Suicide-Lost
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Joined 03-08-09, id: 657576, Profile Updated: 04-01-09
Author has written 16 stories for General.

thinking too hard used to make me unique
thinking too hard used to win me awards
thinking too hard used to put me one step ahead of everyone else.
thinking too hard used to put me into categories with other interesting thinkers.
thinking too hard eventually turned and made me paranoid.
thinking too hard made me second guess everything everyone says.
thinking too hard made me flunk out of every math class I’ve ever taken.
thinking too hard made it hard for my brain to compute what some one ACTUALLY said,
and the intent behind it in which my brain wants to get to the core of.

lately, my thoughts are dangerous, misinterpreted, untrue, paranoid,
and just...bad. maybe it's just because I’ve been unhappy lately.
maybe not. but, consider this a public disclaimer to my thoughts.
I’m not apologizing, because I am not sorry for thinking.
I’m not making excuses for the way I am,
I am just letting everyone know that it is so.

so, true friends will always stick by me.

My life is a headache.
Welcome to it.

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The Value of a Dollar reviews
and in need of a few bucks to purchase some gas...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/1/2009 - Complete
Used To reviews
beach sand on a nice afternoon, falling asleep and never finding your way home..
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/1/2009 - Complete
To a World on Edge
This is a letter to the world on edge. December’s a little cold this year. its frozen reflections have trapped me in false universes. You see, I'm in New York where winter is a fashion. not a funeral. And I never saw the snow the way I want
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 341 - Published: 4/1/2009 - Complete
Tiptoe
Melting away our politics and our civility we were a winter love marked...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Published: 4/1/2009 - Complete
The Words of a Whore reviews
I am as old as written history, but not nearly as truthful.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 321 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/1/2009 - Complete
Revenge reviews
In New York, she suffers in silence.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,036 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/1/2009 - Complete
History Book
I bought a shorter version and liked it better...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Published: 4/1/2009 - Complete
The Showroom reviews
you sent a message that crossed seas. weed. land. alcohol. thin hotel room walls.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 288 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/1/2009 - Complete
Solider reviews
well, they must hate a lot, cause I had them wrong all along.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/1/2009 - Complete
Skeleton
beneath a blanket, one in love and one in lust...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Published: 4/1/2009 - Complete
Little Ragdoll reviews
a rag doll smile for a rag doll life bending backwards in the failing light..
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/1/2009 - Complete
How Normandy Looked
with thousands of white crosses and a single Jewish star...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 335 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/1/2009 - Complete
I Write
I write for fear, for life, because I’d bleed too much if I didn't scribble words...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 267 - Published: 4/1/2009 - Complete
I can't
I want to write about how when it rains.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Published: 4/1/2009 - Complete
Hollywood High
Hey kid. I remember the stories about Hollywood, painted up in solid gold...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,123 - Published: 4/1/2009 - Complete
My Dirty White Shoes
and I think to myself that I wouldn’t mind Never going back there...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Published: 4/1/2009 - Complete