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Author has written 45 stories for Friendship, Nature, Life, General, Song, Fantasy, Love, Family, and Work.

“The very act of writing assumes, to begin with, that someone cares to hear what you have to say. It assumes that people share, that people can be reached, that people can be touched and even in some cases changed. So many of the things in our world lead us to despair. It seems to me that the final symptom of despair is silence, and that storytelling is one of the sustaining arts; it’s one of the affirming arts. A writer may have a certain pessimism in his outlook, but the very act of being a writer seems to me to be an optimistic act.” - Tobias Wolff

Poetry account of Draenog Glas.

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I am currently posting my old poetry. I will post my newer works soon.

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Deaf Mute
I wished I could be one of those deaf mutes. So I wouldn't have any useless conversations with anybody. I could just get a job pumping gas and no one would suspect me of being this wretched being that I was. My brain is nothing but a sinister creature that is black and has long veiny nails. It hated everyone.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Published: 9/5/2012 - Complete
Darkening Dawn
There seems to never be a way out with depression. It never shines in the depressed person's world. Even when the sun comes out, the world is darker. It gets even darker when the depressed man stays in bed because he hates the black sun.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Published: 9/5/2012 - Complete
Pills and Electroshock Therapy
Animals in pill form, that's a good idea, said the depressed schizophrenic. Maybe it will help me realize how savage the mental health system is. Maybe I can swallow cats and be fried by dogs.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Published: 9/5/2012 - Complete
Imaginary Friend
A lonely little girl, never given the chance to have a loving father to support and comfort her, creates a friend out of the small little remaining pieces of her spared imagination, and she believes he was the better father to her than her father.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Published: 9/5/2012 - Complete
Mercury
I never had a good childhood, because of the voices in my head commanding me to leave my toys and my security away to a world full of viciousness and misery. I wished I could have it back. But it's too late. They took away everything.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Published: 8/28/2012 - Complete
Night
The night always protected me from my consciousness. I would rather suffer in my dreams than in my actuality. At least when I die in my dreams I know I will simply be alive again in another world, another life, and I could start over and suffer again.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Published: 8/28/2012 - Complete
Dying of Kindness
I wonder what it's like to have so much love, so much kindness, you choke on it as you try to swallow it all. I wonder what it's like to have so many care and never want to leave you. I wonder what it's like to be kissed with red cinnabar lips that devour my soul. I wonder what it's like. What's it like?
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Published: 8/28/2012 - Complete
Swallowing Lust
The snake swallows me, and I cannot succumb to its vile viciousness. I hate it. I want it dead. I knife through its gut, and I hope it bleeds as red as my vessels as they beat through me.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Published: 8/28/2012 - Complete
Zebra
You have no clue on what you think about this matter one way or the other. You are dead. Emotionless. Frigid and your eyes are white and falsified. You cannot live with me anymore, with these lies darkening your mind. Your face as gray and cold as mine.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Published: 8/27/2012 - Complete
My Father's Mane
A girl had a father who wore a mane. And he drank a lot. Like lions with their meat and their own manes. The father loved her, or so she thought. Like lions, he was remorseless and ruthless as well. He drank too much that day.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Published: 8/27/2012 - Complete
Lion
The creature with a crown of thorns, with fangs as sharp as daggers, with a tail like the painter's rough and dry brush. The lion is remorseless and ruthless, as I die by its claws on the savanna.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Published: 8/27/2012
The World Lies Asleep
Barren, desolated, cold, dead, like a decaying body. The world was dead. Except to one loner who never cared, and who could truly be left here to his own devices. Who needs friends?
