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Author has written 172 stories for Life, Young Adult, War, Politics, Nature, General, Family, General, Essay, Friendship, Love, Romance, and Biography.

i am an ordinary person trying to be unique.

all i want to do is change a little part of the world.

some of my stuff is old, so bear with me, okay?

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4/5-2010 - I will be deleting all of my poems, because I am moving them over to another account here on Fictionpress. It will take a while, and I apologize if it gives you any problems. This account is simply getting too filled with all of my shit, so I'm trying to get things in order.

The other account is: www.fictionpress.com/~comeundone

Quotes

To write is to live forever

'Cause every time you fight, your scars are gonna heal, but they're never gonna go away - No love, Simple Plan

But when something happens, you might find out anyway, and then you can begin being who you are, instead of the person the others think you are

Every night and every morn, some to misery are born

Every morn and every night, some are born to sweet delight

Some are born to sweet delight, some are born to endless night

I'd rather be alone than pretend to be something I'm not - again

Humans are longing for accept, as plants for light;

We stretch ourself as long as possible, if we have to

Loners aren't people who choose to be alone

They're people who are waiting for someone to understand them

It doesn't take a lot to break a human

Strangers see you before you do

We could learn a lot from crayons. Some have weird names, some are dull, some are new, some are pretty, and all are different colors, but they all have to live in the same box

Little kids who knows that they're gonna die, isn't afraid of death, because they can't imagine death

Little kids who knows that they're gonna die are afraid of being left alone - Kill, Mats Wahl

It's better to choose your own doubt, than others faith - Souljourney, Daniel Zimakoff

I am not afraid of the darkness, neither the shadows, I am afraid of what might hide in them

Not putting up with you because I don't agree, wouldn't that be like punishing you for not turning out like me? - The Same, Only Different by Joanie Twersky in Teen Ink: Written in the Dirt

You must be the change that you wish to see in the world - Gandhi

Many of the truths the cling to, depends greatly on our point of view - Obi van Kenobi

I want to breathe every day - Robert Frost

The goal isn't to live forever. The goal is to create something that will - Chuck Palahniuk

Everyone smiles with that invisible gun to their head - Chuck Palahniuk

All God does is watch us and kills us when we get boring. We must never, ever get boring - Chuck Palahniuk

People used what they called a telephone 'cause they hated being close together and they were scared of being alone - Chuck Palahniuk

If death meant just leaving the stage long enough to change outfits and come back as a new character..., would you slow down or speed up? - Chuck Palahniuk

Your birth is a mistake you will spend your whole life trying to correct - Chuck Palahniuk

Did perpetual happiness in the Garden of Eden maybe get so boring that eating the apple was justified? - Chuck Palahniuk

The only difference between suicide and martyrdom is the press coverage - Chuck Palahniuk

Only through destroying myself can I discover the greater power of my spirit - Chuck Palahniuk

What we don't understand, we can make mean anything - Chuck Palahniuk

The first step - especially for young people with energy and drive and talent, but no money - the first step to controlling your world is to control your culture, to model and demonstrate the kind of world you demand to live in. To write the books. Make the music. Shoot the films. Paint the art - Chuck Palahniuk

Nothing of me is original. I am the combined effort of everyone I've ever known - Chuck Palahniuk

People don't want their lives fixed. Nobody wants their problems solved. Their dramas. Their distractions. Their stories resolved. Their messes cleaned up. Because what would they have left? Just the big scary unknown - Chuck Palahniuk

Stick and stones may break your bones, but words can hurt like hell - Chuck Palahniuk, Lullaby

The unreal is more powerful than the real, because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it. Because it's only tangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last. Stone crumbles, wood rots and people...well, they die. But things as fragile as thought, a dream, a legend, they can go on and on - Chuck Palahniuk

