/21/2010 - Complete
I'm Sorry
A poetic email I felt I had to send. It belongs on here as well I think. Rated T for one swear. Besides, that's who I am so that's who should find it, I believe.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Published: 6/27/2010 - Complete
Why? reviews
No summary. Interpret as you wish. Written mid-2008 and October 15, 2009.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/15/2009 - Complete
Why Do I Let You Get To Me? reviews
Why doesn't she care? Why do I? Written: May 6th - 10th of 2009.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 4 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 10/15/2009 - Published: 5/9/2009
No summary. Interpret as you wish. Written early September 2008
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Published: 3/28/2009 - Complete
No summary. Interpret as you wish. Written sometime between October 2008 and March 2009.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Published: 3/28/2009 - Complete
Strength reviews
A thank you poem for my friend. Written March 2nd, 2009. Revised March 4th, 2009.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 29 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/4/2009 - Complete
Remember reviews
No summary. Interpret as you wish. Written October 21st, 2008. Rated T due to the use of a few words.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/3/2009 - Complete