I promise I will disappoint you.

I am only human.

I promise I will fall.

Gravity won't let me fly.

I promise to believe whatever you have to say.

What reason do you have to lie to me?

I promise to live every minute to the fullest.

Because I don't know how many I have left.

I promise to never stand alone in the corner.

The music makes me sway.

And lastly I promise to love you.

Because my heart won't have it any other way.

Silence is the loudest noise of all. - Sarah Dessen

Hello! My name is Winnie :)

Some things about me:

1) I am sixteen, going to be seventeen eventually

2) Three favorite bands: Seether, Theory of a Deadman, and Lifehouse

3) Romance authors: Sarah Dessen, Deb Colletti, Danielle Steel

4) Supernatural authors: Christopher Paolini, Alison Croggon, Stephenie Meyer

5) Likes: Walking, running, sleeping, reading, listening to music, writing, and talking

6) Dislikes: Annoying people, mushrooms, dogs barking, Alisha Keys, and humid weather

7) I am going to college next year :)

8) My sister: Irish Eyes 63

9) I love autumn oh so much.

10) I absolutely love reading other peoples' works. Send message and ask. Don't be shy! I love it!

Last but not least, any of you fabulous people who take the time to read my profile, I have to suggest a story for you. It is called Behind Locked Minds, under authors Imminent Paradox or Francilla Marie. Basically the concept is that this entire story is diary entries of teenagers. All real entries that people have sent into the authors, who then post. It is unbelievable, I really recommend that you all read it. It really has changed how I think.

What is regret?

It’s the tears slowly building in your eyes, pricking, burning…It’s the world swimming before your eyes, blurry, dripping, disappearing into a puddle…it’s the hand closing around your throat until it hurts to swallow, breath…Regret is a heavy silence, full of too many memories of the things you could have done, should have done, would have done…It’s that song that can put you back years…the one that causes the thoughts to swirl around your mind…It’s not wanting to think about that but unable to help yourself…It’s sitting alone, thinking of things…it’s wondering how your life could have been if you had the courage to be different…It’s stillness until you hear your heart beating, slowly…It’s wondering why it’s so hard to change…It’s imagining that one kiss…that never will be…It’s wondering how you can be so invisible when your surrounded by people…It’s telling yourself that you’re different, always will be and you should be proud of the fact that you walk alone but secretly wishing that you could be part of it…and hating yourself for it. It’s being afraid to touch and be touched…It’s salt on your lips…It’s staying away, delaying that one phone call, always making excuses. It’s looking but not seeing…It’s saying you don’t need it but want it more than anything…It’s being afraid to fall because you’re not sure if you’ll be able to get back up…It’s the words never said but always in your mind…It’s realizing that you’re in love with him but knowing you can never tell him. It’s not taking a chance on someone, a friend, a stranger, yourself…It is too many late nights…It’s turning away, turning your back, being blind and deaf to the ones that need…It’s not making peace with your faith, it’s not believing…

If only…

- Cold November Wind