Art never comes from happiness - Chuck Palahniuk

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Penny Candy by Jaydee Faire reviews
In a down and dirty city where a good time is just a few dollars away, a dancer who's looking for life and a whore who's already given it up come to an arrangement with only one rule: No Love Allowed. Rated M for homosexual intercourse, graphic scenes.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 49 - Words: 124,156 - Reviews: 579 - Favs: 425 - Follows: 437 - Updated: 5/9/2013 - Published: 11/15/2007
Nothing Here by Deleted Nothing Here reviews
Nothing Here
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Updated: 3/18/2012 - Published: 6/1/2009 - Complete
Cross my heart by DreamBuggyFlyAwayHome reviews
I panicked! Thinking I had poisoned myself. Then I laughed. What a funny way to die...A pillow book.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 110 - Words: 46,253 - Reviews: 194 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 9/5/2010 - Published: 1/30/2009
I Am Not Drunk by deefective reviews
I swear. A/N: This fucking collection is so embarrassing. OMG.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 50 - Words: 1,377 - Reviews: 113 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 8/2/2010 - Published: 9/20/2008 - Complete
of radio static and misplaced romance by nevermore199 reviews
i am a feather, lost in the wide universe they call love. the collected fragments of a soul, pieced together for the world.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 32 - Words: 904 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 4/26/2010 - Published: 10/7/2009
Regret's Reflection by drink me pretty reviews
Another life wasted on chasing phantoms and filthy addictions.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 10 - Published: 4/25/2010 - Complete
Like A Phoenix From Hell by drink me pretty reviews
she is ever-lasting in her beauty and despair.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 265 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 11 - Published: 11/28/2009 - Complete
The Truth Behind Razorblade Kisses by SarahxVanity reviews
Because it's obvious...Oh, so brutally obvious. My heart beats for you. I breathe for a second chance. And here I am, alone. I hold my sides tight and try to keep things together. And as for you? You've got another girl's happy ending to attend. One-Shot
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/9/2009 - Complete
Her Name Was Jade by drink me pretty reviews
She was everything I never knew I wanted to be until I met her. But who really knows what they want, anyway? Femslash.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,438 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 12 - Published: 11/2/2009 - Complete
every day by nevermore199 reviews
another piece disappears. poetry.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/5/2009 - Complete
re: by anika k reviews
answers to the letters you never sent.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 312 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/30/2009
My Rock, My Refuge, Never Was by RandomUser674 reviews
Can I look to no one as my savior?
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/17/2009 - Complete
apathy by we are immortal reviews
its taken me over. pillow book.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 14 - Words: 1,889 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 8/3/2009 - Published: 4/23/2009 - Complete
you can't do much more than think by glossolalias reviews
Joshua wishes that wasn't true. Warnings for incest, abuse, hints of m/m slash, masturbation, sexual content and some disturbed thoughts.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,301 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 26 - Published: 7/29/2009 - Complete
Closer by Miz Mizery reviews
Rated M for language, future content, and anything else that might come up. Story about a teenaged boy who thought that he had a normal life, besides his crazy parents and brother. Then, everything's turned around when he meets Ben. not to be finished
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 20,909 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 7/26/2009 - Published: 2/19/2009
Chocolate Covered BoxerBriefs by CaseyBear reviews
Jayden woke up gay one day, literally, and decided that he would make everyone's lives a living hell. Cause he is a giver like that. A story that beats all of those cliche slash stories up. Slash.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 21 - Words: 41,352 - Reviews: 777 - Favs: 706 - Follows: 330 - Updated: 7/20/2009 - Published: 8/27/2007 - Complete
Gasoline by Blured reviews
The child did the smirk that man did when they were at the playground that day, “You are prefect when you scream,” The child repeated his words. Rated high Teen for rape, suicidal thoughts, and murder. Very dark.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 327 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Updated: 7/3/2009 - Published: 3/30/2009 - Complete
The Story of Us by MagicalxxMinx
I’m a girl. I have regrets, I’ve made mistakes, and I’ve learned from almost all of them. I’ve fallen in love once, fallen in lust one to many times, and fallen apart enough to know how bad it hurts. It's short, and really more of a rant then a story.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 396 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/30/2009 - Complete
Teenage Suicide by As Seen On TV reviews
The simple story of a simple boy called Milford and his search for complex answers in deep thinking. Enjoy, please R&R.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,181 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/20/2009 - Complete
Memoirs of a Misfit by Sleeper Baby
The inner thoughts of a lonely girl.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 813 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/29/2009 - Complete
Run by Adrienne Wolf
What happens when a girl's life falls apart? She can't always deal with the changes, and don't even get her started on the expectations she can't meet.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,225 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/18/2009 - Complete
Jumper by drink me pretty reviews
Let no misconception be made: this girl did not want to fly.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 605 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 12 - Published: 5/16/2009 - Complete
The Woman in the Booth Next to Me by Sleeper Baby reviews