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Published: 8/27/2012
Internet ShutIn
She sits at the computer, unwavering, unmoving, motionless, still. She never leaves it, she never goes anywhere but inside her little hole. The computer was her life, and always has been her life. She refused to change anything else beside it, except changing her name and wearing a mask to her unsuspecting friends.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/27/2012 - Complete
Seahorse Moon
The moon looked strange that night. Curved, bent and curled like a newly born fetus, and it has a nose like a hose, and an unwavering eye that seems serpentine. The seahorse moon glowed that night, shining for the lovers on the beach, ready to enter the ocean shores.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Published: 8/27/2012 - Complete
Sexuality
The only thing that matters to these people is how much they can get it, how fulfilled they will feel when they feel that high. The food rots in the fridge, as they devour all the meat, all the food that make themselves rot. It gives them a release. That's all they wanted.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Published: 8/23/2012 - Complete
Brain Surgeon reviews
Mercury minds are not good in this day and age, said the doctor. It's time to wrap that gauze around you, make you a deadened corpse, to have your insides rot and your eyes bleed, and your mind no longer with the ache of bipolar.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 519 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/23/2012 - Complete
Ink Fingers
I am trapped in this castle, trying to think of new lyrics, new songs to write with my golden quill. My ink fingers do not have much inspiration. I am dull, deadened, and another day lays to waste with nothing written...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/23/2012
Undeveloped Angels
God could only mend so many wounds. She still took part of my sanity, part of me when the Rebirth happened. I never was the same person again after it happened. One angel was left bruised, swollen, and dead as it escaped me...
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 547 - Published: 8/21/2012 - Complete
Where's Mommy
The children in the broken apartment clamor to their guardian angel, their father, wondering where their mother went, their lovely, precious mother who always loved them. Their father never was there all the time to play with them, and sometimes never was there to keep them safe from the hidden beasts in the house...
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Published: 8/21/2012 - Complete
Videotaped Gods
The media once rendered them into gods, but now they were only lonely stalks of fungi, devouring the rotting earth. They suffer through the cold winters of not being noticed, but they are still admirable, how they keep the world afloat.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Published: 8/21/2012 - Complete
The Doctor and the Scar Tissue
The doctor was never very good at treating illnesses. Always his patients suffered, for what he deemed to be a good cause: under the wrath of God, the mentally ill should never be alive.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 223 - Published: 8/21/2012 - Complete
Ate Peppers
Peter Piper Pickled Peppers never ate the peppers he pickled. Maybe because they made him suddenly want to eat his own flesh and blood.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Published: 8/21/2012 - Complete
3 Hours Until Work
I often sat awake in the early morning, waiting for the time to tick by. I had work to do, but I couldn't get to sleep. My eyes were propped open as if I had barbed wire underneath my eyelids.
Poetry: Work - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Published: 8/21/2012 - Complete
Father reviews
His fingers always cut and bled me like a chopped steak, with the blood running in through its membranes and roads. He never cared at all what we thought. He just liked seeing kids cry in fear.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/21/2012 - Complete
Chronic
My friend always seemed to appear in a hazy blue smog, with the molded crystal right beside him. I couldn't sacrifice it to save our friendship. He was too high in his throne of sweet leaf to see it.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Published: 8/21/2012
Maggot
Some people are so rotted and hideous, they are no different than maggots, white shriveled infant bodies devouring rancid trash. Then they turn into flies, and they truly are the most hideous creatures on Earth.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 479 - Published: 8/21/2012 - Complete
Schizophrenia reviews
There were many men, many women, many children, screaming and clamoring in my head. The millions of sounds, the millions of visions, it hurt, and I could barely think with so many people living in that apartment of mine. They left now, but I can still see the bits of trash and mold they left, always reminding me of how they never had good house-keeping skills...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/21/2012 - Complete
Terry the Cyclops
The father, the cyclops. How proud he stands. How savage are his instincts, how blind he is with only one eye. My father, the cyclops with the wife who has a broken, pierced mind, he cannot live long with this loneliness, especially from the ones he helped raise like his sheep that were ready to slaughter with his white arrowed fangs.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Published: 8/21/2012 - Complete