A short piece based on a true story. Somebody observes a woman in a diner and wonders what her life must be like.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 512 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/5/2009 - Complete
Still Hurting by andiworkinabuttonfactory reviews
A teenage boy inadvertently caused the death of his younger brother. And the pain of coping isn’t getting any easier. “Jamie is gone, and I’m still hurting.”
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 983 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/3/2009
Anymore by andiworkinabuttonfactory reviews
“There was no right or wrong option here.” Sixteen years olds are not supposed to get pregnant. But sometimes they do. And no matter what decisions there are to make, they are never the right ones. “I didn’t know it was possible to regret so much.”
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 710 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 4 - Published: 3/31/2009
to start over is to live by we are immortal reviews
and to live is to die. pillow book.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 48 - Words: 6,777 - Reviews: 94 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 3/30/2009 - Published: 2/15/2009
Living in Death by xxInTheBlackOfNightxx
About a person that wants to turn to suicide but decides to just stay and watch the world go on. Terrible summery.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/30/2009 - Complete
Every Day the Same by Fahzzy
About being stuck in a place that you don't like, but just can't seem to escape.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 476 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/30/2009 - Complete
Pain is Weakness Leaving the Body by DreamBuggyFlyAwayHome reviews
...and as the bullet ripped through her skin, she knew the pain...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/28/2009 - Complete
In Response by irish-ileana reviews
Now you do not respond.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/26/2009 - Complete
They say by mezzles reviews
The cutting remarks of school children, and the effects that gossip can have on a young girl's life. Rated M for occasional gruesome imagery.
Poetry: School - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 317 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/14/2009 - Complete
Diamond Water by mezzles reviews
A metaphorical poem about giving in to depression. Rated M for death.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Published: 3/14/2009 - Complete
Inflicting Pain by Dusk.n.Dawn
I really had a bad day and this poem is sort of emo-ish, I'm not emo buh wondered what it would be like. Tell me what you think..
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/17/2009 - Complete
this could be a life by we are immortal reviews
and i could be a person in your ohso interesting world. this is a pillow book.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 92 - Words: 14,530 - Reviews: 175 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 2/5/2009 - Published: 1/7/2009 - Complete
I'm Fine by Silent Tone reviews
I'm not okay
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Published: 2/2/2009 - Complete
Anyone's Flesh by Leaves of Labefaction reviews
I don't blame you for drowning.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Crime/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 278 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/16/2009 - Complete
green lung by we are immortal reviews
cigarette addicts can't love with the necessary force. too busy dieing.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Published: 1/14/2009 - Complete
cold by we are immortal reviews
and the cold leaves me with nothing to hold onto.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/6/2009 - Complete
Fake by we are immortal reviews
This only happens to fake people, where it doesn't touch you. Yet, my mother is leaning away from me like I've got a disease and her face is a mask of hate and disgust and, I guess I'm a fake person now.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 635 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/18/2008 - Complete
not by we are immortal reviews
He is...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 17 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/12/2008 - Complete
i am broken by we are immortal reviews
We are.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/11/2008 - Complete
Stereotyping Teenagers by we are immortal reviews
Pseudo-intellectual bs.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 393 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/21/2008 - Complete
Break Me by we are immortal reviews
Color me spectacular.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/20/2008 - Complete
Stalkers Like Bandanas by xPrettyXxRadx reviews
It was bad enough that I had a guy like Justin for a neighbor. But then add dinner at his house and the fact that I was obsessed with him, and things get interesting. I swear I'm not stalking him; I just want his bandana...and his body. One-shot. Slash.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,625 - Reviews: 46 - Favs: 129 - Follows: 12 - Published: 7/30/2008 - Complete
Remember? by thx4allthefish reviews
If no one remembers, did it happen? If it didn't happen, did it matter? If no one will remember, does anything matter?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/21/2007 - Complete
Bittersweet Calm by vapidbreath reviews
[Angst] Nights were her dreams. He couldn’t find her in the darkness.
Fiction: Manga - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 617 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/21/2007 - Complete
arm candy by give me back my childhood reviews
trick or treat?
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/11/2006 - Complete
they are by give me back my childhood reviews
not. supposed. to. do. this.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/11/2006
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The Pillow Book of a Fucked Up Mess reviews
we could be amazing.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 65 - Words: 13,378 - Reviews: 66 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 9/14/2011 - Published: 12/13/2009
alice is in wonderland reviews
she just doesn't know. she has come here to dream. and to chase her dreams. drug use.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 391 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/6/2010 - Complete
The Pillow Book of a Damned reviews
and when it all crashes down 'cause it always does i can close my eyes, swallow it with a hopefully convincing smile to you, cross my fingers and hope to forget and pretend that i am fine fine fine.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 102 - Words: 39,251 - Reviews: 59 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 12/13/2009 - Published: 5/12/2009 - Complete
Make Believe reviews
Come join me, love, in this game of make-believe. Let's see how many lies we can make ourselves believe. And that those three little words isn't all an act.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/15/2009 - Complete
Lines reviews
i had lines down my cheeks and puffy eyes and you pulled me with you into the fluorescent light and swallowed my sobs with your tongue.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/15/2009 - Complete
Meds
You have lots of meds, and I hate how I'm constantly worried.Or raher, how I have reason to be worried. I hope that one day, we can throw those meds out, and you'll never need them again.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 307 - Published: 10/3/2009 - Complete
I Don't Mind
Your eyelashes are black, not golden. Your breath is sickly sweet and your fingers are cold. Your eyes are green, not blue. But you're enough.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Published: 10/3/2009 - Complete
Addicted reviews
We shared the rushes, and it gave me the same feeling as touching you did. You wouldn't let me touch you. It made you feel alive, you made me feel alive.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/3/2009 - Complete
Stunning reviews
I'm one of the few people who has seen you ugly. When you showed up at my doorstep with leafs in your hair. I am the only one you touch anymore, and I find that ironic. Even wiht leafs in your hair, you were stunning.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 345 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/3/2009 - Complete
Special
You looked ordinary, but I guess everyone does. Everything about you was right. You and me together wouldn't have been acceptable, but I'm sure you could have made it acceptable.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 538 - Published: 10/3/2009 - Complete
Need
Rushes were surprisingly good when you wanted to forget. She was scared that she was falling in love, he was scared that she might be the only who'd be able to save him. They were scared that they needed each other.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 502 - Published: 10/3/2009 - Complete
Unhappy reviews
The first doctor I meet here looks at me with cold eyes, and I wonder if he's happy, or he just has this job so his mother will be proud, when he'd rather travel the world, or become a magician. Everyone has crazy dreams. Are you happy?
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,173 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/3/2009 - Complete
The Day reviews
The day my mom discovered my scars, I ran.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/14/2009 - Complete
Skin reviews
I clutched you tighter, just to convince myself that you were real.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/14/2009 - Complete
Waterfalls reviews
Your tears fall like waterfalls down your cheeks, and luckily, you're not the kind of girl to wear make-up, otherwise it would have left proof down your cheeks.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 340 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/14/2009 - Complete
Runaway reviews
She was so fucking tired of it all. But she wouldn't kill herself, selling washing machines and having a few kids shouldn't be the only thing she had accomplished in her life. She wanted to run away.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 723 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/14/2009 - Complete
One Night
One night, and this happened. I just wanted sex. HIV/AIDS.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Published: 9/13/2009 - Complete
Of You, Of You and Me reviews
I want you, not her. Hinted slash.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/13/2009 - Complete
Us reviews
You kiss me, your arms curled around my neck like last night, and it's desperate like us. You love me and I can't bring myself to break you. Hinted slash.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 520 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/13/2009 - Complete
Cherry reviews
He pushes you against his locker and kisses you, and if not for the principals office down the hall, he would have his hand up your shirt. You always wear lipgloss with cherry taste and I wonder if he can taste it. Femmeslash.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 600 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/13/2009 - Complete
Reality
I know that I don't really live in the 'real world', but I live in the world I wish to live in, the better world of the two.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 694 - Published: 8/30/2009 - Complete
Outside reviews
I keep running, and my feet hit the pavement, over and over again. It is too hot, and I am wearing too many clothes. There are too many sounds.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 293 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/30/2009 - Complete
Queen reviews
Cody's lips are on my neck and you are staring. You're lucky none of your jock friends has discovered you yet. I keep my eyes on you, and you blush. You look fabolous in those jeans. Slash.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 560 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 5 - Published: 8/30/2009 - Complete
Poker Face reviews
Would someone just please turn that damn song off?
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,117 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/30/2009 - Complete
Kiss Me reviews
Kiss me, fuck me' I whisper, and his eyes widden. I'm kinda disappointed as I ignore his 'slut' and he walks away.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 683 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/29/2009 - Complete
Jump reviews
Come on, jump' Natalie yelled. I looked down, and saw the waves crashing against the cliffs. How did they expect me to survive that? They had said that if I did this, I would be one of them. I was scared.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,728 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/29/2009 - Complete
Beautiful Boy reviews
I wouldn't stand being without you, you know that'. He giggled, and pushed me away, playfully. 'You're so sappy'. Slash.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 626 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/29/2009 - Complete
Cold Whore reviews