Let Me Rest
An old maiden, her bones rusted with decay, her mouth no longer able to form syllables, she claims that she needs to rest, before she can tell another tale to her children, who sit eagerly regardless.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Published: 8/21/2012 - Complete
4 AM
A writer writes. And they write at the latest hours of the morning. Even when it is 2 AM, 3 AM, and 4 AM, they write...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Published: 8/21/2012 - Complete
Colors
When taking those pills off the medicine cabinet, the vivid colors around you, they become dead and dull, don't they? Especially when everything was alive and brimming with warmth. Written about lithium treatments in bipolar.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Published: 8/21/2012
Psychosis
A manic schizophrenic experiences delusions and hallucinations that has him believe that he was Satan, the one who truly destroyed Eden for Adam and Eve. Written about my schizophrenia and bipolar.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Published: 8/21/2012
Crystal Cave
Two women, one always suckling a flaming cigarette, the other sensitive and her heart always ripped and bleeding, enter a crystal cave, where they forge their love with the rock crystals. Also written about Karis, who is still a lovely woman.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 296 - Published: 8/21/2012
Jellyfish
Written about a woman who enjoys spending time underwater with her favorite aquarium and ocean inhabitants, the jellyfish. She uses them as electrical umbrellas in the rain, forged from lightning, forged from the ocean sea.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Published: 8/21/2012
Girl, 17, Dead from Suicide
A girl, desperate for solace and love, commits suicide at the age of 17, and the media is sparked like a kindling flame.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 267 - Published: 8/21/2012
Photographer
The flames continued to get higher, people continued to die, and only a photographer was able to capture it in one flickering, still from his Polaroid.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Published: 8/21/2012 - Complete
The Hand Flower
Legend has told of a very special flower, called The Hand Flower, only given to those of people who the giver believes are the most special of people. A poem written for Karis in 2010, and while she may not be my girlfriend anymore, she is still in my thoughts, and is still a very special girl.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 433 - Published: 8/21/2012
The Bells and Chimes
Alone in a psychiatric hospital, dealt with the delusions and hallucinations of a wretched monster called The Black Serpent, the only key to your survival is a guardian angel who can only do so much to help. Based on a memory that I've kept inside my saddened wombed heart for what seems to be decades. Written in 2010.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Published: 8/21/2012
Lady of Autumn
A woman wanders into a forest at autumn, seeing a beautiful nymph who wishes for her to just simply take her to the next season before dawn rise, before she will become brittle and cold...Written possibly in 2009. Writing began to immensely improve. Rated M for sexual situations and nudity.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Published: 8/20/2012 - Complete
The Poem That Means Nothing
A self-absorbed, but bad writer begins to write about how much he hates the people who seem to never listen to his words he claimed he toiled over. Written in 2008. Writing began to improve.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Published: 8/20/2012 - Complete
Lies
Someone is beginning to crumble at the weight of a man's lies, feeling as if they are sinking him like lead, further into his decay. Written in 2008. Struggled with mental illness.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Published: 8/20/2012 - Complete
The Monster reviews
A small girl tells a story about her ultimate fear and her worst enemy: herself. Still struggling with mental illness, but writing was beginning to improve.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/20/2012 - Complete
Monochromatic
A woman wonders about the many shades of color, and applying it to the cycle of life, until, at her utter shock, she becomes old and decrepit, the world suddenly turning a solid caked-in black. Written in 2008. Writing was getting better, but still struggling with mental illness.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Published: 8/20/2012
I Wonder Why at Night
A curious man drives downtown through a city, amazed by all the sights and lights he encounters, including the pink sequined dawn. Written in 2008. Still struggling with mental illness, but writing was getting better.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Published: 8/20/2012 - Complete
The Black Sea
A sad, downtrodden woman, sick from her mental aches and pains, decides to sail onto the black sea, hoping to better herself through her tormenting and painful trek through a land called Godless Written in 2007. Was struggling through mental illness at the time.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Published: 8/20/2012 - Complete