It's freezing, and it's not good for business if I have goosebumps and blue lips. The man looks normal, like any other customer.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 504 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/29/2009 - Complete
Drugs reviews
I needed it, I craved it. I knew there had been a time where I didn't need it, but that time was long gone. I didn't remember how to live without it.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 447 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/29/2009 - Complete
Aidan, Ethan, Steven, Frank and Joseph reviews
Sometimes, my brother is angry. I call him Frank. Sometimes, my brother is perfect. I call him Ethan. Sometimes, my brother is impulsive. I call him Steven. Sometimes, my brother is depressed. I call him Aidan. I'm not sure who Joseph is.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 591 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/29/2009 - Complete
Black and White reviews
Some laughed at me, behind my back, some didn't even bother to hide it. So, I dressed in white instead.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/29/2009 - Complete
Couples reviews
There are couples everywhere.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/29/2009 - Complete
Invincible reviews
I pretended to be an asshole; I spread a rumor that I had kicked a guy's ass on my last school, so people wouldn't bother me.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 308 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/29/2009 - Complete
First Kiss reviews
She imagined his hands all over her; on her waist, her cheek, on her back, everywhere, because she couldn't feel them. She wanted something to tell someone when they asked about her first kiss.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 558 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/29/2009 - Complete
Airplanes reviews
I always quite liked watching airplanes and imagining where the people inside were going.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/29/2009 - Complete
Incapable reviews
I'm incapable of getting turned on, obviously. Asexuality.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 327 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/29/2009 - Complete
Flattering reviews
She knew that all the looks she got was just because she had straightened her hair, dyed it blonde and wore clothes that didn't leave much to the imagination.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/29/2009 - Complete
Clear reviews
I found you on the bathroom floor. Your dress was riding up, and it showed your white underwear. I pulled it down for you.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 498 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/29/2009 - Complete
Black reviews
She always dressed in black, and he found it kinda hot. He asked her out, and she said no. He went home and laid out all of his black clothes. He found he looked bad in black, but wore it to school the next day anyway.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 481 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/29/2009 - Complete
Systematic reviews
Systematic, planned, reseached, they will say. Systematic, researched, planned suicide.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/11/2009 - Complete
Once
Once so happy. Once, everything was the colours of the rainbow. Now everything is shades of grey.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Published: 7/11/2009 - Complete
Okay
You tell me that I'll be okay. Just a few years, some practice. But I don't want to be okay.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Published: 7/11/2009 - Complete
Oblivion reviews
Close your eyes, and allow yourself to fall into unconsciousness oblivion.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/11/2009 - Complete
Just Like Yesterday
It feels like yesterday, or the day before. Or last week.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Published: 7/11/2009 - Complete
I Need You So Much Closer
I need you so much more underneath my skin.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Published: 7/11/2009 - Complete
How To Live
The same fake smiles, the same walls and masks.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Published: 7/11/2009 - Complete
His Smile reviews
Beautiful, beautiful, his lips on my skin. Sexual themes.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/11/2009 - Complete
Get Out Of My Head
Turn your eyes away, no one is getting underneath my skin unless I allow them to.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Published: 7/11/2009 - Complete
Drowning
I am alone in this darkness. I can not yell loud enough for anyone to hear.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Published: 7/11/2009 - Complete
Chosen Darkness
The curtains are drawn, allowing no light entrance.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Published: 7/11/2009 - Complete
When Life Met Death
Life met Death, one day on the street. Death could see Life, but Life couldn't see Death. Life knew that Death was there.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Published: 7/11/2009 - Complete
Who You've Become reviews
I saw you, from away. You looked happy.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/11/2009 - Complete
The Smell Of Lemons
An audience. Three syringes. One trapped man. Too late to regret or re-do. Death penalty.
Poetry: Politics - Rated: M - English - Angst/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Published: 7/11/2009 - Complete
The Ghost Of Me
This girl, this ghost that follows me around. Is there every time I look in the mirror. She looks at me, confused.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Published: 7/11/2009 - Complete
Smile
You've always told me to smile. 'Look happy' you said.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Published: 7/11/2009 - Complete
Protected
So safe I am, here against your chest.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Published: 7/11/2009 - Complete
Old Lovers reviews
My grandparents.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/11/2009 - Complete
Neverending
I don't remember how to breathe. This is never-ending.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 28 - Published: 7/11/2009 - Complete
Moment reviews
The afternoon sun lingers on my body. It's one of those moments you wish could last forever.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/11/2009 - Complete
It Seems reviews
It seems like years ago I thought of you as my friend.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/11/2009 - Complete
I Miss You
I miss your smile, your laughter. I miss the two of us.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/11/2009 - Complete
I Die A Little Every Time
You reach out your hand, needing help, I die a little.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Published: 7/11/2009 - Complete
The Usual Words
I wish I could tell you everything, let it all out.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/10/2009 - Complete
The Shadows and the Darkness
I am not afraid of the shadows. Neither the darkness.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 19 - Published: 7/10/2009 - Complete
The Irony Of Destiny
When you're little, you want to grow up..
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27 - Published: 7/10/2009 - Complete
Seconds
I know that it will only be a second..and then he'll be gone.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Published: 7/10/2009 - Complete
Portrait Of My Grandmother
Eyes, grown tired and experienced over the years. Hands, grown needing.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Published: 7/10/2009 - Complete
Please Don't Make Me Cry Tonight reviews
Your eyes saw too much. You asked too much. I made a silent prayer; 'Please don't make me cry tonight'.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/10/2009 - Complete
My World
This is where my world begins, and this is where is ends. A world of shattered dreams and laughter.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Published: 7/10/2009 - Complete
Mud On My Shoes
Wind against my face. Faster, harder, better, longer. Dizziness. Panting. Run.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Published: 7/10/2009 - Complete
Just reviews
Just be there. Just hold me when I'm scared.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/10/2009 - Complete
I'm Sorry reviews
I'm sorry for all the pain I have caused you. I'm sorry for the tears that has ran down your cheeks. I'm sorry that you had to see me like this.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 252 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/10/2009 - Complete
Fade To Black
You were my light, now everything has faded to black.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37 - Published: 7/10/2009 - Complete
Watching Her Fall Apart reviews
Watching her die. I can't stand going there, seeing her like this. My grandmother tell me that 'she needs you', but it's not right. I need her. She was supposed to take care of me, not the other way around.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 659 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/7/2009 - Complete
Imaginary Friend reviews
He showed up just after dad's funeral. He won't tell me whether he's a ghost, a hallucination or anything third. He just tells me that he's my imaginary friend. But you don't want your friends to go away.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 440 - Reviews: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/7/2009 - Complete
Calories reviews
I was standing in front of the mirror, naked. There was fat in between my fingers. My mom didn't even look at me when I thanked no to the gravy, or cut the fat off the meat. Anorexia.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 850 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/7/2009 - Complete
I See You reviews
I see the long sleeved shirts you like to wear,also in the summer, and I wonder how you can stand the heat. I see how the knife in your drawer looks like the one that's missing from the kitchen. I hear how you cry, when you're supposed to sleep.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 514 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/7/2009 - Complete
Rainy Days reviews
It's raining. The rain is making pretty patterns on the windows in the bus. It is one of those days where you wear your thickest wool socks. It's a hot chocolate day. And it was supposed to be summer.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 393 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/7/2009 - Complete
Derek
He is always there, inside my head. Whispering rude comments in my ear, or maybe, rather, in my head. I call him 'Derek'. It annoys him. Rated M for Derek, swearing and rude comments.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 619 - Published: 7/7/2009 - Complete
Curves
I like curves, not hard planes. Homosexuality. Minor sexual content.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Published: 7/7/2009 - Complete
The Queen
It was Katharine, walking through the school gates like she owned the place. Her long hair was waving in the wind behind her, and I couldn't help but notice just how good she looked.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Published: 7/7/2009 - Complete
What Once Was
I bring the bottle to my lips, trying to forget what once was. Mentions of alcohol.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Published: 6/27/2009 - Complete
You Have To Feel
You have to feel happy, to feel sad...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 28 - Published: 6/27/2009 - Complete
If You Were Still Here
What could have been, if you were still here?
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Published: 6/27/2009 - Complete
Imperfect
I tried to be perfect, but it's not even worth it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Published: 6/27/2009 - Complete
Ugly reviews
I am ugly. I look at myself in the mirror and feel disgusted.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/27/2009 - Complete
Trees reviews
Newly cut trees, wounded trees.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/27/2009 - Complete
The Monster
The fear
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Published: 6/27/2009 - Complete
Pretend
I'd rather be alone
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Published: 6/27/2009 - Complete
Loners
Loners are not people who choose to be alone
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 20 - Published: 6/27/2009 - Complete
Forget About It
It doesn't hurt as much.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11 - Published: 6/27/2009 - Complete
A Twisted Kind of Fairy Tale
My mom used to read me a fairy tale every night before I went to sleep. My mom was too absorbed in her fairy tales. She didn't notice how my father crept into my room at night. Drugs.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 749 - Published: 5/29/2009 - Complete
Aftermath
It had been months since he came home from there. But he could still see it, hear it, every time he closed his eyes. Please read the warning.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 535 - Published: 5/29/2009 - Complete
Understand reviews
I knew no one could ever understand. No one was me, no one was inside my head. No one had the same background story. Angst.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/29/2009 - Complete
Labels reviews
People always tell you not to think about what other think about you. But how can you not? If you don't want to be labeled as a freak and disgusting, you don't run around naked.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 317 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/29/2009 - Complete
Lost
I know that when you go I will be alone. I already am. But the worst part is that I know that you will be happy. You will be happy, I will be broken. You will be normal, I will be a freak.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 445 - Published: 5/29/2009 - Complete
My sister
I always knew that I could never be as good as my sister. My sister was perfect. Rated M.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 605 - Published: 5/29/2009 - Complete
No Son Of Mine reviews
I knew I had to tell them at some point. It wouldn't be fair to myself if I had to hide who I was. Homosexuality. Angst. Coming out.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 766 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/29/2009 - Complete
Coward
I am a coward. I run away. Angst.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 336 - Published: 5/29/2009 - Complete
A promise
You know I won't be happy in a long time after you...go". "I know, Nelli, just promise me that won't be unhappy forever". I hard a hard time promising him this, but I took his hand anyway. "I promise".
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 914 - Published: 5/29/2009 - Complete
Charlie
It should just have been a robbery. Now, I wished I could become Charles again. Become innocent again. Crimes.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 805 - Published: 5/29/2009 - Complete
Invisible
I have always been invisible to them. I get in trouble. My parents yell at me when they discover it, then go back to work. They don't even bother to show up to yell anymore. They just call. M for a reason.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 517 - Published: 5/29/2009 - Complete
Army
My brother had a set of toy soldiers. He offered me to join him, but I couldn't stand them. At age ten, I had already realised that the thing that kept my father from coming home were these things. His boys.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 653 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/29/2009 - Complete
Cigarettes
I pulled a box of cigarettes out of my pocket, and took a glance at the park. It was filled with perfect pictures of happiness. Happy families. My family had never been like that. Smoking.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 586 - Published: 5/29/2009 - Complete
Being a teenager suck reviews
What? It does. We are supposed to find out what we want to be and who we want to be. No wonder we're so screwed. Rated M for mentions of sex, drugs, smoking and alcohol.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 899 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/18/2009 - Complete
Dying
I am afriad of dying. I will honestly admit that. Twisted.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 283 - Published: 5/8/2009 - Complete
Lies
I know I shouldn't lie. I have known that ever since I was very little. But what if you do it to protect yourself?
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Published: 5/8/2009 - Complete
Loneliness
I want to find someone who understands. I want to find someone who doesn't look at me with pity in their eyes when I tell them my story, how I feel, how I've felt. I want to find someone who will nod their head in understanding.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 292 - Published: 5/8/2009 - Complete
Safe
It is safe, feeling like this. These emotions are safe. Or at least it feels that way. Dark and angsty.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 373 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/8/2009 - Complete
Toy reviews
Am I just a toy to you? A replacement? Nothing? Friendship. Pretty angry. Swearing.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/8/2009 - Complete
So very wrong
This is wrong. Just plain wrong. I was supposed to find a nice girl. Homosexuality. Some swearing.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 309 - Published: 5/8/2009 - Complete
Emmy reviews
I hid the knife inside my closet, between my old summer clothes, where no one would find it. Graphic cutting.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 314 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/8/2009 - Complete
Forever
I thought it was going to be me and you forever, but I guess not. Friendship.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 757 - Published: 5/8/2009 - Complete
You reviews
You said I didn't know how much it hurt you to see me like this.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/27/2009 - Complete
Tries to reach you
I try to reach you, you run faster
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Published: 4/27/2009 - Complete
Wake me
Please wake me up. Inspired by 'Bring me to life' by Evanescence.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Published: 4/27/2009 - Complete
Two worlds
Two worlds, yet one
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Published: 4/27/2009 - Complete
Snow
Pure, white, snow
Poetry: Nature - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Published: 4/27/2009 - Complete
Only one
You're the only one I got, but you run away
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Published: 4/27/2009 - Complete
Imagine Social Phobia reviews
Imagine being afraid
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/27/2009 - Complete
Frozen
The world is moving on whitout me
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 39 - Published: 4/27/2009 - Complete
Forbidden reviews
It's late. No one will know.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/27/2009 - Complete
Down
I can't feel anything but this dull feeling of being down
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/27/2009 - Complete
Cold
Cold, cold, pain
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27 - Published: 4/27/2009 - Complete
No one will know reviews
No one will know that she cries
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/27/2009 - Complete
Thin reviews
I just want to be thin. I just want to be accepted.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/27/2009 - Complete
Stranded
I'm stranded here. I can't get out.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Published: 4/27/2009 - Complete
Live
Live your life while you can
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Published: 4/27/2009 - Complete
Eating my soul
This fear is eating my soul from the inside
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Published: 4/3/2009 - Complete
Hunted
He got a hunted look in his eyes
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Published: 4/3/2009 - Complete
Life as a play
Your life has turned to a play where you got the lead role
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/3/2009 - Complete
Like this
I feel like this.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Published: 4/3/2009 - Complete
Pain on the inside
Sort of a philosophy thing
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11 - Published: 4/3/2009 - Complete
Try to understand reviews
Try to understand how I feel. Inspired by Faint by Linkin Park
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 30 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/3/2009 - Complete
Why?
Why me?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/3/2009 - Complete
Worry
To worry about someone shows that you love them.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 28 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/3/2009 - Complete
Strong
When I was a kid, I thought the best thing you could say about someone was that they were strong
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Published: 4/3/2009 - Complete
The black hole of misery reviews
Will you catch me when I fall? Down into the black hole of misery
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/27/2009 - Complete
Speak reviews
You can not speak of it. Inspired by Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/27/2009 - Complete
Please?
Will someone save me? Please?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Published: 3/27/2009 - Complete
On the inside
The outside and the inside is two very different things.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Published: 3/27/2009 - Complete
Numb reviews
I can't feel
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/27/2009 - Complete
If only reviews
If only you would help me
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/27/2009 - Complete
Choices reviews
What should you choose when you have the choice between pain and fear?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/27/2009 - Complete
You don't have to
You don't have to smile just because you're happy.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Published: 3/21/2009 - Complete
Wounds reviews
When you get them, they hurt...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/21/2009 - Complete
Tomorrow
How's tomorrow gonna be?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Published: 3/21/2009
Sleeping
In sleep, she looks so peaceful.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Published: 3/21/2009 - Complete
Nightmares?
In the night, alone.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Published: 3/21/2009 - Complete
Masks reviews
Everybody wears a mask to protect themself.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/21/2009 - Complete
Life is pain
Life is nothing more than pain
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 31 - Published: 3/21/2009 - Complete
It's easier to run
It's so much easier to run. It's so much easier to hide.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Published: 3/21/2009 - Complete
I was numb
I was numb, as I held you in my arms. I was numb, until someone came and pulled me away
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Published: 3/21/2009 - Complete
Deep down
Deep down, we're all alike
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Published: 3/21/2009 - Complete
Childhood memories reviews
Sometimes you need to go back.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/21/2009 - Complete
Routines reviews
My life has turned into bare routines. So empty. So hollow.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 473 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/21/2009 - Complete
Tear reviews
Congratulations, you broke my heart.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 701 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 3/18/2009 - Complete
Won't somebody? reviews
Won't somebody save me?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/11/2009 - Complete
Trapped reviews
I'm trapped here. When will I get out?
Poetry: Politics - Rated: T - English - Angst/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/11/2009 - Complete
My safety
What would happen if you, my safety, is gone?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Published: 3/11/2009 - Complete
Mirror
Every time I look in the mirror, I see this girl. Is that really me?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Published: 3/11/2009 - Complete
Different
Sometimes you get the feeling of being way too different than the others.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Published: 3/9/2009 - Complete
The Girl reviews
Two poems about a girl. Contains suicide.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/8/2009
Sleeping alone in a double side bed reviews
You left me. I'm alone.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 21 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/8/2009 - Complete
O:12
Friendship.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Published: 3/8/2009 - Complete
Memories
The memories will never disappear.
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 32 - Published: 3/8/2009 - Complete
Innocence
As a kid, life is much prettier.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Published: 3/8/2009 - Complete
I hate this
I hate this fear, this pain.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Published: 3/8/2009 - Complete
Wrong reviews
I've always been wrong. In some way. I tried to pretend to be right, but apparently I wasn't a good actress. Sort of a story of my life.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 643 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/8/2009 - Complete
Hope, faith and love reviews
Short poem about some of the most important things in life.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 31 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/8/2009 - Complete
In the Darkness reviews
In the darkness you are alone. Poem.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/8/2009 - Complete
Fear
Five poems about fear.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 541 - Published: 3/8/2009 - Complete